tuesday am

watch mummy's free show :p

angel pose this out of sudden. cute!

sometime they sit together one..

last nite angel wore a sock n sleep

my mum bought a dvd with chinese children songs

only royee concentrate watching. angel 70%. eva? hmm 15%?

hehe..

eva always follows camera one :p

kiss them good bye... then i go to work..

hitea with eric leong

design king

inpirations:

dont be kedekut to share your knowledge. u r learning while u r sharing. because what u r sharing is the old knowledge. at the same time, learn more by reading more. when u r not learning new things, then dont share your knowledge, coz ppl will easily overtake u.

take other ppl bad experience as lesson learn. try not get yourself involve in bad experience, coz to stand up from the bad situation, it takes time n sacrifice.

create your own branding. think of something that u can sell it of, your idea is only in the room or no value if u dont find way to sell it.

grap all the chances, dont refuse ppl or reject the chance, if you r not been paid. because u may get more for what is not been paying off.

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house deco tips:

dining room needs to put big mirror, it makes your house looks big n most important, double up your wealth

curtain must match with sofa or bed

bed room feature wall is the wall u put your bed head. hall feature wall is the 1st wall u see on the entrance

warm light for attention space eg living hall n dining table. white light for working space eg kitchen

if dont have enough budget, dont start doing kitchen 1st

no more than 3 wall colors at 1 room. unless it is for kinder. no blue n white in malaysia, it looks like balai polis

dont let your window wear mini skirt

lifestyle, feature wall, color scheme, furniture, lighting, soft furniture, deco, candle n flower - 8 elements for complete id.

no small deco. wild n simple deco

to build house nice - color n lighting. dont need renovate much

if u have limited budget, try to makeover the house instead of renovating it

dressing table near window to have natural balance day light. room for good sleeping only. soothing wall color n simple plain bed sheet to build sleeping mood.

door n door frame same color. dont need to focus on the wall, anyhow, it is just a wooden door

dont mix design concept in a house

olive green n blue wall color is for soothing purpose.

purple is suitable for baby age 0-3. dont use exciting color for active kids room. n cool color for quiet kids

kids room are tend to be messy. dont put everything in covered cabinet. the kids behaviour also would be covered

let kits choose their own furniture. let them learn to be decision maker from small. n they will more attach to the room

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i really enjoy this show. i really laugh till my eyes wet :p at the same time, i get inpired by his experience n story sharing. a humble guy. a easy, funny, yet, serious guy. whatever he been doing, is to achieve his final target or dream. as i shared with u last nite, when he said in age 37, he has achieved his dream, i think of u. i hope u really get what u want at age 30+ n when shonejay angels are big enough to share the joy with u ^_^

laogong, lets work together to achieve our goals n dreams. we cant jump up to be perfect in a day. may our dreams come true ^_^

sunglasses for sunny day!

cute ma? i love his lips. hohoho.. now the lips only belong mama akakakak..

the glasses royee wearing is Barbie girl glass. angel got it at sunway lagoon that day. ppl left it on the floor. i keep this glass in the car, so they play with it in the car only. i bought this sunglass. coz my eyes feel tired when i drive under hot sun. then royee saw me wearing it, he wear the kids's glass. kekeke.. cute!

shonejay and royee

want to take 2 royee pic

stand still

'come, royee plays with royee' when he seen this pic, he felt a bit confused or fear?

'why got 2 royee?' after this pic, i dont stop taking photo, carry him. i think, he didnt really understand the magic of mirror..

saturday am

our lovely n naughty bbb :p

royee.. kekeke..

mummy n shonejay angels. kakak snapped this pic for us ^_^
hehehe cute hor, eva holding angel's head

our stars say..

feel funny when i read royee bday - too concern on his outlook n wearing :p

choc day in the office~

got this on my table this morning. an entreprise department open day. we got free kit kat makan :p

i got this gift from hotlink employee contest. nice box!

red. hotlink relaunching program. more rewards!

inside the box

gold medal choc. olympic feel :p

when angel is sleeping...

eva buaikan angel. she acted like adult to sleepkan angel. felt funny to see her laying down n tangan tak cukup panjang. before this video clip, when eva heard angel crying, she ran to the room, like very kanjiong one. then sit down n buai angel. sooooooo cute!!!

eva disturbing angel, when she found out angel woke up already :p

habis angel. 'playing' by royee n eva :~

LOVE - from sis's post

爱～永远会想办法满足而不让心肝宝贝伤心难过

love - forever finding ways to satisfy your babe and dont let your babe sad

被爱～幸福包围而招架不住然而感到惭愧接受因为你是被爱的

beloved - surrounded by happiness and feel guilty to accept the ocean deep love

姐之录 ～ ［永远别跟家人吵翻，因为＇家＇永远是你的避风港而家人永远不会嫌弃你］

sis's quote - dont ever fight with your family, becouse 'home' is always your hiding place and family members would never ever leaving u

