Today is my bday!

00:08 sweetiemich, happy birthday ya!!! Keke syiok sendiri :p a quick post before I fall asleep, 6 hours later I need to wake up n be the 'cute cleaner' :p my new role :D just done my face mask, who knows later in the office ppl want to take photo with me this bday gal, so try to be at presentable stage :p

Ya, this year bday am looking for it, tak tau malu one I asked Asmiza to spend me lunch today.

N guess what? I been talking about it since April fool day :P

This year bday is a special one ^_^

Thot to buy the bag for myself - my favorite brand lesportsac but.. I have 2 handbags now, spend much money on something which is not using frequently, rasa rugi pula.

I really like this when I 1st time saw it at klcc. Snapped pic only la. Free one :p

If I kaya enough, I would buy this for my gal gal ^_^ n match with the one that I like :p

I have my love one enough lo.. Laogong n bbb :*

N ya, the heavy 62kg gift - as mentioned in sis blog post.

She given herself to me as a lifelong gift,

coz the existence of her in this world is to company me - my mum used to say this :)

ok la, accept la, boh kira one :p

Jiang! Jiang! Jiang! Jiang! The BEST gift that I chosen for myself - at last, I got myself baptised as Christian on 4 April 2010 ^_^ this is my wish n to-do list since I was small - when the time I went to Sunday school every Sunday like my bbb doing now. So, new chapter of my life starts in my age of 31!

Well, let me stop here before I start non stop typing, suddenly feel so excited about my bday pula keke. I have prepared some sweets pack for kinder students n teachers, so I need to make sure I can finish everything at home, n bring bbb to school early, if possible, I want to follow bbb to give the sweets to all the teachers. Small token of appreciation :)

Thank you lord for giving me a happy n smooth yesterday ^_^ again, I wish myself 'Sheng ri kuai le!' good nite.. 00:30

without maid

Laogong emailed me n asked me, what u have done till midnight yesterday? Below is my reply..

'Last nite once I reached home 9pm+ then bring all things down from the car,

Wash milk bottle
Bring tilam to the room, ask gal gal sleep
Bring in all the dry baju from outside, n hang them to respective rooms
Ask royee to susun kasut, n prepare their school shoes
Prepare baju sets for bbb, for noon n evening (my parents go hospital, my digo jaga them)
Pakaikan sleeping suit for gal gal, bbb want me to sing song..
Practice the Sunday school may presentation song n action
Switch off the light, ask 3 children to sleep in the room
Cuci pinggan mangkuk
lipat baju
Bbb sleep, I go mandi.
Bring all dirty cloths to washing machine n wash
Then 12am see digo go back liao, so I sapu n mop lantai x2
Go n clean the kitchen, see the dapur so oily, then I wash it
Then sleep around 1am+

Morning 6.50am wake up, mandi
Sidai last nite baju
Wake bbb up, mandi kan them
Give them milk
Ikat rambut for gal gal
Prepare water bottle
Change my cloths, n ask them to wear themselves the shoes
Then bring them to school at 8.20am (very rush), sing a short song along the way
Drive blur blur n eat the vege kuih papa bought for me
Ngam ngam reach train station at 9am
Sleep in the train, once buka mata, I reached sentral already
Now at work.. my hands are so dry..'

Last night before sleep n this morning before left home, I made sure I follow all that I need to do for my FACE! Moisturizer, eye gel, anti-aging! I need miracle water for my face n mineral water for by tired body. Over the weekend busy in bkt31 then half opened eyes in Banting, now I have more things to do at home. I like to do housework by my own, then I get the result up to my satisfaction level. N I am the type of person, who easily get addicted to do housework :p but limited time to sleep may affect my performance in the office n 'on bed?' :p

I am ok la to do everything, just hoping my mum can get used to the day without maid. In fact now I feel more freedom at my own house. Need to adjust everyone time schedule n to do list, everything gonna be alright. At least, I have 3 little cute helpers who help me much :D I need to set time for my rest hours, I don't want to yawning in the Sunday worship n my bible almost dropped few times in the 1.5 hours..shhhhh.... Must sleep early in Saturday nite, no more sacrifice sleeping hours frequently.

