mie mie wo ai ni~

in the busy schedule, suddenly got call from sis to ask me came down to office ground floor. wahhh surprise oooo!! sooo touched :) n when I was rushing to go to take lift, ya, same lift with my bigger boss hmm he may think I go down for tea time :~






sis asked 'why u r so 'chocolate today' ya, I supposed to wear traditional cloth set for today office raya open house party, but, I forgot. n I don't have any traditional costume that fit me :p






ok back to story with sis's surprise, Bruce n sis came just to bring me my favourite ba-gua yum yum :D





ta-da!! mie mie, xie xie ni lo~ given out 3 to officemate, just now I eaten 1, so left 1 for tomorrow :D

back to work!

yesterday was the 1st day working after my operation. feeling ok, lots of work to do, n I feel energetic to do it. maybe, 2 weeks leave at home, I have fully charged my battery :p


got this on Saturday


I like the flowers, especially the light one


ohhh from my office section ^_^

laogong said got this after 2 weeks, must be the bosses want to remind me to get back to work hehehe :p

there is of course some inconvenient in the office with the wound at my bum bum. I tried to control my poo poo, so I don't pass motion in the office, coz I don't feel to do dressing in the toilet. around 3pm I started to feeling pain at my wound part. then walking back to the train station also feeling not comfortable. reached home, only found out the gauze dropped already. no wonder lo. some infection Ai..

hope I really get well soon. fully recover soon, coz now is final quarter of year 2010. many things to be closed. n I told myself, to be a good gal, and perform well for better bonus :p high ambition oooo hehe ^o^

ok my breakfast is here, am in chicken rice shop for chicken porridge.

love

this morning I sent Angels to the kinder at 7.45am I asked them to go around the kinder and say good morning to all the teachers. 2 gals hand hold hand n with their sunny smiles they walked in to the kinder. love the scene :) can feel children loving each other in their own ways, just hoping they have good siblings relationship when they r grown up too.

recently children are busy practicing for year end performance. they eat a lot recently and they sleep very early at nite. the practices must be tiring. children nowadays need to take challenge and cope more things in young age. luckily they look excited for all these arrangements. royee needs to stay back till 2pm everyday till this mth end, coz he has additional role to play on stage. so lunch time, my mum prepares lunch box for royee, n my Digo sends the lunch box to royee when picking up angels. thanks to my family to help me for all this, so royee has chance to try new things :)

recently, royee likes to draw o his class teacher. he must be feel loved with teacher care n teaching :) right decision I have made to continue bbb classes at this kinder.








on Saturday, teachers prepare all needed stuff at the kinder. I told bbb about this, bbb asked me to bring them to the kinder n support the teachers. from klang I drive them to banting. once reached the kinder, bbb ran to the classes like happy birds. look at the scene, I smiled :) I can really feel how much this kinder has brought to my bbb, n how much my bbb love the kinder n teachers ^_^



Eva experiencing what teacher doing ^_^




"love our home" got this from the classroom n now bbb everyday singing this :)

shone bday - cake selection

few months back royee told ne he didn't want small muffins for his bday - I want long long square one with cream. I want to cut cake!

long long one would be the train cake. so I had the idea to order a long train cake. then 1 day, I asked royee 'what would u want to be when u grow up?' - I want to be a fireman :D

oh well, fireman, a creative ambition to me :p I would like to record this 5 years old boy ambition, so I have another idea for royee's bday cake - fire engine! since he loves RED colour too ;)


found this on net - from UK Marks & Spencer. nice right? I like it so much ^^ but uk, n this cake must be sweet hmm


then I found this choo choo train from a cake shop. kids must love it. the shop salesgal told me, not easy for kinder children to cut 3D cake ooo.



then.. I found these 2 cakes attractive! thomas n the red fire engine! m137 or m133??

finally... I got this :D



fire engine n fireman 3kg cake for my sunny boy 5th bday :D

don't know if he likes it or not, am reaching Banting kinder now :p the cake is in the car with me, gonna surprise royee soon!! :D

as I told sis, spending few hundreds to prepare a kid's bday - just to capture the 1 day happiness and SMILE ^_^

shone bday - party pack

last time, where got party pack for our bday de? now children bday, macam macam lo.

I myself always check party pack or goodie bag that received by my bbb. those high colouring or not really ok food, or dangerous hazard toys I keep it. so in my house kitchen cabinet, there is a corner I keep party pack :S end up, laogong finish all the foods in the pack :p

because I am always fuzzy on food by children taking, and toys they playing with, so normally what I prepare for other children would be something I give to my children. so my children can enjoy the fun too.

this year royee boy's bday, I have prepared 30 packs of these..



