night exercise

well, as I told my sis, this time, i am really putting effort in losing my weight. Cannot be lazy anymore since angels are going to be 3 years old, then I cannot always tell ppl, ‘ya, just after delivery of my twins’ this excuse, ppl wont entertain anymore, n I also feel embarrassed to tell la :p so what I want to do now, try to do some exercise n I am more prefer to detox my body toxin compare to stop eating those yummy food. I would go for more vege n fruits, fresh vege probably. Actually all these years I am not fancy much about oily food, sweet dessert.. so am still ok la.

Talking about exercise, after I got my sis exercise plan, I choose to do some of the exercise before I sleep. Started from Monday I been doing leg up n down 2 sides x 50 times. then sit up la, cross legs la, cycling la.. so last night, when I was doing those exercise on bed, royee looked at me ‘mummy, why your leg up n down up n down?’ ‘come la baby, we do it together, u follow mummy’ then royee followed, after few times, ‘mummy, I already stopped, u also stop la’ ‘ we need to count until number 50’ then he also counted for me ‘1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5.. 6.. 789587..’ his counting, made me kelam kabut :p

Then I start some abdomen exercise, then the boy started to buat hal. He put his baby barney on my belly, then cover by my shirt. ‘mummy, u gonna deliver baby~’ so when I started to count 123 he was jumping up n down next to me. when I counted 40+, then I need to make those sound like I was having contraction n baby gonna came out, then doctor royee came, ‘5 already?’ ‘...50!’ ‘wawawawawawawa:~~~~ see, got a baby barney!’ @_@ honestly, I was tired because of those exercise, this side 50 times, that part 50 times, n need to counted it loudly for this boy to learn numbers. Then final one, I did cross legs. ‘mummy, now u have 2 babies har’ royee put 1 doggie n 1 baby barney on my belly. Then he continued his jumping, I continue counting n exercising n then, delivered non identical twins! @_@ this time, I betul feel tired n sleepy already. ‘mummy, one more one more, I bring my barney papa come already’ ‘don’t want la, mummy is tired la, want to sleep already’ ‘then tomorrow we wawawawa again har’ thanks for this cute boy.
Last night, he slept with grandma ‘mummy, tonight I sleep with wai po, wai po is alone, midnight only I come here n sleep with u’ ya, he might be tired, he slept from night till the morning :p

gf vs girl friend

i am the type of person who believe in man n woman can be good friend. i mean pure friendship. but somehow, laogong always think that i would get mad when he contacts his girl friends. if they are betul betul kawan one, why u need to hide from me? i dont mind to see their pic, got to know their names, meet them, n know them. i definitely would respect my laogong's friends. laogong said, if i let u know, who knows u going to mad like lion n go n bite ppl. pls la, i wont roar if this is truly friendship, takde scandal or private affair. i am understanding person, though i am sensitive, but i can think ok!

i found this is unfair when laogong said, u r too sensitive, narrow minded, dont trust laogong, small air, made him afraid of me. pls, if u always make me feel secured then i wont think yang bukan bukan then go n disturb your feeling. your response made me suspect the simple issue. only u think i am so childish got no brain to think.

aaaahhh.. dont want to talk much, when read sis's post on her laogong also complaining about sis has changed before n after married, i think somehow this is unfair too. coz sis is always the same, memang like that la, very fast get mad, n very fast cooling down. ki siao one. but sis is a loving person with kind heart. hmmm our laogongs seem to start complaining about us when they never tell us what they want or what they are thinking. always keep things in the heart, when burst up, then start complaining. helo, our 'suggestion box' are always available for u all, but u all never tell anything but direct go n public out your dissatisfaction. fair meh? right way to maintaining our relationship meh? i would much prefer u ask for improvement 1st before u go n look for altenative solution n replacement. if u never tell us anything, how would u expect us to know all these while our attitude have caused issue to u wor..