The night

No I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now it's only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know

I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore

Tonite is not an ordinary night. Tonight is the final night my maid stays with me. Few hours later my 1st ever maid will leave bbb n back to her bb. No matter how the end part is playing, but I can't just deny the beautiful story scene in the beginning n middle parts of the show.

Back in year 2010 when I finally couldn't stand with the journey between sg buloh n Banting every weekend twice return trips, n need help from sis n sacrificed her paktor time, while my laogong was away working in oversea; with the maid, I got bbb stay together at Banting, no more separation. So many leisure time I been having to go shopping, try nice food, pampering myself with the maid help. I thank her for all the help n care to my parents, bbb n myself. May God bless her n her family ^_^

Just came back from karaoke with sis. I sang 'without you' in the dark room. Sis controlled for not shouting my voice out :p somehow this song makes me think of the leaving of the maid. Almost 2 years hmmm... I can cry in the rural service when my college time I went to bidoh for few days. This, 2 years n staying together day n night. Last evening, I ym laogong, suddenly I felt down because if maid leaving :(

'But I guess that's just the way the story goes' I shall sleep now, 00:53, 10am angels music class, 11am+ bring kakak to the agency, then send her to the airport. A new chapter gonna begin in my age if 31 soon :)

Lalat pakai pamper

Found this so cute! Children children, their wild imagination n creative ideas always challenge parents knowledge n experience, sometime, I come to an extend, hold my bbb 'eeeee babyyyyy' coz I don't know how to answer their 'why' :p good thing is, normally they smile at me, so I am not that malu :p

Friday again. As told me, in Islam, if u find the time flies so fast, it is one of the symptom of 'the world is ending' hmmm I told her, with so many natural disasters here n there, ppl dies by villages n regions, the world has been ended to this ppl who lost their homes n families. Night before, a video clip in the earthquake news, a woman cried out loud 'my brother! My home! My home I have lost my home!!!!!' I cried in my heart :(

Last nite I cried in my dream. In my dream, my papa told me he left not many days, so he asked me to talk to my sis 'get her to arrange her wedding soonest possible, doctor said me got not many days left' hmmmm what a sad dream :~~~

Thank God, this morning my papa happily shared with me 'see, my legs water retention has been reduced, here ni' more swelling right?' I pressed here n there 'ya! Here normal already!' then papa said the new medic the doctor given is good. I read the info, it is meant for blood pressure control. Maybe the medic that taken by that previously are not suitable for him, then got side effect. Went online n search the info on this new medic, today I have learnt, blood pressure medic has 4 groups, different group has different side effect, from coughing to more urine till giddy n water retention ^_^

Family message board

Since we were very small, our house is always having a White board as a reminder board n also family communication medium. Eg we write bday wishes, festive greetings, special messages to someone who is travelling.. The mostly use for this White board is: a wishlist board!

Since small time, when we ask something from papa, my dad would say 'u write on the whiteboard, i will consider it, when the time come, I will buy for u'. So everyone of us, including my mama, we write what we want eg what to buy for breakfast, colgate n soap, to my computer n mama's vios! Anything la..

Yesterday, royee asked my papa to buy him biscuit, my papa asked him to write on the whiteboard 'u write la, if not, wai gong forgets' then we found this on the board..

