love outing - the malacca straits

1st time i went up here. very nice view. but, can only snapped the pic with my handphone :( more pic in laogong's camera, yet to copy the pictures as my collection...

selat melaka

the guy said, we can see 1 melaka from here

i love the colour combination!

i love this pic :p under BIG HOT sun! sweating ooo..

laogong taking the sky n the sea pic..

hmm a bit 'song' carrying my bag :S

i like this bijih bijih.. see very nice, too bright for the pic

cotton wool candy from the hotel.. laogong given it to me.. sweet~

love outing at The Legend Water Chalets

well.. i didnt know about this booking until i reached there. this love outing prepared by my lovely laogong, sempena our paktor 8 years anniversary ^_^ ya, bbb left at home. bad bad parents :p it was a surprise when i got in the room, love it! but, my camera battery kong, so, all pictures snapped by using my mobile phone. more photos to share in next post ^_^ happy sharing~

The Legend Water Chalets Honeymoon Promotion
1 night Accommodation in Deluxe / Executive Water Chalet - no. 099 ^_^
Welcome Drinks for 2 persons - hmm didnt notice it, cant remember.. ooo maybe laogong had it when he went for the check-in
Daily Breakfast for 2 persons - yup, i enjoyed eating the wheat n pandan toast n ommelette
1 Candle Light Set Dinner (Western) for 2 persons - no candle, but got special seat arrangement, nice starter :)
Fruit Basket or Heart Shape Cookies - we got the yummy cookies in heart shape container
1 Set of Crabtree & Evelyn Jojoba Set - i love the smell! going to buy big set for myself

1 Bottle of Sparkling Juice - we took bath, then wear kimono, n drink it together.. cooling~!

Mystery Gift for 2 persons - something for aromatheraphy n the heart-shaped pillows?
Late Check Out Subject to availability - we checked out on time to jalan jalan at PD

surprised to see this :)

me n laogong took bath together before we checked-out the room xoxo

from the shower room..

rose on dressing table

nice right?

love spirit boost up when see these things.. kekeke

laogong loves the kimono

bed of love~

roses

sparkling juice

it smells good

i didnt touch the roses oooo

^_^

another shoot

Heart Shape Cookies n mistery gift

view from the room

from outside to inside

1 Set of Crabtree & Evelyn Jojoba Set

transformation

year 2005 - 1st pregnancy, daughter in law, thea family, 1st car, 1st house

year 2006 - mama for a boy then twin angels joining the fun n joy

year 2007 - a house owner, a working mama, a house wife, cleaning washing tiring happy
year 2008 - laogong away from home, handling families issues, bkt31, maid

year 2009 Q1 - transformed mindset, change n adapt to changes

within these 4 years, i have gone matured. my mindset n thought do change.

changes?

my silly laughters reduced, smile of happiness n satisfaction increased ^_^

my tears increased, my relationship with God closer, be more thankful for what i am having :)

my weight increased - working to reduce it - last year end till now, static to 5kg lost :S malunya

cloth sizes increased - 1 size reduced so far ^_^

skin less firm - more lotions, cocoa butter, looking for suitable treatments

panda eyes, less sleep, less rest, more NO! - because of bbb

my hair shorter n shorter - just started to keep it longer

expenses on skincare increased - need richer nutrien n all the firming, toning, lift up :S

started taking supplement hmmm..

face mask - weekly

perfume, color on lips - sometime need those cosmetic things to build confidence

from adventure trip, to the sky n the sea

from night person, to sunny sweetie ~@~

from a quiet gal, to talkative mummy --- comment from my brother :S

from more pictures, to more words - choice of book

from blue to red to green - favorite color

plain water to warm plain water n hot green tea

knowledge, experience, wisdom grow everyday

being stronger n stronger - told my friend, once become mother, then the sky is the limit :p

anything remains the same?

love n respect to parents n siblings

caring to friends n ppl around

still an angel ^0^- laogong non stop mentioning this, he feels pressure to do naughty things :p

love this universal, love the life journey, love laogong :*

love to share, love to observe, love to learn, love books n songs, photography, love new tech

oh ya.. from y2002 till now - maxis maxis maxis :p - loyalty subscriber n employee! (hope we can get good rebate for new lauching 3G iPhone :p tomolo is the launch~)

what now?

