03102012 so sick

am so sick :( fever flu since yesterday. still go to work and stay back late in the office coz the never ending jobs are pending.



in the train, and having runny nose. the nose is red. my boss teasing me, saying I non stop playing trumpet in the office :p yesterday I finished off a box of 200 pcs tissue papers. today I bring a very nice flowery toilet paper to the office ^^

royee's bday photos are yet to r uploaded. now sharing with you the mooncake festival photos :)



see me in the dark? pic with kinder's headmistress and the children ^^


we have the gathering at banting church on Friday night.


Eva got prize for the colouring competition. children happily walk around the field and the classrooms with tanglung..


Angels playing games.. and we have BIG pao to eat too!



this is on Saturday.


mini party at bkt31


gals are big now, can help around ;)


makan time!


my mama and grandma and kaima ^^ red red ooo


4 children at home.


my mama bought them the tanglung, rm9.50 each! not cheap ooo..


posing before playing tanglung ^^


the nice tanglung are hanging..


and children play with the candles only @_@


yujet non stop blow the candle ;p


I serve yokurt to children too!


playing indoor games.. yujet's role is to tell the colours to the jie jie.. hehe normally this job is done by me >.<


boys are playing ball. see yujet jumping? ^^


I like this. sweet. my gogo dasao and yujet.


sis came back home from her in law family gathering when my gogo is about to leave..


hehhe grandma and baby shyuan ^^

simple gathering is warm and strengthen the relationship of family members :)

02102012 Tuesday

the train ticket not only increased the monthly ticket fee, but the train schedule changed too. and I missed the earlier train, sitting here to wait for the late train @_@



accident.. hmmm last night when I collected royee's birthday cake, a motorbike bang into my car. thank God, the uncle was ok, and I didn't get hurt too. ya, the car got hurt :( but.. that can be repaired with money and workmanship. human being cant be repaired to the original state if any body parts broken.



for all the money matters, protecting own right by hurting others, these all are not my principle of life. what I want is, I smile from my heart, I sleep well at night.






we needs to create laughters in daily routine. so we see things in different angles, we think out of the box.

oooo I just got in the train, and I am sleepy. wanna take a short nap. am having flu, dry throat :(



this is a strong message that spoke my feeling lately :( I know you love me and the family, but you don't see my contribution..

01102012 the 7th!

what is so special today?



today is my shonejay's 7 year old birthday ^^



my boy ^^



they make me a MOTHER..



and I have been a mother for 7 years.. and the years go on..



on today, I start my day back in my mama's house, taking care my angels and separate with my royee boy..



and today is the new rate of the monthly train ticket, from rm285 increased to rm320! hey, this has spoiled my today good mood!




hmmm... 3 months to go, then I will stay permanently in my own home sweet home..

grain of sand

我是一粒沙
藏在海边没什么特别
给日头晒 给风雨打
心里的辛苦有谁人知道

啊我是一粒沙
是千万粒里的一粒沙
日夜在等 日夜在看
不可能有人会注意到我

啊一粒沙 我是一粒沙
千万粒里的一粒沙
啊有一日耶稣找到我
讲我是祂的宝贝
祂实在在疼我

啊我是一粒沙
风吹雨打我也不怕
有主作我的力
有主看顾我
我是主宝贝的一粒沙

A Grain Of Sand the Taiwanese Christian song written by Pastor GT Lim was singing about we are all like a grain of sand in ten millions, hidden in the sea, burn by sun, beaten by wind blow & rain drop, nobody knows us, nobody understand how hard we felt deep down inside, until one day Jesus found us, He said to us we are His baby, His treasure and He loves us :)

http://youtu.be/JDu7GbGXzS0






^^

handmade mood

because of I spent quite a lot lately in buying fabrics and materials..



feeling guilty too if I don't do anything..



like this fabric.. so I come out this..


like the soft colour tones.. so I decided to keep it for myself :p



an incomplete handphone pouch.. 1st time use this fabric design, as I always go for cute cartoon :p the outcome is quite nice.. I like it ^^ but, just stopped at final touch @_@



..and start with this..



hand sewing this handphone pouch homework when my sick boy is sleeping.. 1st time, I mix and match the colours for the the patch work :)



this is a classmate finished pouch. so inspiring with the creative touch up. mine look like a kid's work @_@ to work harder to enhance my skill and creativity :)


from facebook see this. ppl's ms sue.. so lovely and elegant! romantic feel oooo~



see this in my office elevator. the green lace shoes are so lovely.



wonder how would I look like when I am in the lace shoes. don't know if I can walk as normal or not, afraid of my steps spoil the shoes ><



ok, I will do more handmade stuff in my free time. or I shall say I will make myself time slot for handmade. to clear my existing fabrics collection, then buy more again :p



nice ^^

all in sudden

lately, all sorts of old old memories come to me unexpectedly and bring me to the not-so-feeling-good memory lane then bring me fear, tears, helpless... then myself to comfort, to overcome, to make myself get up and continue the everyday.

ppl always say when those old old ppl before leaving this beautiful world, they have all old time memories come to them to let them refresh the whole life once more. I got 20s, 10s memories refresh at age of 33, so, is the expiring date coming?



these few days, the need of laogong companion is very strong. he goes out at night for banking transaction or petrol station, I feel unsecured. I am afraid of losing him. working days, I message him to dinner with me, I ask him to come back early. of course, he has his plan and schedule. he does not turn up, I stay quiet. I don't know why I feel lost, because of I am moving back to my mum's house or this is a need from my inner heart. am I leaving somewhere?



last night I cried for old memory. I was in fear and darkness. then I felt relief and wait for the morning broken.


dawn, royee came to me and told me he was feeling not well. I touched him, he was in fever. laogong forced him to take medicine, royee cried and didn't want to go to the day care and the school. I chose to stay at home and take care of him. I don't know if I still have balance annual leave to spend, but I just can't leave the boy alone..

I take emergency leave, so royee can continue resting. and I have slot to get my heart a rest. eyes are swollen too @_@



happy Wednesday ^^ sudden off day, maybe I just get myself to be in world of handmade :)