my angel

that day we went to sunward pyramid, 1st time angel requested to take photo when she saw something attracted her. she ran to it and posed :)


mummy, I want 2 of these..


mummy, I want this only har..


mummy, me and duck only har..


mummy, mummy...


mummy, here! I want to take another 2! (at this stage, I already felt so embarrassed, coz the shopkeeper was standing there and looked at us..)


the girl siap went in the shop and carried the deco penguin doll and wanted a pic taken :S


this is inside the shop, consider far end dah >_< when I left the shop, I thanked the guy for his patience :p


ppl offered her the moo moo frozen yogurt to try.. posing again.. the 2 guys looking at us and non stop asking the girl 'nice? very good?'


at last, we went in the restaurant for late lunch after the hospital visit.


hmm dropped a cup of green tea..


and a bowl of ice cream...


the challenge of eating with children in the restaurant :p

my girl grows up le! choose what to wear, when and where to pose for a pic, want to holiday at which house.. most of the time, I let her makes the decision. they know what is their preference and feeling, parents are to guide them only..



gogo and mei mei at grandma's house, angel alone at banting. mummy became her doll, to tight hair, to wash hair, to play the pretend games :p

Xmas @office

nice colours, nice cake ^^ 2012 - seems so far, yet it is very near!



got this from the company..


got this from officemates - sweet one from Perth, australia. I miss perth, I miss travel @_@ gonna eat this with my bbb for Xmas celebration at home.


got this from my department and lucky draw. may go for McDonald with angel - early morning breakfast before rushing to work? coz I don't think we can have it at night..



got this from gift exchange! cute and nice and a gift for the season! I hang it up, to remind myself, holiday soon, it's ok to work late everyday >_<


well, got the big stack this morning. see the doc staircases? just now got message from my officemate 'you so busy meh?' I told her - I am sinking in the ocean of doc..

1st year, I feel worried, pressure,
uncertainty in welcoming Christmas holiday because of office work. 1st year, no travel trip to wrap up the whole year. 1st year, I found that, all I want for the Christmas is - good health to myself and my family members. better spend money to travel, for family gathering than in the hospital.

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14122011

yo! christmas and new year is around the corner! today am wearing red blouse with tight jeans (illegal on other than than Friday with company t-shirt) but the holiday celebration feel is much stronger if I wear like this :p



something for today gift exchange. we are celebrating Christmas and year end today in the office. I wear a blink blink headband too >.<



this is something my sis (and I tolong) prepared for her officemates. very cute de neh!



see, tak besar besar punya budak ^0^



does this look like my sis is carrying her very big breast in yellow bras? kakakaka



this is something she prepared for her colleague - according to the word description that written my the gift receiver - PASSION! want to know what is in the box? I guess my sis will post about it in her blog after tonight Christmas party. together we prepared all the 'passionate ingredients' and they were crazy and fun!



we were together till 10pm last night to prepare all these stuff and having fun and laughters. I enjoyed the moment sharing with my sis :D

in the train. my skin allergic from tight to my neck and face, just feeling the whole body is itchy! not comfortable la.. this is expansive sickness :( 1st consultation cost me rm650? for 2 weeks antibiotic course is rm400. yesterday follow up, I need another 3 weeks course of antibiotic @_@

lets work harder.. see can get better increment to cover all those high commitment and expenses :p

12122011

today I written quite a lot of 12/12/2011 on office documents ^^ nice number combination :)



morning when I reached the office I got this new stack of doc on my table. yo! don't want to stress myself, so I try to take it 'easy' :p


supervisor shared this black sesame pau with me.. I took it for morning tea break. nope, eating and working together :S



lunch time I ate my mama homecook at the office breakout area. after eating, I went to the Christmas tree and added some ting ting tong tong. set some level of stress off ^^

continue working till 7pm+ angel called and asked me to go back early. she is having mouth ulcers. complaining cannot drink, cannot eat :p



well, I left office as it. millions RM of doc can't be processed coz lacking of info. not going to touch them tomorrow, coz tomorrow I will be on mc ^^

not a holiday

hmmm today is a holiday to selangor staff, am kl staff :~ how I wish I can go shopping at one-utama like my sis, or home sweet home with family like my laogong hmm.. am on the way to the office, and I know there is a big big stack of doc is pending to clear on my desktop hohhh...



freedom freedom.. am looking for freedom from controlling by time and life commitment @_@



last Saturday, I set up the sewing machine with help of my laogong :p he is pro than me come to this sewing thingy.


see the flora cloth am using and the one standby aside? they are from my mum in law :p


a bit kelam kabut in handling the machine. too high tech to me.


a carrier that can fit in 2 Barbie dolls and their cloths ^^


too plain.. so deco the bag with some felt.. it was a midnight job :)


ta-da!


love and time spent to hand sew the felt kekeke..

well, Eva seen it but doesnt like it - bu mei li (not nice) my sis asked her 'you bring this bag to the kinder la' Eva replied 'ah?! friends will laugh at me de!' oh, mummy's heart broken le :~ luckily, I saw angel happily using the bag carry the 2 Barbie dolls around :) different taste ya.. Eva complained about the cloth pattern not nice.



well, this is another unfinished piece of a carry bag ^^ to e continued in this weekend :)

good night

a night without him :( I miss my boy so much tonight..


gals are playing carrom


benefits of having siblings ^^


angel and Eva wanted to send pic to gogo


^^

tomorrow I can see my royee boy then. can't wait for it.. just now in the phone call, royee told me he miss me and sisters so much ^^ I asked, these few days no one sing for you how you sleep? 'so tired then sleep lo.. but when you are around, I want you to sing for me oo' ^^



good night.. I will wake up on Friday ^^

sickening Thursday

ya, I am sick :( just taken flu pill, body started feeling warm..


