lavender night

hehehe.. am blogging now with no face expression :p


in face mask now - lavender aroma that shooting your hectic feeling :)

today morning 10am - 12+pm meeting for system integration. not easy to integrate 2 big systems, once the requirements set not right at the 1st stage, then we gonna waste, money, resources hmm.. this week every morning we have this same meeting, but only today I sit in for full period :p



out from the meeting room. I was so thirsty and hungry. so happy to see the apple + orange juice is ready for me :D thanks to my officemates ^^ with cute little banana served!


I went to cafe nearby to buy this fried kueh tiew. walked around the cafe, no idea what to eat. this is the reason why, I like to bring my mama homecook lunch box. less one headache for deciding what to eat for lunch.

I eat the lunch in front of my laptop. I read my sewing tutorial for my 2nd project. see, even this is a step by step week to week project I also can't complete the homework on time, luckily I didn't enrol for any course in university as per my previous plan. hmm...

right after lunch time, I gave my officemate some on job training, so I can handover my jobs as per the new org chart. then, finished my 2 cute little bananas, I went for another on job training, which I learned new scopes from other ppl. so, one day gone!



so hungry at 6+pm I went to chicken rice shop for single meal. wanted to go back home eat mama homecook also can't stand of the hunger. aiks..



royee eats junk food while waiting for bruce uncle to pack him dinner..


sis told me, royee has changed the seat arrangement. from the last row lonely boy - coz his friend transferred to another school, to now, 1st row and sitting next to the class monitor. in fact, he always being instructed by teachers to carry books to the teachers office. maybe he looks strong? :D



and ya, royee got promotion today! hehe become team leader :D well, if you see above conversation, my children are concern on grade abc for the homework, coz mummy's limit is - no c, d, f! put more attention is completing the homework, so you can A or B. coz if you opt for A, if miss something, then you get B. if you get C, means that you only opt for B. this is unacceptable. but then, I didn't punish them if them bring C back home la. I only say 'hmmm, pls work harder ok? mummy doesn't like my baby to get C'. for exam marks, I want them to have above 60%. coz you cannot tell me you everyday go to school, not even learning half of what teacher teaching. cruel? hmmm, I just want to have some positive pressure to my children, so they be responsible on what they need to take serious on.




ok, time is up for my mask. I want to sleep lo~ tomorrow is Friday, just now laogong complained he got no personal time after taking care royee. so I suggested to set every friday night is our paktor night. go out for movie, or eat some nice foods.. just few hours without children. hehehe wonder if I would use the time slot to buy weekend glocery hahahha :D

food night ooo..



angel pic @ kinder :)

23022012 Thursday

every wednesday night I call laogong or royee, remind them to wear t-shirt for royee's exercise class. children bags are heavy, even adults carry also feel the load :(



I told sister this portion was too big for royee. he cannot be overweight, coz he got asthma..



heart broken when I see the pic. baby boy sleep at the restaurant, while waiting for bruce uncle to finish the food. must be a tiring day.

yesterday my 2 gals were busy too. joining the crew for music video shooting.



this is a local gospel songs album. ep is not mistaken. so, the 2 gals and their kinder friends, helping on part of the video shooting. nice experience for them. blessed to have the chance to offering ourselves to the Lord ^^









小小的梦想能成就大事
只要仰望天父的力量
小小的梦想能改变世界
带来明天的盼望





耶和华是我们的力量
同心来为主传扬来发光
前面的道路全然交给他
他必同在使我们刚强
小小的梦想能成就大事
只要仰望天父的力量
小小的梦想能改变世界
带来明天的盼望

22022012

many 2s for today date ^^ so fast, feb end then march is coming...


comfort zone. been thinking about changes, step out of my comfort zone - career and as a woman with roles of a wife, mother, daughter, in law, sister, auntie, friend...



with a new hairstyle - really short at back! hope some changes can be made..

with the new org chart, my immediate supervisor has changed, together with my 2nd level supervisor. job scope slightly different.. new team member joining in, but I am still partnering with the same kakak :) in terms of distribution of workload, haven't got to know yet. yesterday we meet up with the new lady boss, hope things go well ^^




