mid jan

good morning ^^ less than a month we going to celebrate Chinese New Year. no cny mood yet, this Friday I may go to petaling street with my colleague to buy some red cny deco for the office. hmm.. I may try to avoid snake graphic @_@



today breakfast - organic grains burger bun + fried egg with olive oil + fresh green :) and half of big Fuji apple. one set for myself then 1 set for my sis. hope we can stay healthy everyday ^_^ children drink the Dutch Lady low fat milk.

yesterday I cooked meatball + Chinese cabbage soup and sausages. supposed to be sweet and sour mixed vege sausage, can't find the tomato sauce. today, may cook celery + tofu soup and baked bean + fried eggs. dinner is simple, but homecook meal is always warm to eat :) even the white rice smells nicer ^0^



2 weeks staying with bbb day and night. everything seems news and challenging. hmmm really challenging. not only the daily housework, the everyday top news is shocking too @_@



sis said, your children are 7 years old, you have parenting problems still acceptable. my baby is yet to be 7mth, and she has given me headache! hahahha :D maybe you all always looking at this cutie baby you thought her was a cutie angel... she is a naughty bum bum who made her mother gone jealous, gone mad ^0^ too cheeky laa..



talking about my bbb. don't know where to start sharing their stories.. too many things that made me tired, shock, puzzled, helpless :~ very soon I gonna receive warning letter from the school for reaching school late. not only 1 letter, but 3!

lets share some morning stories..

don't want to wake up
wake up but don't want to get ready to school
ready to school but must be some books missing
siblings chatting happily without putting the socks and shoes on

when we are leaving the house 'mummy, I haven't wear panty!'
'mummy, I can't find my xxx teacher said must bring de!!!'
'mummy~ gogo bully me again!'
'mummy, I lost my pocket money!!'
'mummy, we haven't got out pocket money'
'mummy! I go to toilet 1st, can't hold anymore!!!'

all the above, normally happen at the dot you want to lock the door or even we are in the car! rushing to the school everyday. then there must be a lecturing session in the car. once they get down from the car, is either the gate is closing or the gate is closed! they walk to the guard house, putting down their names (so mummy can receive love letters from the school)..

stopping at the traffic light and feeling blank, normally a prayer made coz I really don't know when this rush hours be ended.. looking at the roadside stalls which selling yummy Chinese foods, everyday I tell myself 'one day I must try to taste them' so far, no chance yet. coz from the school, I rushing to the train station to catch the train...



playing the minuet, not only learn this so that I can practise with royee for the coming exam, I try to release some stress from the playing too. every night, I fall asleep coz I can't get my eyes open wide. yet still, I put hope on the next brand new day :)


I know I have not done enough. not wake up early enough. not prepare myself and children enough for this staying together. so putting effort to get everything settle down soon..



teacher asked, why children nowadays cannot sit still? not like last time when we were small, we jumped or ran only during games, won't be like hyperactive like my bbb now. think positively, children playing freely and smile wide, coz they feel secured with the environment and parents companion. so, let go and let them play.. (since I tak larat to non stop ask them to behave :~)



happy Tuesday!!

Friday!

good morning! ^0^ can't wait for the weekend. I want to sleep, I want to sew! day by day pass so pass, seems like once I open my eyes, I go in the bathroom then do ironing, then rushing to the school and the office... then meeting and meeting.. then standing in the train, reach home, 'any homework?' 'how's school?' 'pray and sleep' doing housework in my office wear, take bath then close my eyes.. then another day comes with the same routine @_@



morning 7am in the car..


photo being edited, or else you cant see their faces :p



normally bbb are sitting at the back at their appointed seat. now i get Eva to sit in front, coz we are always late to the school! so when we reach the office, it is either the auto-gate is closing.. or is about to close :~ so bbb need to get down the car fast with their super heavy bags! Eva always get down late, then she kelam kabut wanna to cry.. so, let her sit in front, at least I can help her to pull her bag.



not easy to take care 3 schooling children at bbb age. they are not tall enough to switch on the water heater for showering. so I need to run up to the room to switch on the heater, then run down to the kitchen again.. now I have a basket to put their panties and handkerchief, a place to keep their towel, and a drawer for their socks. at least, you won't hear this 'mummy, I don't wear panty..' 'mummy, I can't find clean socks!' or standing nakedly outside the bathroom and sneezing @_@



way to go till they can get themselves get ready to the school without my help. my colleague told me, sometime he not even know his children have gone out to the school. of course, he got a maid helper at home, and the children are in secondary school. i envy the scene. although I enjoy what I am doing now :p



today I have a seat in the train, so now I am blogging with easy mood. yesterday, I was standing for an hour with mid-high heel. standing at the doorstop coz the coach was packed! once reach te station, I felt so tired. but still, I climbed up the 45 staircases and got myself out from the station and walked for 10min to my office. once reached my workstation, my backpain, my legs sore... @_@ before starting work, already got heavy workout.

sis asked me, have you adapted to the days in bkt31? ya, I am ok at the home, the route to the school and the office, the hectic routine.. but one thing is, I am lacking on rest time, my body is tired.. but then, so far, my weight is still maintain :~ no bonus I got from the tiring routine. Ai seh...



happy Friday!

