Thursday, March 12, 2009

thomas and friends theme song

They're two they're four they're six they're eight
Shunting trucks and hauling freightred
and green and brown and blue
they're the really useful crew
All with different roles to play
Round Tidmouth sheds or far away,
Down the hills and round the bends
Thomas and friends

Thomas he's the cheeky one
James is vain but lots of fun
Percy pulls the mail on time
Gordon thunders down the line
Emily really knows her stuff
Henry toots and huffs and puffs
Edward wants to help and share
Toby, well let's say, he's square

They're two they're four they're six they're eight
Shunting trucks and hauling freightred
and green and brown and blue
they're the really useful crew
All with different roles to play
Round tidmouths or far away
Down the hills and round the bends
Thomas and friends

They're two they're four they're six they're eight
Shunting trucks and hauling freightred
and green and brown and blue
they're the really useful crew
All with different roles to play
Round tidmouths or far away
Down the hills and round the bends
Thomas and friends

hi-5 theme song

Five in the air, Let's do it together

Five to the side, Who cares about the weather?


Five on the floor, The party's on at your place


Five to the front, There's a smile on my face!


Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Together!


1-2-3-4 - Hi-5! 1-2-3-4 - Hi-5! 1-2-3-4 - Hi-5!


Five in the air, let's do it together!Hi-5!

cartoon dvd

just told junie, eva loves pocoyo. ya, the agogo style dance and the way pocoyo running, eva loves to do it. angel n eva called pocoyo as gogo :) angel loves hi-5. royee loves thomas n friends and bob the builder, in fact, he loves all the dvd that with transportation - finley the fire engine, rorry? the sport car..

have problem when we want to choose which dvd to play. eva shouts pocoyo, then angel shows hi-5, then royee 'wo yao thomas n his friends~' then ending up 3 of them holding their dvd n all insert into the dvd player. from time to time, dad or laogong need to open the dvd player cover n take out the extra dvd that had inserted in the dvd player :( mummy would always, 'pls choose 1' if still dont have a mutual choice, 'barney! only barney, choose which title u all want' then problem lagi. 1 wants go around the blocks, 1 wants barney more songs, then the zoo, then abc, then cleaning something.. so many barney dvd at home also a problem. hmm..


mummy always does the opening. when we play thomas's dvd, 'the island of sodor is surrounded by beautiful blue sea..' when we play hi-5, then mummy would 'Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Together!' if pocoyo, then mummy would act like pocoyo n eva hehehehe.. for barney show, 'deng deng deng deng... barney is a dinasour..' n everynite, before kiss bbb good nite, the theme song would be, 'i love u, u love me, we r happy family...' :) mummy always acting silly in front of children, n children are mummy's best supporters! :p

no beginning and no end

what is wedding ring?
A wedding band is a symbol of marriage. When worn as part of a pair, it symbolizes the bond two people share, the solid, enduring, endless bond that connects them even when they're apart.
The wedding ring shows the combining of 2 people who have fell in love and set there hearts to only eachother. The importance of the ring shows that "Hey I'm married and have a wonderful Husband/Wife" The ring shows dedication to eachother, and true, strong love that sadly some people neglect and throw away something that is so beautiful which is love.That is the importance of a wedding ring my friend. ~Jessica Edgell
yup. i have lost my anniversary ring. not the 1st wedding ring. laogong left his wedding ring in cyberview lodge resort last year. then he bought a new pair of rings last year end for our 5th year anniversary. n now, i lost the anniversary ring. i dont know how this happen, coz the ring was always on my finger, never play around it or left it. so frustrated right? my maid kakak has been looking for it in the room n the house, she claimed, banyak kali saya cari tak jumpa.. so today is 3rd day, i also dont want to bother about it, maybe the ring will pop up 1 day.
think of what u learned from the master shifu in PEP program, everything happens is with hint and signal to you, if u r sensitive n alert enough, u can see, actually even the tiny normal thing happening around, is leading to a final picture of God's plan or your success plan. so, the ring just gone missing while i was wearing it. i have not losing so much weight recently until my ring loose off itself. what's the subtain meaning for this happening. hmmm i didnt feel annoying when the ring is with me, but now i feel uneasy, without the ring. my hand seems to be lighten. bcoz of the ring carried responsibility n burden?
so let's think. lost ring. it's time to have a BIG diamond ring? :p hmm.. is time for me to have quiet moment n rethink of my current relationship? i need to reconsider my marriage? huh.. anyway, just let it be no ring. we dont need a ring to tell us i am married as i dont bring my marriage cert with me either. let's fully concentrate on being a good mother. sometime, i feel tired to handle both roles - mother n wife. especially when both roles need my full attention n demanding. it's time, for me to rest. slow down my steps.
anyhow, a ring is with symbolic meaning to me which my heart attaches with which man. so next time, i will take time to think, when i want the ring to be on my finger. when i am ready to fall in love again ^_^ thus, i would much happy to hear this 'would u marry me?' when the next ring of mine comes to me :) can open to anyone who is interested to commit with me this super sensitive woman :p

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

change

laogong:
My watch small jarum jatuh ler…bad la…
michelle:
It’s time to change.
Jam rosak, tukar jam.
Cincin hilang, beli cincin.
Bini tak syiok, tukar bini
laogong:
Jam rosak can change,
Cincin hilang can buy another one,
Bini, tak boleh tukar..
Suami pun tak boleh
:) okay

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

swimming at afamosa

choo choo train.. with 2nd uncle

shhhh...

