emergency leave

what a tiring day. last midnite i didnt sleep well. woke up at least 1 hour once to clean eva. non stop vomitting. it getting worse when came to 5am+ thick gastric juice thrown out. she couldnt stand well, she was so weak. i took shower, prepared to send her to the clinic. then, angel started coughing then threw out :( i let kakak to handle angel, i brought eva to the clinic, it was 6am. the doctor was sleeping. food poisoning. took the medic, then went back home. once reached home, kakak n i, non stop cleaning angels, changed their cloths, cleaned the floor. so kelam kabut. hubby helping to give medic to angels. after taking medic, they threw out again :~

prepared myself to the office, still having some jobs to clear before i left for cny holidays. but, looking at these 2 gals, tak sampai hati to do that. they were so weak n so lembik. changed my cloths, sms my supervisor, then prepared myself to be a good mother >.<

took my breakfast, felt not to waste my limited leave. decided to go to maybank to open saving accounts to bbb. oh, when i was telling the officer i wanted to open 3 children saving accounts, the officer said 'ini semua anak u ke? u umur berapa?' ok ok.. am going to be 30 this year, n i have 3 lovely children ^_^ reached the bank at 9:20am. left the maybank at nearly 12pm :~ so slow. n yet, dont know what's wrong with eva's account, it cant be created. the officer wanted me to let them log the case to headquarter, so, i am having royee and angel account books. dont know when only i can get eva's account done. n bcoz of they need at least rm250 in the account then only can give free coin box, so the next time when i go, must make sure i can get the free coinboxes for them :p

once reached home, i companied angel n eva in the room. i sang for them. many songs, n with all the funny n silly faces. they were too tired to smile. so sad to see them like this :( took some photos of them, just wanted them to move around n pose for me. they slept. then i quickly went to take a short nap also. was so sleepy n tired.

woke up at 3+pm. dont want to waste this leave, i went to Guardian pharmacy with royee to buy some children stuff. oh ya, promotion is running, the angpow bonanza, i got rm5 voucher when we purchase rm50. i got 3. n 3 booklets of product vouchers. and with my UOB credit card, i got 8% rebate on my total charged amount. sounds good. really got 'ah-soh got great deal' feeling :p another happy thing is, the supervisor asked 'is this your child?' 'yes' 'u look so young!' 'i have 3 children' 'oohh' kakakaka..

after getting all the 'soon-yer' :p we went to mcDonald for burger n nuggets. quite expansive, rm17.70. hmm spending much to gain more fat :( anyway, royee enjoyed this makan. so many questions he asked. when i was eating twister fries, royee non stop telling this 'eeeee mummy, these look like snakes...shhhh' hate this! i phobia to snakes :( i told him 'ok, pls stop this' he said 'mummy it's ok, when u eat these fries, all the snakes gone to your stomach, then no more snakes lo, u dont need to be scared one' :( i dont think these words can comfort me.. bad

evening. after 1 day 1 nite no food, milk, water taken, at least they can start drinking plain water. but i dondt allow them to drink lots. dont want them to throw out anymore, it is so suffered. temperature is still 38-39 degree celcius. playing some songs, let them sleep. n royee wanted to sleep too, it was only 8pm. felt weird. oh boy, his lips were in redish. he has lower fever! why la, cny coming then they are sick. get royee to take the fever syrup, then he slept.

eva

called up sis, to inform my cny plan. at 1st planed to stay in klang house more days. now, i need to stay at banting house, easy for me to take care bbb. will go to sgbuloh dc31 for reunion with in law family. hmmm wondering how's dc31, miss my 1st house. supposed to go johor in day 1, hmmm now since children are not feeling well, may talk to laogong on this. see how. i felt touched when laogong said 'i wanted to go back n visit my grandma, i have only 1 grandma left, n she is old, n she was taking care me when i was small' this made me think of the relationship between royee n my mummy ^_^

now i am blogging. about 1 mth i didnt use my laptop. still waiting for laogong to come back. he has full day meeting + cny dinner at KL. coming back now. hmm miss him pula :~ my cny wish, bbb are healthy. laogong is healthy n wealthy. laogong can stay with us everyday. n.. i really hope i am healthy, no sick, so i can take care bbb n putting more love in this family ^_^

