Parcel of God's words

Online shopping for some Christian stuff for children. Grow together with bbb in Christian way ^_^

Having excitement when received this parcel :p

Noah's ark board game - animals learning for bbb too!

Some bible verse cards for young children,

coz that day royee suddenly said 'mummy, I want to memorize Jin jv'

so I think gonna help him n gal gal too.

Stickers n sticker books.

Plan to use these colorful kids stickers as rewards for their home class good work.

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Sunday afternoon

After Sunday school, went to saloon with sis n angels.

Shy shy angel :p

Cute eva. Love this pic ^_^

Angel - chinadoll style, eva - layered

Final touch up for chinadoll

Angel n the magazine. While waiting for eva. Cute little hands :)

Went to aeon bukit tinggi. 2pairs if sisters shopping shopping :D

Weekend without the maid, we are still okay to handle everything including few malls shopping :p Managed to buy 2 shirts for myself ^_^

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A day in White

Photo snapped in meeting room. Nice color pencils n the mug.

Tuesday. Today am wearing White quality ambassador t-shirt. Want to be in White, make myself feeling peaceful. So many things to be thinking of, not only for this month, another few months, but next year n year after. All the decisions need to be settle in a month time. Am trying to clear my mind now for office work 1st, personal issue, set aside, leave the office then only think about it.

Angel's pretty smile this morning still in my mind :) great smile to start my today lo! Train is stopping..


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Am still awake..

02:02 am sitting on the floor, iPhone battery still charging, bbb n laogong are sleeping n am still awake. Wondering why the room aircond is noisy, it is on, but no any light indicator is on. All the lights are resting, except my iPhone. My heart is in dark, my brain is blank. Hmm.

An hour ago, I typed a blog post, almost finished but technically it gone with the wind. Hmm it was a sunny feeling sharing, frust lo just gone like that. Eva is crying again, must be having nightmare.

My body is warm, feverish. Found this pic describing me. U can see me trying to make myself look more sunny with colorful outfit, but my body n mind is in grey. Hmmm.. Will skip today angels music class, am giving myself 3 days leave started since Thursday nite.

Pic coloured by bbb

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L.O.V.E.

In the car
Royee: mummy~ your ear comes
Mummy: (ear near to royee) yes?
Royee: (whispering) mummy, I give u LOVE! Hehe :D
Mummy: oh~ u want to give mummy your love ar?
Royee: hmm ya!
Mummy: thanks! How big is your love?
Royee: very..very BIG (with action) bigger than this car!
Mummy: wahhh so BIG aar? Bigger than the lorry? (pointing to the small lorry in front)
Royee: no, much more bigger than this! Bigger than wai gong's new car! Wai gong's car so big! Bigger than a human being aaaah (my papa ordered his triton)
Mummy: wahhh it was really really big! I love u baby~
Royee: (kiss me) I love u mummy~
Papa: (got jealous already) never kiss papa ar?
Royee: hehehe

Last weekend, I was so tired after the 2 days busy schedule, finally I flat on the bed on Sunday 7pm. Eva lay down next to me, looking at me with smile on her face :") I smiled at her then I closed my eyes. Suddenly I felt the wet kiss on my cheek, eva kissed me :* can see love in her eyes~ then she came again n blow to my face twice 'pop pop'
Mummy: aiyo, why kiss already then need to pop pop mummy's face ler?
Eva: hehehe.. (whispering) I blow my love to mummy ma..
Mummy: (heart melted) ohhh love from u :) where is your love from?
Eva: from my heart (showing her heart at the belly part)
Mummy: (pointing at her heart) your heart is here not in your belly
Eva: hehehe :D
Mummy: I love u eva, mummy wants to sleep already
Eva adjust the blanket nicely for me :)

Last nite, angel non stop telling stories in the dark. So cute. I went near to her..
Mummy: angel come, mummy bao bao
Angel: mummy why u r not sleeping?
Mummy: (hug her) mummy just wanted to ask u, why u r not sleeping n non stop telling stories?

Angel: hehehe (shy)
Mummy: angel, ni Ai mummy ma? (u love mummy?)
Angel: Ai! Wo you Ai mummy de (I got love mummy)
Mummy: what do u Ai mummy with?
Angel: LOVE, I give LOVE to mummy
Mummy: where is your love coming from?
Angel: love from Jesus..
Mummy: ohh.. Your love is from Jesus, where is Jesus?
Angel: (pointing her heart) here, Jesus is in my heart :)
Mummy: :D (felt my gal grown up already)
Angel: mummy, I want to sing in Jesus 1 family.. How to sing already
Mummy: oh.. 在耶稣里，我们是一家人.. (in Jesus we are 1 family)
We sing the song together.. With love in the air :")

These few days, maybe I look preetier than normal days; more tender coz no time to scold bbb; or bbb suddenly grow up n feel mummy's love them so much... Bbb came n kissed me suddenly or their eyes looked into my eyes, or telling they want to give me their love. So happy I feel LOVED!

