Monday, July 22, 2013


ya with so many roles..

Finally I am down with sickness of weak immune system @_@

Be not dismayed whate’er betide,
God will take care of you;
Beneath His wings of love abide,
God will take care of you.

God will take care of you,
Through every day, o’er all the way;
He will take care of you,
God will take care of you.

Through days of toil when heart doth fail,
God will take care of you;
When dangers fierce your path assail,
God will take care of you.
All you may need He will provide,
God will take care of you;
Nothing you ask will be denied,
God will take care of you.
No matter what may be the test,
God will take care of you;
Lean, weary one, upon His breast,
God will take care of you.

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

1607 Tuesday

Good morning! How do you do?

Am eating subway tuna breakfast with many many olive. Read from the net, it is good to eat 10-15 olive everyday to maintain good health. I don't have fresh olive ar home, so I ask more from subway :p lately, I found honey oat bread is sweet. Last time I was always wonder why it called as honey oat when it didn't have honey taste :)

My day started with my lovely angel playing drama. Didn't finish homework, wanted to skip class, drag and drag... Laogong helped to take bath, put on uniform, bring school bag, looking for hair ribbon.. surprisingly, today laogong is so nice! He didn't even scold angel :D

Midnight came back laogong hang all the cloths 'I didn't put guilty on you, you sleep' wow! Not like my husband @_@ return to my bed with curious feeling and wake up to see a empty big basket! So my dearest blog readers, you may ignore my yesterday post on 'my laogong didn't love me' sort of complaining :p

well want to get back to work. My boss and boss and boss reply emails in the midnight and they reach the office very early. So the pressure is there when, I come in late and siting here enjoying my breakfast and posting a blog >_< work is exciting now coz I learn new thing everyday :) back to the very fresh state and pick up from zero knowledge. This is challenging and meet the self esteem spirit ^^

Have a nice day! I have many travel plans coming up, looking forward oooo

Somehow, I still can't except there is a title that suit my age, and 40! Hello, is that too old?! Hoohhhh

Monday, July 15, 2013

I have a dream

... and the dream needs rm2.2mil to start off @_@

Lately, I been thinking of a shoplot that caught my heart. No play play, this thought always in my mind, busy working also thinking to have it. I told laogong, I wanted a shop. Laogong also mouth big big. Well, compare to branded bag or nicer car, this one is too much >_<

Shared with sis about this. So she checked it out for me.

RM 2 millions for what I want! Crazy!! My salary not even enough to pay the building tax :~

well, I hope one day I can find one suitable shop, suit my taste, suite my dream, in affordable price ^^

shyuan: yima, what you want to do with the shoplot?

yima: en en aa, yima wants to prepare an environment for tired hearts and happy childhood for all needy..

shyuan: very big and unprofitable dream ooo

yima: ya.. that's why yima can't go for renting, coz buying the property can make it as investment. But for renting, the pressure of earning money is tiring..

shyuan: (hmm.. what can I do to make yima wake up from the dream har?)



Am looking for simple love bonding..

Like the smile :)

The touch..

The trustworthy..

A morning that made me think a bit lost and empty :(

last night before sleeping, I concluded my day as - I am not being loved by laogong..

Both of us having own little personal schedule and spaces, thus, we have used to 'don't disturb me' mode.. Hmmm..

Trying to balance the relationship..

But it seems, both sides contribution are equally important.. and children have occupied my laogong's caring heart towards my need :~

to try harder, love and happiness always build up by small little pieces of stories and feelings :)

Today schedule in the office.

Today will sit at my new workstation and 'officially' start my new job scope. Hoping for the best ^^

Happy Monday!

Friday, July 12, 2013

1207 Friday lo!

Today is my gogo's birthday! I SMS him birthday wishes at 00:11 but wonder if he receives the message as no reply from him.. Hmm.. Btw, tomorrow is my da sao's birthday ^^

Oh I thot I posted my blog :p time pass so fast huh, until I am not sure the blog I post is for yesterday or today :p

This is my lunch. Hehe 1/6 only la. I didn't go out for lunch as I cleaned my workstation to get myself ready to move to a new workstation. Feeling heavy to leave this workstation, been sitting here since year 2009. Then I will leave my chatty office neighbours and food supplier @_@ most of the time, we go to work happily because of the friends in the office. The environment is very important for us to 'feel to work'

We have farewell party for coo. I don't work with him, too high level for me to work with :p today I listen a lot of nice words about him. A successful man with a very supportive wife behind him :)

Smart looking guy and his smile is warm :) tak tahan to see the tallest him and the shortest ME in the pic! Aiya..

sharing my thought with laogong :)

Ok! Good by working day for today, want to enjoy my weekend lo. Tata!

