Arms Of An Angel

I am into to song lately. always get myself drunk in the sing while I drive in the car alone. loudly n deeply :)


Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel not good enough?
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction, oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless, and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an Angel, fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of an Angel, far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

good morning Monday :")

breakfast homemade cookies for u~ :p baked these cookies last evening, all plain flour, the texture is different from mixing of plain flour n corn flour. got to know the different.



new team member for my team will be in today, slowly our job responsibility will slightly adjust with additional account. this arrangement shall be good for everyone.

today i try to leave house early, let my papa bring bbb to the kinder, i take 8.35am train, reach the office at 9am. new boss wants us to be at work place at 9.30am. which normally i cant make it if i bring bbb to the kinder. I reach at 9.35am :p

a brand new week for everyone ya!

Jesus loves bbb~

耶稣爱我，我知道，因有圣经告诉我，
幼小孩童他牧养，他们软弱主刚强。
主耶稣爱我，主耶稣爱我，
主耶稣爱我，因圣经告诉我。
耶稣爱我舍生命，将我罪孽洗干净，
天堂恩门为我开，让他小孩走进来。
主耶稣爱我，主耶稣爱我，
主耶稣爱我，因圣经告诉我。

Jesus loves me! This I know, for the Bible tells me so.
Little ones to Him belong; they are weak but He is strong.
Yes, Jesus loves me! Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me! The Bible tells me so.
Jesus loves me! He who died, heaven's gate to open wide;
He will wash away my sin; let His little child come in.
Yes, Jesus loves me! Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me! The Bible tells me so.

我愿跟随你

一步一步跟随祢，踏着祢行径脚迹
一步一步学习祢，直到祢心满意
一句一句听着祢，我生命被祢更新
时时刻刻仰望祢，我要与祢更亲近
主啊喔主啊，带我走，牵我手
领我到祢骷髅地
主啊喔主啊，带我走，牵我手
把我抱入祢怀里

一句一句听着祢，我生命被祢更新
时时刻刻仰望祢，我要与祢更亲近

This morning this song keeps playing in my mind, I sing it to bbb too. 'am willing to follow You' a queit song, asking God father to hold my hand n bring me away. Maybe I have lost faith in something, something which is valuable, but ppl might see it not importantly.

I told as I might be a NEW me in coming April. Going to be 31 soon, I hope before I reaching 31, I can get myself to accomplish my biggest dream n to-do list in this life. In God's will, I hope everything would be running smoothly.

Thanks for shiyi's message 'Good to hear that. hope ur faith will be strengthen daily' ^_^

my wish to my love ones, don't waste time is wasting your life :) appreciate what u r doing n grab your life ship before the ship is in front of u ^_*

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每天爱你多一些

无求什么 无寻什么 突破天地 但求夜深
奔波以后 能望见你 你可否知道么
平凡亦可 平淡亦可 自有天地 但求日出
清早到后 能望见你 那已经很好过

当身边的一切如风 是你让我找到根蒂
不愿离开 只愿留低 情是永不枯萎

而每过一天 每一天 这醉者
便爱你多些 再多些 至满泻
我发觉我最爱与你编写
OH OH 以后明天的深夜

而每过一天 每一天 这醉者
便爱你多些 再多些 至满泻
我最爱你与我这生一起
OH OH 哪惧明天风高路斜
　
名是什么 财是什么 是好滋味 但如在生
朝朝每夜 能望见你 那更加的好过
　
当身边的一切如风 是你让我找到根蒂
不愿离开 只愿留低 情是永不枯萎
　
而每过一天 每一天 这情深者
便爱你多些 然后再多一些
我最爱你与我这生一起
OH OH 哪惧明天风高路斜

Listened to this song on the way to work this morning 'love u more aach if everyday' I karaoke alone in the car, sing my heart out for this lovely n romantic song ^_^ while singing, I think of laogong (who else I can think of hat? :p)

This morning laogong wake me up 'the child woke up already, what's the time now har? Hmm my alarm did ring, but the phone volume reset by bbb while they playing games I guess, so I didn't hear it. Laogong kissed me 'laogong Ai ni' (laogong love u) feeling warm n sweet about this. But as usual, I will think this 'why recently so frequent telling love me har? Being naughthy ar?' keke never satisfy one lo :p

Laogong, I love u too! But I am really hoping u can help out in guiding bbb completing their homework if I work overtime. I don't want them to feel pressure in doing homework, so don't make them cry n punish them in this case. If u r impatient with bbb pls train your patience. If u can't control your temper, pls walk away. Don't punish n scold them pls..