taking lunch now in the office. sometime there is ppl come near me and ask 'what are you bringing today? you cook? why you are alone?...' yesterday I took my lunch at a less-ppl cafe, finished watching an hour Korean drama series. today I am here blogging. sometime you need 'alone' time for yourself. after this makan, maybe I will spend time on designing Christmas party invitation for my office.

hmm feeling unwell now :( last night I ate a lot of durians, my mama new recipe of fried chicken (really yummy!) and dried green pea. ok, hope tonite I can go back early an sleep well.

laogong booked a family travel trip next year. this year end no more going to Singapore for Christmas after many consideration - money matter made us headache most of the time. this is the 1st time, Christmas at homeland after so many years. my bbb are occupied with Christmas celebration and performance at the church too. hope this year, we have a little special Christmas celebration at home ^^ will attend a Christmas bread making class this weekend, hope I can master the skill and make some nice aroma bread this Christmas :)



miss my royee boy so much! wonder what he is doing at granny house. just now my colleague went to pantry, then chit chatting with the office tea lady kakak. when asked about the children, the kakak sobbing terus :~ my colleague got panic, asked kakak to be easy. not easy to leave your home sweet home and work in the foreign land. I can't. even if i can, I gonna spend all my earning for phone bills and flight tickets >.<




well, I want to do some design to ease my mind now, before start working to catch up with deadlines.....

Wednesday?

hmmm wednesday? it seems so fast! very fast my royee boy gonna enter primary school! last week bbb went to sgbuloh grandpama house. this week, only royee alone staying there.

mummy: tell me 3 reasons (evil mummy :p), why you like to stay in ye ye nai nai house?
royee: 1st you said I can go de. 2nd there are foods to eat..
mummy: hey, waipo house got no food meh? you har, eat eat eat only ooo.. ok, the 3rd reason?
royee: the 3rd one.. there is a didi (my in law babysit a 1year old boy) there..
mummy: oh! you go there because of the little brother? (I turned to laogong) hey! see, royee needs a baby brother, he loves to have a didi!
well, laogong ignored me >.<

well forget about the little baby :~ as I know, royee goes to sgbuloh can do some guys stuff with his dad and grandpa eg house renovation, gate painting to my sgbuloh house. let him learn to be independent without mummy singing him to sleep is good too! so he can get used to standard1 days without mummy company on school days.

1st day I called him, he was not happy coz adults stopped him from eating candies at 21:50 :( normal day he doesn't eat sweets, why go out he crazy about sweets? too free I guess. last night the 2nd day, i called him, before laogong passed the phone to royee, I can hear this 'aiyo! you just finished eating dinner now you eat bread somemore!!' well, I need to expect my boy comin back with bigger size >.< I warned him, don't get fatter till you can't fit in your school uniforms. hehe.






2 gals sleep with me - 1 left and 1 right. they are so talkative, non stop talking till they sleep. my parents also can't stand on them, ask them to talk in the room :p less fighting happen when gogo is not at home. every night I sing songs to sleepkan them, they request for their favourite songs so you can simply choose your song list. girls - macam macam ada :p

tuesday 0612

last nite when I brought Angels out to dabao supper for my mum, the cd player in the car playing the English Christmas song 'Santa baby'. Eva shouted 'switch it to Chinese, Chinese faster!' I felt this is funny, she must think of the language translation button in Astro decoder remote control :p

good morning! I am a running horse in this lovely morning. driving fast, running fast, climbing the staircases fast!!! to catch the 9am train. short of breath :S need to exercise more frequent, gaining weight le :~



nah, sharing u the pic of my latest look - fatty auntie aaa!! I was washing hair for my royee boy last sunday, 1 week staying at my in law house never wash the hair and head.. so smelly! the 2 gals also, I washed their hair with organic shampoo, hair treatment oil added and dry their hair.. wow! silky smooth long hair! I am envy la :S



Eva's long hair at bra-line length. keeping their front hair long too.


angel's hair. well, this pic snapped when angel crying 'why always she becomes teacher and I am always student! I want to be teacher too ma wawawa :~' well, now I understand why ppl always say, siblings fighting and crying for nothing. within few minutes, you can hear them laughing together and playing happily >0< last night I told my mum another 1.5 months then Chinese new year lo. my mum's mouth big big. ya, time flies so fast! last night my boss asked me can we achieve all our set goal, ya, 3 weeks to go only, need to work harder lo. today lunchtime may go to visit my colleague in the hospital. removing breast lumps. hmmm take good care everyone ya! treasure the every moment with your love one. spend time to be happy and thankful. forget about the sadness and leave no regrets ^^

ho! ho! ho!

long time no see! 😁

I have lost track what was my last story posted here, before reading it to refresh, let me share with you what I have done today lunch time.



Christmas tree! a new one for my office.


sitting alone in the corner, I enjoyed the peacefulness moment - only me and the green Christmas tree :)


ta-da! all by me!


this is the entrance look. everyone who comes in my office level floor, must see my deco hahaha :D need more deco for the tree and the office area.

this morning, when I feel frustrated about the shutdown of train station lift, so I need to carry the Christmas tree box, my big bag with chocolate muffins and santa babies deco.. I met my ex-supervisor in the train. he brought the Christmas tree for me! 7mins walk from the station to the office :D am so thankful for this!

everyday is a good day! see how we see the world ^^ before I left the office, I saw my team member brought a cupcake with him. with a backpack on and a red paper cup and homemade choc muffin, I hope he got the sweetness of the cake and day too! :D