2 homemade choc rice cookies cups


1 handmade choc muffin


1 pencil, sharpener, colourful eraser (all chosen by royee) and a mini handbook of times table, time, money counting


30 packs of LOVE to share ^^


.. and 1 ikea bowl, I smiley face badge, 2 sweets, 1 small colourful double clips

hope children will like it. to encourage them also for training hard in year end kinder performance :) prepare organic berry tea bags for teachers too! so teachers have clearer mind to manage those lovely cutie monsters :p
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sis complained 'why last time papa n mama didn't prepare me party packs de? no bday celebration also :(' hmm last tile we where got party pack de. bday party for sis, hmmm can't recall any also :p never mind la, as long as now every year sis laogong got celebrate with her then ok la ^o^

ps: now is 3:50am am still awake. drink coffee ice just now 10+pm so am so fresh n alert now. hmmm I set my alarm clock at 7.:30am :S

today I am 5!

ya! happy birthday shone shone!












happy 5th fatherhood anniversary to laogong :D

royee's exam result ^^

there are so many 1st time I am experiencing because of bbb. 1st time helping royee for his 1st kinder exam, and 1st time, I got the exam result. need to sign!! kelam kabut ooo :p

the result? am satisfy with it :) don't pressure myself n the children. when I know most of the errors made are because of royee's 'mirror eye sight' then I tell myself, I need to faster correct it before he goes to standard 1.


91% for mandarin - 'head' wrong because of mirror eyesight :p btw, now kinder learn more than what we learned last time oo


100% for malay. my 1st 100% in motherhood, what a surprise n excitement :p


94% for English. see the 'z' them u will know what I mean by mirror eye sight.


100% for maths. I non stop checking all the '5' and '9' which he usually wrongly written. in fact, I checked each of the numbers n words in the papers :p

royee asked me 'mummy, if next time I get 100% for all the exam papers how?' I said 'very good ahh.. in fact, 90%+ are well done already lo' hmm competition everywhere at any age ^_^ now I can slightly understand how it feels when own children got many As in exam. the mummy would be more excited with the result compare to the child :p

"well done baby, mummy is proud of u! :D"

ps: Eva whispering to me after checking all the exam papers 'mummy, next time I want to take all 100 marks' wow.. I believe in her, just hoping she doesn't pressure herself to have the thought 'I am always the winner' ^^

2 weeks mc

ya, today is Thursday. tomorrow would be the final day for my mc. miss my office n officemate :) thanks for all the messages from friends, asking my current condition. sorry for not replying all your messages, coz most of the time, I don't check my phone, except time to go to sleep :p at home, phone is always in silent mode coz recovering period ma :p

so how's everything going on in these 2 weeks? after the surgery, the pain is bearable, I still can walk by my own, can stand can eat can really sleep, everything seems normal except feeling a pad at my bum bum.












came to the 2nd day, when I started to pass motion, then I need to do sit bath n dressing.. wahhhh :~~~ still feeling phobia to the pain!!! nurses kelam kabut, but I am allergic to pain killer, so left only 1 or 2 medic pills that I might not be allergic to. with the pain, I dare not to try new medic at the moment, coz once found out I was allergic to the medic, then my body would have rashes, my eyes got swollen, a bit uneasy in breathing. thinking about that, I don't want to make myself more miserable. so.. I bear with the pain :(





discharged on 3rd day, doctor asked me to get clinic or hospital to do daily dressing for me. so i did the final dressing before i went back. ya, the final one, made me full face of tears :(((






walked slowly, picked up by my sis n bruce, we reached home sweet home :D after coming back home, I was so happy to see my new bb! it gives me hope! thanks for Bruce to get this done ;)





sis took 3 days leave to take care me. n Bruce companied her for 3 days at bkt31 :p sis cooked for me, do dressing for me. we went to clinic - the doctor asked me dont come tomorrow, he dare not to clean the internal wound for me. I went to klang hospital besar, the personnel asked me to go pandamaran or telok dato clinic :((( few hours on the road looking for ppl to do dressing for me, frustrated. everyday go to medical center quite far n troublesome too. so I decided to do it at home.






we do our own dressing, we clean only outer part. the internal track we can't do it. so I try to avoid any food that can cause infection, so hopefully it us clean internally. sister was tenderly cleaning my wound. so after she cleaned it, dressing done, I can stand up n continue what I want to do. however, when come to 4th n 5th day, when my caregiver is laogong, wahhhh can u imagine I cried on the bed till my eyes swollen n voice changed? :((( if u want to imagine how the pain is, hmm try to take a pair small sharp scissors, and poke your body sensitive part. should be poking.. the pain in 'sharp'! so normally after laogong did the dressing for me, I asked him to switch off the light n I sleep sadly :(( 'when this gonna be ended?'

