am a childish wife

just now called laogong asked him what time he wanted to go back home. he said later only talk la, when i asked somemore, 'hen chao (very noisy), i call u back later' hor! i am so noisy n so annoying hor! then i sms him, 'hen chao! hen chao! hen chao...! ya i know i am extra one, everything also imperfect compare to others, i know my value, dont need u to remind me' :( laogong replied 'ha ha. not la i am on the bid opening stage now la. have to do work la' then i continue being so wu liao 'yayaya.. only i got nothing to do sitting here update blog n disturb ppl. i am grass tepi jalan dont need to jaga also will grow up one, let ppl step one. i want to go back to the forest liao!' 'ha ha. you are so cute when get mad here' @_@

frankly speaking, i am bored here. office system freezed, i have pile of purchase doc need to be created, but, i have to wait till next week then only can clear all the job. so, i am free today. want to go back home early, but seem that laogong is busy at work now. hmm.. i know i am immatured, childish, n too senstive for everything. so many things, many love quarrels are started by me :( laogong said 'the more u jumping up, the more i want to disturb u' so everyday, i am riding on roller coaster hmmm.. i know, my childish n insecured attitude would scare laogong off as he always says 'dont make me afraid of u' :(

well, new beginning. i want to be a good wife n learn to be a lovely one. these few years, only concentrate on handling well 'mother' this role. i think, now i need to learn to be a good wife then :) so many things to learn ooo when we getting older n older.. hmm.. life journey.. luckily we have world wide web now, so sometime i can get 1 or 2 tips by browsing net with my blackberry phone while taking train or doing business in the toilet :D

would like to say sorry again to laogong n his friend, as yesterday i really did a very silly n stupid thing. i used 'friend finder' service to locate laogong when laogong went out with his friend. hor! the same place he was staying for hours, from morning till afternoon. 'what he was doing har?!' then i couldnt take it anymore, i called up laogong n asked 'where r u?!' 'kl lo' 'what kl? u r in klang, why u want to lie to me!' laogong also pening with me 'i am in kl, u find me la' then i find again lo, then i forwarded the result message to him 'it is klang!' then hubby also geram already 'if u believe that i have nothing to say, i can show u the restaurant bill' 'but why klang?' 'go n ask your maxis la!' then i was so angry for laogong cheating me.. so the geram! wanted to cry somemore! after few minutes, i tried it again, as i memang trust maxis service, at least for friend finder. OPPS!!! why this phone number? why it is not laogong's number? guess what, i been locating my laogong by using my phone number! STUPID me! then i tried it again with correct phone number, ya, it showed KL! i laughted out.. n felt soooooo sorry to laogong n his friend @_@

then as 'so called' angel me, sent sms to laogong n said sorry to him, something like this 'angry huh? not happy huh? i am sorry ok, i am not meant to disturb u.. forgive me ok?' then laogong diam diam didnt reply, then i continued 'i know i am childish, i am immatured, u dont be angry somemore la, or, i punish myself by walking back banting? putting more weight?' n all the childish act la. then laogong reply 'wait till me come back only talk' hmm.. last nite, i didnt tell laogong about i had wrong typing the phone number. then ask for forgiveness again, then laogong started la, 'u know, i call up customer service n scolded the guy nicely, within few minutes i can drive from klang to kl? if your system is not ok then dont sell the service... bla bla bla' then suddenly i laugh 'why laugh? very funny is it? i was so mad ok!' then i told the story la, then laogong SPEECHLESS! ok. i feel guilty on this. i feel sorry to spoil laogong's mood. i feel so pity to the customer center guy :( tell u, the friend finder service is very reliable as of now am using, only stupid n childish user like me would coz the disaster @_@

this morning in the train, laogong looked at me with his sarcastic look 'ya, i have another wife staying in the same area, easy for me to look for both of u! silly' then i :p 'if i want to do something, i will switch off the phone ok, dont need to let u non stop bugging me.. ya next time i should go oversea, so u cannot find me, happy?' then i :p again kekeke.. 'no no no, next time i buy u a ticket, u go oversea, then i stay n travel here.. ben ben de' ok la, sorry la. period coming my emotion got changes ok :p hehehe feel warm this morning when laogong kissed my cheek, lefn n right, n lips when he went to take lrt train. kekeke.. i am safe :D

ps: hey, i am not a careless ppl la, but why har, this time being so stupid @_@ getting old huh?