P/s thanks for searching better deal of air tickets for our future travel plan ^_* I really looking forward for flying away~

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mie mie, HAPPY 26!!

mie mie, happy birthday to u~~!! hope you like these designs ^_^ love u oooo~~

虽然说我们已不是国小的女生 还玩这满幼稚的游戏

其实大人也爱看小丸子卡通 有些事并非是孩子的专利

有些话可以说出来 有些话只能写进去

有时候当着大家的面反而说不出真情真意

写错字也很妙 乱涂鸦也很爆笑 把生活纪录下来我们来交换日记

没有昂贵的东西能天天给你 只能交换生活的点点滴滴

还好你也是简单的脑筋 翻遍口袋只能掏出真心

没有昂贵的东西能天天给你 只能交换生活的点点滴滴

正好我也是简单的脑筋 写下日记交换青春的默契

蝴蝶飞呀

我把青春作个风筝往天上爬
贝壳爬上沙滩看一看世界又多么大
毛毛虫期待着明天有一双美丽的翅膀
小河躺在森林的怀抱唱着春天岁月的歌
我把岁月慢慢编织一幅画
梦是蝴蝶的翅膀
年轻是飞翔的天堂
放开风筝和长线把爱画在岁月的脸上
心是成长的力量就像那蝴蝶的翅膀
迎着风声越高歌声越高亢
蝴蝶飞呀就像童年在风里跑
感觉年少和彩虹比海更远比天还要高
蝴蝶飞呀飞向未来的城堡
打开梦想的天窗让那成长更快更美好

Sometime, I do wish there is U-turn for time n choice. The 'no turning back' somehow push me to become matured instantly n most of the time, companied with broken heart n tears. Anyway, as what my section head always mentions, there is no reverse gear for all these changes, so we must think for solutions n make the worse to better... Yup, challenges make u better n not bitter :)

'and now, let the weak says I am strong, let the poor says I am rich, bcoz of what the Lord has done for us, GIVE THANKS'

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tonite, finger no.5

Serious fight with laogong. I talked loud, he raise his voice, asked him stop, I just don't want to drama in front of bbb, but he raise higher his voice. 2 ppl need to talk loudly even they r face to face, bcoz the distance of 2 hearts r huge. What I need is understanding n security, which to him, am asking something rediculous. Men vs women debating, never ending.

Royee is sleeping on the bed. I have decided to sleep on his mattress. A man n a man-to-be r on the bed, I wish royee can be a caring n understanding man to his sis n gf n wife in the future. I wish, my man could come in my heart, n feel what I really mean n need. N not yelling bcoz of what he doesn't have.

Another dark nite for me.. 23:22 my heart is crying, I would feel much better if my tears r falling down...

"But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy"

amazing grace

Amazing grace, how sweet the sound

That saved a wretch like me.

I once was lost, but now I'm found.

Was blind, but now I see.

Twas grace that taught my heart to feel

And grace my fears relieved.

How precious did that grace appear

The hour I first believed.

When we've been there ten thousand years

Bright shining as the sun,

We've no less days to sing God's praise

Then when we first begun.

Amazing grace, how sweet the sound

That saved a wretch like me.

I once was lost, but now I'm found.

Was blind, but now I see.

non stop listening to this song.. i need peaceful mind :) dont want to complicate everything further, just enjoy the days to the fullest ^_^

give me oil in my lamp

Give me oil in my lamp

Keep me burning, burning, burning

Give me oil in my lamp

I pray, Hallelujah!

Give me oil in my lamp

Keep me burning, burning, burning

Keep me burning till the break of day

Sing, Hosanna! Sing, Hosanna! Sing, Hosanna!To the King of Kings

Sing, Hosanna!, Sing, Hosanna!, Sing, Hosanna!To the King

Give me joy in my heart

Keep me happy, happy, happy

Give me joy in my heart

I pray, Hallelujah!

Give me joy in my heart

Keep me happy, happy, happy

Keep me happy till the break of day

sang this song out loud in the journey to the train station this morning. turn the volume to the limit that i can stand, then started singing happily :D shout out loud! last nite, laogong searched the info on dropping hair n grey hair issues in young age, 1 of the cause was STRESS. n 1 of the good ways to release stress is, choose a song, and sing it out loud!! hehehe by non stop repeating this song, and sing it for almost 40 minutes, i think my hair dropping problem can be improved kot :p

love this song.. bring me spirit.. ^^

am listening to these @{-----

<<云上太阳 >>

无论是住在 美丽的高山 或是躺卧在 阴暗的幽谷

当你抬起头 你将会发现 主已为你我而预备

云上太阳 它总不改变 虽然小雨撒在你脸上

云上太阳 它总不改变 哈~~它不改变!