ya.. march ending.. i think, i am ready to step forward, to the age of 30! ^_^ aiya, suddenly wrinkle issue came to my mind :( takpe la, as long as everyday can kiss my shonejay angels bbb soft skin, nice smell, cute faces, lovely actions, wetty kisses :p warm hug, chances for me to learn patience n time management, trained my heart muscle :p no la, i just simply love my bbb so much!

would be on leave tomolo, papa mama will travel to china, so as what my colleague said 'happy holiday, be a good mother ya!' hehe.. i am a good mother, who only hit children with my own hands - no rotan, let's together feel the pain ^_^

永恒 eternity

尘埃的旅行 谁摄影过它辗转的轨迹

上帝的呼吸 动作轻轻地让人们苏醒

计算着世纪 谁能告诉我永恒在哪里

天上的恒星 就是上帝给我们的指引

时间的河流 细水如何长流

人世间有太多贪求需要被拯救

未来的光景 谁能永垂不朽

失去了灵魂像梦游 尘埃瞬间就腐朽

listening to this song, a lovely peaceful song. love it. last nite was the 3rd night i saw a sky of stars~ had been hoping to see stars for months. then last week n last nite i have seen them. how i wish i can stop the car n look up to the sky in the stary night. laogong asked me last nite, why dont u just stopped at the roadside? hmmm i would much prefer to see the stars at the seaside. i hope, this coming love outing, it would be a starry night *********

i told laogong this. the stars are always there. just we cant see them n we dont see them. then we chase the stars, we look around for the best spot to see the starry stars (googled it, best spot is at africa, need further study). in fact, the stars are there, but we continue chasing. when we see stars, we feel happy n peaceful. in our lives, the happiness are there right beside us, surrounding us, we dont see them or we tend to neglect or ignore them, then we thot we dont have the happiness, then we go n look for it. when we are busy, just like the daylight covering the stars, why dont we settle down, turn our mood to peaceful quiet night, like the day turn to the night, then we would see the stars.

be humble, be thankful, treasure what we are having.. then let God bring us eternity love ^_^

10 things to do during earth hour

Here are ten different ways to spend Earth Hour and reduce your greenhouse gas emissions:
1. Gather family & friends for a night picnic

2. Dine in one of the many Earth Hour participating restaurants by candlelight

3. Organise a family night playing board games

4. Throw an Earth Hour street party with your neighbours

5. Arrange a house party lit by torches

6. Take the dog for a night walk

7. Hand write a letter to loved one by lantern

8. Sit in the dark and share stories

9. Read a book using a book light

10. Share a romantic night in with your loved one

got this from forwarded mail. yes. 28/3/09 a special day, my papa's bday, my paktor anniversary n earth hour - global event! will do number 10 with laogong in our love outing - dont know where, as this outing planned by laogong :p i like number 7 suggestion ^_^

no beginning and no end

what is wedding ring?

A wedding band is a symbol of marriage. When worn as part of a pair, it symbolizes the bond two people share, the solid, enduring, endless bond that connects them even when they're apart.

The wedding ring shows the combining of 2 people who have fell in love and set there hearts to only eachother. The importance of the ring shows that "Hey I'm married and have a wonderful Husband/Wife" The ring shows dedication to eachother, and true, strong love that sadly some people neglect and throw away something that is so beautiful which is love.That is the importance of a wedding ring my friend. ~Jessica Edgell

yup. i have lost my anniversary ring. not the 1st wedding ring. laogong left his wedding ring in cyberview lodge resort last year. then he bought a new pair of rings last year end for our 5th year anniversary. n now, i lost the anniversary ring. i dont know how this happen, coz the ring was always on my finger, never play around it or left it. so frustrated right? my maid kakak has been looking for it in the room n the house, she claimed, banyak kali saya cari tak jumpa.. so today is 3rd day, i also dont want to bother about it, maybe the ring will pop up 1 day.

think of what u learned from the master shifu in PEP program, everything happens is with hint and signal to you, if u r sensitive n alert enough, u can see, actually even the tiny normal thing happening around, is leading to a final picture of God's plan or your success plan. so, the ring just gone missing while i was wearing it. i have not losing so much weight recently until my ring loose off itself. what's the subtain meaning for this happening. hmmm i didnt feel annoying when the ring is with me, but now i feel uneasy, without the ring. my hand seems to be lighten. bcoz of the ring carried responsibility n burden?

