2nd of July ^^

Good morning!


Breakfast for you! :D guess sis will again complain me on her breakfast coz overcooked the wrap :p "you want me to die because I am too noisy? or you are too rushing in the morning and you just left the wrap on the pan har?" See la, no thank you note from her but complain much on the 'little bit' darker wrap ^0^



This pic shows how Nepal children go to the school. They take risk everyday for their education opportunity. Look at my children, they take all the gifted luxury convenience for granted. Every morning I seems to be a roaring lion and ROAR!!!

Yesterday when I reached the school, teacher on duty checked her watch, then became cheer lady and got angel to walk faster "faster faster, today you are not late!" Teacher must be 'proud' coz the problematic trio are not late - for today :p

Today, another 'blessed' moment. We are late actually. The gate is closing. When the guard auntie saw us, she stopped the closing gate, so children manage to get in without putting names on the record book. Somehow, after 6 months, the guard auntie 'knows as well' too >_< haiya, I am so malu la! Embarrassing myself every school day!




Today is parent teacher meeting day. I don't have additional leave to go to the school. Have an important meeting too in the morning. Then I got laogong to go to the school. Well, let him feel what I have been through is good too! I told laogong we try not to be - absent parents in children life. All the big and small event and occasion of their lives.



So.. Hope today laogong can share with me 'good' comments from teachers of bbb :p last year, when royee was at standard 1, the class teacher said "his result is good, he is good in study, but..." Very long story after the amazing 'but' :D I guess, same opening for today dialogue too hehe.



Love my children. When everyday I complain about my children this and that, after watching the video clip last night, talking about a lady lost her children "when my sister came and complained about her teenager was not behaved, I told her 'no matter how naughty your child is, he is still alive staying with you, you still have chance to educate and guide them to the righteous, for me, I have no chance to talk to my children anymore'" this touched my heart. Why we want to spending time complain and give up our children when we are having chance to change the situation?



I have lost contact with my handmade world @_@ as for now, my focus is on my children character building, learning new skill at work, and looking forward to my coming travel trip. I definitely need to rest at ME time.

Happy Tuesday!

1st of July

Just done this..





While watching this inspiring story sharing.. How this woman gone through difficulties in her life - lost a 3 year old child, then ex husband, then lately, a very good daughter of her.



Trying to snap my berpeluh peluh look.. Btw, my eyes brow made me look so fierce hor



This one acted sweet kakaka :D anyway, feel refresh after sweat myself out

Hehehe.. For your information, sis and I are staying under the same roof.. But we message and calling each other everyday :p









Good night!

23:16 tonight my laogong is at home! :p

2806 busy brain

Today suppose to be a super busy day for me at work. After a dramatic start of the day with my bbb, I brain cells are busy cramping my head..



Since last week, angel been saying dont want to go to school. Until today only I know the real reason behind. She couldn't find her 2nd mathematic activity book and teacher punished her.

In the car, I telling them this sentimentally 'you all don't trust mummy. All happy, unhappy, good or bad stories, sharing, punishment you all don't share with mummy. If there is any problem, you keep it in your heart, then you try to escape the problem. Why can't you share with mummy and we solve it together? we seek for help together? We pray together? Mummy is so closed relationship with you and you can't share with me, then who else you want to share your story with?'

This is sad. To me, this means that I failed in mother's role to gain my children trust and I can't give them sense of security to protect them.

After sending them to the school. I turned back home to look for the book. 'thank God!' I said this with my watery eyes. ya I found it. So I drove back to the school. My effort is not pampering my girl. I just wanted to let my children know, as long as you share your problem with me, I try my level best to solve it for you in a good and right way.

After few layers of registration and school stamp chop and teacher signature, finally I got in Angel's class and the class teacher talked to me. Quite long..