2 packets of t-bits - the crab pillow biscuit n the prawn slice. My mum found this soooo cute! Asked me to snap picture ^_^ I wonder if royee will draw more eg motorbike, toys... When he can get the t-bits after he drew it :p

btw, u can see me written there 'lunch box' - whenever I prepare lunch box for the next day, I would write on the board. Sometime I would get additional note next to 'lunch box' eg 'i have added few chicken nuggets' or 'more fish for u' all these messages are from my mummy, ohhh got a time 'i have added fried egg' from laogong :p when morning I see the message, can u imagine how warm n touched my heart is? Sweet!

remember when my eldest gogo's 16 bday, morning when he woke up, he didn't see any bday wishes on the board, he found so sad when he left the house to the school, he asked my mum 'why mei mei never leave any message to me?' my mum told me that, so I faster prepared some 'treasure hunt' for my gogo to get his bday gift :p my mum told me, when my gogo got my handmade card n gift, he was :D in tiew family, bday celebration is BIG n special day to everyone ^_^

Now we have a whiteboard in bkt31 too. I found this is so good for a family to strenghthen the family members relationship, n reminders, notes, messages, wishes and LOVE ^_^

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Jesus loves bbb~

耶稣爱我，我知道，因有圣经告诉我，
幼小孩童他牧养，他们软弱主刚强。
主耶稣爱我，主耶稣爱我，
主耶稣爱我，因圣经告诉我。
耶稣爱我舍生命，将我罪孽洗干净，
天堂恩门为我开，让他小孩走进来。
主耶稣爱我，主耶稣爱我，
主耶稣爱我，因圣经告诉我。

Jesus loves me! This I know, for the Bible tells me so.
Little ones to Him belong; they are weak but He is strong.
Yes, Jesus loves me! Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me! The Bible tells me so.
Jesus loves me! He who died, heaven's gate to open wide;
He will wash away my sin; let His little child come in.
Yes, Jesus loves me! Yes, Jesus loves me!
Yes, Jesus loves me! The Bible tells me so.

Sis dialogue

In the room
Eva: last time when we were small, we didn't know how to hold the milk bottle hor
Angel: ya lo
Eva: now we are big already ma, we know how to hold the milk bottle, so we don't need kakak to help hor
Angel: ya lo
~
Angel: just now I stepped on your foot, now I say sorry to u har, u don't cry har
Eva: ok, I am not crying anyway
~
angel is singing..
Eva: let's pray before we sleep
Angel: (stop singing) I am tired already, want to sleep
Eva: pray first
Angel: I want to sleep already
Eva: pray first then only sleep la
Angel: don't want to pray, I am tired
Eva: pray!
Angel: don't want!
Eva: pray!
Angel: don't want don't want
Eva: pray pray pray!!!
Angel: don't want dont want don't want hahahaha
Eva: pray pray pray la!! Dear Jesus, angel mdon't want to pray!
Angel: Jesus slept already, I want to sleep also, good nite Jesus
Eva: ....
~
22:33
Eva: (whispering) ya, pray. Dear Jesus, ...
Angel: eh, u r praying ar? Praying ar?
Eva: ya
Angel: ooooo ok
~
22:35 (now)
Eva: I am big already, I go to the toilet I don't need mama hold me
Angel: yes meh?
Eva: yes la, I am tall enough to do it by my own
Angel: yes meh?
Eva: yes la I can flush the toilet, I am tall enough. I am 4 years old ma
Angel: u r 4 years old meh? Not 5 ar?
Eva: eh eh eh I am 4 only, 5 years old have to do homework de
Angel: har? U got do homework ar? I got swimming ooo, I go swimming 1st
Eva: then only I go swimming
Angel: I walk slowly ooo
Eva: I bring t-shirts ooo
Angel: (holding the toy handphone) hello? Hello!? Ah yi? U see ah yi not talking
Eva: (got the phone from angel) ya, ah yi don't speak de? So quiet la
Angel: yalo, ah yi don't want to talk la
Eva: I am ah yi
Angel: u r mummy
Eva: no, i said I am ah yi
Angel: u r mummy, have 1 papa, 1 mummy..
Eva: have gogo jiejie didi meimei
Angel: wahhhh u so li hai aaaa
Eva: yala have so many people aaa. Have so many teachers also.. Teacher wong...
Angel: ahhhhhh! Don't want to talk already, I want to sleep, good nite!
Eva: here is Banting, klang has jaya jusco
Angel: jaya jeco
Eva: no, jaya jusco
Angel: jaya jusco. Ok la, I want to study tomorrow, want to sleep already la, good night!
22:49 they are still chatting, talking about who read newspaper, need money to buy newspaper... So many topics they chat, mummy can't follow them, mummy tired already

Angel is singing twinkle twinkle little star, mummy want to sleep lo, good nite! ^_^

Ps: eva is singing, angel asked eva to stop
Angel: hello? Hello? I am talking in the phone, u don't make noise har
Eva: ....
Angel: (talking to her toy phone) ah yi, are u there?