huh.. dont want to talk much la. this morning only i told laogong, i dont want to put much time on u already la. never appreciate n get nice score one. recent month i only focus on improving our love relationship n understanding laogong more, i have neglected bbb. let time tells the true love is, dont need to talk so much. now, i want to give my love to my lovely shonejay angels :) whatever gf ke, girl friend ke, laogong goes n thinks of himself worth of not to hurt n lose me this angel lo as i rest the case to God ^_^

just now we were in the train, laogong checking the weather with his mobile phone. then he said, u dont have this one in your phone. i told him, i dont need to check weather forecast to set my mood. i just need to be happy for myself, if i am happy n feeling good, raining brings nice rhythm to me.. if i am not feeling alright, the bright sunshine hurts my eyes.

anyway, today i am in sunny day! :)

naughty wife

this morning, we left house late.. again! 3 days continuous we rushing to catch the 8:05am train. laogong drives like F1 guy, today 160-170.. this is scary, small cars big lorries all gave way to laogong, my heart beat went fast but i diam diam, closed my eyes, sat as easy as possible, do like nothing big deal. ya, we reached the station on time, we managed to catch 8:05am train. ngam ngam.

in the train, laogong started membebel 'is this fun? i dont know when we gonna meet in car accident if we continue do this' i smiled at him :) 'all the cars n lorries also scared of me, driving like mad ppl' to ease the tegang conversation, i said 'my laogong is F1 driver ma' 'can u next time ple wake up early? i already said, only 5 minutes for u to take shower, or else i leave the house without u. did i do that? i didnt! but can u pls wake up early or at least dont spend much time in the bath room?' then i acted cute la, sayng him here n there.. but can really see laogong face black lo.. :(

well, everyday i try to be early, i also know it is not worth for me to spend my precious life on the road. but i am so tired n sleepy ma. angels non stop taking turn to cry in the midnight, i dont sleep well. then before i take shower or leave the house, i must calm them down for not crying or being cranky, or else my papa n mama have hard time to prepare them to the kinder. 'not very early, 6:30am ok? at least i dont need to drive so fast, how fast u want me to challenge? 200?' hmmm.. 'ok la, i will wake up early ok, dont be angry anymore la..' 'u r so nottie, no one as nottie as u' no one meh? laogong la, but i diam diam la :p 'so, today u have something to post on your blog already lor' i said, 'i wont! i dont want to put your photo, dont want to write u more in my blog anymore, dont u notice that?' but.. now i am posting this blog :p

hmm.. i tell laogong this morning, i want to study related topic on children nighmares n crying at night. coz recently eva cries n shouted at night 'bu yao! bu yao!' (dont want! dont want!) n some other stories. maybe her nightmare reflects her daily emotion state. need to read more on this. then another thing, that day i went to royee's class, i can see all the nice drawing n writing from his classmates, means that he supposes to be okay to write n draw at this age. but till now, royee simply dirty up the paper n got no patience on writing n drawing. i need technique to guide him on this. at least, i want him to put attention on what he is doing. but, i think royee is more to speech. he talks very well n can catch new word by listening once. can memorize lyrics well too. good in imagination. hmmm need to read more on this..

tell laogong, i want to get ideas from homeschooling pages that i read to teach bbb at home. i found it is wasting of time for them to fight with each other at home for dvd, tv shows, toys, n mummy's attention. now, i only sing n story telling at night. see, if i can do something this weekend or not. plan to buy a pool for them to play at home since they love water so much. well, need to start putting more effort in children education n mindset development.

am a childish wife

just now called laogong asked him what time he wanted to go back home. he said later only talk la, when i asked somemore, 'hen chao (very noisy), i call u back later' hor! i am so noisy n so annoying hor! then i sms him, 'hen chao! hen chao! hen chao...! ya i know i am extra one, everything also imperfect compare to others, i know my value, dont need u to remind me' :( laogong replied 'ha ha. not la i am on the bid opening stage now la. have to do work la' then i continue being so wu liao 'yayaya.. only i got nothing to do sitting here update blog n disturb ppl. i am grass tepi jalan dont need to jaga also will grow up one, let ppl step one. i want to go back to the forest liao!' 'ha ha. you are so cute when get mad here' @_@

