but.. as what the professor mentioned, i would slash off 'husband' before my parents n children.. hmmm thanks to this article, made me rethink of importancy of life partner in our lives..
Friday, July 02, 2010
生命中最重要的人
but.. as what the professor mentioned, i would slash off 'husband' before my parents n children.. hmmm thanks to this article, made me rethink of importancy of life partner in our lives..
Sunday, March 28, 2010
28032010 9th anniversary
Friday nite laogong was still undecided to go taiping for ching ming with his family, I said go la what's wong? Pray for your grandpa grandma ma. He said 'sunday is our anniversary ooo, u won't get angry meh?' ya hor, I only remember 28/3/2010 is my papa's 60 bday n the last class for my baptise program hmmm 'then? What u going to do on that day? What u gonna to do for me? I never hope for anything, so it's ok if u want to go taiping, I am fine' a wife who is not lovely at time :S
Mich: why so big gift for a paktor anniversary?
Laogong: this gonna be gift for paktor anniversary, your baptise, n your coming bday :D
Mich: har? If there is the case, then this gift is not 'heavy' enough lo :p
Cut the cake together, all pose directed by sis :p
Saturday, March 06, 2010
laogong, xie xie ni
Thank you laogong. 1st time I found myself stand in the middle n decide who to choose. I cried in the car coz some arguments with laogong too. sis needs me to company her, but she still trying to push me go watching movie with laogong, ya with the cathing-breath-robotic voice :~ luckily finally laogong let me feel relief :) I know this is not about wasting the ticket money, it is a nice time slot for 'you n me'.
eating steamboat with sis, ya sis from red eyes till no more red eyes but eye painful 'i think my eye got blue black' coz crying like tsunami :p after all these, she told me 'i also don't know why I cry so badly, but good also, now I know crying can kill a person coz lacking of oxygen' hmmm
Anyway, I want to conclude my tonight with this 'laogong, xie xie ni, wo ai ni :* from the bottom of my heart, tonite I feel your love, wanted to give u a big hug n kisses but u r sleeping n shout 'come down, all get down now!!' are u a teacher in your dream? or bbb are naughty in your dream? :p thanks for telling me, u love our bbb more n more each day :") kiss u good nite, I love you :*'
- Posted from my iPhone
Thursday, March 04, 2010
每天爱你多一些
奔波以后 能望见你 你可否知道么
平凡亦可 平淡亦可 自有天地 但求日出
清早到后 能望见你 那已经很好过
当身边的一切如风 是你让我找到根蒂
不愿离开 只愿留低 情是永不枯萎
而每过一天 每一天 这醉者
便爱你多些 再多些 至满泻
我发觉我最爱与你编写
OH OH 以后明天的深夜
而每过一天 每一天 这醉者
便爱你多些 再多些 至满泻
我最爱你与我这生一起
OH OH 哪惧明天风高路斜
名是什么 财是什么 是好滋味 但如在生
朝朝每夜 能望见你 那更加的好过
当身边的一切如风 是你让我找到根蒂
不愿离开 只愿留低 情是永不枯萎
而每过一天 每一天 这情深者
便爱你多些 然后再多一些
我最爱你与我这生一起
OH OH 哪惧明天风高路斜
This morning laogong wake me up 'the child woke up already, what's the time now har? Hmm my alarm did ring, but the phone volume reset by bbb while they playing games I guess, so I didn't hear it. Laogong kissed me 'laogong Ai ni' (laogong love u) feeling warm n sweet about this. But as usual, I will think this 'why recently so frequent telling love me har? Being naughthy ar?' keke never satisfy one lo :p
Laogong, I love u too! But I am really hoping u can help out in guiding bbb completing their homework if I work overtime. I don't want them to feel pressure in doing homework, so don't make them cry n punish them in this case. If u r impatient with bbb pls train your patience. If u can't control your temper, pls walk away. Don't punish n scold them pls..
P/s thanks for searching better deal of air tickets for our future travel plan ^_* I really looking forward for flying away~
- Posted from my iPhone
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Time..
Today is year 2010 end feb. Laogong bday coming n our 9 years of paktor anniversary coming soon. we have our shonejay angels, we have some assets, we have our happy n sad love stories, up n down families issues..we grow matured ^_^
Since last week, I been feeling down when think of friendship. The cny gathering for my secondary school mates gave raised some conflicts n may cause offensive feel to some of my friends. Tonite, after reading few mails from friends, n saw some photos, I have that thought 'i have lost my friendship with them after years' now only realize it hmmm a bit late. Late enough to make myself dream so high n being hurt :(
What have made me being separated from the group of friends? I don't want to create any assumptions, don't want to think of 'must be a reason'. Found myself feel relief after I let myself accept this fact. Quite sad in fact. When we getting older, good friends are getting lesser. But as fei eng mentioned, friends with heart on the friendship, put in effort to make friendship works, then lesser is better.