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Angels bb

Both angel n eva were chatting..
Eva: now we don't have baby, when big already then we have our bb la
Angel: yala when we grow big then we become mama hehe
Eva: I want have 2 babies
Angel: no la, 1 only la
Eva: I want 2. 1 boy 1 gal
Angel: I want 1 only.
Mummy: (busybody) u want gal or boy baby?
Angel: gal
Mummy: ooo (imagine my gals becoming mummies..)

These 2 gals har, so many topics nowadays. Sometime play the teacher-students games 'say apple' then other one 'apple' :p in fact, 22:28 now, they are still talking n singing. Laogong just came in the room with an apple..

Eva: don't eat apple in the room
Angel: no, u go out..
Eva: later your mouth got worms
Angel: yala, later your teeth no more, your mouth no more, your eyes your nose your body all no more THEN HOW?
Eva: yala.. How? How?
Non stop pilipala these 2 gals. Laogong keep quiet only.

Ok I want to sleep already, they still playing 'i am mummy, u r papa' games.. Hahahaha just heard this
Eva: u r mummy, u r laopo, u wear like laopo la
Angel: yala yala I am laopo now..
Eva: eh!! Laopo, I can see your panty la, your skirt is short! (btw, they are wearing pyjamas, how come got skirt har? Wild imagination!)

Let me snap a last pic of tonight.





22:39 angels sitting on books n let me snap the pic ^_^ good night..

P/s: 'mummy, take photo for us, our houses are very beautiful' 22:58




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Bbb on Easter day

Easter day special Sunday school, both English n Chinese class combined. Bbb enjoy the worship n mummy is so happy to see this, mummy sings loudly too :p

Bbb in the White n blue jeans

Hossana!

Jumping up n down!!

Can see angels motor skill is yet to fully established, the actions are not really synchronized.

So cute to see!

'who havent got the egg?' so many students, teachers are kelam kabut ^_^

Eva - my ms dora n her goodie bag n art work

Bbb brought these back.

Good babies, promised mummy to keep the food n drink till the following day :)

Colored by royee

Angels do the pasting job

Eating the boiled eggs. Only allowed them to eat the eggs, coz the eggs can't be kept.

Royee: all other food n drink are in packaging, so we keep it la ^_^

Night time. Let them eat the Easter chocalate eggs that given by laogong's lady boss.

This year, bbb know what is Easter day, n the reason we celebrate this special day ^_^ 1st Easter day celebration for mummy too!

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Good Friday

Today is good Friday. No kinder class for bbb. This morning I asked royee, u know why today u have a holiday? He playing the iPhone n said 'bu zhi dao'. I told him the story of Jesus being nailed n burnt on cross n etc.. Laogong 'ohhh like that aaa' then I asked again 'today holiday is to remember who?' 'JESUS' ^_^

Easter gifts from laogong's lady boss to bbb.

Thanks a lot! The big egg is very light, can really feel it is an egg!

I put the eggs in the mini baskets, the handcraft done by angels in the Sunday school class sempena Easter day

Been well preparing my heart for this Sunday baptise ^_^

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The kingdom

Photos last nite..