oh, just now the bank officer said bbb names are unique 'macam korean bukan, macam china pun bukan, nak cakap mat salleh pun tak serupa' :p ya, i love my children name. coz these names are created by both me n laogong for our loving bbb :) in fact, i have english name for another boy n gal, wondering if these name can be registered one day :p

am tired in this 疯狂世界

我好想好想飞 逃离这个疯狂世界 那么多苦 那么多累 那么多莫名的泪水

我好想好想飞 逃离这个疯狂的世界 如果是你发现了我也别将我挽回

如果说了后悔 是不是一切就能倒退 回忆多么美 活着多么狼狈

为什么这个世界总要叫人尝伤悲 我不能了解也不想了解

'these weeks, am very tired, n negative'

nen nen vs susu

just now my mum called. she told me royee said 'susu is called by small children, nen nen is called by adult' my mum asked, 'who said this?' 'mummy' my mum called me to confirm if i told him this. of course i didnt tell him this. then i talked to royee, then he mentioned the same things again, then i explained 'susu is malay, nen nen is normally baby called, then milk is english' then royee said 'bu shi la! nen nen is big man called, susu is for baby' kakaka this is funny :p my mum said he sighed after talking to me >.<

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my mum told royee, next time, if eva bites anyone, then we will call policeman to bring him to police station. then royee very fast response, 'wai po, this wound is not bite by eva, eva didnt bite me, i fall down' 'why u fall down?' 'i fall down when i go out with papa' hehe to save his sister, he changed the story. in fact, the wound on his tight kena bite with eva, but to protect her sister, he tell lies! hmm.. good boy or dishonest boy har? hmm..

kuan laogong de qian :p

'I am telling truth
A man who can trust his wife har, n let her handle his money har, this man will success one.
Coz he always has his wife to back him up'

Sure la…as long as manage with wise la.. -Bonjji Thea

sounds like i am not wise hor! hmmm..

i am number 4

Anda adalah seorang yang amat degil dan rajin. Mungkin anda akan menjauhkan orang lain daripada anda kerana kata-kata anda. Anda seorang yang bertimbang rasa akan masalah orang lain. Anda berbakat dalam penyelidikan dan seni. Anda akan membantu ahli keluarga atau kawan-kawan yang menghadapi masalah tanpa berfikir panjang. Anda kena berhati-hati dengan orang sekeliling anda kerana mereka mungkin akan mempergunakan anda. Kawan-kawan anda akan menghabiskan masa dan wang ringgit anda dan selepas itu menjauhi daripada anda apabila anda dah tak ada nilai buat mereka lagi. Walau bagaimanapun anda tetap seorang yang sabar dan tegas. Pasangan ideal anda adalah no.1, 8.

well.. as what my kawan said 'proud to be number 4' but when i think deeper.. hmmm quite pity, 'ppl will spend all my time n money n run away from me when i have no value to them' why should i being bullied n being cheated for my love? treat ppl with sincere heart then ppl take advantage on this n bully me. ai.. this is life, n this is me. maybe, everything has been set.. destiny. what i need to do is, appreciate n treasure the very moment when the person or friend or the love one is being true to me. then it is enough.

ok, ideal partner? luckily hubby is number 1, n my sis n my papa too! royee also~ oh.. another special one is also number 1! ya, angels are number 8! hehehe.. ok ok.. this made me happy silly~ kekeke :p

sis's dream

没有昂贵的东西能天天给你～只能交换生活的点点滴滴～

还好你也是简单的脑筋～翻遍口袋只能掏出真心～

looked at the live feed in sis's blog 'japan arrived at sweetiemich. japan arrived at poohmehmeh' i hope, 1 day, both of me n sis, can write posts in our blogs, 'sweetie n pooh arrived in JAPAN!' or at least 'pooh n bruce arrived in Japan' would be super happy then! Japan, my sis's dream. my travel dream? United Kingdom~ only DIY travel for these 2 countries. work hard for them~~~ yo! yo!

