Friday!

ya! at last Friday you are here!!



ya! I love Friday :D



this morning royee waved bye bye to mummy.. ya, last day of school holiday. last night angel asked 'mummy, why the school holiday so long de?' I told her after this weekend, you gonna be back to the school. this morning, see angel is such a good girl, doing her homework in pyjamas :) Eva somemore good girl, finished her homework before school holiday started. for royee, I purposely don't want him to bring homework to banting, I want him enjoy his holiday ^^

plan to cancel tomorrow chiropatric treatment for angel and Eva, am tired for this week, hope to have a easy weekend and do some sewing. having 2 homework on hand from my online sewing class, at the same time, I want to sew something for my digo's new born.



this is one of the things I want to give to the newborn. blanket for little cute baby :D I have cut the cloth pieces, see if I can get them done this weekend. sis wants this blanket too, for her baby. but she is demanding, don't want hello kitty design, but Winnie the pooh! oh, till I get the fabric, or else, sorry la har >.<

well, pen off here. body aching :( miss laogong so much too.. 2 weeks not meeting :(



pic showing the ovary is ovulating the egg. it takes 15 minutes. amazing!

1503 emo

feeling emo since yesterday, about work, about what I can do to my career, and what I allow to do for my office..
'since we do end to end, can see they are many ways of doing can be improved and changed. however, sad to say, process and procedure is flexible and adjustable, but people who are stopping the improvement plan with their limited knowledge and explore'
above is my feeling now. change - means we do thing from ordinary to a different way. but when change is about to start, and we guide the change to to the old way, then there won't be any changes can be done.

this pic taken from fb. a 4 years old drawing. ya, who said houses must be build on the ground?
guess, I need to work harder in positive way, if I want my ideas and suggestions to be heard. be BRAVE!

guess that, my period is coming soon, so emotional, because of tiny work issue, can make me sleep early, wake up early, and trying to reach office to work! wow, motivated it seems :p
however, am still sitting in the car, waiting for train come, coz I miss the earlier train, traffic jams at peak hours :(
tata! gambatte!


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just read this in fb..


you dont need to let your superiors like you, instead, make them need you. - ya, this is so true!



like point 3 - don't expect ppl to treat you nice, make ppl to feel you are good.

point 5 - authority is not from your voice but your ability.

well, I get inspired with these words, wash away my morning emo. am in the train, going to work - energetic and motivated!

^_^

remove it!

'remove it! pls remove it!!' I screamed this in the dream and woke up from this silly but scary dream. there was a frog stick on my bum bum. I asked my father in law and laogong to remove it for me, they used big stick to bang my bum!!

wasn't sleep well last night, royee was having high fever, sore throat, stomachache, ears pain..



yesterday I left the office early, sent him to the clinic at 6pm+ he was so weak, crying coz pain.. my papa and mama gone to china, digo working, ersao taking care royee.


on the way back home from the clinic. whole day didnt eat. my er sao and maid sister were so worried.

4am+ royee wake up and ask for milk. at last, he wants something. make milk for him, then I cook rice for today lunch. 7am I cook leong tauhu soup, for today lunch. then prepare breakfast - bread + fried egg + chicken floss to bbb and maid sister.

hope royee gets well soon. I am more prefer to see bbb being noisy and playing together rather than be like a dead fish on the bed @_@



selling book on 1st day school holiday ^^


they are customers..


the lady boss doesn't want to be in the picture :p


choosing magazine and buying :)





yet to me in the office, but I can see so many mails coming in 'I want this by today' 'pls expedite' 'pls assist' 'appreciate your fast assistance'....

today is wednesday, I am looking for Friday...



having this in my office, need sweetness in office life >.<

menopause?

ya, again, my period delayed..


today is cycle day51.. and there is no symptom the menstrual is coming..



compared to last month cycle, 4 days late..

many thoughts in my mind..

menopause?
something not right in my reproduction organs or system?
hormone imbalance?
something wrong in my body somewhere some parts?
.....

is my heavy body weight caused me weak, or my body weak so I have this heavy bum bum look? I met few doctors, they said my inner body weak so it brings those water retention, indigestion and any other sickness that make me look fat and fatter >_<

Ai.. whatever it is, I need to do something, the late period is always a signal of I am not fit enough at least somewhere - physically or mentally.




maybe I am stressed..


maybe, what I need to is go to he nature, go for holidays, go to sweat myself out.. then everything gonna be alright ^^

well, tonnes of paperworks pending on my desk, partner is on holiday, today, my job is facing the laptop and stick my bum on the chair ^0^

1203 Monday!

good morning Monday ^^


long time I didn't see this scene - bbb watching tv together in the lovely morning :D ya! school holidays we have royee back to banting.



bbb are taller, talk and fight back louder now >.< pic taken before we going to sunday school yesterday.