Basically, angel is in her own world. She doesn't have sense of urgency, worrying.. She is 'unstable' in mental and emotional control. So sometime you see her very good and happy, sometime she is so sentimental and dramatic @_@ many stories in the class teachers shared with me, she can't even wait for the actual parent-teacher meeting day >_<



Well, every challenge in life is a learning path to us. I am not a medical student, but I have chance to learn more on those professional knowledge through my children medical treatment. My china sis in law always saying this to her friends 'my dasao teaching and taking care children in scientific way' ya, become non-licensed doctor kakakaka :D

See how la. let me settle today office work. Today have a 5km walk. Hope I can make it tonight, as last night reaching home late, standing next to the treadmill, 'shall I spend 1 hour to get myself sweat out then another 30min to cool down or I go to sleep and have better focus the next day?' So I choose to sleep :p got do legs stretching and carried dumbbell la for a while only ^0^



Have a peaceful Friday :)

2706 back to school!

After few days off days due to serious haze condition, today children are back to school in a mummy-gone-mad morning @_@

The boy complained his tumble lost. Then complained about me not giving him water to drink, he would die because of thirst! Siao! Thought of being a good mummy didn't want to scold children in he morning, after few rounds of complaint - hey! You didn't bring your bottles back then you complain about me not giving you water? Go and look for other bottle and prepare for gal gal as well!

hoh!! After scolding the boy, went up to the room, seeing 2 girls were still sleeping >< crying to wake up, crying not to go to the school, crying for dont know what reason.



Last last you see thing like this. Yes, after 5 offdays, the girl doesn't want to go to the school because of not doing homework.



Last night when I was mopping the floor, she was so relaxing, stretching legs exercise and reading comics!



After borrowing pencil and eraser from the siblings, I written all answer for her, she copied then we finally reached the school 'on time'. Teacher somemore checked her watch to make sure the time it 'on the dot'. Hohhh!!!



Just hoping they have a happy childhood with lots of freedom and words from mummy >_<



So, what's new today? When I parked my car at train station, walking to buy ticket, I heard lady shouting! I thought of someone stealing her handbag and ran away. But it didn't seem that way, the girl was starring the ran away motorbike with angry faces. When I went near to the lady 'you know why I scolded the man?' I have no idea, coz I saw her purse was with her.

'The guy was masturbating his dick on his bike!!' Oh! Shocking answer. 'Haiya! Why can see girls passing by and do this thing at the roadside, go back home watch the porn cd better la, the girls are more sexier la'

In fact, we need to beware of this. As I told my sis, what if one day the guy comes and disturbs girls? Hmmm.. The lady said 'when I scold him, he smiled at me somemore. Then I scolded louder then only he ran away'..



Hope today will be another good day :) these few days i got bad headache, need to use medicated oil that serious, as I can't take pain killer. Night time I sleep not well. Always wake up around 4am. Work stress I guess. Tomorrow will be the final day then this project complete! Hope for smooth ending of this project, then I can continue to complete another mega project.



Happy Thursday :)

blue sky

如果我的祝福
能够让你不再感到孤独
这属于春天的音符
我最美的祝福
是送给你成长的礼物
如果我的付出
能够让你不再傍惶无助
我愿将所有的希望
化成亮丽的阳光
照亮你心灵最深处
爱就是对明天的期待
对生命的关怀
擦亮你心窗抹去尘埃
喔你将会看见
窗外依然有蓝天



Sometime, there are someone in our circle of friends are facing some difficulty or not so happy situation which we dont know until we catch up with them or they come to us. Sometime when we send out a simple message to friends 'Hi, how are you?' The replies from friends might be different.

Sometime, normal chit chatting between friends can lead to more serious stories of our friends. So what I am trying to say is, we might not be able to meet up our friends often, but we shouldn't stop messaging or checkin our friends latest update. I admit, in this effort, I am not good enough, always telling myself I am busy with my family and children, in fact, a simple message sending out is less than a minute.




Lately I have a friend who is facing complication in marriage. Shocking news to me on what she has been going through. I don't know how to help her out, so I seek guidance from my cell group members. They given me few numbers.



Today if you come across my blog. If you or your family and friends are having some personal or family or mental concerns that need someone professional to listen to, you can try the above numbers. If you search on web, they are many counseling units provide help and free consultation to needy. The above numbers are part of the big group.



