Monday, February 23, 2009

no fear in love

主耶稣我感谢你 你的身体为我而舍
带我出黑暗进入光明国度 使我再次能看见
主耶稣我感谢你 你的宝血为我而流
宝贵十架上医治恩典涌流 使我完全得自由
宝贵十架的大能赐我生命 主耶稣我俯伏敬拜你
宝贵十架的救恩 是你所立的约 你的爱永远不会改变

am listening to this song. just reached the office a while ago. this morning me n laogong wearing the same brown color shirts ^_^ talking about the movie that we watched yesterday in the cinema 'the curious case of benjamin button' with the tagline 'Life isn't measured in minutes, but in moments'. i asked laogong what he got from the movie, he told me, few things, 1 of them was change the situation if u know it is not going to bring u happiness or not worth for trying. for me, i got this, existance of love for a man n a woman, timing are the crucial element to bring meaning and percentage of right feel towards the relationship.
smart laogong knew what i was thinking. yes, i think of the special him in my life. i shared some inner feeling to laogong this morning. no pressure no jealousy no hurt, thanks laogong. suddenly laogong mentioned 'if u know what u going to do will be a fault or failure, would u ever want to continue doing it?' let me guess, i think laogong is indirectly telling me, what he is always trying to do something special for me, or showing his love to me, most of the time, he flet disspointed. maybe of my attitude or he shows his love at wrong timing, or not at the way that i can accept n interpret. i didnt answer much to his question, i just said 'thomas edison never say he had failed 1000 times for creating the bulb, he told ppl he has found 1000 wrong ways of creating the bulb'
laogong smiled at me n left the train. just hoping he got what i was telling to convey to him. i hope he can understand more what i have been thinking n asking for. thanks for the movie, that brings good moment n inspirations to both of us. i just wanted to share this to laogong..

1 john 4:18: There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love