flying~~

just received laogong's call, he is now on board. flying to singapore. all the trips are so sudden n last minute. yesterday i emailed laogong,

Zhugong, u always fly here fly there last minute..
Macam chipsmore, ‘now u see, now u don’t!’
Memang tak secured hor..

yesterday laogong asked me to go back early, coz wanted to have bah kut teh with me, i been saying want to eat bah kut teh for weeks, but almost every morning i am rushing to the train station. last nite mama cooked very nice chicken curry, fried sotong, kerang sambal, kong-bo lala.. so this morning 5am+ then only we went for bah kut teh. the uncle was so excited to see us :p

hmm dont know when laogong coming back. he might fly to china from singapore. wait lo.. somehow, i dont like the uncertainty. anyway, lets work hard in the office. jiao you! jia you!

last weekend

a quiet weekend. when sis was celebrating her 1st anniversary in pulau ketam >>> here then i also got less activities :p saturday noon, my mama brought angels n kakak to the saloon to trip their hairs. then i tidurkan royee. 2pm+ went to music class. 4pm+ left the class, went back to bkt31 to pick up laogong, then we had dinner at fish market manhanttan aeon bukit tinggi, miss to eat fish. but then, almost the whole fish taken by royee :S since i found myself a bit free, then i told laogong i wanted to go for facial treatment. i went to ask all the beauty saloon, hmmm, all fully booked. then i left the aeon.

on the way back home, we dropped by a new shop selling new piano. let royee got inspired :p then i went to Bagus to buy a muffin mix, coz in law wanted to visit us in sunday. near to aeon bukit tinggi, there is a herbal life? beauty house. promotional price rm28 for a facial treatment + fish spa + aromatheraphy massage. i like the house ID. very comfortable n nice! i haev booked for 2 slots, 1 for myself n 1 for sis. rm28 ma :p then i went back again n booked a slot for laogong in weekday :)

night time. i didnt cook dinner. i asked kakak to masak sendiri :p then i watched educational dvd with bbb. kakak asked 'mum, hari ini takde keluar?' sounds like bad record hor, always go out until the kakak not get used to have mum at home :p i told her sis went for her 1st anniversary celebration at the place where they 1st time paktor. then pula kakak asked me, 'mum bila kahwin? mum dulu pergi mana dating?' then i also shared with kakak about currrent news, maid issues, my colleagues' maids issue. i asked her to think wisely and take good care of herself.

each of them wanted to play their favorite dvd :S

what so special about this pic? royee snapped this pic with my phone.

ada gaya but papa mama headless :!

after tidurkan angels. then kakak also went to sleep. laogong said, come la, we watched movie. so we watched eddy murphy's comedy. hmm sorry i cant recall what's the movie name. it was telling the aliens wanted to destroy the earth, n finally realised so many good n nice elements in the earth. the ppl love. so they went back to their planet. old movie i think. i did enjoy it :) royee sleeping next to me while we watching the movie.

sunday morning. we prepared ourselves for the sunday school. thot to have dim sum as breakfast, but it was a bit late for us to do so. then we went to the old mamak shop 'bismillah' i ordered thosai, laogong ordered rojak. but ended up i finished off the rojak n laogong makan thosai :p

bbb are cute.. n grown up.. n nottier :p

they are always looking forward for the sunday schools..

after the sunday school, we brought royee to the saloon to trim his hair. the hairdresser auntie loves to see them, so snapped pictures of angels n royee :p once we reached bkt31 around 2pm, in law were in the house. grandparents were so happy to see grandchildren ^_^ when i tidurkan bbb, laogong brought in law go makan makan. when they came back, sis n i went out to the pharmacy to buy some lotion n syampoo for bbb. we went to tesco for sushi too! laogong called me up, said that in law wanted to have dinner in bkt31.

sis n i cooked simple dinner. laogong, in law, kakak, bbb went to the park. when came back home. all makan makan. then in law wanted to leave n go back home. before they left, laogong hugged n kissed the mother, love to see this, a big boy kissing the mummy, hope royee can do this to me too :) then the mother hugged n kissed the daughter in law. touched. thinking when was the last time my mama kissed me? ohh.. last year mama's bday? i am blessed to have loving mummies. then bbb were busy eating tit-bits, sort like no time to entertain the grandma :( grandma hugged n kissed everyone the left the house..

wish to my parents in law, good health n happy ^_^ wish to my children, good boy n good gals, respect the old, love themselves :) much love to laogong :*

1 of the weekends..