ps: btw, who's the one from japan dropped by our blogs har? ^_^

sunday - toys day

left house about 11am. wanted to buy toys for bbb. before leaving the house, sis gave me a cup of yoyo ice. nice! feel touched ^_^ while eating in the car, royee asked me, 'mummy, this is ice cream right?' papa said 'this is yoyo ice' n continued enjoying the yoyo ice. out of sudden, i showed the cup to laogong, 'this is LOVE' . laogong looked at me. then i continued eating. ya, my sis bought it for me, coz i love it. i felt a cup of LOVE from my sis :)

didnt bring angels along, coz afraid of tere would be very crowded coz of cny shopping. n i planned for short shopping at toysrus only. after we reached subang parade, we went to toysrus, then parkson, then carrefour, dinner at asia cafe.. hmmm reached home at 8pm+ let angels playing the new mini blocks a while, then we went back to banting. i feel very guilty for the whole day :( i really hope bbb can grow up a bit more faster, so i can bring 3 of them out, n not making myself too tired.

ya, with seat belt!

recently he likes to pose this 'happy'

he loves lion dance~

while waiting for papa to park his car

at subang parade. he felt tired

looking at papa.. who is busy searching the nice belt :p

my boy!

while waiting for papa..

at last..

at carrefour. in the loooong queue

1st time eating ice cream in cone! need time to master this :p

pre-cny paktor

paktor day, ya, we hold hands, we kissed. much muaks :p more happy is, i bought SKII miracle water, 1 blouse, 1 dress ^_^ reached home, super tired! thanks laogong :)

dinner at Fish Market

cny menu

my laogong

plan to buy this

food served.. love the salmon

in the fitting room, love the smile in the mirrow

in the fitting room >.<

:*

hmmm.. :p

^_^

last evening.. left the office, walking towards the train station. hmmm was feeling blue. listening to christian songs.. suddenly, i looked up to the sky, the sky was nice, i felt windy n peaceful. i smiled. smiled to the sky. i really smile, like smiling to a person, i smiled to God up there ^_^ i felt released. i felt happy. then i continued walking happily n facing the world :)

n a SMILE for u when i saw u waiting me at the front of the train station ^_^

love sparkle

dating must hold hand ^_^

'yesterday was a bless' can really feel how happy my friend is :) when she showed me the new watch, hmmm before showing the new watch, her smile, shy, but yet full of happiness :) both of husband n wife take a day off, went for dating. exchanging gift. how nice it is.

as i asked u this morning, can u spend more time on me? n staying with me with the paktor feeling? can u treat me like treating a gf? u asked what's the difference? when we paktor, we love our gf/bf, only gf/bf is in this world. we afraid of losing our love one. we make up n dress up ourselves, just to let our love one have good impression to us, at least, we gonna spend more time n effort to let our partner to look us good.

husband n wife, then plus children. we can see how ugly or all the bad habit of our spouse, when we r get used to this relationship n daily living style, we r tend to forget to cheer our partner up, n to give them surprise n bring more happiness. maybe, we r too fast to jump in the marriage part, so we have missed the paktoring sweet moment. right now, just hoping we can bring the love sparkle in our relationship, and have the paktor feeling, plus the blessing 3 little love one - our shonejay angels ^_^

thanks for bringing lots of laughter last nite by letting children playing the little pony. they were so excited. ya, until royee threw out :( with your little time n effort, u can bring laughter to them. as long as u want, u can have us to smile in our hearts :)

laogong, thank u!

“It is not up to me to change my husband, that is up to God. My job is to keep him happy.” ~ Ruth Graham

Today, list five things you appreciate about your husband

zhugong, thanks for

1. choose me as your legal wife
2. your assurance of your love to me, n wont allow me to leave u no matter what
3. share your inner secrets to me that made me more understand u
4. allowing me having full access to your salary bank account
5. our shonejay angels :)

zhugong, I love being married to you ^_^

prayer
Father, so often we want people to appreciate us, but neglect to appreciate those closest to us. Help us to be the kind of wife You want us to be. Amen

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Thu 15/01/2009 15:52
I need to thank to you here actually..
Shameful with my changes inside my mind sometime…