Papa in the kingdom of books which created by bbb

Mummy n eva. Pic taken by royee ^_^

Royee in the music

Got this pic from laogong, photo snapped on yamaha customer day I guess. Laogong told me, now he feels better if royee is a bit slow in playing the piano keyboard, since laogong knows all the other classmates are older than royee. Some of them are 1-2 years older than royee. No wonder they can read the sing lyrics so well compare to royee who can only memorize the lyrics ^_^

This July angels going to start junior music class 4-6 years old after their music kids. Hmm they are yet to be 4 in this July, but teacher said they have to move on. Hopefully angels can do well in the class. Advantage for angels are, they been learning what the brother is learning by listening to the same cd, and reading brother's text book for kinder class n music class. Most of all, hope bbb enjoy what they are doing ^_^

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28032010 9th anniversary

This is to remember our 9th paktor anniversary. There are ups n downs in these 9 years. There are days I thank for meeting laogong on 28/3/2001 but there are days, I wish I could enjoy more days as a single :p

Friday nite laogong was still undecided to go taiping for ching ming with his family, I said go la what's wong? Pray for your grandpa grandma ma. He said 'sunday is our anniversary ooo, u won't get angry meh?' ya hor, I only remember 28/3/2010 is my papa's 60 bday n the last class for my baptise program hmmm 'then? What u going to do on that day? What u gonna to do for me? I never hope for anything, so it's ok if u want to go taiping, I am fine' a wife who is not lovely at time :S

A gold necklace n a cross!

A surprise gift from laogong in Saturday nite. I got speechless when I saw it. Coz I expect this gift from my parents since my sis told me that. When laogong came in the room I asked him.
Mich: why so big gift for a paktor anniversary?
Laogong: this gonna be gift for paktor anniversary, your baptise, n your coming bday :D
Mich: har? If there is the case, then this gift is not 'heavy' enough lo :p

As return gift, I bought this 'elderlyberry yogurt mousse' cake for laogong.

Quite yummy! Now only I know jusco la boheme sells cake sense's cake ^_^

Cut the cake together, all pose directed by sis :p

2 red strawberries for laogong n laopo :p

I like this pic, I look like a 'lemah lembut' wife who 100% attracted by laogong's talk :D

Thanks mehmeh for all the pic ^_^ wish u n Bruce love love forever :*

E-ha!

Last nite, bbb kikikaka together, playing with their pistol n gun.

Bbb

Angel

Eva

Royee

Babies, mummy loves u :*

mummy n bbb

last friday, i took a day leave, with this reason to my boss 'sorry, with my house issue, i cant focus on my work, i really need a rest'. today is friday, am feeling ok from the issue, at least, i can focus on my work :p

thursday nite brought bbb to bkt31 without the maid. friday i brought them to subang parade, outing for their school holidays. quite challenging trip, 1 mummy n 3 bbb. non stop i reminding them to be good gal n good boy ^_^

before we left the house. can see me look so chan rite?

slept for 3 hours only :S


in subang parade. bbb were happy ^_^

lunch at TGI friday. fish n chips for bbb and another mini burgers kids set.

sis joined us for lunch too.

in the transparant lift, new experience to bbb

2nd round, dessert at secret recipe

this green tea ice blended is nice!! refreshing

asked bbb to take pic with the footballs

they looked at the auntie, who non stop standing besides me n say

'your children are so beautiful! so pretty' :p

they enjoying themselve ^_^

pretending to eat ice cream :p

doraemon being sabotage

reached home around 4pm.. eva flat! slept at the doorstep

angel flat too!

i bought megablock refills and vsmile for bbb

paid with company annual gift - rm500 vouchers :D

these are the stuff i bought with previous years rm500 shopping vouchers

2007 - the green tommy hilfiger bag

2008 - the red tocco toscano bag

2009 - SKII skin care set

2010 - 5 years old school bags for angels and toys

this cutie dora is the gift bbb chosen for maid's daughter

no matter how, we need to thank kakak for taking care bbb for 2 years :)

a nice outing with bbb. can see royee grown matured n taking care his sisters. Can feel, bbb are more attached to mummy :D

beautiful story for tomolo

Life has no rewinds n no forwards.
it unfolds at its own place.
so nevar miss a chance to live today.
n make a beautiful story for tomorrow.