Eva written this in the car in the journey to the church - I love sunday school ^^


recently, Eva non stop writing, she writes her own story, he writes what is in her mind, she copies books, magazine, newspaper or any product bran labels... above pic taken 7am+ in my room, which, she woke up at 6am+ I started writing @_@


the 2 gals write at the church playground while waiting for me..


hmm.. don't know this is a good sign or not.. yet to study in the related parenting topic..



ya, laogong still in Phuket for his 6days trip with in law.



this is the pic I requested - I want more blue sky and sea, a little bit of sand beach, and without laogong's big head :p




laogong coming back this midnight, and my papa and mama will fly to china this midnight.. wahhh!! how I wish I could go somewhere for holidays NOW!

well, don't spoil my Monday morning mood.. better be energetic today, work harder, coz cannot have pending unsettled work for tomorrow, as my partner go holiday from Tuesday to Friday :( alone taking care all the work ohhhh... I want to cuti too!!!




walk longer time, before you reach the blue sea and sky..

angels in sunlight

I like these photos. I like to see my children @ green field, blue sky, nature, sunlight ~@~


grown up dah. the dress has become shirt to them :)














my papa at the background ^^


I wish I have more time with my children out of the house with fresher air..


sisters ^^


my ersao n Eva. very soon my ersao's mummy coming to Malaysia from Vietnam, coz the baby delivery is due soon ^^

yesterday I called up home, when Eva answered then angel crying, when angel answered the Eva complaining.. so I get them to answer the phone call - 1 at living room, 1 in my mama's room. and yes, 3 of us can speak together gather! this conference call is new to angels, they were so surprised and happy on it. non stop we 'helo helo this is michelle..' then 'helo helo this is angel~' then 'helo helo this is Eva!' :D

in fact this is not new to me and my j13219 gang. when we were 'young' time, we used this way to connect my 2 BFF Mei and eng especially when eng studied abroad at south Australia. cost saving and all can talk at the same time. miss those days.. wonder when can we meet up again, especially at eng's house in australia :)



yesterday old school mate pp posted up those days photos, somehow you would be worried when friend started tagging your old pic in facebook :p well, my sis said I looked ugly :~ and I have the thought - so all my new friends in fb, you won't be agreed with 'I am angels' mummy' right? angel and Eva are so girlie, so soft, admire rapunzel's very long and smooth hair, crazy about Barbie doll and PINK! yes yes yes, I was such a tomboy :p




I like this pic, coz Mei and I holding hands :D sweet right? pic taken at our Indonesia Medan-lake toba trip in those years haha :D form3? my mum followed this school trip too.

btw, I have flight ticket to Medan in this mid year, this time, after 17 years! revisit the place with laogong :) hope it will be a nice and 'romantic' one :p and I hope it jadi la.. coz I tend to cancel this trip, due to - don't know what reason, just feeling to go some other place :p laogong was so angry this this when I told him 'next time don't ask me to bring you travel, always cancel, wasted the money!' :D




ya ya ya, better book tickets and go with your papa mama hor? see, sakit hati one, laogong and his papa mama bro+gf is traveling at Thai Phuket - for 6 days ok!



pic from Phuket. the weather seems not ok like kuala lumpur. but look at the blue sky and sea, ohhh!!! jealous me :~ last time also in those student time, I went Phuket with my mama by bus. hope I can have more annual leave and more money to travel to more places.

let's stop here. salute myself to type this post using my iPhone with 1 hand, another hand holding train stand pole, with the komuter train goyang goyang, from klang to seri setia 7 stations. another 6 stations to go. total journey will be 1 hour hmm..

happy Friday!

happy wednesday

this morning, I called up laogong at 8am+ oh, still can hear royee's voice :) normally laogong sends royee to childcare centre at 7am, today laogong takes his own sweet time, coz he is off today :) today is last day of royee exam, hope he can relieve after this. next week, he gonna enjoy his 1week school holiday at banting :D



like this - the challenges that we experienced, is to allow us to comfort ppl much better ^^



like the sand paper theory :p



found this magazine at my office breakout area. I don't want to read this, coz I am not 40+++ :D hehhe there written this is the choice of 40+++ women :p wonder how I look like and how I behave when come to this 40+++.. just hoping I don't trouble my children, nagging them much.. I want to friend with them so they can allow me to go in their world, and they will happily bring me out to enjoy with them :)



hope laogong and in law have a safe trip ^^ buy gift for me ya :D

gift of love^^

有一份爱的礼物 我要把它送给你
那是我的一颗心 爱你情深永不移

有一份爱的礼物 我要把它献给你
那是我的情和意 海枯石烂永不移

创造一个爱的奇迹
留下一个爱的回忆
希望你把我的心 放在你的心坎里

有一份爱的礼物 我要把它送给你
这是代表我的爱 你要对它多珍惜
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let me do a simple translation for this song's lyric - a evergreen song ^^

there is a gift of love, I want to give it to you. it is my heart, the love to you never move away.
there is a gift of love, I want to present it to you. there is my love message, no matter what it wont be separated.
create a love miracle, leave a love memory. hope you can take my heart, and put it to your heart.
there is a gift of love, I want to give it to you, this is to represent my love, you need to treasure it ^^
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I always sing this song to bbb, especially when I prepare gifts to them :) last night, angel wanted to record this song. she sang then I followed. very sweet and cute voice. then I recorded a solo version too. I mms my song to laogong. laogong told me when he played this song, royee got shocked :p then I talked to royee, asked if he wanted to have angel's version. he said yes, so I mms again.

before I sleep, laogong sent 2 videos to me. see royee boy concentrate in listening the songs, I feel touched. of course, wettie eyes too @_@

today, during lunch time, I compiled the videos in a movie clip. will keep this, to remember me and royee - long-distance-parent-child love relationship :)

click here for the video ^^
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmk7u3wWqzo&sns=em

I don't know if you like it or not, but this is a very meaningful and beautiful important video to me :)

I dont know about other viewer response on this personal sharing.. but my sis response is this..



oh!! I got shocked when I received this pic, thot anything bad happened at her place :~ made me cried in the office too!



well, this is not fb, so I can update her - only thumbnail version, I don't think I will get killed by my sis because of this :D

good night 23:33 tomorrow I will overnight at bkt31 and sleep with my little bf :) as my laogong won't be around for a week!