大象长长的鼻子正昂扬 全世界都举起了希望
孔雀旋转着碧丽辉煌 没有人能够永远沮丧
河马张开口吞掉了水草 烦恼都装进它的大肚量
老鹰带领着我们飞翔 更高更远更需要梦想
告诉你一个神秘的地方 一个孩子们的快乐天堂
跟人间一样的忙碌扰攘
有哭有笑当然也会有悲伤 我们拥有同样的阳光
last nite i sang this song for royee.. then my tears drop. before that, my eyes got wet, royee was staring at me. then when i finished the song, he asked me 'ni wei shen me ku?' (why u cry?) hmm in fact, i also donno why i cry. i said 'mummy is tired. then bb are naughty. always dont listen to mummy. 1 loves to pull friends down n throw diapers to the toilet bowl. 1 loves to crying for nothing, so noisy. 1 loves to pull down all the sofa seats. always dont listen to grandpa grandma. made kakak felt so tired. made mummy felt sad...' then royee kept quiet there. then he came close to me, n kissed my lips. then said 'mummy, we sing songs la' :)
the little boy. that's why ppl always say, no matter what your children have done. good or bad. just a simple action or few words, can make your heart melt. then everything seems to be alright. what he did in the afternoon, threw the diapers to the toilet bowl. my mum, kakak, n i trying to dig it up with this n that. dirty up ourselves. i drove out to banting town, looked for something that can solve this problem from 5 hardware shops. traditional hardware shops. hmmm everything for children, mummy can do it. choosing the steel wire with the uncle. the thick one. then asked his help to bend it for me.. rm2.40. went back home, kakak helped to dig, i hold the torch light. how dirty it was. got smell somemore. then finally, the heavy diaper is up, but yet, i need to use another penyepit from kitchen to take it. then finally, only fingers can close the case. i hold the shitty diapers with my hand :( can see royee face changed. hope he understood the reason we stopped him from throwing things to the toilet bowl. hold the diapers for few minutes, till kakak bring a plastic bag for me to throw it. then kakak wash the toilet. i went n wash my body....
laogong.. not easy to managing everything by my own.. quite tired for me to managing them, n at the same time, need to be busy for the new house, then need to please my parents n kakak (coz bbb are really naughty n energetic) then feel guilty for not bringing bbb to visit your parents. start checking kinder fee n day care center at klang, coz i need to check the budget. then am thinking also to bring children for music class, since they loves singing n dancing much. especially for royee. as my mum said, since your boy is happy with performing, then u can send him to right place to groom him. that's why, i want to move to bkt31 faster, at least, weekend i can send bbb to weekend classes without travelling far.
hope u can come back by the end of september. let us settle something here. i havent applied i-kad for kakak. i havent bought edu plans for bbb. i hope, more calls, more mails, more sms from u.. ^_^ miss u dearly.. i love u...