Time flies, going to be 31 this April. Last weekend I told laogong, my bday is coming ooo, what u want to give me har?laogong said still early la, n he wants a car for his bday gift. Too much, i told him, if u was rich enough, u want a big bungalow I also would give it to u, me n u no kira one :p
Hmm.. If u ask me what I want for my bday, this year I have wish list ^_^ but I found it not easy to realize it. Hmmm never mind la timely matter, I will wait :")
Good nite. I know my good friend arpu is feeling not ok, I hope she can be strong for the challenges she facing. Keep faith, anything gonna be alright ^_^
- Posted from my iPhone
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
Love love facial ^_^
So since they purposely stay back for me, I got laogong to go with me for facial, at least ppl can got business for 2 n pay overtime to the beauticians :p another point is, bring laogong together, then laogong can pay for me hehehe
About 9:25pm we left herbaline, 1st time yo for me n laogong do facial together ^_^ I feel happy for this 'date' but wondering laogong got feel anything or not :p maybe he just concerned about the payment kekeke
Thursday, December 31, 2009
xmas with LOVE ^^
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
busy nite
Last nite dream about my pregnancy test got positive, the 2nd pink color line was so obvious. Somemore can remind myself, 'helo, u r always have safe sex, how come got pregnant, don't think too much' haha silly me. Then suddenly got myself as Malay lady, wearing baju kurung n tudung. Hmmm so kelam kabut in my last nite dream. All sort of silly n funny scenes.
Reaching the office, am on the train. Stomach feeling not ok, n I found myself catching my breath. Yesterday when I got my bp check, I got low blood pula. Hmm no wonder I got dizziness.
Laogong feeling unhappy when I first said didn't want to watch movie coz I was sleepy
Monday, December 14, 2009
merry xmas muffins :D
Sunday, November 29, 2009
wonderful nite
It is now nearly 3am, we suppose to be at my grandpa's funeral at 8am. Hmm I shall sleep now. A wonderful chat session tonite, it would be much nicer if my eldest gogo was here.
Btw, am a bit hmmm for something on ppl character, our backgrounds r somehow influence our characters n mindset. Tonite, I got to know how much protection am getting from my laogong..
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
tonite, finger no.5
Royee is sleeping on the bed. I have decided to sleep on his mattress. A man n a man-to-be r on the bed, I wish royee can be a caring n understanding man to his sis n gf n wife in the future. I wish, my man could come in my heart, n feel what I really mean n need. N not yelling bcoz of what he doesn't have.
Another dark nite for me.. 23:22 my heart is crying, I would feel much better if my tears r falling down...
"But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy"
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Friday, September 18, 2009
18092009
Thursday, September 03, 2009
if i was a magician
如果爱我会给你压力,
我不想增加你的负担
如果选择我是因为责任,
我不稀罕现有的地位名誉
如果我无法成为你的人生伴侣,
我不知道该以什么角色去面对你
如果你留下是因为我的爱,
那你可不可以让我感受你的甘心留下
如果我没有这些所谓的优势,
故事的开始与结局会不会改变
如果一切回到起点,
那时的你会选择今天的我吗?
而那时的我,会选择今天的你吗?
奈何,我的答案有点挣扎
If i was a magician, i would rather change or remove part of my memory from my mind, like what happened in harry potter movie... Though i know God gives me challenges to make me becoming better n not bitter.
Some ppl i would much prefer to know them as friends in my life, rather than a weird relationship as special strangers.
Past has been passed. But things wont be the same anymore, the scars r there, the hurts r there, experiences gained, wisdoms grow... n the pain remained.
I know there is something better n the best out there is waiting for me, God wants me to learn to be more patient n be beautiful woman who appreciates n understands life more...
Well, as what the special stranger told me, stop negative thinking, smile n face everydays ^_^ thank u!
Today i am weak, but i am so strong in my spirit!! Yo! Yo!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
flying~~
Macam chipsmore, ‘now u see, now u don’t!’
Memang tak secured hor..
Thursday, August 06, 2009
zhuzhu
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
one of the mornings..
Saturday, July 25, 2009
spot award love outing
250709 friday
Monday, May 25, 2009
bali 2009 - day 1
in the flight. i love sky blue n awan yang berbunga-bunga :D
once reached the airport, i saw this.. NICE!
kena warned by the officer, coz i standing in the middle of the road to snap this pic :p
there were long-Qs at immigration counters. it was a bit warm there, ppl can kill the time by reading all the advert brouchers by travel agencies. it was 3pm+ cant wait to eat my gardenia bread :S our tour guide been waiting us ^_^ smart laogong lo, luckily we booked everything before we reached bali, or else with so many tour guides n ppl approaching us, we might caught in the middle, n didnt which travel agent to choose n didnt know how to benchmark the price.
once got in the MPV, we wallop the bread! we were so hungry n thirsty! then started our bali tour :D
left the tanjung? beach (sorry, i cant recall the place name), we heading to the place where we can see nice sunset according to our tour guide. then suddenly laogong asked about Dream Land. the tour guide told us, we passing by dream land, but we wont go in, coz we need to pay the entrance fee, n spend money there for drink or food, then only we can sit n visit there. he told us, not worthy. so we just dropped by n snapped pic. but, next time, if i visit to bali again, i may want to visit this place by paying money. according to travel guide, it is a paradise!
why we looked so happy? coz we found out wayan liked to take pic, where, we all just being supporting roles for the pic, he concerned more on the scenary, so i moving myself to fail his plan :p
i chose peppermint massage oil n ylang-ylang body scrub.
but the gal mistook it, used coffee body scrub for me
peg's. this small shop near to pub area. the couple sitting there playing chess n waiting for customer.. so peaceful n romantic :)
in the hotel, still larat to view all the photos that we snapped using the tv. laogong brought the tv cable too :p nice also, 2 of us talking about the trip, comment about ppl photography skill 'this one should be left a bit' 'this is too near' 'hey, my double chins!' 'laogong, u look matured already.. a bit old' 'u look pretty in this pic' :) i feel sweet n warm having this photo viewing session.. heart melted at the moment, 2 of us watching 2 of us in the tv with all nice scenaries ^_^
thanks laogong :*