if i was a magician

如果爱我会给你压力，
我不想增加你的负担

如果选择我是因为责任，
我不稀罕现有的地位名誉

如果我无法成为你的人生伴侣，
我不知道该以什么角色去面对你

如果你留下是因为我的爱，
那你可不可以让我感受你的甘心留下

如果我没有这些所谓的优势，
故事的开始与结局会不会改变

如果一切回到起点，
那时的你会选择今天的我吗？
而那时的我，会选择今天的你吗？
奈何，我的答案有点挣扎

If i was a magician, i would rather change or remove part of my memory from my mind, like what happened in harry potter movie... Though i know God gives me challenges to make me becoming better n not bitter.

Some ppl i would much prefer to know them as friends in my life, rather than a weird relationship as special strangers.

Past has been passed. But things wont be the same anymore, the scars r there, the hurts r there, experiences gained, wisdoms grow... n the pain remained.

I know there is something better n the best out there is waiting for me, God wants me to learn to be more patient n be beautiful woman who appreciates n understands life more...

Well, as what the special stranger told me, stop negative thinking, smile n face everydays ^_^ thank u!

Today i am weak, but i am so strong in my spirit!! Yo! Yo!