<<天父的花园>>

小小花园里 红橙黄蓝绿 每朵小花都美丽

微风轻飘逸 蓝天同欢喜 在天父的花园里

你我同是宝贝 在这花园里 园丁细心呵护不让你伤心

刮风或下雨 应许从不离开你 天父的小花成长在他手里

别担心，你的成长在他手里

情歌 love song

时光是琥珀 泪一滴滴被反锁 情书再不朽 也磨成沙漏
青春的上游 白云飞走苍狗与海鸥 闪过的念头 潺潺的溜走
命运好幽默 让爱的人都沉默 一整个宇宙 换一颗红豆
回忆如困兽 寂寞太久而渐渐温柔 放开了拳头 反而更自由
慢动作 缱绻胶卷 重播默片 定格一瞬间 我们在 告别的演唱会 说好不再见
你写给我 我的第一首歌 你和我 十指紧扣 默写前奏 可是那然后呢
还好我有 我这一首情歌 轻轻的 轻轻哼着 哭着笑着我的 天长地久
长镜头 越拉越远 越来越远 事隔好几年 我们在 怀念的演唱会 礼貌的吻别
陪我唱歌 清唱你的情歌 舍不得 短短副歌 心还热着 也该告一段落
还好我有 我下一首情歌 生命宛如 静静的 相拥的河永远 天长地久

保存当初的亲密接触，温度与感动。说未来太遥远，珍惜现在，当下幸福^-^

永恒 eternity

尘埃的旅行 谁摄影过它辗转的轨迹

上帝的呼吸 动作轻轻地让人们苏醒

计算着世纪 谁能告诉我永恒在哪里

天上的恒星 就是上帝给我们的指引

时间的河流 细水如何长流

人世间有太多贪求需要被拯救

未来的光景 谁能永垂不朽

失去了灵魂像梦游 尘埃瞬间就腐朽

listening to this song, a lovely peaceful song. love it. last nite was the 3rd night i saw a sky of stars~ had been hoping to see stars for months. then last week n last nite i have seen them. how i wish i can stop the car n look up to the sky in the stary night. laogong asked me last nite, why dont u just stopped at the roadside? hmmm i would much prefer to see the stars at the seaside. i hope, this coming love outing, it would be a starry night *********

i told laogong this. the stars are always there. just we cant see them n we dont see them. then we chase the stars, we look around for the best spot to see the starry stars (googled it, best spot is at africa, need further study). in fact, the stars are there, but we continue chasing. when we see stars, we feel happy n peaceful. in our lives, the happiness are there right beside us, surrounding us, we dont see them or we tend to neglect or ignore them, then we thot we dont have the happiness, then we go n look for it. when we are busy, just like the daylight covering the stars, why dont we settle down, turn our mood to peaceful quiet night, like the day turn to the night, then we would see the stars.

be humble, be thankful, treasure what we are having.. then let God bring us eternity love ^_^

barney theme song

Barney is a dinosaur from our imagination

And when he's tall

he's what we call a dinosaur sensation

Barney's friends are big and small

they come from lots of places

after school they meet to play and sing with happy faces

Barney shows us lots of things

Like how to play pretend

ABC's, and 123's

And how to be a friend

Barney comes to play with us

Whenever we may need him

Barney can be your friend too

If you just make-believe him!

thomas and friends theme song

They're two they're four they're six they're eight

Shunting trucks and hauling freightred
and green and brown and blue
they're the really useful crew
All with different roles to play
Round Tidmouth sheds or far away,
Down the hills and round the bends
Thomas and friends

Thomas he's the cheeky one
James is vain but lots of fun
Percy pulls the mail on time
Gordon thunders down the line
Emily really knows her stuff
Henry toots and huffs and puffs
Edward wants to help and share
Toby, well let's say, he's square

They're two they're four they're six they're eight
Shunting trucks and hauling freightred
and green and brown and blue
they're the really useful crew
All with different roles to play
Round tidmouths or far away
Down the hills and round the bends
Thomas and friends

They're two they're four they're six they're eight
Shunting trucks and hauling freightred
and green and brown and blue
they're the really useful crew
All with different roles to play
Round tidmouths or far away
Down the hills and round the bends
Thomas and friends

hi-5 theme song

Five in the air, Let's do it together

Five to the side, Who cares about the weather?

Five on the floor, The party's on at your place

Five to the front, There's a smile on my face!

Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Together!