10012013 love~

am in the train, heading home happily ^0^ just received call from my mama, tonight she again overnight at our house, the best thing is, she cooks curry chicken for dinner tonight!

blessed to have loving parents who really care about the family and children. I am going to be 34, but still my mum is taking care and worry about me. when I work late, she calls. when I move out from the family house and stay with my bbb, she comes and said 'I come your house to be free maid' I feel so guilty @_@ at the same time, I feel so warm and thankful for the helping hands and yummy foods!



I am greedy, I want my papa and mama to be the best of their health, so they can stay longer, so I can continue to feel their warmth of bonding love! my mum didn't sleep last night, she did housework and cook breakfast for us. I felt so embarrass for this :~ wanted to spend time to chat with her, less than 10min, I just can't make my eyes open wide.. with guilty heart, I went up to my room and sleep..



this morning, again I seen this pic. the precious moments, the touch, the heart warming catch.. a simple pic that brings lots of love and hope. parent love - always hold the children with care..


I was tired. after I sent pic to laogong, I clean the room and slept. this morning when I saw the reply, my feeling was mixed. not easy for a parent to stay away from their children. you work hard away from home, I guess, family love is the only thing can really keep you moving.



when I said - papa wants a pic of you.. they pose like this..


can you pls show your happy face?


.. start pushing and arguing >_<


'I just want a pic to show your faces, can you be cooperative?'


hmmm.. not easy to handle my children now :( lately, I am always at my peak of voice tone @_@



guess, my sis can't control her temper too when come to handle 3 big and 1 small babies :~



this devil doll is not easy to handle! too cheeky..



inner peace.. ya.. I need that, and of course, I need quality sleep please!!!

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above pic icons are my lately look :~ exhausted. adapting myself to the hectic morning and tiring night. busy at work busy at home.



yesterday we got a Christmas and new year party. above is my gift exchange preparation ^^


everyone got a nice paper clip. I like it. lots of design.


we have colourful marshmallow


cakes and fruits


rambutan and guava that we bought from chow kit road..


these are all the side dishes.. the main course is chicken chop + pasta + mushroom soup + garlic bread + wedges.. my homemade jelly too!



this sweet gal for my gift ^^ she is the event planner for this party! btw, my tummy looks bloated big!



I got gift from this long hair guy too~


opening speech by the host. see me at the back?



look like ah soh pose huh @_@



these makcik makan at the corner.. so mesra and relaxing~ I ate quite a lot too :p at my own workstation :p



ehehe group pic of gorgeous ladies ^0^

yesterday, I have changed from a lady boss to a man boss. last time I like to work with man boss, coz men are more easy going and normally they turn big issues to no issue. lately, maybe my previous lady boss and ex lady boss are quite ok, so now I am ok to work under gal supervision. now change it again. hope everything gonna be alright.



my handmade stuff :D

00:46

i can't fall asleep, coz morning I taken a cup of black coffee. better blog now before my time allocation for others in the tight schedule :p



this is what happened to pororo when pororo hit the sub of the day ^0^



lunch time we went to chow kit road to buy fresh fruits. 1st time been there. the watermelon is rm3 per kg. the one we picked was 7kg. too expensive to buy. we asked for discount, the uncle didn't want to give, so we left the stall. then uncle said no money then don't ask, ask already then don't want to buy.. @_@



I bought 10 Fuji apples and banana back home for sis and bbb. for my office, we bought 4kg of rambutan, guava, apples and banana. quite expensive for all. rm30 for 6kg of banana.


we bought the fruits for today party. our team in charged for fruits and marshmallows chocolate dip. special order for my crystal jelly too.



pic shown royee and angel argued about the school library. angel said the rack 2-3 is for standard 2 and 3 students. royee said 2-3 means standard 2 3rd class. I feel angel is right. I like to see the way they chit chatting :)

made bbb sleep already 10pm. then only I start making the jelly. at the same time I clean the kitchen and do laundry. 11pm+ wanted to sleep after taking warm shower. then only realised, I forgot about the party gift exchange!



come out this lanyard! the clay bee done by my sis. previously I ordered this for myself. coz bee is my department mascot.



since I have not prepared any gift, so I get whatever materials that I am having for this last minute god preparation >,<


well, don't forget we have @sunny market, we deliver happiness and love :D so we don't have anything except gift box and all the gift stuff :p hope the lucky bee like this :D

well, I shall force myself to sleep, as I need to wake up at 5am @_@ we leave the house at 6.45am and need to reach the school by 7.15am. I am lacking of sleep, once I got in the train, I sleep till the destination! tired ooo... no chance to rest as housework is non stop! 1:05 good night ~



btw, this is the pororo @ the afternoon. no hands and broken hats :( pororo doesn't suit for handphone ear plug hmm...

无助的当下

多雨的冬季总算过去
天空微露淡蓝的晴
我在早晨清新的阳光里
看着当时写的日记
原来爱曾给我美丽心情
像一面深遂的风景
那深爱过他却受伤的心
丰富了人生的记忆
只有苍天曾给过的心
才了解 等待中的甜蜜
也只有被辜负而长夜流过泪的心
才能 明白这也是种运气
让他永远记得曾经有一个人
给过完完整整的爱情
那曾经爱着他的心情
有一股傻傻的勇气
当我安安心心的走在明天里
有不后悔美丽的心情