Am happy my friend follow up to the psychiatric and seek professional advise. From her sharing, she understands her own condition better and this is somehow calm herself to move forward. Women need to love ourselves, sometime we hide our not so happy stories down in our hearts. This is not right. In fact, it is not easy to face all the sadness alone. I have gone through some not so alright journey, sometime in the midnight, still staying in fear and crying alone. I told my friend, I might see the psychiatric too when it is necessary, sometime, our sadness or fear just need a professional end :)



Remember, rainbow is always come after the rain. Then you see sunshine too. The purpose of this post is, stop get depression or frustrated with your current living, if it is not up to your satisfaction level, go out and share your stories with girl friends as they might have 1001 similar stories to share with you, from there you see how other people facing their difficulty. Or, if more serious condition that need professional advisor, you can try those non profitable units or paid clinic to help you through the challenging path of life.

Thank you. Hehe. Finish reporting on what I been wanted to share. Reaching station. Tata!



Don't forget to love yourself!

25062013 haze tue

Are you wearing mask?


This is the cutie pie version of mask model :D



Not easy to snap the cutie pie version


Sis hold both of her hands.. But end up she pulled the mask off from her face


Frustrated. She would wonder why all my house adult are crazy for whatsoever reasons ^0^



This is ganas version!

Today the school is off too. Get laogong to send bbb to day care center. Non stop reminding them don't go for outdoor play. Wearing mask and drink plenty of water.

Last night me and bbb were talking non sense and laughing non stop on my bed. Suddenly we felt suffocated. Double checked if all the windows were closed. Then royee told papa we were feeling not ok. Laogong brought in the room this..



The air refresher. So I asked children fast went to sleep. Sleep enough, not easy to get sick in this bad weather. So, this air refresher working hard in the room and glow in the night. Feel better after that. No wonder some of my colleagues are looking for air purifier units.

My mama took care bbb yesterday - the special haze holiday. See the spoil brat doing what in the mall..



They went to the bookstore..


I know, they ate a lot of nice foods..



Companied my mama go for foot massage.



This article talking about - parents loving each other, children won't be suffer. When you complain about your children are naughty, not behave well.. Have you ever ask yourself 'how's your relationship with your spouse?'

Last night, when setting up the air refresher, laogong talking something which I feel not comfortable. Before I slept, I said this to him 'can you please respect me in front of children?' Hmmm.. Sometime we forget or take advantage for not treating our family members with good manner and respect. This is not right. Ppl feel more worse when being hurt by closed family and friends. Ai..



Hoping one day, laogong can see my value in his life. Sayang me like how he loving and caring me when I was his sweetie cutie pie ><


Have a good day! My face started feeling itchy here and there. The air quality is not ok :( I seen my friend got red eyes too! This morning Eva complaining her chest pain..

Hope we see clearer sky soon.

Bad haze day

Children off day coz of bad haze condition in klang valley..


Sis sent me this. Her friend snapped in kl.


This is the pic my colleague helped me to snap to reply to my sis. This is the window side from my workstation.

Now am in the train. Once the train open to let passenger drop off, we smell the haze as feeling not comfortable. Look at outside, very blur view. I hope, school will be off tomorrow. Worry about those children and teachers working in open space area.

Dry cough. Laogong is down with fever and sore throat. Thanks to mama to help me take care bbb today. Or else I would bring bbb to day care.



See this book cover in fb. If you didn't get hurt, you don't know what happiness is :)

Stop typing. Once get down the train I non stop coughing and not ok to breath.

Sat dinner

@dragon I






We ordered quite a long list. My purpose of this meal is to release my 'frustration' of being a working mother in some 'tired moment' :p


Pic by my mum


Shyuan and grandma


Before food served, the little devil doll must sleep 1st :p



Pic grabbed from my sis wechat


Ya, we used all these pictures to let Digo jealous kekekke..


Refreshing desserts ;)


My mama likes to snap pic and collage the pic then upload to Facebook.



So we got pic like this..


And this grabbed from mum's fb



Old old pic of angels... Can you imagine round faces like this..



Can become this? :p

Am in ballet dancing studio. Feel so sleepy @_@ haze condition is worse today :~