I have sensitive stomach, so a little bit dirty or not fresh food, can cause me stomachache n diarrhoea. with the wound right beside my asshole, nope, the wound is touching my asshole, so I feel really pain, the poking sharp pain when I pass motion. normally I take the forlax drink to soften my poo poo n prepare the salt water for sit bath. (the drink in the bottle is Chinese herb tea to boost up my blood circulation after operation, like ppl after baby delivery :p)






once poo poo touches the wound, most of the time, my tears drop, I look so sad :(((( I can't stand firm, but still need to finish off n clean my bum bum very quickly, the I do the sit bath immediately.






sit bath is I let the salt + hot water to detox my wound n it can really reduce the pain! sit bath 20 minutes. 1st few times I just sitting there n thinking about when this gonna get over, why I can't have pain killer.. tick toc tick toc waiting for 20 min. after that, when get used to the pain, I read recipe book, checking SMS, facebooking, watching YouTube video and the 20 minutes seem so fast! :) 1 thing not good for doing sit bath is, I got vaginal infection. coz the water is dirty, imagine the water clean my wound, my asshole, and at the same time, the water pass thru my vaginal :( so for the 1 week, I have painful bum bum n itchy vaginal hmmm.. challenging ya.

visited doctor after a week, my wound looks ok. got another 1 week mc, after doctor listening to my pain n sensitive stomach. in fact, before discharging myself from the medical centre, the nurse did ask me to train my bowel habit, so I don't need to do dressing few times a day. I can avoid going toilet by not eating, coz normally I go toilet at least 3 times a day after meal. now at home, I go twice. morning n after dinner. morning I clean it myself, simple one, then just pad it with gauze. night time laogong do a complete one.

2nd week, I feel better. the wound not that painful. if I can manage my poo poo time, I can go outdoor. go restaurant, go bakery shop, go saloon (I trim my hair shorter lo), go back banting n surprise my bbb. n ya! I have created my online store blog!




now I am more ready to go to work, at least I bring only gauze n plaster to the office then ok. although sometime, the toilet bowl is full of red blood :(( but as long as the wound not that painful, then I am ok.

so for friends out there we are care to know my current situation, I am overall doing well :) weight still maintained even I skip lunch n eat lesser :p full recovery gonna be 4-6 weeks. shall be back to work on next Monday ^_^ thanks again for all the wishes n messages :)

ps: tomorrow is 5th anniversary for me in motherhood!!! :D

admission

doing admission for myself, waiting for my turn. just called up home, my bb answered the phone. feel touched, coz my bb listened to what I told them last night. I told them to answer the phone call properly, coz all these while the pick up the call the hang the phone :( or holding the phone, smiling without talking :S

royee: halo..
mummy: (surprised with bb voice) hello~
royee: who r u looking for?
mummy: I am mummy, i am looking for my baby
royee: I am shone Jay.
mummy: royee, good boy or not?
royee: yes..
mummy: gal gal sleeping ar?
royee: woke up already
mummy: mummy is in the hospital
royee: I know
mummy: later u all follow papa go back to klang ya
royee: ya, I know
mummy: u ask papa to bring u come to visit mummy har
royee: I know
mummy: ok la, I love u, bye bye
royee: I love u, bye bye

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my eyes wet wet after the phone call. happy that bbb listened to my words :) really grown up Liao lo my baby ^_^

my vege box

bought this last week, raya cuti




bbb helped to plant it.. non stop angel singing this song while putting the soil in the holes..
奇妙奇妙真奇妙
一只毛虫变蝴蝶
奇妙奇妙真奇妙
一颗种子变大树
耶稣宝血有能力
使我罪人得生命
奇妙奇妙真奇妙
一个旧人变新人 :D




I put in the seeds n watered them
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1 week later...




I got this!!
























^_^ I see sunshine ~@~
I see HOPE :)

today baking

baking before medical leave ^^



new cups, yellow = sunshine ~@~



choc muffins



my mama favourite nestum raisins cookies



for me best gf - Mei :)
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dear all, happy always ya!!! :D

counting down...

hmm tomolo would be the day. 7 years before 18092003 I decided to submit my marriage registration form to commit myself to a marriage n laogong :) 7 years later, I have made a big decision too, choose to do something for my health :D 'itchiness of 7 years' having new experience 七年之痒有了新体验 :p



after the surgery, need to control my food intake, so the wound can be healed faster. then, cannot do excessive exercise n action, guess that no sex at this recovery time too. ohhh really like confinement time ooo. this time, my part time 'confinement lady' would be my dearest sis :D she gonna spent her 3 days leave for me. this year her leave mostly taken to take care patients, good gal neh :) God bless u @~

now I am in bkt31. hari Malaysia holiday. last nite when I reached banting home, bbb slept already. 10pm only I decided to come down bkt31 alone. miss laogong n sis, n I need to pack my bag to the hospital. at here, last midnight already felt to go back banting, miss my bbb so much :(

8.29am take shower then breakfast with laogong. dim sum? hehe after breakfast, I shall go pedicure with sis as planned last night. sis said, why har? rest at home also need to make sure your foot is smooth n nice ar? :p saja ma..

ok! faster complete everything here, then I want to fly back to banging for my bbb lo~~~~