I like this pic. doreen - my office kawan baik :) big sister or mummy? to me :p ohhhh.. yesterday she said I gained weight, she saw my big tummy :( ok! I need to redeem my valentine's day gift from laogong - a pair of sport shoes! my previous sport shoes total spoiled! so that was the reason for me to stop exercising and go workout outdoor :p now, cannot already la, yesterday see my pic ppl candid one, ohhh.. not mentioning about double chins, double faces I would said - coz skins not firm, dropping la :<~

ok, this weekend I will go buying sport shoes. then be a good student to finish my 1st sewing project, which half of the class students have been submitted weeks ago :(



not nice, but 1st attempt :p

since 1.3.2012 coming, royee exam week. this weekend I am gonna be a good mummy to do revision with him :)



see the dirty shirt :(

maybe, I will try some new recipe too! hehehe..

happy Wednesday ya!!!

21022012

aloha!! good morning tuesday!


this is yesterday breakfast..



today am having the same :D

FYI, i am quite fussy on my food intake. ya, I know you won't agree with it when you see my body size kekekke :p what I mean is, I have food that I don't eat, or I have some diet habits that many ppl don't know. for example, breakfast like the above, I fried the egg with no oil, then I don't put any sauce for my the bread + egg. maybe this is because of I take organic vege or fruits juice in the office for nearly 2 years, so I get to use to eat food original taste ^^

since small, I dont like my fried egg with soy sauce. my mum knows about it, she always prepare a plain one for me. I drink coffee or tea with no sugar added. I don't take condensed milk. so my milo (few times a year), nestum, oats are normally plain or add only milk powder or soya powder.

I don't eat pork much since I was in secondary school, depends on how you cut it and cook it. I don't eat duck meat at all. recent years, I eat only chicken breast, and lately taking drumstick. but also depends on the cooking style, coz I can't stand on 'meat smell'. of course, fish is my all time favourite!



tauhu + mushroom - my LOVE!

I don't eat fresh pineapple. recent years, I don't eat rambutan as well. durian is my favourite, can eat it like normal meal - 3 meals a days :p I don't eat cherry on the cake as deco, but i like all other berries flavoured ice cream and drinks.

that's all for now.. the more I put it down, the less makan geng am gonna get. now, office Chinese geng also I seldom join for makan besar, coz I don't eat pork, I don't eat internal organs.. feel no good to join them, later they need to accommodate what I eat, order steamed chicken, I eat a little bit.. Ai.. trouble ppl only. in law always prepare me fish. at least, I will eat :p or, I will cook and bring my own foods hehehe..



soy sauce chicken. I cook this for cny makan at my in laws house. they eat the chicken, I eat the curry leaves. I am curry leaves fan!

hehe.. sharing this in my blog, hopefully my laogong can't read about it, then don't offer me or prepare food for me with what I dont eat. want to reject afraid if hurt your heart, accept it, my heart get hurt too :p

heart-ship

一颗心可以承受多沉的重量？
一颗心可以承载多少的不堪回首？
一颗心可以包容多少次的对不起？
一颗心可以消化多懊恼的错中复杂？
一颗心可以容量多少的泪珠儿？
一颗心可以有多少次的缝缝补补？
一颗心可以容许多少的重复掀开？
一颗心可以替换多真挚的情意？
一颗心可以付出平等收回？
一颗心可以解放束缚然后自由飞翔？

一颗心，就再也不是那一颗心。

Wednesday

yup another 2days am going to meet my royee boy ^^ feeling is like when you were in love with your lover, can't wait to meet up, but this can't-wait-for-it is more stronger and added in with worries :)

morning breakfast with team members, easy morning to chit chatting and enjoy very nice breakfast.


my order - vegetarian something :p


with egg plants, button mushroom, tomato.. olive oil? greenish colour. very nice taste. it cost rm rm7-8. with black coffee too.


my colleague's club sandwich with beef bacon. like the colours ^^


few ppl asked about the acv hair mask tip that I posted in Facebook. wahh, you get surprised there are many ppl out there reading your posts, but never leave any comments. so don't simply saying bad words kekeke :p look at the long hair, miss my long hair.. but am planing to go and cut my hair this weekend most probably.