Even my nephew yujet saw me in Saturday nite, he was so excited n wanted me to carry him, he hold my face smiled at me, touch my arms, my chest, my face.. Ohh how I feel to have another cute bb oooo

The warmest love, keep me moving n being in happy n peaceful mood ^_^ but this morning laogong hug hug kiss kiss disturb my sleep la :p

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Free sunway lagoon ticket

Now till April u can get 1 free child entrance ticket if u purchase rm150 at Giant.


After collecting the 3 tickets, only found out the terms n conditions. U u entitle for 1 child ticket if there are 2 adults purchase the adult tickets at the same category. Laogong said never mind, we go there n get help from ppl who r q-up for adult tickets.

This weekend we gonna busy with bbb hep-a jap, then 2 parties to attend. Maybe next weekend we go la sunway lagoon :)

Now we r planning family short trip on 1/5 when laogong don't need to work n bbb got no music class. Then next holidays would be 5/6. See where we can go la to bring bbb out to see different things ^_^

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My 1st card order

This is what I did for my colleague - 10 years old party invitation card. Her twin daughters bday this week. I designed the card followed the party theme, then printed them in 4R photo size at photo studio. Hani said, she got few good comments from some parents, asking about the price too! Am happy about this :D now waiting for laogong to come out the quote for future order :p hani asked me to be party planner too hehe. Accepted her order for 200 pcs crystal jelly ^_^

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0603 music class

Last Saturday music class, I join in the yamaha music class survey n got myself rm10 rebate voucher for books n rm200-500 instruments purchase rebate. If anyone wants to buy yamaha instruments then I can offer the vouchers, am having 2 copies.

Angel was ok in the class, hopefully she would continue being a good student n enjoy the class. If this works, then that day I burn myself out for thic case was worthy ^_^

Cute twin boys came for music kids trial class

Twin boys twin gals :D only shoes different for each pair of twins

My twin angels are playing piano while auntie doing survey

In the class, last bye bye song

Cute boy. His mummy just delivered a bb,

last week saw her so fast got back in shape!

Then I told my sis, only I can be in 'pregnant' look for 3+ years :S

I enjoyed last Saturday class especially when angel sang loudly 'twinkle twinkle little stars' n the classroom was in harmony mood by her voice :)

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the talkative twins

Am so sleepy n tired, 22.17 these 2 twin angels are still non stop talking to me. Asked them to sleep, they said 'not yet praying' while praying, angel asked me to stop..

angel: mummy, Jesus doesn't love u anymore, police will catch u
mummy: har? Why Jesus doesn't love mummy?
Angel: coz u are naughty, police will catch u!
Mummy: why police wants to catch mummy?
Angel: because mummy never brush your teeth.. Police will catch u de!
Mummy: mummy got brush teeth la!
Eva: mummy got brush her teeth, only papa never brush his teeth
Angel: then police will catch papa
Mummy: hmm... (don't know what to say)

So many stories they non stop telling, including a student n the mother met in accident n can't walk. I asked eva to pray for the friend, she told the whole story with actions to Jesus :) including 'the boy's grandpa carried the boy, the grandpa is very slim de, the grandma is fat fat de'

In fact they are still talking now, hahahaha just heard this..
Eva: so many many snakes here, will eat u de aaa
Angel: my house got dinasour ya, eat u aaa
Eva: so many snakes to eat your dinasour
Angel: piglet is dinasour too!
Eva: I am dinasour also..
Angel: angel is dinasour too!
Eva: then can be friend la

Hehe.. So many things la.. Now they are talking this..
Angel: I want to sleep in kakak's room
Mummy: don't la, sleep with mummy
Angel: here got 1 snake, kakak's room got no snake
Mummy: no la, here got no snake, only got Jesus to protect us
Eva: here got Jesus and mummy, mummy will protect us de
Angel: oohhhh got 1 snake on my leg!
Mummy: no la, no snake here
Angel: here got many many snakes!
Eva: no la, no snake here
Angel: I want to sleep in kakak's room la..
Royee: if in the midnite u will come back to sleep in mummy's room then u don't need to go..
Angel: I won't come back in midnite la
Royee: then go, sleep with kakak..

