11102012 Thursday

today I am woman in black. at 1st I wear a pink-purple dress, wonder why my bum bum look so big today (or everyday?) hehehe.. so I change to black shirt an black pant ^^



well, up and down in the office. feel frustrated when I work hard but end user still complaining. but as my boss said, this is all experience in the working environment. we learn the experience, we conquer the negative feeling then we grow and hopefully, get promoted with better income :p



ultimate goal is, get enough income to allow me travel more frequent. yesterday planned with sister where to go in this year end. hmmm.. end up we choose to stay at home and go out to kl shopping and food enjoying only @_@ high travel cost especially when we book the trip now for the coming holiday season.

this year end I have a lot to spend. children uniforms and day care expenses, transportation, school fee... endless list. so better be good and don't travel here and there and get myself in debt.



prepare this for the kinder children on their today concert rehearsal.



ya~ my gals are graduating very soon..

0910 Tuesday

let me put down some words to record my 'these few days'

am now in the train. work till 9pm and the work is still not done yet hmm.. seem like all the project popping up only in final quarter of the year ><




this morning wake up, got serious heart burn :( even now I am not feeling ok. the reason being is I ate few pieces of cucur udang before I sleep. my mum lo, fried yummy prawn kuih at 11pm+ and see her so happy offering the yummy food, I said 'no la, too late to eat, later gained weight' my mum replied 'haiyo, you never gained weight before meh? come la, fresh prawns aaa' so, I eaten the kuih, and got heart burn :( no time to digest la..



I just got a new haircut. hmm nice or not? let me share some comments with you..

angel - mummy~~ (then speechless @_@)

Eva - mummy, you really look so ugly.. zhen de (she stressed that she didn't tell lie)

royee - mummy, the previous hairstyle looks better :) (very sincere and sorry smile)

laogong - aiyo.. why you cut your hair like ah soh (he told this twice with 'sweet' and pity-you tone)

sis - very old lo~

my boss - it looks ok, just need time to get used this this look

colleague a - not to say ugly la, but.. never mind, you wash your hair everyday, let the hair grow longer then you can change the style again.. very fast one..

colleague b - (she said nothing, but an action of 'what?')

anyway, I just let the hairdresser auntie did what she want to on her birthday 7.10.2012. since she said wanted to change my look, ok la, hair does grow de ma :p

before I left the office, I seem myself look like Betty boob ooo..



of course the hairstyle, not the sexy body line :p

Tata! driving back home now.
21:37

Thursday night..

00:24 just finished chatting with my digo and mama.



just realised.. I didn't blog in day time! working quite hard in the office. work over lunch hour too! not to compete or anything, just feeling to help my end users to get their projects run smoothly. hopefully we have a good final quarter year end closing :)

keep it going!

flu still sticking with me :( the running nose is serious especially when I feel cold..



full of the tissue papers @_@ the cleaner kakak also know I am quite sick..



big roll of toilet tissue and small pack of facial tissue. I need tissue papers whenever I go. the nuts are meant to offer to my officemate when they come to my place chit chatting or business talk. I can't take coz sore throat.. 2 cups of hot tea to make myself warm. and I don't add in any sugar or milk.



something cheerful! sis bought me a pororo handphone casing. I like it when I seen it that day ^0^ my choice is the one in orange colour. the green one is cute! but not really practical to hand hold it. afraid the birdie wing spoil very soon :p

ok.. good night. Friday is here ^^



this is funny cute :p the gal asked the boy if he loves her. the boy said the moon represent his heart. so when the moon covered by the cloud 'now you don't love me anymore :~~~' this shows, girl likes to ask silly question..

and..


..right? :p



I laughed at this hahahha :D



a night of stars for you~

03102012 so sick

am so sick :( fever flu since yesterday. still go to work and stay back late in the office coz the never ending jobs are pending.



in the train, and having runny nose. the nose is red. my boss teasing me, saying I non stop playing trumpet in the office :p yesterday I finished off a box of 200 pcs tissue papers. today I bring a very nice flowery toilet paper to the office ^^

royee's bday photos are yet to r uploaded. now sharing with you the mooncake festival photos :)



see me in the dark? pic with kinder's headmistress and the children ^^


we have the gathering at banting church on Friday night.


Eva got prize for the colouring competition. children happily walk around the field and the classrooms with tanglung..


Angels playing games.. and we have BIG pao to eat too!



this is on Saturday.


mini party at bkt31


gals are big now, can help around ;)


makan time!


my mama and grandma and kaima ^^ red red ooo


4 children at home.


my mama bought them the tanglung, rm9.50 each! not cheap ooo..


posing before playing tanglung ^^


the nice tanglung are hanging..


and children play with the candles only @_@


yujet non stop blow the candle ;p


I serve yokurt to children too!


playing indoor games.. yujet's role is to tell the colours to the jie jie.. hehe normally this job is done by me >.<


boys are playing ball. see yujet jumping? ^^


I like this. sweet. my gogo dasao and yujet.


sis came back home from her in law family gathering when my gogo is about to leave..


hehhe grandma and baby shyuan ^^

simple gathering is warm and strengthen the relationship of family members :)

02102012 Tuesday

the train ticket not only increased the monthly ticket fee, but the train schedule changed too. and I missed the earlier train, sitting here to wait for the late train @_@



accident.. hmmm last night when I collected royee's birthday cake, a motorbike bang into my car. thank God, the uncle was ok, and I didn't get hurt too. ya, the car got hurt :( but.. that can be repaired with money and workmanship. human being cant be repaired to the original state if any body parts broken.



for all the money matters, protecting own right by hurting others, these all are not my principle of life. what I want is, I smile from my heart, I sleep well at night.






we needs to create laughters in daily routine. so we see things in different angles, we think out of the box.

oooo I just got in the train, and I am sleepy. wanna take a short nap. am having flu, dry throat :(



this is a strong message that spoke my feeling lately :( I know you love me and the family, but you don't see my contribution..

01102012 the 7th!

what is so special today?



today is my shonejay's 7 year old birthday ^^



my boy ^^



they make me a MOTHER..



and I have been a mother for 7 years.. and the years go on..



on today, I start my day back in my mama's house, taking care my angels and separate with my royee boy..



and today is the new rate of the monthly train ticket, from rm285 increased to rm320! hey, this has spoiled my today good mood!




hmmm... 3 months to go, then I will stay permanently in my own home sweet home..

grain of sand

我是一粒沙
藏在海边没什么特别
给日头晒 给风雨打
心里的辛苦有谁人知道

啊我是一粒沙
是千万粒里的一粒沙
日夜在等 日夜在看
不可能有人会注意到我

啊一粒沙 我是一粒沙
千万粒里的一粒沙
啊有一日耶稣找到我
讲我是祂的宝贝
祂实在在疼我

啊我是一粒沙
风吹雨打我也不怕
有主作我的力
有主看顾我
我是主宝贝的一粒沙

A Grain Of Sand the Taiwanese Christian song written by Pastor GT Lim was singing about we are all like a grain of sand in ten millions, hidden in the sea, burn by sun, beaten by wind blow & rain drop, nobody knows us, nobody understand how hard we felt deep down inside, until one day Jesus found us, He said to us we are His baby, His treasure and He loves us :)

http://youtu.be/JDu7GbGXzS0






^^