so let's think. lost ring. it's time to have a BIG diamond ring? :p hmm.. is time for me to have quiet moment n rethink of my current relationship? i need to reconsider my marriage? huh.. anyway, just let it be no ring. we dont need a ring to tell us i am married as i dont bring my marriage cert with me either. let's fully concentrate on being a good mother. sometime, i feel tired to handle both roles - mother n wife. especially when both roles need my full attention n demanding. it's time, for me to rest. slow down my steps.

anyhow, a ring is with symbolic meaning to me which my heart attaches with which man. so next time, i will take time to think, when i want the ring to be on my finger. when i am ready to fall in love again ^_^ thus, i would much happy to hear this 'would u marry me?' when the next ring of mine comes to me :) can open to anyone who is interested to commit with me this super sensitive woman :p

change

laogong:

My watch small jarum jatuh ler…bad la…

michelle:

It’s time to change.

Jam rosak, tukar jam.

Cincin hilang, beli cincin.

Bini tak syiok, tukar bini

laogong:

Jam rosak can change,

Cincin hilang can buy another one,

Bini, tak boleh tukar..

Suami pun tak boleh

:) okay

friday lunch with laogong

looks nice

laogong loves this

1st time i tried japanese curry.. mummy's curry tastier :p

lunch date with laogong at suria klcc. we went to sakae sushi. makan makan, then i asked laogong, why dont we have lunch together every friday at klcc? laogong said ok, but the budget should come from both sides. i said 'of course! so 1 week we eat at restaurants, 1 week we eat at food court :p' hehehe.. laogong said, we can save money on our daily lunch n breakfast, then friday we can have good lunch. can try the restaurants 1 by 1 at suria klcc ^_^

kwsp beneficiary

at last i got this settled. the officer asked, 'kenapa anak dan adik saja.. mana suami?' ya, husband is not in the list, coz husband needs to take care of me ma.. then my money needs to be given to my children so they can take care of themselves. why to my sister? sister can help to take care my papa mama n bbb ma. n sister is always my sister, tak kira mati ke hidup. husband, hmmm the title can be changed. i didnt tell this to the officer, since he just wanted to verify if i am aware of what am i doing, so i told him 'duit bagi anak, anak jaga sendiri. duit bagi adik, adik jaga mak bapa, suami, boleh cari duit sendiri n jaga diri sendiri' the officer said, 'ya betul jugak, lelaki kan.. tapi, make sure suami u ada bagi u, kalau tak, siapa jaga u?' ya true also, who takes care of me? hmmm just hoping bbb love me lo..

laogong didnt feel very happy with my list. 'why my name is not in?, i give u more percentage u know' ya, u should give me more ma, coz i will take care our children what. definitely i wont take your money n simpan a guy ok :S btw, who knows later on, how u gonna update the list to replace the current list ooo. somemore didnt want to get the beneficiary name n % printed on your epf statement.

well, at least this update has been settled. n i hope we dont receive any forwarded mail to mentioned all our epf beneficiary name list gone with the system upgrade anymore. leceh.

contact pic

since nana asked me about the pic on what i wore yesterday, hehe nah, shared the pic with u. malu malu la.. the pic taken at kl sentral erl station. just after work, memang tired look :p

michie

contact pic for laogong's number, i took it last year end. with netops department uniform. since now i am not netops staff anymore, after the recent transformation reorg, then last nite, i took another new pic. hehe.. in the train.

from this to >>>> this ^_^

good morning ^_^

lets start this blog with a warm :D

today, my breakfast is soya bean milk + a lemongrass sweets

today, am going to see my new boss. ya, wearing a new shirt, am in blue and skirt with flowers pattern ^_^ just to cheer up myself. i hope my new boss is a good boss. a guy, i can work better with male supervisor than lady boss. however, i dont know my job scope n actual supervisor :S

today, i tell myself, to be strong n be happy no matter what. need to be healthy for myself. yesterday read about this, do everything for u 1st, then only think of the rest. if the 1st one is not alright, the rest will just gone to be not right.

today, i cried in the journey to the office, laogong lend his broad shoulder to me ^_^

today, is 03/03/2009. remember i was in PJ section 14 in year 1998. together with my banting friends, woan ling n chui fern, si ci, celebrated si ci's friend bday. ya, tomolo is chui fern's bday.