1st august. after royee's music class, out of sudden, i felt to go out jalan jalan. didnt know where to go, then i asked royee, 'do u want toys?' 'ya~~~ yippie!' (he loves 'yippie' recently) so we went to subang parade. quite far i would say. n left only angels and kakak at home. quite worried. during the journey, my digo called. he told me he was in bkt31, then i asked him to help to taking care angels. sis was doing account closing in the office, so i went to the mall with royee while waiting for sis completing her job.

we went for early dinner

shared rice with royee. i wanted to have noodle, but he wanted rice :~

went to toysrus.. the boy being crazy n busy with the transformers :p

he insisted for a male toilet. 'boy boy cannot go to gal gal's toilet de!'

so mummy standing in front of the male toilet, n waiting the boy with camera :p

n royee boy got himself done everything!! proud of him :D

waiting sis for nearly an hour. let royee playing at giant shah alam playground, saw a very fatty toddler.. must be some hormone problem she is having, coz her siblings are tiny small size. poor gal, she wanted to have fun like other children, but her movement was rather slow compare to others. hmmm. bought royee's favorite bahulu. eating the bahulu, then sis came.. we went to bukit raja jaya jusco for dinner. quite a long time never been there. then bought 3 t-shirts for bbb.

sunday morning for sunday schools. angels are cute with the tochang :p

sis n i joined the dancing too!

sis n i went for bukit tinggi dimsum after bbb sleeping..

night time. the 'cant wait for it' moment :p

royee loves fire engine!

compare to the structure of this play set, it is not as good as the thomas n friends set

n the price are almost the same

hehe cute boy~

eva got her gift :)

the u&me doll.. rm60 doll

why nowadays are so much hi-tech n hi-maintenance-cost compare to my time hor..

the milk n juice bottle. like the creative design

eva trying to feed her bb

angel just woke up. like her blur look :p

angel n her bb. she non stop telling the bb is 'botak head' like digu (my 2nd bro) :p

i called my digo came over from banting to set up royee's fire station :p

he is very good in this. much more patience compare to laogong :~

digo said 'hey dont always buy toys for me to play la..' hehehe

angel is feeding her bb
compare to eva, angel is more caring to the bb

eva non stop hit the bb n listen to the crying :S

finally!

zhuzhu

laogong calls me zhuzhu, when having good mood la. when he calls me 'michelle' then i must be prepared for some serious issue :p wondering why, recently royee always address me as 'zhuzhu' in front of laogong. eg last nite when i reached home, when royee saw me 'papa, zhuzhu' then laogong didnt answer royee, then royee again 'papa, zhuzhu.. zhuzhu' felt funny when royee calls me zhuzhu.

last nite, royee non stop hugging me tight n kissing me.. i been having mouth ulcers, so memang cannot tahan his 'hot passion' coz his holding my cheeks hmmm sakit! then angels came n joined the love fun. 'wo de ma ma' then another one 'wo de mummy' then debating session started.. ^_^

i cried last nite. felt unhappy. felt to go n hug my mama n tell her 'i am not happy' but i didnt. dont want to make them worried. suddenly so many pressure came to me. a bit helpless n directionless. laogong asked me dont think too much. hmmm.. i hugged bbb n cried. i dont know this would affect their emotional development or not, but i felt secured when i have them with me. remember this, when royee sat on my lap, looking at me, he touched my tears n asked 'zhe ge shi shen me? yen lei ar?' (what is this? tear drop?) then a small huha, when laogong non stop asking 'why r u crying?' then angels joined the session..

zhuzhu is no more a cutie sweetie.. zhuzhu in now covered by dust :( hope this weekend short trip with sis, can make 2 of us happy n release some stress n confusion that we are having. sadness getting worse, when sis is having the same negative feeling too..

papa n mama r dancing ^^

Digo: 我在看着你老爸跳舞！！！ and your mother!! They r so enjoy & happy :)
Bon: take video la must be very funny n lovely here
Digo: I am sorry, coz my 1 is 6300. 不是平常的爸爸…
Bon: aiyo lu tak guna la mesti boleh take video one can take picture sure can take video ma
Digo: 没有闪光灯，在karaoke. in hokian:有财看有无财看无
******

the sms conversation between my bro n laogong in 26/7/09 nite. the messages sent to my phone, laogong replied them. story telling that my 2nd brother saw my parents were dancing in the karaoke, n they enjoyed themselves! but no picture and video taken, coz it was dark in the karaoke.