其他的家庭，我不清楚。 我只知道我非常的有幸出生在这家庭，当我爸妈的孩子和当我兄姐的妹妹，因为我感到我是个宝，他们永远会捧在手心的宝。

i donno about other family, i am so lucky to born in this family, to be my parents child, and to be my siblings' sister, because i got myself is a jewel, a jewel that always handle with care in their hands

- by pooh -

i love this. i hope my sis can really feel the love of the all of us. together with bruce. i hope one day, my sis n bruce can love their children as how our parents love us. we can only be good to ourselves, behave well, and work hard for better future to pay back our parents love. what parents want is not the money pay back from us, coz we would never ever can pay the money n the LOVE they contributed to us. we can only taking good care of ourselves, and be happy, n love our own n family.

am still, feeling warm n touched the way my mum fight for us, n the RM50K sponsorship from my dad for bkt31 house renovation. my mum lose her new car and japan trip because of this. my dad, i still remember the softness and smile in his eyes when he said this 'take the money, i dont want both of u worried about the spending, pls tell yushi, no more gifts from me for her chinese wedding ceremony. this rm50K, u all take it n make good use of it' the smile, his smile made me feel so touched n tears drop. it is not the rm50k, it is LOVE. i can feel the very strong wave of the ocean deep love when he asked me come, n talked to me all this. feel super happy for this, feel guilty for this.

papa n mama, i love u all! for the yesterday family gathering for yushi's marriage registration, papa put aside his busy schedule of his business, be so cooperative with our plans, greeting cards, makan makan, checked thru all the gifts that we gonna give. am so appreciate n thanks for your LOVE! i want to learn this from u all, n let my children feel the same in the future. as i always say, children with family support n love, are confident to meet the challenges in life. they are more happier, they think openly, they talk louder, they accept challenges, they are move lovely! they dont be jealous, they dont fight with others. coz they have support n everything from their family! so what else they wanna fight for?

i love my family! very really much! each of u. papa mama gogo digo mehmeh ^_^

and i am hoping, 1 day in the future, my shonejay angels can feel the same like what i am feeling now. be thankful ^_^

NOW!

this morning my colleague told me, her fren just dilivered a baby boy, normal delivery, then mummy n baby were safe. then dont know what's the cause, the mummy got bleeding, then drain out! then transfer blood to her body, now still in koma. afraid some of the body organs have gone no oxygen. this morning, have to go for another operation, to remove her womb. now, they suspect the womb was not kecut after the baby being delivered. this is the 2nd pregnancy, 1st bb boy is only 1 year 7 mth. feel very sad n shock to her this. it is not easy to deliver a baby, for a mother, she uses her own life to born another new life. gambling.. we dont know what's gonna happen when mothers r in labour room.. good or sad.. i hope, my colleague's friend, can get well after this. the children need her. n she, should be given the chance to stay with her own babies..

all for pooh n bruce ^_^

celebration for bruce n my sis's engagement for Tiew's family ^_^

ah-mak, papa, mama, kai-ma, gogo, da sao, digo, me, bruce, pooh, royee, angel, eva

(without u :~)

at banting bukit jugra beggar's chicken shop

sharing the pic n video clips on myfm bday celebration at genting

bruce n my kai-ma

my grandma n royee

cute cute royee boy n my digo

pooh n bruce - the married couple

'opening ceremony' by papa n mama

angelina~~

angel + pooh + bruce

beli durians.. superb!!

unwrapping gifts from siblings~

the card for them..

words from all of us..

pooh + wishes + golden ear rings from papa n mama

ps: no pic for eva n kakak, as they sit next to me, forgot to snap pic of them :(

got this reply sms from my sis.. "yaya i luv the gifts. let u all po4 fei le.. juz now i told bruce remember that u all ask him take good care of me, he said at that moment, he want to reply to u all that 'wo shenme dou hui zuo4 dao, zhi you yi yang zuo bu dao, na4 jiu shi wo bu neng rang yu shi slim xia lai, wo hui rang ta fei fei pang pang de' hehe" (everything i also can manage to do it, there is only 1 thing i cant be able to make it, there is to let yeeseew get slimmed down, i will let her fat fat white white).. hehhee i felt so touched n warm to read this.. my sincere wishes to them, happy wedding n loving each other, now n forever..

