Angel's drawing

"Zhuzhu. Angel draw this very very serious one ler..sat there quiet and keep drawing by herself.. check the pic "

Thanks laogong for this sharing from sgbuloh :) can't wait to see my angels..

Another 2 days..

Bbb gonna be together again hohoho

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From Banting

Hmmm..

Hmmm suddenly got cirit birit.. Then flu pula.. ai..

Quiet Tuesday

如果超人会飞
那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界
会让我觉得好一些

拯救地球好累
虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没
因为超人不能有眼泪

Eating coconut bun, in the train, life goes on. 'wait wait wait wait.. gal gal ler?' 'i want mei mei, wo yao mei mei, wo yao mei mei!!' response from royee when he noticed angels are not around. Hmm killing me..

Miss my angels

... so much I been missing them, can't wait for Friday.. counting down days for angels to be back to me :( hoping laogong n in law can take good care of my angels..

Can I cry now? I am really exhausted physically.. mentally.. all sorts of pressure, I told sis, I gonna break down if things continue.. 持续下去，我会崩溃！

Rainbow

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

Bath bbb, made milk for them, then I left the house. Royee asked 'mummy, why u go to work? No school ma' today' angel said 'today is holiday' ya... How mummy wish today was holiday at work too :(

Sing 'somewhere over the rainbow' in the car once I left the house. Feeling down in fact, just feeling soooo tired to all those daily schedule. Saw bbb sleeping so sweet at bkt31 last night, 3 little angels, how I wish I could stay back n didn't disturb them. hmmm..

A brand new day, I should stop feeling not ok, need my spirit n stamina back. Ya! I saw rainbow at banting!! When I was singing the song, it made me feel 'recharged' ^_^ hope tonight I can have a sweet night with laogong :) we both seems like have lesser time to being together, both need to taking care the house n bbb, both need private moments n spaces too. Hmm 2 tired working couple n parents.

Jesus in the jungle

妈咪叫angel祷告后睡觉，＂我不要祷告后睡觉＂为什么？
＂耶稣不在，耶稣在森林里面，给老虎咬了，流很多血。去医院医生帮耶稣打针＂
耶稣死了吗？
＂死了。耶稣死了。又复活了，变成天使，飞飞飞，飞进我的心里了＂

mummy asked angel pray then sleep "I don't want pray then sleep" why?
"Jesus is not in, Jesus is in the jungle, tiger bites Jesus, Jesus bleeding. Go to the hospital, doctor jap Jesus" Jesus dies?
"dead already, Jesus dead already n alive becoming an angel, fly fly fly n fly into my heart"

Hmmmm macam macam.. Just now before angel fall asleep, "mummy, Jesus n Lord father being together" what are they doing? "they are sewing new shirts for us"

Oooo..

Tired..

I think I need to start realizing my dreams n wish list 1 by 1, I owe myself for all these things. Sit down n think what I wanna do for the next 20 years. Age 31, should have life schedule for myself, before I sink..

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Morning pic for laogong.

Not staying together..

Again, we separeted because of job location. Good thing for laogong is he can see his mum frequently. Me alone with my papa mama n bbb, still manageble. Children growing up, they can play together or watching tv without my companion. I try to slot in myself for bed time story or good night songs. Now waiting for the new maid to come, then I will have more time to do my things n company children.

My mama is ok now, she can walk without support. She went to saloon for her nice haircut. She asked me to snap a pic of her to post on net hehe. Forgot to take la.. Gonna have a big bday party for my mama in July at bkt31. Hope new maid can reach by the time, then we don't need to be so kelam kabut. My kaima has gone back home, she started walking with support. Best bday gift for this pair of sisters :D

Miss my laogong so much.. This weekend no music class, no Sunday school, laogong suggested to go melacca day trip. Bbb loves chicken rice so much, we can bring them to try the round chicken rice ball ^_^

Best wishes to arpu for her new house n new job. can only exchange SMS with her, since she has no access to Internet at the new housing area. Must be suffering hehe :p

Best health to everyone! Gambatte!!

Left at no.09

My mind still left at last weekend nature exploring trip @_@ miss eveything about the trip..

2nd day morning at the hotel, bbb gonna breaking down the small house :P

Nice apple green maxis car

Laogong dropped by to buy keropok, way back also we dropped by to buy :p

Completed taman negara canopy walk journey. Proud of them!!! Singing row row row a boat.. :p

3rd day. Eva playing alone while gogo n jie jie were sleeping

At temerloh

We r now in green park hotel, playing music for bbb to sleep. Kids har, they r so sleepy n tired, but when they r having gang har, especially at new place, non stop jumping here n there. Want them to rest well coz I can expect tomorrow gonna be tiring trip for them at taman negara. Just now at gunung senyum dah tak boleh tahan :)

So far, they r enjoying the trip, non stop saying wanted to go to the cave n the jungle. Papa mama feel tired too, need to make sure sufficient plain water n food for bbb.

Morning 10am we left bkt31.

Posing for ah yi.. Ah yi working today

Eva

Angel

Royee

Mummy n angel

'mummy counts 1-10 har, I want to see u all hold your wawa n chou chou har, 1..2..3...'

harh!! I can see someone's panty...

Very quicky angel covered her panty :p

Mummy needs to have lots of ideas, patience to entertain bbb, so they won't fight, cry, be cranky in the journey. Hmmmm see them happy, tired also feel worthy.. 1 day a mummy, forever a mummy ^_^

Total flat :p cute eva ^_^

Traveling

This morning I asked bbb 'do u want to go traveling?' 'yes!!'