today, i want to work hard. less curi tulang :p need to clear many pending job before handover takes place. new boss called me yesterday, asked me to continue working, business as usual, n at the same time, preparing to move my workstation to other location at 20/3/09

today, i read this from indra's facebook feed 'love is forever no one can loose it' i like this. ya.. love is forever. but, is this forever love to be coming from a same person? hmm i would much prefer to get love from my parents, siblings, n shonejay angels.. percentage for unconditional love is much higher than husband-wife, bf-gf relationship.

today, i want to be talkative. laogong said, when i am non stop talking, very zhi-zha, means that i am happy. he likes to see that. hmmm.. later talk to much, irritates ppl pula :p

today, i want to be happy ^_^

wife vs gf

hb: can i have another wife?

me: can aa..

hb: why ler?

me: u want another one then go la..

hb: then u ler?

me: i want to be your gf.

hb: why gf? then u cannot make love with leng jai laogong lo..

me: so i wont expect much ma.. when i know u r not belong to me..

hb: do u love me?

me: hmm.

hb: but how? u r my wife, how to be gf?... ok ok, i know what u gonna tell me, divorce right?

me: ya.. i would much prefer to be your gf if u want to have another gal

hb: then children how?

me: children r mine. they follow me.

hb: then u how?

me: what how? i will look for another husband la..

hb: then me ler?

me: my bf la..

hb: then why u need another man?

me: i need a husband to take care me n children ma..

hb: then bf ler?

me: bf? hold hands, watch movie, makan makan, roses n gifts la..

hb: sex?

me: no sex.

hb: why cannot?

me: for u, cannot. coz u have another wife.

hb: for other bf?

me: if u r my husband, n i have a bf, sex can be happened if it is the time to happen..

hb: cannot! why i cannot have u n another wife?

me: i will get jealous..

hb: u dont be jealous la, u r no.1, i love u, i give u everything..

me: then why u need another wife?

hb: for fun :p i know u will let me have 2nd wife..

me: ya!...

hb: (staring at me) i know what u gonna to say.. (kissed me, to shut my mouth off)

hmm a bit childish n silly hor the conversation, especially it happened during sex. it didnt spoil my mood, but my tears dropped. hmmm afraid of losing him. might be. i always complained this, why u like to mention about 2nd wife at the moment when i am happy with u? hmmm.. anyway, it was a great night :* i thanked laogong after it, 'why?' 'coz i mentioned about making love these few days, then now u arranged it for me' 'no la, i love u..' ^_^ whatever la, as long as, he is now with me n am happy with him.. he treating me nice actually, except for the 2nd wife topic. told him that day, can u pls stop 2nd wife topic, i feel this irritates, if u have nomination, then bring her to me.. dont non stop mentioning. hmm..

that day laogong told me, 'if i had rm30k as my salary, i would give u rm20k monthly as your pocket money, it should be more than enough right?' 1st, this came to my mind 'wahhh 20k! can go japan with mehmeh lo~ hmm want to go few times a year or not?' then i diam.. 'dont have enough meh? i left only rm10k for my personal use n household things ooo' i :) at him.. hmm i am not a money-face person. i dont like money. but i like so many travel plans, so many dreams, so many things for bbb... for me, a good husband is not someone who can give me much money, i would prefer a husband who can give me his precious time n LOVE..

while walking to the office, thinking about rm20k, what i want to do with the money har? save some in the bank for bbb, then the rest, hmmm travel with mehmeh to japan n uk. then where else? what to do har? rm20k.. it seems a big amount for me currently.. anyway, when think of i got his 2/3 of income, felt happy also lo.. maybe he told me this when he didnt have this amount of salary, when he got it one day, i tak dapat apa apa pun.. ai..

still keeping laogong word 'i will do to my best, so u wont be willing to leave me in the future' he telling me this with his proud face. wondering what he was thinking, by giving me love or money? hmmm.. stop thinking all this 'if....' appreciate n treasure what am i having now then enough. to stop working in year 2010 still cant be confirmed, wasting time n brain cells to think of future promises :p

laogong, i love u..

my vday 2009

sis n i went to subang parade TGI Friday for our valentine's day celebration. a pre-celebration to make us happy before we expect something lovely dovey thingie from our hubbies :p hehe

cheesy yum yum at TGI Friday

salmon pasta.. love it!

grilled chicken breast

chocalate fudge cake

vday deco at subang parade ogawa booth

sis n i have ordered this.. for fun? :p

on the valentine's day.