MYfm at genting highlands

the bus left at 1pm sharp! impressed!

the poster at genting


passing time at the garden



the VIP ticket

party time!

pic with MY-fm express (ppl grab the tickets at the back)

DJs n lil' MY on the stage

我结婚了！

hey happy 080808!! zhugong, am so excited rite now. last nite i couldnt sleep well, coz non stop thinking of my sis gonna get married today. ya, so happy for her! my sms to her at 08/08/2008 00:08 'an opening to the chapter of ever after :D congrates n enjoy this meaningful day of your life :D best wishes n best love to u n your beloved one :D '

mms that i received just now. they are now in klang hokkien association waiting for the big event. last nite i told my sis, the wedding gift am gonna give her is the express bus ticket to genting which cost rm8.30. then my sis said, no, all the expenses at genting gonna be on u! yes i dont want to let her know my preparation for her BIG day, i said no, only the bus ticket. then she said, am gonna to post in my blog, said 'my sis given me RM 8.30 GIFT for my wedding!'

hor! she is so bad oooo.. she didnt know that i also got contribution of the pooh flower bouquet ler. bruce called me n asked where to buy the little pooh. then i told him few places to look for it, then i also went around aeon bukit tinggi klang to look for pooh n contact bruce which shop have it ler. all on my sick leave ok! betul betul sick one, ok! by the way, am so happy for bruce to have the great idea on it!! great effort too, as he said, 'har? want to go one-utama ar? already went to many places already oooo' kekekee..

'我的手花美吗？'

' 我以为他没买手花，原来还有惊喜，最重要的是POOH来的！哈！很可爱，很喜欢！呵呵'

bruce sent me these photos. i found them soooo cute! only left 5 for the bigger pooh. then he asked me how? i said make it 8 lo. try to mix it. he said, where got ppl give 8 one. i said, 080808 ma.. 'u just simply say this to her la' kakakak.. i found this funny, bruce said 'why only left 5? why not 6? at least is half dozen ma..' i told him, dont make the flower bouquet too big, later my sis felt tired to carry it, then for sure she would raise her temper one.. hahahaha..

i found funny to see the lighter. as i told him, u dont only take pic of the pooh, u must let me know about the size. then lighter came out.. kekeke

loving pairs~

tomolo me n sis will go genting highlands for myFM 10 anniversary concert. this sunday tiew's family will have makan makan at bukit jugra beggar's chicken restaurant. welcome bruce as new member to tiew's family! hehehe.. surprises r coming up to my sis.. i want to let her know, my 'rm8.30 bus ticket' is gonna be her unforgettable wedding gift ^_^

happiness paradise

大象长长的鼻子正昂扬 全世界都举起了希望

孔雀旋转着碧丽辉煌 没有人能够永远沮丧

河马张开口吞掉了水草 烦恼都装进它的大肚量

老鹰带领着我们飞翔 更高更远更需要梦想

告诉你一个神秘的地方 一个孩子们的快乐天堂

跟人间一样的忙碌扰攘

有哭有笑当然也会有悲伤 我们拥有同样的阳光

last nite i sang this song for royee.. then my tears drop. before that, my eyes got wet, royee was staring at me. then when i finished the song, he asked me 'ni wei shen me ku?' (why u cry?) hmm in fact, i also donno why i cry. i said 'mummy is tired. then bb are naughty. always dont listen to mummy. 1 loves to pull friends down n throw diapers to the toilet bowl. 1 loves to crying for nothing, so noisy. 1 loves to pull down all the sofa seats. always dont listen to grandpa grandma. made kakak felt so tired. made mummy felt sad...' then royee kept quiet there. then he came close to me, n kissed my lips. then said 'mummy, we sing songs la' :)

the little boy. that's why ppl always say, no matter what your children have done. good or bad. just a simple action or few words, can make your heart melt. then everything seems to be alright. what he did in the afternoon, threw the diapers to the toilet bowl. my mum, kakak, n i trying to dig it up with this n that. dirty up ourselves. i drove out to banting town, looked for something that can solve this problem from 5 hardware shops. traditional hardware shops. hmmm everything for children, mummy can do it. choosing the steel wire with the uncle. the thick one. then asked his help to bend it for me.. rm2.40. went back home, kakak helped to dig, i hold the torch light. how dirty it was. got smell somemore. then finally, the heavy diaper is up, but yet, i need to use another penyepit from kitchen to take it. then finally, only fingers can close the case. i hold the shitty diapers with my hand :( can see royee face changed. hope he understood the reason we stopped him from throwing things to the toilet bowl. hold the diapers for few minutes, till kakak bring a plastic bag for me to throw it. then kakak wash the toilet. i went n wash my body....