Hmmm macam macam.. I want to sleep already. Angel just left the room, n royee is searching his barney hmmm good nite

The talkative sisters :p

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laogong, xie xie ni

Supposed to have movie date with laogong on Friday nite. But sis was so sad n stressed about her work today, she needs someone to be with her - crying until got asthma n hand dropped legs cramp :S how to leave her alone n I dong think I can follow the movie well. Since the movie tickets had been paid online, n this is 18pl category movie, royee can't follow papa watching n of course i won't allow my maid kakak n laogong watch the movie @-@ together..

Thank you laogong. 1st time I found myself stand in the middle n decide who to choose. I cried in the car coz some arguments with laogong too. sis needs me to company her, but she still trying to push me go watching movie with laogong, ya with the cathing-breath-robotic voice :~ luckily finally laogong let me feel relief :) I know this is not about wasting the ticket money, it is a nice time slot for 'you n me'.

eating steamboat with sis, ya sis from red eyes till no more red eyes but eye painful 'i think my eye got blue black' coz crying like tsunami :p after all these, she told me 'i also don't know why I cry so badly, but good also, now I know crying can kill a person coz lacking of oxygen' hmmm

Anyway, I want to conclude my tonight with this 'laogong, xie xie ni, wo ai ni :* from the bottom of my heart, tonite I feel your love, wanted to give u a big hug n kisses but u r sleeping n shout 'come down, all get down now!!' are u a teacher in your dream? or bbb are naughty in your dream? :p thanks for telling me, u love our bbb more n more each day :") kiss u good nite, I love you :*'

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Surprises from the album

Everynite when I check my iPhone photo album, I may need to delete many unwanted or blank pic. I may also get surprises from the pic that taken by bbb ^_^ u would follow their eyes to see how they see the world :)

Below are pic of angel taken by eva

Below pic taken by angel

Gogo is sleeping

Wai gong

Below pic taken by royee

This is DVD menu on tv right?

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我愿跟随你

一步一步跟随祢，踏着祢行径脚迹
一步一步学习祢，直到祢心满意
一句一句听着祢，我生命被祢更新
时时刻刻仰望祢，我要与祢更亲近
主啊喔主啊，带我走，牵我手
领我到祢骷髅地
主啊喔主啊，带我走，牵我手
把我抱入祢怀里

一句一句听着祢，我生命被祢更新
时时刻刻仰望祢，我要与祢更亲近

This morning this song keeps playing in my mind, I sing it to bbb too. 'am willing to follow You' a queit song, asking God father to hold my hand n bring me away. Maybe I have lost faith in something, something which is valuable, but ppl might see it not importantly.

I told as I might be a NEW me in coming April. Going to be 31 soon, I hope before I reaching 31, I can get myself to accomplish my biggest dream n to-do list in this life. In God's will, I hope everything would be running smoothly.

Thanks for shiyi's message 'Good to hear that. hope ur faith will be strengthen daily' ^_^

my wish to my love ones, don't waste time is wasting your life :) appreciate what u r doing n grab your life ship before the ship is in front of u ^_*

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每天爱你多一些

无求什么 无寻什么 突破天地 但求夜深
奔波以后 能望见你 你可否知道么
平凡亦可 平淡亦可 自有天地 但求日出
清早到后 能望见你 那已经很好过

当身边的一切如风 是你让我找到根蒂
不愿离开 只愿留低 情是永不枯萎

而每过一天 每一天 这醉者
便爱你多些 再多些 至满泻
我发觉我最爱与你编写
OH OH 以后明天的深夜

而每过一天 每一天 这醉者
便爱你多些 再多些 至满泻
我最爱你与我这生一起
OH OH 哪惧明天风高路斜
　
名是什么 财是什么 是好滋味 但如在生
朝朝每夜 能望见你 那更加的好过
　
当身边的一切如风 是你让我找到根蒂
不愿离开 只愿留低 情是永不枯萎
　
而每过一天 每一天 这情深者
便爱你多些 然后再多一些
我最爱你与我这生一起
OH OH 哪惧明天风高路斜

Listened to this song on the way to work this morning 'love u more aach if everyday' I karaoke alone in the car, sing my heart out for this lovely n romantic song ^_^ while singing, I think of laogong (who else I can think of hat? :p)

This morning laogong wake me up 'the child woke up already, what's the time now har? Hmm my alarm did ring, but the phone volume reset by bbb while they playing games I guess, so I didn't hear it. Laogong kissed me 'laogong Ai ni' (laogong love u) feeling warm n sweet about this. But as usual, I will think this 'why recently so frequent telling love me har? Being naughthy ar?' keke never satisfy one lo :p

Laogong, I love u too! But I am really hoping u can help out in guiding bbb completing their homework if I work overtime. I don't want them to feel pressure in doing homework, so don't make them cry n punish them in this case. If u r impatient with bbb pls train your patience. If u can't control your temper, pls walk away. Don't punish n scold them pls..