Bonjji Thea

1 day

1 day, I may take bus from putrajya to banting.
1 day, I may just leave home for short vacation.
1 day, I may just leave u, without any notice.
1 day, I may just release myself, n fly towards to heaven. ^_^

chinese-english language translator

yesterday, junie said, 'wei, your blog has so many chinese wording, i donno what r u talking about'. ya, this is my concern now. sometime i feel to post in chinese, coz i can express my feeling with better description in chinese. hmm my english is poor ma :~ i told junie, i wanted to have chinese n english blogs, but i feel tired to maintain 2 blog sites. i had the idea to translate my chinese post to english, but then, i am not VIP, not many ppl are reading my blogs, doing this, ppl may laugh at me la :p hehe

anyway, i have set up my mind. maintain this blog for my daily feeling n stories around me. i have my yippieyaya.blogspot.com this would be my main blog site to connect to all my links n all my bbb small pic there! will try to translate my chinese posts with my broken english. i think, my readers would understand my broken english than those direct chinese-english language translator. i had tried that, hmmm i myself didnt understand the english translation :p

it might be only few frequent visitor come to @sweetie. i thank u all. willing to come n share my stories n feeling here ^_^

emergency contact

this morning in the train, talking about sense of secure, u asked me why from day 1 i never think to depend on u. i answered, last time i could look for my dad for any help, coz i could just simply tell, bcoz of my hubby is at oversea. right now, i cant, so i would like to thank u. 'thank me for what?' thank u for bringing me more closer to God. u indirectly has strengthen my relationship with my God :) coz, since i cant go to my dad so often for help, as my hubby is beside me. n i dont have confidence of sense of secure level that my hubby can be given to me. so, i can only seek advise n guidance from my God father. i told u that till now, my emergency contact is still my dad's number. u asked me why? 'coz my dad would never say dont want me' my tears dropped once i finished this sentense n my dad's face n love came all into my mind :~ u noticed that, even i pretended nothing had happened. then.. left eye contact len came out. u passed me tissue 'dont cry la' then very silly act, wearing contact len in the train, ya, peak hour. hmm somemore, it flip! huh.. so emotional today.

poohmehmeh28

＜咩咩的点点滴滴＞就是我和我姐的点点滴滴，因为，我是咩咩，她也是咩咩。

my sis's blog. the description made my eyes gone wet :~ soooo touched n lovely! her own blog, but started with our sweet sis LOVE! full of feeling here.. all sweet sweet.. miss my meh meh.. miss my poohmehmeh.. love u mie~~

mail from sis - wed 14/01/2009 09:15

Yaya.. we men lai jian huan ri ji.. mei you ang gui de dong xi neng tian tian gei ni.. la la la… ahkakaa…Sui neng gou hua chuan bu yong jiang.. shui neng gou yang fan mei you feng xiang.. sui neng gou li kai hao jie mei.. la la la…

懂我

我所谓的归宿感，是夫妻把彼此的梦想和喜欢放在自己的生活追求，一块儿努力去达成对方开心的理想，即使和他分享快乐亦好。如果是这样，哪怕日子过得去再辛苦，令一方也愿意一起捱。你问，这样的日子可以捱多久? 我不知这样可以捱多久，但我相信我也看到，只要两人共同走向未来，两颗心是一起的，成果会是甜的。我爸妈就是铁定的最佳例子。

妹妹喜欢和台湾珍珠奶茶，奶茶，老公就努力存钱带她到台湾喝正宗的台湾珍珠奶茶。我相信有一天，妹夫一定会带妹去日本吃道地的烧烤章鱼丸。因为他已把她的梦想，放在他心上了。契妈昨天打电话给我说，与她吵架吵了两个星期的老公，打了通电话给她，说了你别跟我爬上椅子拆窗帘，你的脚痛，别把脚再弄伤了，了，等我回来我来装，新年的东西你别做了。虽然老公的语气是凶的，但契妈说没想到他还有我心。契妈的语气也没像之前致电给我般，气得咬牙切齿。同事想拥有名牌包包，哪怕一生就只有一个那品牌的包包，她的老公也把这是放在心上，昨天，昨天，老公把花红给了老婆。老婆很开心与感动，虽然她不舍得把这一笔大数目就这样拿去买包包，但她感受到，她的喜欢在老公的心里位置。这就是我所想拥有的感觉。

我要的不是钱，这我可以自己可以努力去赚。我要的不是空洞的甜言蜜语，这没意思。我要的只是，你把我的感受放在心上，我想要你可以记得我所喜欢的，我想要的，我只想你懂我。今早，我突然有个念头闪过，难道我此刻所谓的幸福拥有，只是我在自圆其说？