'Dear,i always think about the email bout ur prob.i worry is thr any life threatening incident..i hope not..do take care dear.u r my 1 and only best fren.i will pray hard for u'

Read these messages from arpu this morning. Sorry gal, made you worried about me, thanks for your messages ^_^ am doing ok, now is month end, always busy at work during month end, so lack of time to update u. Btw, I am not the type of person, who settle life issue by stopping my own precious life. All the life challenges given by God I would accept them n try to solve the problems in His will ^_^

This time the case is my maid asking for early release in last wednesday, maybe, with a wrong way. I can just send her back as her wish, but they are impacts stay in my home. Many things I need to make a new adjustment n arrangement. They are things that money can settle, but they are definitely we have more things that need time n love to heal the wounds.

As of now, am feeling ok coz they are things that have gone for good movement so far. 1st, the maid's checkout memo has been done yesterday, so this Saturday I will book air ticket for the maid.

For time being am not going to hire any new maid, everyone is phobia about the maid - the closenest outsider. So, i looked for childcare center to take care angels in the afternoon. Having kind hearted Banting 'net friends' I have found the childcare center which very near to my parents house. So my plan was send angels for day care, then my mum taking care royee alone. Coz royee can be little helper to my mum, n I am worried his asthma case also, need more attention.

However, last nite, when my bro got to know my plan, my digo said this is not the best way to bbb 'don't u think this is so odd? We picked up 3 children from the kinder, along the way, we drop 2 gals at the childcare center, how would these siblings feel? Somemore, they take nap in the afternoon, n only few hours before u come back home, I can handle' my bro offered help to take care my bbb. Since he is back to Banting to help out my parents, so he can take care children. In fact he is very disagree to my plan.

Since this might be a better way if digo taking care bbb, so for time being let's try lo. Mum is worried who to do housework n everything, I been promising to her, I will do everything before work n after work. We may hire day time cleaner once a week for 'better service' than my daily cleaning. Thanks digo for helping me to explain everything to my mum, so now my mum soften her disatisfaction for not continue this maid who we still don't know she is a good person?

Tuesday nite I sat down with my mum, telling her all my feeling toward that incident. My mum too. We were chatting for more than 2 hours, talking heart to heart, I feel happy for this chatting session, coz I can feel mum feeling ok with me after few days of silent war. Last nite,she even taught me how to cook 'mi Hun kueh' :D n she can chat happily with me, laogong, digo n we all laugh together :D thanks God for listening to my prayer ^_^

Yesterday I talked to my maid too, although her fierce face still in my mind. I advise her how to pack her luggage, how much Malaysia ringgit n rupiah to be changed. She happily showed me all the gifts my mum given to her. I have released the weird feeling between her n me. But I still protecting my heart for not being so open. Coz, I still can't accept a person who I have been trusted can change to be a lion roaring in front of me with knife too. Hmm I need to accept this 'we are not staying in fairy tales, u must accept your friends can be the secret killer' I still can't accept this...

More things to plan out in these few months, my parents medical checkup n operations, relationship n feelings between my hubby n parents, my children next year school locations... Will give myself time for what I can't control, don't want to pressure myself.

Give thanks to whom support me in this incident, especially to my siblings. Thanks for all the prayers from church members n arpu ^_^ thanks for bbb understand this 'kakak is leaving us, coz she miss her baby n her baby needs mummy' bbb are so lovely these days, their love n kisses cheer me up, eventhough most of the time eva n angel 'mama is fat fat' :p give thanks to laogong for doing housework in bkt31, when we didn't bring maid along. last but not least, I love my papa n mama for crying for me, n loving me ^_^

Be thankful, am still working in the office, don't need to stop working immediately to full time taking care bbb, so I can continue my self challenge: to get promotion soon :D excitement is coming around the corner, tomolo we gonna get our performance bonus! Woohoo~~

Ps: sis planning to have her wedding ceremony by next year, i will make it as my wedding :p may wear White gown n snap pic with sis n bbb in the studio kekeke if n only if, I can buang many kg away :D

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