nice rite? i envy for that. my parents can dance. n they can dance together, last time they went to disco n twist n shout together gether one. many friends got jealous for this lovely n cute couple. how nice to have same hobbies together with the love one, n both ppl willing to let the partner to go into what they like. my sis n i always wish to have a responsible and lovely husband like my papa :p and we also hope that we can be like my mama, enjoy husband love with no worries.. soooo the sweet xoxo.

hope papa n mama are healthy, n can go travelling, dancing, mana mana apa apa saja together gether.. now n forever they are the lovely couple ^_^ best wishes to sis too! 1st anniversary coming soon.. 0808 'yao kai xin oooo'

F.R.I.E.N.D

j13219 at port dickson

last nite, royee came to me 'mummy, these are your friends ar?' then he showed me the laminated pocket pic. hey! where did u get this? the same pocket pic 3 of us having. hmmm cant remember when we took this picture, year 2002? i was paktoring at the time, now i am mummy for my shonejay angels :p mei going to deliver her bb anytime from now :D eng, coming back to malaysia soon in this sept!! i miss j13219 millennium wugui luiz :D time flies.. n i like my cheerful look in this pic :)

then last nite topic for bbb was - friend. royee counting his classmates with his 10 fingers, when i asked him for the 11th, 'fingers all full already, no more seat, u want me to use my foot ar?' hmm well.. eva non stop mentioning 'i have duo duo peng you in the class' i asked, who is your peng you? then she repeating 'i have duo duo peng you in the class' i cant recall angels classmates, then i asked, 'is someone in your class named michelle?' (this is the only one i can recall) 'shi (yes)' then royee said, 'gal gal class has nicholas' ya nicholas.. other than that, i dont know. hmmm should do some homework about this, last time i can at least spelled out 5-6 names of royee classmates. angel suddenly came n hugged me so tight, 'my friend is mummy :D' wahhh so sweet neh!!! she kissed me n SMILEd at me :D

last nite, i hugged angel n sing for her, since she non stop singing her songs.. am having mouth ulcers, so quite painful for me to sing. but i felt warm n blessed with her lying on my body, like what i did to my bbb when there were very small bb :) last nite i told laogong, we r having many things that money cannot buy. bbb are 1 of them. we have boy, n gal, as what junie said, more blessing to have twins! ya.. i am very lucky to have them - bbb n laogong :)

royee's music class

after singing, the q-up for stickers :p

i have enrolled royee for yamaha junior music class, with the bag of work book, theory book, dvd and cd.. every saturday myself n royee go for the 1-hour class. this is a 2 years commitment. mummy needs to be in the class with royee boy. so far, i enjoy the class n i learn to play 'marie had a little lamb' and 'twinkle twinkle little star' n do re me node :p royee always looking forward for the class, in fact, he is the one asking for this music class, he wants to learn to play piano n drums. so every saturday after 12pm, i need to push n force royee to take a short nap, so he can concentrate in the class. no matter how tired n sleepy he is, he would get up n follow mummy to the class. i like this responsible act. hopefully it gets continued.

found problem when learning to play the keyboard, this left handed boy always wants to use left hand fingers to play the do re mi, but teacher wants him to use right hand. this is the reason why i want to buy the piano after attending the 3rd class, i want to train him at home with piano keyboard. so now additional song before bbb go to sleep, fingers song :D finger number 1-5, angels enjoy this. eva wants to learn piano too! every saturday she tells me, 'i am 5 years old' coz i always tell her, 'now u r 3 years old, wait till u r 4 1st then mummy bring u to the music class'.

hope 1 day i can play many nice songs by myself. a good way to release tension too!

u r here~

Just now I checked, how ppl come to my blogs. Below are some top hits..

thomas n his friends theme song – hehe, must be mummies :p
bonjji thea – laogong’s friends n admirers or enemies?
yippieyaya – most of my accountw are with this name, can email me :)yippieyaya+shonejay – this got my attention! Know my bb’s name too!
sweetie michelle - ya it's me!
cupping and huolong – unexpected, high hit!

Having readers come here by searching..

Pd trip, legend hotel, jakarta day2, bali day1, steam cake, banting+10 (hmm?), j13219 – wow!!! my best friendship code, n lots more funny n cutie search ^_^

And I dont feel ok with this..