P/s thanks for searching better deal of air tickets for our future travel plan ^_* I really looking forward for flying away~

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From Eva

My mum kept these for me. Eva's coloring n drawing. Thanks mum for taking care bbb n train them to be good n knowledgable n sacrifice her favorite tv program too :")

Eva asked waipo to draw bird. After a bird, she asked for papa bird. Them asking for duck 'here we have baby duck, why no papa duck?' my mum told me, she paused n think 'how does papa duck look like har?' challenge waipo ooo :p

Eva draw n color this flower. Why only green n purple colors? Coz my maid only gave eva these 2 colours, she said later eva will color the floor if more color pencils given to her. Xlogic, if want to draw on the floor, 1 color also can do that.

My mum called me n complained to me about this story in this afternoon, she said 'children need to see more colors in daily life, then only they have more colorful feeling'. Ya, I agreed with that. That's why I don't want to use 1 color n color the whole page where he likes to do in his homework :S

...going thru life

Asmiza Bt Abd Ghani [09:58 AM]:
things tat didnt kill us will only make us stronger

Like this quote. These weeks I been thinking about life, birth n death, young n old. Time... Maybe, am entering a NEW me! ^_^

Work or not working, am still confusing myself if to stop working in year 2012. Hmmm... Last time because of income, now because of my soul growing.. Never ending ownself debating, never ending of wanting more.

Need to back to work, just dropping by to share feeling. Am trying my best to work hard, hopefully there is promotion for me, coz I need more LEAVE!! i hate to feel guilty wheb i take leave n non stop counting down my leave balance. Hmmm...

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Dare to fail

In the train. Still thinking what happen last nite. Mummy n royee arguing on kinder suku kata book :S hmmm...

After completing royee's homework, he told me teacher said need to do revision. I asked which book? He said all. So I started from Chinese, English then Malay. Angels learn to study as well.

Then come to this page 'U' untuk ular, 'U' untuk ubur ubur (jelly fish right?). Royee can read for me.

Then I read the sentence, ular dan ubur-ubur boleh berenang (snake n jelly fish can swim). Out of sudden royee mentioned 'ubur ubur need to read 4 times' mummy confused '4 times? U mean ubur-ubur ubur-ubur?' 'yes! Teacher said must read 4 times'
Mummy: u can read 4 times for ubur ubur, but u can't read it 4 times in a sentence'
Royee: no! Teacher said 4 times. Must read 4 times!
Mummy: look at this.. It repeat once only so we read 'ubur ubur' we don't read 'ular ular' ma..
Royee: haiyo! Why u can't understand one, teacher said 4 times, FOUR!'
Mummy: we don't argue here, u use your eyes n see this, it repeat once only. Like if many friends, we call 'kawan kawan' in Malay, we won't say 'kawan kawan kawan kawan'
Royee: no! Teacher said de. Why u don't believe in me?

Hmm till here, I knew he mean it. Then I change approach. 'come, we check with waipo (grandma) n kakak' then everyone are telling the same thing like me. Royee's eyes got wet 'why u all don't believe me?'

Mummy: tomolo we go n ask teacher ok?
Royee: (crying) don't need to ask, I am right.
Mummy: no, we have to ask your teacher why need to read it for 4times. Coz mummy's teacher taught mummy to read it twice only. Go to sleep, tomolo only we check with teacher.

In the room.
Royee: 4 times 4 times, why u keep on saying 2 times????
Mummy: baby, mummy want to sleep already, we don't argue, tomolo check with teacher
Royee: 4 times ma!
Mummy: baby! (controlling my fire) u can read it 4 times, 6 times, 8 times all up to u, but u should read it 2 times in a sentence.
Royee: When I said 4 times in a sentence? I said only the word ma.
Mummy: just now mummy asked u, 4 times for the word or sentence, u said both!
Royee: haiyo, no la, I said only the word. U didn't hear it correctly aaa?