Thursday, July 11, 2013

seven eleven

Good morning Thursday! Walking in the rain this morning, my hair is now double wet :p

Breakfast yesterday. Got nice breakfast with officemates is a small little happiness to start off the beautiful day :D now am in the train, hungry..

Can't sleep well last night. Now am so sleepy. Called up laogong in the midnight, chatting about children and my office stuff. Feeling like paktor time :p it is nice to have someone to talk to in the midnight. I miss the boy friend and girl friend on the line moments :) to this to boy friend is ok. If you try to call husband too often in the midnight, guess, will get warning letter from husband ;p my laogong will issue me letter lo..

Prepared this for 1 big big boss leaving.

The content is this ^^

Well, I helped colleague did one too :p busybody. Doing this design thingy in the office morning is a nice experience too. Suddenly feel like I was back to the young girl time :D

Now am no more a young girl, sometime my action my attitude my thinking like an auntie :( that day my 'matured' colleague teasing me, 'you are still young, you won't do this' hmmm or all young girl will go through the transformation moments of changing ourselves to an auntie? :) I hope I can be a cute auntie kekekke :p

My mama auntie look. Sometime I think this way 'not bad, when I get older, my look = my mama current look, still cheerful and smiley face and presentable' then I feel braved enough to accept my coming old look :p

Lately when we talking about retire age at 60, I said this to my colleague 'hehehe I can see you old auntie look in the office, but you can't see mine!' Naughty me :p imagine, if I still need to work at age of 50+ my mama got her knee surgery at 50+ then now she is with a pack of medicine with her, walk slowly.. As I told my colleague, at that age, I might need to get young girl to help me refill the A4 papers for me to do printing :D then a guy told me, when boss calling you for meeting, you needed extra time, coz you gonna be very sleep motion to get stand up and walk to the meeting room :D

So the moral of the story is - stay healthy and save enough so I don't need to work in the office till age of 60 :p

This morning sis telling me she gonna stop her everyday dinner for a month. So she can fit into her new shirts for our upcoming travel trip.

Lately, what I am more interested on building muscle for my body so I can look fit. Look at the above pic, for the same weight, the the fat and muscle make our outlook differently.

Above Q&A sharing about the energy burnt 10x for fat vs muscle. So we shall train to build more muscle than only focusing on burning fat in order for us to look slimmer.

I thank to my reader shared with me good video clip on exercising to build muscle. I sometime do receive message or comments on - losing weight topic. I appreciate all of them. Feel loved. Coz people cares about me, and maybe they would love to see a more charming and attractive mummy sharing her stories kekekke :p trying to get myself sweat everyday. But the limit is only 1 hour in weekday. Coz I need time for housework, children and sleep hours too.

Tata! Wanna catch some sleep before reaching the station :p

Like this. Don't eerr.. err.. with God, He wants us to confess, be simple and straight to the point when we pray ^^

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

peaceful pace


Turn your eyes upon Jesus
Look full in His wonderful face
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim
In the light of His glory and grace

Sis asked 'why today you are early? Why today you don't scold your children?' Hehe I even have time to prepare breakfast for myself and sis ^^ laogong wake up early today, he does the ironing, he helps prepare children to get ready to school. Last night laogong checked all the school bags and homework.

The moral of the story is - a harmony family to be maintained by father and mother. If alone taking care the all household stuff and children monsters demand, this gonna be very tiring. Thank you laogong :) although he gonna leave us today and come back probably in sunday?

Last night we got our dinner together at the food stall. Eva's favourite is taufufa. Angel always order noodle. Royee is a rice bowl ^0^

Ya you got shocked and ashamed when seeing children sitting in the baby chairs @_@ when I was busy asking what to order, then they walked around and do this and that. Luckily I am not the mum who carries cane everywhere, or else this kind of monsters must kena whacked in the public :~ royee siap brought the drink and enjoying his barley in the baby chair hmmm..

This is another one action they did last sunday in a hypermarket. Royee brought the sisters around and 'started selling of the sisters'.

They watched tv, dancing to the music video in the trolley too.

Last night I wanted a rest for my mind. Listening to songs and start quick walk on the treadmill. Feeling great after sweating, but feeling tired for not sleeping enough @_@ normally after the workout, I take bath and I feel fresh! so stay awake till midnight hmmm..

With my office wear on :p

This is what happen when I force my exhausted body to do some exercise. Tak larat. Target supposed to be 30 min walking at least.

This morning suddenly I got a thought - to revisit my childhood place together with my children. Shall plan for it one day :)

Have a good Wednesday and selamat berpuasa to all my Muslim friends and happy food enjoying for all other friends :D