Naughty wife, morning exercise, children sex abuse pic, children sex pic – sounds like so many hamsap fellows came here before, and got disappointed :p n so sad to see ppl searching children sex abuse pic – for educational purpose then ok, for syiok sendiri, PLEASE! Love the children ok

Ya, welcome to my blog. Hope ppl like my sharing and get to know me. I don’t like to hide. So only real n true stories n feelings in my blogs. Thanks for so many direct links to my pages :D Hope I have more time to have more nice pic edited n sharing, lacking of time recently. Hope 1 day, I can come out my own blog template (need to study this) ^_^

one of the mornings..

one of the usual mornings.. wake up early to prepare myself to work when my beloved are still in their sweet dreams.. feeling warm n blessed ^_^ mummy left the house with sunshine in her heart :*

my man n my boy.. they look very alike recently..

my angel and her pinky piglet n blanket

my eva-wawa n her dora and her smelly blankie

easy beautiful sunday

another beautiful sunday. this sunday is special, coz i have my BIG salary in :D but the excitement was not as what i had expected, maybe, my heart has been in grey for so many other things..

normal routine, send bbb to sunday schools, singing together with them~~

left the church, went to aeon bukit tinggi to survey piano for royee..

pic taken while waiting for papa to park the car. bbb do alphabets dancing :p

finally, i cash n carry this electrical piano home :D

went to saloon with sis after tidurkan bbb for afternoon nap

my hairdresser too! sis did scalp treatment and hair cutting
i went for window shopping alone..

tea break at old town - po lo bao.. not bad

kaya butter toast + garlic toast + polo bao + white coffee

after finished eating all the bread n bun, we rushed back home for preparing dinner. it's nice to have a good sis to company me and comforting my soul and food sharing too! :D

neighbourhood annual gathering

there is a annual gathering and celebration in our neighbourhood. bbb r so happy, coz they love satay :D i enjoyed the night, a very BIG family all sitting together and have fun! we didnt win any luckydraw, but we makan lots of foods! :D

angel n eva

1st time taking pic in front of bkt31 :D

jom bersama sama~

the stage

yummy food.. the satay is so yummy! eat without peanut sauce

like the colorful jelly. very nice n soft combinations

bruce n sis. bruce is one of the committee members with his uniforms n half-opened eyes @_@

spot award love outing

24/7/09 friday 4pm+ left usj warehouse from the comm session, i went to saloon for hair treatment. reached home at 6:10pm, then laogong n i prepared ourselves for dinner at aeon bukit tinggi. laogong said, can paktor, n went for movie too. but tickets sold out, we went for dinner n window shopping only.

aloe vera fizzy drink + yogurt drink

buzy businessman. my favourite SE X1 and watch :p

mushroom and cheese baked seafood n rice at kim gary

this car is special - india TATA! laogong was so exciting when seeing this!

simple and easy love outing at here.. :)
after this, went back home n played with bbb.. miss them already :p

250709 friday

it's 12:12 am. angels n laogong r sleeping. oppss.. eva is coughing, she is not feeling well. i am in the middle of this big room, typing in the dark. feeling sleepy, but i felt to record my day.

dawn. received sms from a special someone asking 'how r u?' suddenly gary chao ge' new song - lonely man's lyric came across 'i am not okay~~' 'feel like myself is being destroying' this was my 2nd reply. in this early morning, i got new discovery n i got so many queries answered, n i got so many uncertainties.. after sharing my feeling with laogong. 1st time i found myself feeling so secured in laogong's arm. seriously, i am so tired of everything.. too many challenges for all my roles. many things are out of my plan or imagination. i got confused n down when my ideal model is not happening. anyway, thanks to the sms, at least, i was in someone's mind during the sms exchange 'i know i can go thru all the challenges :)'

so tired and so the blank, how i wish i could take a day off. but i cant. i chair a communication session with end user n vendors, n bosses r so wanted this to be happened. drove to usj warehouse, the office where i worked when i 1st joining this company. so many memories came to my mind. ya, this is also the only office both me n laogong working together :) ohhh no, we worked together at the internet cafe too! wow times fly, most happiest moments that time when we staying together at sunway n ampang. no worries n burden. reached usj late, didnt expect the traffic jam at the highway. joined my friends there we went for breakfast at summit. i ordered for roti telur+ bawang. when i heard ppl ordering thosai, 'ya hor, why i never order thosai? i dont eat roti ma..' but it was too late :~

final touched up to the presentation slides, then we went to shah alam for lunch before the comm session started. everything went well, 1st time met the vendors. n without further thinking, i commited myself to some additional job :p never mind la, kerja saja la. left the office around 5pm. in fact, i was feeling down. when i think of what i heard ppl telling about me 'apa michelle buat? she has nothing to do, everyday sitting there open facebook only'. tell u, i am so shocked n down about this. 1st, oh.. ppl noticed me and care about my performance. 2nd, why facebook? i am much ok if u told me i was always in my blog. coz facebook is not my main hang around site, n i can access facebook 'just a touch' with my iphone. ahhhh... apa saja la.. i do online like no body business during lunch time n after 6pm. during working hours, i wont sit there n online for long except do some fast internet banking transactions or just to take a short break, coz i need to clear my workload. but ppl see me online n dont check when i access internet then i got nothing much to say.

