Monday, August 26, 2013

best mate

有时候对一个人那么用心
却还是搞不清楚他的逻辑
谈恋爱谁没演过一点戏
装没事 装忘记 装相信

有时候和一个人那么亲密
却还是忍不住想保护自己
谁恋爱不曾藏一点秘密
留防备 留回忆 留心情

谢谢你总是陪我分享
不能跟情人说的话
我反反覆覆你也从不笑我
老是骂他却又离不开他

谢谢你总是替我收藏
不想跟情人说的话
我胡思乱想 你只握着我手
让我释放 然后慢慢宽广

别人都说我很坚强
只有你劝我别逞强
爱是漂亮却不完美的天堂
旧了总有需要修补的地方


Like this lyric. Talking about 2 girl friends always sharing about love, complaining about the other half, encouraging each other, crying together :)



it is a blessing to have someone we can share secrets that we can't share with our lovers. I have my sister :) when time goes by, now sis more understand to my feeling for being a wife and a mother. Last time when I shared, she might think I was making things big or crying for nothing. Now since she become a wife and a mother, we have more common feeling and thoughts.



Hmm last night having some serious talk with laogong. A bit tiring to have this type of conversation. When I wanted to make relationship stronger, somehow, it leads to gap building :( suddenly feel that what I want from my love relationship is, a companion who taking care my heart and be closed to me and staying in peace.



When we were younger, always counting days to special events then hoping our love one would prepare us special gift or romantic outing. Now, seems like what I want is sense of security, a man is with me, fulfil my soul needs. Am I getting matured in love relationship? Or I learned from past experience, dream is dream, reality always slap you awake? :p



Can you spot 'I am just a small girl in a big world'?

Age 30+ would it be too early to say, I shouldnt bother much about my need in love? Should stop dreaming about romantic surprise, heart catching eye-to-eye moment? ^0^ but sometime I do think of finding the girl friend boy friend sweet moments..

Last night I told laogong, what I want is you understand my feeling, treasure me and see my contribution towards the family, children an our marriage. (Sounds serious and tiring topic right? >.<)



Can you spot 'don't cry over someone who wouldn't cry over you?'

another brand new week ahead. Lets focus on something that within our control. In this lovely but sleepy :p Monday morning, I shared with my sis my colleague success lose weight testimony. It is somehow very inspiring and motivating, so again, sis told me she wanted to start her BIG project ;D what I can say is 'gambatte!' wish her all the best lo :D



Sis with food at Taiwan very famous pork-chop restaurant :D is this a right pic to enclose in a losing weight program headline? :D keep this as 'before' success picture hehe.

Tata. Happy Monday!



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