Tuesday, November 24, 2009

tonite, finger no.5

Serious fight with laogong. I talked loud, he raise his voice, asked him stop, I just don't want to drama in front of bbb, but he raise higher his voice. 2 ppl need to talk loudly even they r face to face, bcoz the distance of 2 hearts r huge. What I need is understanding n security, which to him, am asking something rediculous. Men vs women debating, never ending.

Royee is sleeping on the bed. I have decided to sleep on his mattress. A man n a man-to-be r on the bed, I wish royee can be a caring n understanding man to his sis n gf n wife in the future. I wish, my man could come in my heart, n feel what I really mean n need. N not yelling bcoz of what he doesn't have.

Another dark nite for me.. 23:22 my heart is crying, I would feel much better if my tears r falling down...

"But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy"


Tinky Winky said...

Mich, every marriage is full of ups and downs. If you ever feel down, take a look at your bbb. Everything will be a-ok.

Sweetie Michelle said...

thanks junie.. :)

last nite, i hug royee n sleep. 2 of us sleeping on the single mattress (sound familiar with your sil story rite? :p)