can u get my frustration? been trying hard to be a good mother n teacher to my children, but i got feedback abiut my children not so good attitude n their performance in the school 'need more time'. been wanting to be a good daughter, at least dont need to trouble my parents, but now i 1 family staying in parent house in weekdays just to accommodate my children study n safety. been loving loagong with my ocean deep love, n more feeling sharing, but somehow there is always conflict n misunderstanding. been wanting to make myself smile more, laugh out loud, n feeling happy from my heart, but i found myself look n feel tired n no more sunshine. sooo.. finally i chose my work as the part, where i have more confidence in, as long as i work hard then i would get some nice comment n rewards (spot award was a BIG surprise to me), but ending up, ppl see me spending time n work for facebook. this is the question i been asking 'what else? what's next?'

after left usj, thot to go giant shah alam to fetch sis. traffic jams made me lazy. so i headed back home. it was still early, laogong would leave the office at pm, i have no house key. then i decided to go to saloon to trim my hair, guess it wont be crowded in this friday evening. laogong called me right at the time when i wanted to leave the saloon. he said long time didnt go for a movie.. but both of us bringing laptops, so we met at home. after taking shower, we went back to aeon bukit tinggi for dinner. spent laogong this dinner, sempena my spot award :p i did celebrate this with sis, we went ktv. then i promised to buy toys to bbb when salary out. aiya, forgot about laogong. so we makan together just now n window shopping. we didnt go for movie, coz almost all the sessions were FULL.

reached home, saw bbb, i felt warm. never mind la, how hard the situation is, i still having my lovely bbb to support n cheer me up. so mummy needs to be strong n confident :) for those things that are beyond my control, keep the faith, anyhow, i am just being tested and trained to be better and to have more wisdoms ^_^ for friends who are really concern about me, thanks for your messages, feel blessed to have u :)

good nite lo. want to rest now. been coughing n feeling weak n low i spirit for this week. may all my dreams come true, 1st hopefully it would be the piano set that laogong n i seen at the shop. suitable for young learner like my royee boy! laogong got surprise 'wahh, u also know how to play ar?' yala, every saturday mummy learns do re mi too! :p after piano, wii? laogong's new car? no no no.. i hope i can get promoted with my own hard work, i want to shut off those 'cctv' in the office, kidding la :p i hope i can prove to myself, 'michelle, u r doing it right, u get what u working for' btw, thot to shut down my blog too! coz there are 'cctv' too! laogong said, ppl came here just to know about u n your family, that's it.. let them la.. (am still considering this :~)

sweetie pen-off @ 1:26am

it’s hurt, but any better way?

who want to ask for divorce in their marriages? if not that life forces for this hard decision?

1st sunday school

wanted to do this few months back.. but why this sunday? coz bbb were sooooo noisy at home! they are too free, they feel bored about their toys n educational dvds. then i found that they have bad attitudes that i afraid they gonna turn to be more naughtier if i just ignored their negative bahaviours. maybe, fighting n bully among siblings are common in childrenhood, but somehow, i want them to have positive mindset especially when treating and communicating with ppl. so, no more being lazy, i send them to sunday school at klang. surprisinly, they enjoyed it!

waiting for the singing session

teachers welcoming 3 new members :D shonejay angels!

the teacher trying to pronounce bbb's names correctly :p

welcoming n hand shaking with new friends

doing prayer.. my boy is serious in praying.. laogong loves this.

i like the sisters behind who hugging n do their prayers :)

after singing for nearly 40 min, then they go to their classes.. by age. age 3 n 4 are in the same class. since bbb attending kinder already, so no much problem to behave in the class. story telling and some activities.. mummy n daddy sitting in the class n teman them.. nope, mummy n daddy playing with their new phones :p

so every sunday, 11:30am - 1pm, i send them to the class. let them learn more about God and LOVE. hope after this, royee wont ask me 'mummy, where is the God?' mummy said 'up there' 'up? where? in the fan ar?' no la.. up there.. 'ceiling?' hmmm no no, u cant see God, God is in your heart 'ohh.. my heart?' hmmm.. i got this type of questions asked when i tell them story about adam n eve in the eden garden.. then angel would start 'ga ga.. shhhh ga ga' ya.. the snake :~ i need to study more about this topic in parenting books, how to answer children' questions about spiritual spirit.. ya.. i shoud.