frankly speaking, i am bored here. office system freezed, i have pile of purchase doc need to be created, but, i have to wait till next week then only can clear all the job. so, i am free today. want to go back home early, but seem that laogong is busy at work now. hmm.. i know i am immatured, childish, n too senstive for everything. so many things, many love quarrels are started by me :( laogong said 'the more u jumping up, the more i want to disturb u' so everyday, i am riding on roller coaster hmmm.. i know, my childish n insecured attitude would scare laogong off as he always says 'dont make me afraid of u' :(

well, new beginning. i want to be a good wife n learn to be a lovely one. these few years, only concentrate on handling well 'mother' this role. i think, now i need to learn to be a good wife then :) so many things to learn ooo when we getting older n older.. hmm.. life journey.. luckily we have world wide web now, so sometime i can get 1 or 2 tips by browsing net with my blackberry phone while taking train or doing business in the toilet :D

would like to say sorry again to laogong n his friend, as yesterday i really did a very silly n stupid thing. i used 'friend finder' service to locate laogong when laogong went out with his friend. hor! the same place he was staying for hours, from morning till afternoon. 'what he was doing har?!' then i couldnt take it anymore, i called up laogong n asked 'where r u?!' 'kl lo' 'what kl? u r in klang, why u want to lie to me!' laogong also pening with me 'i am in kl, u find me la' then i find again lo, then i forwarded the result message to him 'it is klang!' then hubby also geram already 'if u believe that i have nothing to say, i can show u the restaurant bill' 'but why klang?' 'go n ask your maxis la!' then i was so angry for laogong cheating me.. so the geram! wanted to cry somemore! after few minutes, i tried it again, as i memang trust maxis service, at least for friend finder. OPPS!!! why this phone number? why it is not laogong's number? guess what, i been locating my laogong by using my phone number! STUPID me! then i tried it again with correct phone number, ya, it showed KL! i laughted out.. n felt soooooo sorry to laogong n his friend @_@

then as 'so called' angel me, sent sms to laogong n said sorry to him, something like this 'angry huh? not happy huh? i am sorry ok, i am not meant to disturb u.. forgive me ok?' then laogong diam diam didnt reply, then i continued 'i know i am childish, i am immatured, u dont be angry somemore la, or, i punish myself by walking back banting? putting more weight?' n all the childish act la. then laogong reply 'wait till me come back only talk' hmm.. last nite, i didnt tell laogong about i had wrong typing the phone number. then ask for forgiveness again, then laogong started la, 'u know, i call up customer service n scolded the guy nicely, within few minutes i can drive from klang to kl? if your system is not ok then dont sell the service... bla bla bla' then suddenly i laugh 'why laugh? very funny is it? i was so mad ok!' then i told the story la, then laogong SPEECHLESS! ok. i feel guilty on this. i feel sorry to spoil laogong's mood. i feel so pity to the customer center guy :( tell u, the friend finder service is very reliable as of now am using, only stupid n childish user like me would coz the disaster @_@

this morning in the train, laogong looked at me with his sarcastic look 'ya, i have another wife staying in the same area, easy for me to look for both of u! silly' then i :p 'if i want to do something, i will switch off the phone ok, dont need to let u non stop bugging me.. ya next time i should go oversea, so u cannot find me, happy?' then i :p again kekeke.. 'no no no, next time i buy u a ticket, u go oversea, then i stay n travel here.. ben ben de' ok la, sorry la. period coming my emotion got changes ok :p hehehe feel warm this morning when laogong kissed my cheek, lefn n right, n lips when he went to take lrt train. kekeke.. i am safe :D

ps: hey, i am not a careless ppl la, but why har, this time being so stupid @_@ getting old huh?

dear are u pregnant?

just got this question posted by arpu, my eyes opened wide when reading this. how come she got this question shooting to me? am i really look like pregnant? chubby face or growing tummy? i look much bigger size than before? hor~~~ so many question marks popping up! immediately i called up sis, 'mie~~~ my friend asked hor..' 'r u pregnant ar?' har?! how come sis got the same thought? 'hahahaha :D' hey, this is no joke lo, am now trying to lose weight, n already frustrated with only 5kg lost, then i got this question been asked, so what i have done is failed lo :~~~~ wawawawawa :~~~ 'u follow my exercise plan la' wahh! then sis said, 'no ma, your PD pic not bad ma, look young (hey, i am young ok!).. maybe she seen your old pic in my blog ler' hmm before sis hang the phone, somemore added 'hey, dont drink so many cup of tea ooo, no good for pregnant woman' 'ya, walk slowly, or else later pok gai' :S