today when i exchange messages with china sis in law, she is win newborn, she is just adapting herself in a new family with parents in law.. many feeling an stories that she shared, reminds me about what I had gone through. happy or sad, all is part of our growing to be a better person ^^ it is happy to share with her about my feeling, coz we both have the same story background ^^

we too chat about baby boy full moon celebration. I plan to cook some dishes for my mum in law. polish the skill now, so in August, I can cook for my sis's too :D happening year actually, with babies and new roles to pay with.



let me introduce you.. this is baby eugene thea jen eu ^^ nice full english name, that given by his eldest bo mu - ME! :p thanks la, the parents in fact chosen this and get be involved in baby naming hehe.



well, am going to take care my sis's baby like my own baby after my sis finishes her maternity leave later on. I can't wait for it :D when everyday you rush back to see the baby changes everyday, play with the baby and touch the fragile silky smooth skin... ^^ well, I know I might be tired for taking care a baby at night, midnight crying for milk or any other reasons.. but come on, my mama and papa been doing this for my children for many years! my in law take care twin gals at one go for 10+ months! so, is time for me to have panda eyes with me for months, before we all move to bkt31 stay for good ^^



royee draw this for my sis - ah yi and baby ^^

tata! in putrajaya train station ^^

15022012 bday!

good morning Wednesday!


happy birthday to Arputha :D may all your dreams come true and always in the pink of health! :) I get eva to draw you this hehe...

some morning pic snap.















Eva



hope today is a good day. today we may have new org chart out in the office, may get a new boss, may have new job scope, my not be happy, may be challenging.. all these 'may be' shall bring me 'growth' ^^

will have breakfast with my team members soon. maybe this is the last meet up as a team, after this, new changes take place. wish for all the best ya!



again, happy birthday to February babies ^^ this message written by angel :)



miss my son so much! angel left her piglet in bkt31 after she collected her ballet class bag.

have a nice day!!

l.o.v.e.

happy love love day ya!!! :D






hmm.. not going to meet up laogong on 14.2, don't think I will get any love gift too. my valentine's day wish is 'one day we have a chance to hand hold hand at older stage ^^'

what I want for this love day? or I would like to say, what I want from the man I love and who loves me is (secret) ^^ there is something in my inner heart, only belongs to me..



wish you happy everyday :) enjoy your days with your love ones ^^ treasure what you are having, don't take things granted.. capture each of the special moments in your memory ^^

1102

good morning Saturday!


my thea nephew is doing sun bath :p so adorable! been missing him everyday. bought some cute plain colour cloth, want to challenge myself to sew him baby shirts :p

today royee's school is having replacement class for cny holiday. am thinking to prepare him lunch box so he can use mummy's homecook today :D



nowadays my sis has been appointed to be the official driver to royee :p so everyday after work, sis picks up royee from the childcare center. then have dinner together.



my sis supervised royee do homework. and guess what? sis and I also don't know how to answer the std1 malay language question >_<


I even mms to my Malay colleague to ask for the answer :p


my sis can't accept this. coz my son looked down at her 'do you know Malay language?' hahahah :D


after google images search and iPhone application downloaded.. finally we confirmed the answer ^0^

now I understand why there are lots of students in tuition centre and parents are 'willingly' pay the tuition fees. coz what children learn nowadays are different from our time. even for the very common maths, they have different way of solutions to come out with the answer. if you browse thru the activity books for primary school at the bookstore, you may get shocked! - to me, at least.



anyway, children have their own development pace, as parents, we need to be patient to them and guide them when it is necessary. for the above, this is angel's homework, 1st time I seen this. most of the character she written them reversed. she might be not focus at the time she completing this homework. so I SMS the teacher, to get angel to redo her homework.



sometime, we need to check if the child playing tricks or this is because of their age development. if you check each of the reversed writing, you find this is a 1-off writing, and the character is mirror reflection. so, this can be auto image generating when the child is writing. at age of 6, some children still need time to adjust this. everyone to work hard lo!



finally I got the drawing from the art class teacher on the drawing that royee won an award in Taiwan art exhibition ^^

zzz

02:37 am still awake @_@
don't know how to open my eyes in this communication session later on...



hmmm.. I like this design very much. cute dino with red tie and overall colour match.. well, syiok sendiri :p

ahhh... just finished a bottle of collagen, coz I don't want to scare ppl of in the office :(

hmmm... am worried about my sis who has been having fever for 5 days.. worried about her, and the little precious one...