1-2-3-4 - Hi-5! 1-2-3-4 - Hi-5! 1-2-3-4 - Hi-5!

Five in the air, let's do it together!Hi-5!

生命的河流

主爱如江河，流向我的心
洗去忧伤，安慰我心灵
耶稣是真光，照耀生命
齐来敬拜他，全能上帝
圣灵如风，吹进我的心
赐我能力，更新我的灵
耶稣是拯救，赐新生命
齐来传扬他，荣耀主名
流啊流啊流，流到我心头
唱呀唱呀唱，唱着赞美歌
流啊流啊流，流到我心头
唱呀唱呀唱，唱着赞美歌

am listening to this song. feel the strength to start my day ^_^ river of life.. ya, life has up n down. challenges make us stronger, changes allow us to see the beauty of life. take risk, stretch beyond what u think u can do! well.. now i feel secure with my new job, just sent my current job scope to my new supervisor. a chinese man. soft spoken n humble. hope i would be working happily at the new place with his supervision. few heart to heart talks with laogong these days, i have different definition on our love relationships. the more i know him, the more i love him, the more i afraid of losing him, the more i treasure the days when we r together :)

feeling guilty for not company royee's on his 1st home work. teacher asked to write big n small capital 'B'. my mum wanted to teach him, royee said want to wait for mama to teach him. then when i reached home, it was nearly 10pm. royee slept. this morning, he was sleeping when i leave the house to work. i failed in bb's 1st home work, can i do it better in the coming one? i dont know, as long as i work in the office, sharing car with laogong, i cant control much on my daily schedule. i need to work out something on this. so many confusion n conflicts in my mind.

i got this in my mind last nite 'u r not only hurting me, u r destroying me' this can mean to all the arrows came towards me n my simple life. but, i want to be sunflower, heading to my sun ~@~

突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息 最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音 不愿那是悲伤的哭泣

事到如今终於让自已属於我自已 只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你 你会在哪里 过的快乐或委屈

突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲 变成两部悲伤的电影

为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行 然后留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜 那麽美 那麽相信 那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经

为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你 你会在哪里 过的快乐或委屈

突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息

最怕突然 听到你的消息

最怕此生已经决定自己过没有你 却又突然听到你的消息
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no fear in love

主耶稣我感谢你 你的身体为我而舍

带我出黑暗进入光明国度 使我再次能看见

主耶稣我感谢你 你的宝血为我而流

宝贵十架上医治恩典涌流 使我完全得自由

宝贵十架的大能赐我生命 主耶稣我俯伏敬拜你

宝贵十架的救恩 是你所立的约 你的爱永远不会改变

am listening to this song. just reached the office a while ago. this morning me n laogong wearing the same brown color shirts ^_^ talking about the movie that we watched yesterday in the cinema 'the curious case of benjamin button' with the tagline 'Life isn't measured in minutes, but in moments'. i asked laogong what he got from the movie, he told me, few things, 1 of them was change the situation if u know it is not going to bring u happiness or not worth for trying. for me, i got this, existance of love for a man n a woman, timing are the crucial element to bring meaning and percentage of right feel towards the relationship.

smart laogong knew what i was thinking. yes, i think of the special him in my life. i shared some inner feeling to laogong this morning. no pressure no jealousy no hurt, thanks laogong. suddenly laogong mentioned 'if u know what u going to do will be a fault or failure, would u ever want to continue doing it?' let me guess, i think laogong is indirectly telling me, what he is always trying to do something special for me, or showing his love to me, most of the time, he flet disspointed. maybe of my attitude or he shows his love at wrong timing, or not at the way that i can accept n interpret. i didnt answer much to his question, i just said 'thomas edison never say he had failed 1000 times for creating the bulb, he told ppl he has found 1000 wrong ways of creating the bulb'

laogong smiled at me n left the train. just hoping he got what i was telling to convey to him. i hope he can understand more what i have been thinking n asking for. thanks for the movie, that brings good moment n inspirations to both of us. i just wanted to share this to laogong..

1 john 4:18: There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love

if

If a picture paints a thousand words,

Then why can't I paint you?

The words will never show the you I've come to know.

If a face could launch a thousand ships,

Then where am I to go?

There's no one home but you,

You're all that's left me too.

And when my love for life is running dry,

You come and pour yourself on me.

If a man could be two places at one time,

I'd be with you.

Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way.

If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die,

I'd spend the end with you.

And when the world was through,

Then one by one the stars would all go out,

Then you and I would simply fly away

feel to listen to this song. this song been playing in my mind when i stepped in the office this morning.. hmm wonder why..