came back to work station, got to know arpu read my blog, she thought the secret i mentioned in it is i got pregnant, as she assumes that hubby didnt want another baby.. aaaa.. lega sikit ok. u know, a bit phobia now, i used to get offered seat in the train u know if i wear the loose cloths.. last time i just ignored, if i was tired, then i thanked for the seat n just rest. normally i would say 'it's ok', then continue standing. but now, after some workout n food cutting, still got the offered seat, then i will betul betul need to follow sis's exercise plan lo :( (or continue eating more to release tension)

btw, arpu, thanks for reading my blog word by word n take it into your heart :D i dont get mad of the question, but i would get mad if bcoz u see my recent pic then only posted this question :p dear, i am not pregnant la (how i wish i was, i would definitely let u know before i posting it up to public :p) now, i have put the plan aside, since bbb are demanding more now, then commitment also higher, economy downturn somemore, laogong memang said he needs time to adapt himself as a father of 3. so, now i only concentrate on what i am having :) if we have extra money, then will go travelling with laogong to see the world (now starting with local trip 1st :p) then can have more toys n educational aids for children ^_^ in life, we get some, we lose some. so never mind la, sometime i do think that, if i have another bb, then i would continue staying at home, no time for myself n travel around the world. then laogong would be boring with my short hair, n high tone 'mummy is angry!' or 'No! n all the loose n faded color baju :p somemore, frankly, my body is getting old already :( sini sakit sana sakit. last nite, in the midnite, i asked royee to stand on the bed, then only i can carry him to the buai, somemore very slowly my action, afraid my back terpatah :( (wondering why suddenly want to sleep in the buai after so long he sleeps on mattress, hmm macam macam)

'Be more healthier for my husband's sake.I want him to live long. I want to go London with him in our old age. Imagine holding hand and walk in the London roads with white hair and beautiful smile :)' i love this, touched. and i had imagined my day when me n laogong, holding hand, walking slowly n see the world together ^_^

conclusion, i am not pregnant ya :D

under the dining table

weekend in the house. sis updating her blog. i just sitting beside. angel n eva attached with me. sisters sisters. i hope when angels grow up, they can love each other n have each other as companion. life long one. like me n my sis :)

btw, feel free to click >> here for the old singapore photos in my sis post. i miss those christmas trips so much!

what is eva looking at?

angel! angel is under the dining table..

eva non stop kekekekeke.. cute!

i heard angel kekeke.. then i looked down..

eva is under the dining table ^o^

eva n the borken hair rubber band

'mummy is angry!' then she malu malu.. cute giler!

angel is so happy carrying the phone

my lovely angelina n fat fat mummy
look at the wound. i asked her how she got that? she showed me how she pretended like superman, with 2 amrs spread wide, then 'huhuhu~ oh! pok! tong tong ooo' :(

yu jet 7mth

my nephew - yu jet

cute hor.. so adorable. in parents house, full of little jet's photos hehe. this is the 1 of them that stick on the family whiteboard. so fast, he is going to be 7 mth this week. yesterday dasao caome to my house to borrow pregnancy books, then sis asked 'har, ni you liao ar?' (u pregnant ar?)then dasao 'mei you la' (no la) kekeke.. dasao's friend want to borrow the chinese pregnancy books. then my bro said '2nd one? no la, 1st one already so kelam kabut already, let us settle with 1 1st then only think of the 2nd one' :p my bro asked me to keep all the pregnancy books nicely, so we can pass the book to friends n family from generation to generations.. wahh so nice hor, ppl pass things like golden chain la, ring la.. for me, i pass the books.. ok la, knowledge ma.. i like to share, the more we share, the more we learn ^_^ last week junie did suggest to me to put in my pregnancy stories in blog, so ppl can learn more knowledge n know the experience.. ya, but how to start ler ^_^