女人与小孩

When I wish upon a star

唔~ 我的星星

我不知道这个小孩怎样凭空而来 他可能让我告别长久以来的摇摆

带他回来给他一个温暖的家 每天晚上散一个小小的步 慢慢有人说那个小孩长得象我

跟我一样需要爱 一样的脆弱 跟我一样害怕孤独 和寂寞

象我这样的一个女人 以及这样的一个小孩

活在世界上 小小一个角落 彼此愈来愈相象 愈来愈不能割舍

我不知道这个小孩是不是一个礼物 但我知道我的生活不再原地踏步

陪他长大给他很多很多的爱 让他拥有自己的灵魂和梦 因为一个小孩是一个神秘的存在

跟星星一样奇异　一样发着光 跟水果一样新鲜 花儿一样芳香

象我这样的一个女人 以及这样的一个小孩

活在世界上小小一个角落 彼此愈来愈相爱 愈来愈互相依赖 啦~ 愈来愈相信安排

唔~凭空而来 一个温暖的家 一个礼物 我的星星 星星

had been loving this song since years back. the rhythm, the nice vocal of a mummy n the daughter. last saturday, again listened to this song, watching the music video, as a mother, i have strong feel to this song. feel touched. fully understand the beauty of the lyric n the LOVE in it. tears dropped, contact len dropped :~ sis looking at me at one kind >.<

shonejay angels, i love u all ^_^

reply email to kc

Being a mother can always make us strong n stronger. I am sure u can overcome this tiring n suffered period just give yourself good rest n happy mood :) i am tired also, taking care 3bb who r now very active n talkative, non stop playing n being naughty. Sometime i feel angry with their disturbance, i cant rest well even i am sick. But think deeper, they r my own children, last time our parents also taking care us day n night. So i diam diam jaga them. Working n travelling also tired but need to earn money, see supervisor face color do things lo, 1day 1day very fast also.

When husband not around, i feel very lonely, tired, busy, have to take care everything by my own, bills, bbb, in law.. Sometime crying alone after children sleep. Life goes on anyway. Luckily i have my parents n siblings support me lo. Last month husband just came back from philippines, very happy he came back, but i also need time to adapt myself again. Man is man. Taking children no patience one. So still the same lo, but better is i let him handle in law n i have someone to share stories other than my sis. Last week he went to philippines again for a week. On n off, just hoping he has more time here with children.

Ya is good to have sister. When i feel down n really need a shoulder to cry on, my sis is always be with me. I am enjoying the stay at bukit tinggi house, try recipe with my sis, go shooping for grocery together, got a partner who is really close to heart lo. Ya, let god decides gal or boy, as long as jane has sibling then she wont be lonely. My children now all study at kinder, hope they learn good living skills for their own good. n more behave lo then i dont need to be that tired n non stop shouting them like ah soh.

Since children r growing, i want to have some personal time for myself. Reading in the train, pamper myself by going massage n buying some new cloths. Doing it slowly la, at long as i can let myself release stress n be more relax n happy. Ya this year goal is to change myself :p recently only confirm dont want another bb. Economy downturn, children edu spending more, so better focus on quality than quantity as husband always mentioned. I love children so i hope my sis faster has her baby, then i can tolong jaga :)

U be happy ya! We all r learning to play well in wife, mother roles. All the best! N u can always share your feeling with me :)

posing..

wondering why he has 'kepala senget pose'

n 'baju berlubang'. hmmm

bbb are ready to go to the school~

angelina

evangeline

my angels are going to kinder :)

wow bbb are in same color uniforms

went to buy kfc at the store banting (new year treat from my mummy :p). there was 'back to school' fair at the store supermarket. saw a pair of small white color school shoes, asked royee if he wanted that as his school shoes. royee said 'no, this shoes have no color, i dont want. we look for something which is with color' hehe.. i found this funny. laogong said 'next time royee must be prefect, or else he can only wear white shoes' :p

these days, i always calling angels' full names. just to prepare them to get familiar with their own names, as i dont know which name the teachers going to call them. and royee calls his sisters' chinese name now, 'this is roinn, this is ro bei' :p just loving them!!

time flies, they are now at schooling age. just hoping after few months of kinder days, then angel n eva can speak fluent chinese, more behave. n royee doesnt need to be bored at home n bully his sisters. hmmm feeling down when think of this coming monday u r not going to be with us for angels important day :( hope u can come back fast from manila.. miss u already...