today breakfast - organic grains burger bun + fried egg with olive oil + fresh green :) and half of big Fuji apple. one set for myself then 1 set for my sis. hope we can stay healthy everyday ^_^ children drink the Dutch Lady low fat milk.
yesterday I cooked meatball + Chinese cabbage soup and sausages. supposed to be sweet and sour mixed vege sausage, can't find the tomato sauce. today, may cook celery + tofu soup and baked bean + fried eggs. dinner is simple, but homecook meal is always warm to eat :) even the white rice smells nicer ^0^
2 weeks staying with bbb day and night. everything seems news and challenging. hmmm really challenging. not only the daily housework, the everyday top news is shocking too @_@
sis said, your children are 7 years old, you have parenting problems still acceptable. my baby is yet to be 7mth, and she has given me headache! hahahha :D maybe you all always looking at this cutie baby you thought her was a cutie angel... she is a naughty bum bum who made her mother gone jealous, gone mad ^0^ too cheeky laa..
talking about my bbb. don't know where to start sharing their stories.. too many things that made me tired, shock, puzzled, helpless :~ very soon I gonna receive warning letter from the school for reaching school late. not only 1 letter, but 3!
lets share some morning stories..
don't want to wake up
wake up but don't want to get ready to school
ready to school but must be some books missing
siblings chatting happily without putting the socks and shoes on
when we are leaving the house 'mummy, I haven't wear panty!'
'mummy, I can't find my xxx teacher said must bring de!!!'
'mummy~ gogo bully me again!'
'mummy, I lost my pocket money!!'
'mummy, we haven't got out pocket money'
'mummy! I go to toilet 1st, can't hold anymore!!!'
all the above, normally happen at the dot you want to lock the door or even we are in the car! rushing to the school everyday. then there must be a lecturing session in the car. once they get down from the car, is either the gate is closing or the gate is closed! they walk to the guard house, putting down their names (so mummy can receive love letters from the school)..
stopping at the traffic light and feeling blank, normally a prayer made coz I really don't know when this rush hours be ended.. looking at the roadside stalls which selling yummy Chinese foods, everyday I tell myself 'one day I must try to taste them' so far, no chance yet. coz from the school, I rushing to the train station to catch the train...
playing the minuet, not only learn this so that I can practise with royee for the coming exam, I try to release some stress from the playing too. every night, I fall asleep coz I can't get my eyes open wide. yet still, I put hope on the next brand new day :)
I know I have not done enough. not wake up early enough. not prepare myself and children enough for this staying together. so putting effort to get everything settle down soon..
teacher asked, why children nowadays cannot sit still? not like last time when we were small, we jumped or ran only during games, won't be like hyperactive like my bbb now. think positively, children playing freely and smile wide, coz they feel secured with the environment and parents companion. so, let go and let them play.. (since I tak larat to non stop ask them to behave :~)
happy Tuesday!!
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