Eva: mummy, travel is hot or cold?
Mummy: travel can be hot or cold, depends on where we r going to
Royee: what is traveling?
Mummy: traveling is we go visiting places, see the world n gain knowledge about the place. So u all want to go hot or cold place?
Bbb: coolll!!
Angel: when we go cold place we need to bring umbrella
Mummy: hmm when we go to cold place we don't bring umbrella but we wear sweater, long sleeve shirts. I let papa know har we want to go cold place..
Royee: yippie! We can see igloo lo!
Mummy: baby, cannot la, igloo too far la, igloo at polar bear there, very far, we have no enough holidays to go there (n no budget too :p)
Royee: ooo no igloo ooo
Eva: no igloo then where is cold place ler?
Mummy: we plan if something la.. Maybe we go hill or see animals

Hmmm wanted to being bbb out, but mummy is tired :( exhausted lately. Can't wait for the new maid to come..

Mummy, ni' xin ku le~

昨夜，angel 的一句 'mummy, 你辛苦了' 让我回味直今:)

Last night, when I was busy packing some home class material in the study room, rushing back to Banting coz it was late, out of sudden I heard this 'mummy, ni' xin ku le' angel mentioned it. Normally we teling this to ppl who have contributed or putting effort, we appreciate the kindness n say 'u r tired/ putting much effort' sort of direct translation.

I paused a while when I heard that. N she repeated the phrase again. I mention this a lot to the teachers who work so hard to taking care so many children n so many other things to be settled; to sis who was taking care my mum for a hectic week.. But now, my gal can see my hardwork to them n the family :p feeling great with her thankful heart :)

But.. Hmm.. Bcoz of surprise, I didn't know how to answer, I said 'ya, mummy xin ku le' hmm found myself I bit :$ ya, I need 'sample answer for dummy' :( thank God, angel gave me another chance to have 'nicer' answer, when she went down n saw me preparing milk for them, again she said 'mummy~ ni' xin ku le ooo' 'xie xie ni', ni' ye xin ku le, wo men yiqi jia you oo' (thank you, u too, xin ku le, let's gambatte together) :p

caiyo, caiyo, caiyo! :D I just can't help myself falling in love truly deeply madly to my lovely shonejay angels :*

Ps:

Visiting my kai ma at the hospital on saturday, her knee operation shall be held today.

Tiring Friday

Ya Friday, n this Friday I work half day. Just now walked together with boss to the train station, talked about my mum, children.. Hmm he asked 'why u never submit the job rotation for 12 months request' I told him I was afraid of the work location, don't know where assigned to' in fact, am waiting for internal vacancy which I can work closer to klang. Coz tiring ooooo travelling everyday. Travelling n taking care children hmmm. Boss said not easy, we all need to work, pressure from job, then at the same time need to taking care family, children. Hmmm. Keep this in my heart, today As told me 'u will get pay for all the good things u do today, just the matter of time' ^_^ inspiring..

This morning got call from hospital, doctor talked to me regarding my god ma knee operation. Confirmed next monday or the latest Tuesday they will do the surgery. Hope after this, daily life gets easier n better for god ma when she can walk well. Ya! I shall take her before n after pic :p later go hospital

Tomolo we will go to kinder for report cards, see what comments I gonna get har :p I need to ask teachers something too, want to know children learning attitude in the class. About the result, how many abc 123 they learnt, am not really care coz I believe that, when bbb have good attitude n behaviour in learning, sooner of later they can master those academy subjects ^_^ strengthen the base first.

In the train now, wishing I can travel to some other place, really need a rest n peaceful mind.




Found this in my phone photo album, don't know what games bbb playing.. Ya, hod nice it gonna be if I can go to White n cool place..

Superhero^^

Nite taken my blood pressure, 133/95 what's wrong with me? Gone so high the bp n I was in rest mode hmm.. My body n mental are in hypertension? Hmmm been wanting gateway, release myself to the freedom. Tired recently..


Wish I can be in true happiness with no worries n other ppl worries that bothering me..


Freedom..


Superhero for myself ^^

Eva's mummy

Recently Eva likes to draw mummy de face n body, on the paper, on the wet sand, in the air.







So when the kinder tag the below pic in my facebook, with question 'this is? Human? Airplane?' I know this is from eva, n she made 'mummy' :) I did ask angel who did this, she told me Eva did it. Then I asked angel 'what did u make?' she said 'long long long snake!' :p



Feel touched b thankful for children skill build up. To other ppl, all those childish drawing n singing n actions are silly or funny, but to parents n reachers who go thru the process from zero to something, we feel proud of the children. That's why, my eyes got wetty in the parents day celebration in the church last Sunday. From singing to lord's prayer to actions, u can see smile in parents' eyes when they children made it to their level best!

Tonight, I may teach bbb to draw animals step by step. I have an application in my iPhone installed, let's together learn how to draw animals, mummy is lacking in drawing :p gambatte!

Today is Wednesday

Slept at 2am last nite, after cleaning the house, it was 12am+ papa non stop saying 'it's ok, I can sweep n mop the floor tomorrow morning, u don't need clean the house' hmmm I sweep n mop the floor then I got backache, guess papa will feel the pain too if he clean the house. I am 30 n he is 60, never mind la, I am young enough to take the burden n rest less.

Before falling asleep, check sis's blog post n facebook for bbb kinder updates. This is the todo list for a sister n mummy :) tired oooo but in order to do more, treasure more memory n special moments, I need to maximize my time.

Some pictures print screen from kinder facebook..



Angel n the team


Eva n the team


Angel - I guess


Like this - not all scars show, not all wounds heal..