Maybe suddenly he understand what I mean, or suddenly he recalled what teacher told him.. So the angry, I knew he was trying to manipulate the whole story. With very serious tone, I told him 'baby, it's ok for us to admit our mistake. As long as u admit your mistake n say sorry with your heart, ppl will feel it n forgive u. We are not always doing everything right, u can make mistake, mummy too! But as long as we learn from mistake then ppl forgive us, Jesus forgive us. But if u keep on telling lie about the truth, u r cheating ppl, cheating yourself, n God still knowing what actually happen...'

He kept quiet n left the room, left me in the dark. After few minutes, he came in again..

Royee: mummy, dui bu qi' (sorry)
Mummy: (heart melted)
Royee: mummy, I am wrong, sorry
Mummy: hmmm..
Royee: mummy, I admit my fault, Jesus will forgive me de
Mummy: yes, if u say sorry with sincere heart then god n ppl will forgive u. But u must say it with sincere heart, cannot say 'sorry har' (I did it with not sincerely)
Royee: mummy, I am not always right. I accept my mistake. I will change it.
Mummy: :") I love u baby
Royee: I love u mummy
I hug n kiss him :*

End of the story. It was a nite where I lost my patience but I trying to control I burst myself out in front of the little one. Same case with angel buat hal in the music class. Children, they have priviledge to be naughty m be 'king' although it really challenge adults patience. Still haven't started my parenting book reading 'funtastic parenting' ya I need some fun way in parenting. Always get angry I gonna look really old soon :p

That nite, I dream about ubur-ubur maybe too many times I repeated this word in the night ~

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Papa's bday gift

Printed the pages for bbb to color n give them to papa as bday gift. Royee n eva completed coloring, except for angel who asked kakak to help her while she was playing toys hmmm. Yet to laminate the pages, to be pasted at papa's study room ^_^

From royee

See the smile :) ?

With legs :p I like children creativity

I like children to color on rainbow, coz more colors to be used

From eva

Soft touch. Only adults limit the creativity to be shown in the box, children are working on the full sheet of paper as a whole, including the back page :)

With tie or ribbon?

Different tones of orange color. Like the electirc shock on the wording hehe

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In the music class

Last last Saturday, angel was being cranky in the music class, after 30 minutes of sweet talk n warning, she still not behave well in the class eg ignore teacher, not focusing, read different book.. I brought her back to the car! Left only eva n my sis in the class.

I was so angry. Am not expecting my children to be so quiet n obey parents words fully, but I need them to pay attention to what they are doing. Before I enrolled to the class, I did ask they want it or not, since u want it, I nerd u to be responsible to your own decision. I scolded her for 10 minutes in the car, she knew her fault it seems, but because of I want her to know, everyone has feeling to cope with, n responsibility to take. She needs to get the punishment. Sitting in the car for 30 minutes, until eva finished the class. Angel non stop crying n screaming in the car, I just sitting there n cooling down myself.

So, after the 'punishment', angel behave in last week class. Quite cooperative n enjoying the class. Thank God for giving me the patience in handling this case, coz for the 1st time, I felt like fire burning on my head!

Both angel n eva putting themselves into the story..

The background music is quite like horror movie :p

so half way, can see children opened their mouth wide, n freeze! Cute neh!

Amber, the gal in black, really went into the story ^_^

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McD treat

Last Friday public holiday. Morning I brought bbb to mcD, treat from their angpow money :D very seldom they have chance to enjoy this, there were so excited!! Me alone bringing bbb, alone finished 3 chicken sausage muffins (without the burger buns). Bbb took the hash brown, buns n milo. Nice outing ^_^ I am loving it!

Once reached

Cute!

Waiting for mummy to order food..

Eating their happy meals

Evangeline :p

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Apply for std1 school

Been waiting for this day to apply primary school seat for royee. 2 years ahead, what a long period. Get all required documents done, asked laogong to reach the school office by 8:30am, faster get it done then he won't be late to work.

Laogong said he reached there by 8:20am, got the application form, filled up then went to take number, he got number 40+ n before 9am, 60+ numbers taken. Total 100 numbers prepared for a day he guess. Wow.. Today is only 1st day already long queue.

I hope I can get a seat in this school, the nearest school from bkt31. It is mire convenient, n bbb dont need to ve on thd road for longer time, dangerous. Next year, the same date, am gonna do the application for angels. I told laogong 'next year u need to be there early, coz u need to take 2 numbers :p

School chop on the back of royee's birth certificate, it recalled my memory on my primary school 1st day schooling :) time flies~

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