berly's homemade chocalate to laogong

laogong chose the heart-shaped choc, and each of us taken half :*

my so called 'candle light vday meal' :p nice dim sum at klang bandar bukit tinggi

hubby was looking for angels slippers at the park.

the slippers left at the park hmmm a week before

this made me think of a man searching for his thing at the brighter room instead of the dark place where he lost the thing :S

no fear in love

主耶稣我感谢你 你的身体为我而舍

带我出黑暗进入光明国度 使我再次能看见

主耶稣我感谢你 你的宝血为我而流

宝贵十架上医治恩典涌流 使我完全得自由

宝贵十架的大能赐我生命 主耶稣我俯伏敬拜你

宝贵十架的救恩 是你所立的约 你的爱永远不会改变

am listening to this song. just reached the office a while ago. this morning me n laogong wearing the same brown color shirts ^_^ talking about the movie that we watched yesterday in the cinema 'the curious case of benjamin button' with the tagline 'Life isn't measured in minutes, but in moments'. i asked laogong what he got from the movie, he told me, few things, 1 of them was change the situation if u know it is not going to bring u happiness or not worth for trying. for me, i got this, existance of love for a man n a woman, timing are the crucial element to bring meaning and percentage of right feel towards the relationship.

smart laogong knew what i was thinking. yes, i think of the special him in my life. i shared some inner feeling to laogong this morning. no pressure no jealousy no hurt, thanks laogong. suddenly laogong mentioned 'if u know what u going to do will be a fault or failure, would u ever want to continue doing it?' let me guess, i think laogong is indirectly telling me, what he is always trying to do something special for me, or showing his love to me, most of the time, he flet disspointed. maybe of my attitude or he shows his love at wrong timing, or not at the way that i can accept n interpret. i didnt answer much to his question, i just said 'thomas edison never say he had failed 1000 times for creating the bulb, he told ppl he has found 1000 wrong ways of creating the bulb'

laogong smiled at me n left the train. just hoping he got what i was telling to convey to him. i hope he can understand more what i have been thinking n asking for. thanks for the movie, that brings good moment n inspirations to both of us. i just wanted to share this to laogong..

1 john 4:18: There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love

Quiet moment

3am+ eva asked for milk. Then till now, i been staying awake. Cant fall asleep hmm. Today need to reach the office earlier than normal day, coz i need to leave the office at 5pm so i can only manage to be at ah gong's house for prayer at 6 or 7pm.

Last nite i slept early, after buaikan bbb sleep. Was so tired. N i knew i was being moody to laogong. For nothing? Not really, just feeling down when he promised to sleepkan bb together with me, but he forgot? N reading papers in the hall. I was so tired n sleepy, both royee n angel were active still. Hmm i slept with black face to hubby. Didnt want his massage offer :( though i like his recent learnt body massage. Not when i am having down mood with him. Ai.

Will be on leave tomorrow. Hope the weather would be nice for the outdoor prayer n activity. Am still feeling not well, hope tomorrow weather wont make my flu n fever worse. Hate to being sick recently, coz i cant rest well at home, bbb can dance on my pillow while i sleep n rest, n afraid they kena from me then somemore tired to take care of them when they are sick.

Hubby told me 'u know why i dont like to read your blog? Coz they are negative, your posts made me down' hmm i dont think this is right, coz i do post many travel n bbb pictures n stories. Maybe it just an excuse for not visiting my blog. Hmm.. Whatever, i just want to keep record n memory here, n hope 1day, bbb can read my posts by their own :)

best valentine

love lies today

comes when u

wake up to find

that love still colours

your world thru family and frenz

who truly come and never fail to remember u

happy valentine's dear

'u r my best valentine. good nite sweet dreams' thanks, this sweethern my nite with full of uncertainty about my life, my love :)

cny day-14

cny deco at sunway pyramid

papa n royee

mama n royee

mama's shoes rm20, royee's shoes rm40 >.<

royee n papa

hehe

pasta de gohan

kids meal menu

like the color combination = bkt31 color theme :p

royee made his food order

the kid's meal

with free orange juice .. royee non stop asking about the cherry
this glass of juice, half glass gone to the table.. careless royee :(

free gift from the kid's set

pasta soup.. hmm kimchi? for hubby

baked rice with scallops n chicken.. yummy!!!

at popular book store

with his favorite barney

hubby won free movie ticket with this post :p

wearing spec for his barney

hehe smart barney n sunny baby :D