2929 loving day

tday is 0404.. we been attaching to each other 2929 days.. till date, i still loving u, more n more each day. today, i done something that i didnt know i would take it. now, i am feeling a bit not comfortable but yet, peaceful. just hoping everything would get back to normal as now it is still abonormal. hmmm just hoping, no more riding in roller coaster, no more disaster ahead. just want to be happy n thankful everyday.

my pregnancies tag

i like this tag. been thinking to do it for my 2 pregnacies. at last i have completed it :) shared the pregnancies n bbb baby pic which i had edited in year 2007 ^+^

1. WERE YOUR PREGNANCIES PLANNED?
1st: yes. was trying for 4 mth
2nd: yes. we dont want to have big age gap between children, no protection after 1st pregnancy

2. WERE YOU MARRIED AT THE TIME?
1st: registered legally :p no chinese wed ceremony. didnt plan to have one in fact
2nd: after the chinese wed ceremony. hmm 3mth

3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS?
1st: surprised! coz been getting dissapointment for 3 mth. would be the last try if didnt get pregnant. happy but try to be secretive :p
2nd: had the feel to do the urine test even it was 4 days before period day. very light line.. keeping it to myself until the next morning, checked on 1st urine in the morning :p

4. WAS ABORTION AN OPTION FOR YOU?
no! i enjoy pregnancy, i love my babies!

5. HOW OLD WERE YOU?
1st: soon to be 26
2nd: soon to be 27

6. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?
1st: montly urine test check
2nd: feeling too tired > urine test

7. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST?
1st: did the test together with sis. ya crazy sisters, so excited! then laogong, laogong hug n kiss me. then went out to look for dad who was having a walk with my dog nikie ^_^
2nd: laogong 'sure or not?' i showed him the urine test result hehe

8. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX?
of course. asked the gynae each time i do checkup. but i only got to know bbb sex, when gynae took them out from my belly :( 'is baby ok?' 'ya, u have beautiful baby' 'hmm gal or boy ar?' 'har? u dont know ar? it's a boy!' :p

9. DUE DATE?
1st: 1st november 2005
2nd: 1st december 2006

10. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?
1st: only in the evening at the beginning stage, not serious
2nd: feeling nausea.. morning sickness still ok..

11. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?
1st: nope. very good eating habits. mama home cook.
2nd: early stage, bread. after that, just as normal

12. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?
no one. nothing. i enjoyed my pregnancies. really, the most happy moment in my life :D

13. WHAT WAS YOUR CHILDREN SEX?
1st: boy
2nd: gal n gal

14. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX OF WHAT YOU WERE GETTING?
no. never think to have gal or boy. had 2 boys n 2 gals name in my diary since year 2004 :) but they were not the name am using for bbb

15. HOW MANY KGs DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?
1st: 15kg. once delivered, dropped 10kg. n am still keeping the remaining 5kg :(
2nd: 9kg. losing weight actually. once delivered, dropped nearly 10kg

16. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER?
1st: my wedding luncheon considered? :p bb was nearly 3mth at the time

2nd: nope. quiet one. need time to adapt myself as a mother of 3 babies :p

17. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW?
on? it was a shock when i got to know it was twins at the mth of 4 to 5. coz we dont have family background on twins babies. so everytime when i went for check up, 'doctor, confirm got the hearts with heart beats ar? u sure har, it is baby not any other thing har' :p

18. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?
1st: smooth one. i drive 1.5 hours journey to the office n drive back home with traffic jam alone :) climb 3 floor staircases up n down many times a day in the office. work till i deliver ^_^but.. suddenly blood pressure gone high from 120 to 190 suddenly, so i need to be induced, tak jadi, emergency operation theather :(
2nd: nice one. coz blood pressure gone high coz of carrying twins since early stage. so have to home rest since mth 4. finished all my medical leave, hospitalisation leave, paid leave, unpaid leave hmmm.. admitted once at nearly mth 7 coz contraction. asked to discharge coz wanted to helping out in my brother's wedding :p then admitted nearly 1 week after the wed ceremony in the 1st stage preterm labour room, everyday controlling the serious contraction until my heart couldnt take it then went in OT

19. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?
subang jaya medical centre

20. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?
1st: induced 4am-11am in labour room. then less than an hour in OT
2nd: less than an hour

21. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?
1st: my dad. just wanted to go to get MC sheet to be lazy at home, coz not feeling comfortable with the contraction. but doctor asked me to stay a night to monitor the condition as i stayed far from the hospital. mana tau, midnite blood pressure buat hal :p
2nd: hubby sent me to the hospital n he went to work. thot to have normal checkup, but serious contraction i was having..

22. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?
1st: gynae, another doctor, n helpers
2nd: gynae, another doctor, pediatrician, some of the young n cute trainees :p

23. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?
1st: unplanned c-section
2nd: planned c-section on the unplanned date - my scheduled date was 8 november 2006

24. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?
c-section injection. after delivery, no painkiller for me, am allergic to painkiller :(

25. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?

1st: 2.89kg
2nd: 2.1kg - they have same birth weight, height, head measurement n ya, sex :p

26. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN ?
1st: 1st october 2005
2nd: 17 october 2006

27. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER?
1st: shone jay thea royee 程泺溢
2nd: angelina thea roinn 程泺颖 n evangeline thea robei 程泺蓓

28. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY?
1st: 3Y 6M 2D
2nd: 2Y 5M 2W 3D

port dickson eagle ranch resort

well, this is the place we planned to go in feb gals outing. then tak jadi, coz fully booked. this love outing, laogong n i went there site survey. hey, i like this place. hope 1 day, my kawan kawan can visit this place together :) plan to have my family outing here coz suitable for children n papa mama too. this post, special dedication to my kawan - nana :D she told me this place.

actually i have many pcitures taken, but too many to upload. they have go-kart, paint ball, golf, basketball court, horse riding, swimming pools, fishing, canoeing, spa n massage, saloon (not sure open or not), restaurant... banyak la.. good place for team building, treasure hunt, family n friends outing..

love outing 28032009 PD

this trip planned by laogong. so i got no much comment on the journey n i just followed je whatever laogong suggested n planned. so, this time, i didnt complained about taking the old jalan kampung road to port dickson. since bbb are not following, so, i dont mind spend hours on the road. in fact, i enjoyed seeing the scenary along the journey from banting > morib > tg sepat > sepang > lukut > port dickson. come, let's enjoy viewing the pic :D

at batu laut? after morib

not many cars, nice n peaceful view

cars stopped, moo moo cow need to cross the road..

nice rite? cotton wool~

lunch at port dickson pizza hut. laogong didnt want to, but i been craving pizza for months!

small personal pizza

i like this pic. i look pinky red :p

laogong went down to check out something, then i syiok sendiri taking photos in the car keke

in the room..

can see my eye swelling? on antibiotic

the water chalet

evening. we went to local pasar seni

my favorite jagung bakar!

i love the blue!

we were eating here.. many ppl picnic too! strong wind

the otak otak. we bought 12 x rm0.50

satay. not nice. pantai morib satay superb!

night. 'candle light dinner' without the candle :p

the menu

starter. this is nice lo.. prawn salad

the bun is warm. very nice to eat witht he soft butter ^_^

main course. i took steak, laogong took fish..

the dessert - banana cake..so so lo..

tea. like the PS.. look clean

loagong asked, why u know this is pepper n this is salt, when i asked him to added some to his tasteless fish.. hmmm

sunday breakfast. my extra cheese omellette

view from my room

left the water chalet. laogong wanted to bring me go somewhere..

then we reached here

so nice! the view! i got snapped trees n grass dancing video clip :p

^_^

laogong

nice color combination rite? the blue sky~

keke.. saya la..

me n laogong

well, going back home. coz we want to celebrate papa's bday. but then i feel to try the massage spa treatment at eagle ranch.. then sweet talk n talk.. i belanja laogong 11 hour balinese massage n 30min scrub :p

before we left port dickson, laogong bought this from 7-11

1st time try this.. green bean ice cream. nice ooo

would like to thank laogong for this 2D 1N love outing. 8 years anniversary. i hope we can enjoy n treasure our each day to the fullest ^_^ with shonejay angels, i hope, in the very near future, we can n see thw world together with our bbb :)