laogong.. not easy to managing everything by my own.. quite tired for me to managing them, n at the same time, need to be busy for the new house, then need to please my parents n kakak (coz bbb are really naughty n energetic) then feel guilty for not bringing bbb to visit your parents. start checking kinder fee n day care center at klang, coz i need to check the budget. then am thinking also to bring children for music class, since they loves singing n dancing much. especially for royee. as my mum said, since your boy is happy with performing, then u can send him to right place to groom him. that's why, i want to move to bkt31 faster, at least, weekend i can send bbb to weekend classes without travelling far.

hope u can come back by the end of september. let us settle something here. i havent applied i-kad for kakak. i havent bought edu plans for bbb. i hope, more calls, more mails, more sms from u.. ^_^ miss u dearly.. i love u...

angels at aeon bukit tinggi klang

angel pulled the trolley near by and wanted to sit in the trolley. then kakak told me everytime when my mum brought them here, she uses the trolley to bring them. hehe..

Ducks Quack, Eagles Soar

am running report.. many reports to justify myself been working hard for this 0.5 year of 2008. hmmm.. i asked my supervisor, if we dont know how to justify our work, dont know how to fight for ourselves, means that we were not performing in the office? hmmm whatever, i dont want to be a duck, i want to be an eagle.. lets performing super well n prove to ppl, we r eagles!

"Stop complaining!Differentiate yourself from your competition. Don't be a duck. Be an eagle. Ducks quack and complain. Eagles soar above the crowd'' - Wayne Dyer

by the way, am thinking to stop working by year 2010, figuring out what can i do to earn money by working from home. i dont want to spend money for my transportation to the office, earn the salary, to pay the transportation fee for bbb to go to school (my colleague told me, her daughter private transport, rm120 every mth!) tuition class fees, maid, day care... hmmm it is ok for 1 child, if all the expenses to be times 3, wow! rm500 kinder monthly, pun sudah rm1500! hmmm.. unless, i can double up or triple up my salary now :p

ok.. let's stop here. continue preparing the info for my tomolo performance evaluation ^_^

singing time~

7 days in a week..

papa not in the house..

mouse steal oil... love his 'aiyo~!' keke

tomorrow is 080808

I am only one; but still I am one. I cannot do everything, but still I can do something

~ Helen Keller

plan to work early tomolo, so i can go back home early. then watch the 2008 china beijing olympic opening ceremony. see how la. hope bbb can sleep early tonite. n tak bising bising. last nite i was on mc, staying in the house, tiring ooo.. bbb non stop disturbing my sleep. kakak asked me to take medic, i said, 'kalau makan ubat sekarang, nanti mengantuk tapi tak dapat tidur' hmmm.. 8pm prepared them to sleep, they were too energetic. so i gave up. asked them to sit down the we sing n play games. playing london bridge is falling down, choo choo train, hammer hands, singing, dancing.. wow.. super dizzy! they were so enjoying! non stop laughing n kekekekke hahahha.. ok.. 9:30pm, semua kasik tidur.

after 'exercising' i felt fresh pula. called u n chat with u. 20 min, then the line cut off. took my medic, think of my sis gonna get married tomolo, so happy for her, then i called her up to ask about her preparation. hehehe can really feel she has mood for the marriage registration. as compared to last time, 'am not looking forward for 080808' :p this morning i received sms from her 'today is last day single, so, i want to tangkap boy to kiss liao. ho ho' kekeke still tak matured. this is my reply to her 'siao! hey after this u can have sex legally. having bb legally. talk loud loud bruce is mine! then u gonna change status to married. then pls be matured! hehehe' finally, my youngest sis getting married. kakak asked me if my sis gonna wear white gown on 080808, i told her, my sis? she said she wanna wear office wear to the ceremony ooo.. kakak pun gave me the BIG O look.. kekekeke...

thot to buy this for my sis n bruce. the quality tak ok

ok. am going for lunch at thai fair with my colleague. hmmm siam laksa, mango sticky rice, abc.. wow... tata~~

5pm update: just now i had thai laksa for my lunch. then packed a mango sticky rice n finished it during 3pm+ unofficial tea time :p hehhee yummy yummy~~~

rm5! compare to few years back rm2.50

mango sticky rice

just bought mango sticky rice from kl sentral thai fair. thinking of u. remember we were so enjoy eating mango sticky rice at serdang thai fair few years back. today i bought two sets. one for myself n one for my mum sharing with kakak. will ask recepi from my friend who went for thai cooking class. so next time i can make my own mango sticky rice during mango season :)

i miss u very much.. so much.. hope both of us get well soon. take care!