love this... cute gals!

they learned this from Pocoyo dvd. so cute~ laogong loves this much, feel excited to show this video clip to me.. repeating. day before when i went to trim my hair, when i looked at royee who was busy touching ppl things, he 'shhh.. quiet' with his very low tone. i love this.. so lovely.. ^_^

Friday, March 06, 2009

friday lunch with laogong

looks nice


laogong loves this

1st time i tried japanese curry.. mummy's curry tastier :p


lunch date with laogong at suria klcc. we went to sakae sushi. makan makan, then i asked laogong, why dont we have lunch together every friday at klcc? laogong said ok, but the budget should come from both sides. i said 'of course! so 1 week we eat at restaurants, 1 week we eat at food court :p' hehehe.. laogong said, we can save money on our daily lunch n breakfast, then friday we can have good lunch. can try the restaurants 1 by 1 at suria klcc ^_^

Thursday, March 05, 2009

生命的河流

主爱如江河,流向我的心
洗去忧伤,安慰我心灵
耶稣是真光,照耀生命
齐来敬拜他,全能上帝
圣灵如风,吹进我的心
赐我能力,更新我的灵
耶稣是拯救,赐新生命
齐来传扬他,荣耀主名
流啊流啊流,流到我心头
唱呀唱呀唱,唱着赞美歌
流啊流啊流,流到我心头
唱呀唱呀唱,唱着赞美歌
am listening to this song. feel the strength to start my day ^_^ river of life.. ya, life has up n down. challenges make us stronger, changes allow us to see the beauty of life. take risk, stretch beyond what u think u can do! well.. now i feel secure with my new job, just sent my current job scope to my new supervisor. a chinese man. soft spoken n humble. hope i would be working happily at the new place with his supervision. few heart to heart talks with laogong these days, i have different definition on our love relationships. the more i know him, the more i love him, the more i afraid of losing him, the more i treasure the days when we r together :)
feeling guilty for not company royee's on his 1st home work. teacher asked to write big n small capital 'B'. my mum wanted to teach him, royee said want to wait for mama to teach him. then when i reached home, it was nearly 10pm. royee slept. this morning, he was sleeping when i leave the house to work. i failed in bb's 1st home work, can i do it better in the coming one? i dont know, as long as i work in the office, sharing car with laogong, i cant control much on my daily schedule. i need to work out something on this. so many confusion n conflicts in my mind.
i got this in my mind last nite 'u r not only hurting me, u r destroying me' this can mean to all the arrows came towards me n my simple life. but, i want to be sunflower, heading to my sun ~@~

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

kwsp beneficiary


at last i got this settled. the officer asked, 'kenapa anak dan adik saja.. mana suami?' ya, husband is not in the list, coz husband needs to take care of me ma.. then my money needs to be given to my children so they can take care of themselves. why to my sister? sister can help to take care my papa mama n bbb ma. n sister is always my sister, tak kira mati ke hidup. husband, hmmm the title can be changed. i didnt tell this to the officer, since he just wanted to verify if i am aware of what am i doing, so i told him 'duit bagi anak, anak jaga sendiri. duit bagi adik, adik jaga mak bapa, suami, boleh cari duit sendiri n jaga diri sendiri' the officer said, 'ya betul jugak, lelaki kan.. tapi, make sure suami u ada bagi u, kalau tak, siapa jaga u?' ya true also, who takes care of me? hmmm just hoping bbb love me lo..
laogong didnt feel very happy with my list. 'why my name is not in?, i give u more percentage u know' ya, u should give me more ma, coz i will take care our children what. definitely i wont take your money n simpan a guy ok :S btw, who knows later on, how u gonna update the list to replace the current list ooo. somemore didnt want to get the beneficiary name n % printed on your epf statement.
well, at least this update has been settled. n i hope we dont receive any forwarded mail to mentioned all our epf beneficiary name list gone with the system upgrade anymore. leceh.

contact pic

since nana asked me about the pic on what i wore yesterday, hehe nah, shared the pic with u. malu malu la.. the pic taken at kl sentral erl station. just after work, memang tired look :p

michie


contact pic for laogong's number, i took it last year end. with netops department uniform. since now i am not netops staff anymore, after the recent transformation reorg, then last nite, i took another new pic. hehe.. in the train.


from this to >>>> this ^_^

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

baby gender or health?

this made me sad. see, anything can be happened. so, pls dont hate yourself or hate your baby bcoz the baby is not the gender as your desired. whether if bb gal or bb boy, as long as they are complete n healthy, love u n care u when u r old, why care so much? they are lots ppl out there whishing, praying for bb. they are many ppl gone thru the hurting process to try to get conceive. but why still have lots more ppl out there, throw own bb, hurt own bb...
if we dont appreciate what we are given n having, we wont be reach true happiness n satisfaction in life. last week, junie asked me dont get down bcoz of the office transformation, 'maybe the other floor kakak is much better than the one in level 13a' i told junie, this is not right for me to think that way, if i have that thought, means that am not appreciated what i am having now. always looking for something better or waiting for something better out there. it can be yes, or no.
we hurt ppl, we r not happy, we r greedy, bcoz of we dont see what we are having now. we always see what is lacking in ourselves. in my pep program class, the master said, in order to reach true happiness in life, is not sucess, but satisfaction.
hmm a bit geram here. coz i always read pregnancy forum talking about baby gender, then before the baby get delivered, the mummy already feel sad about the baby existence. sad.

good morning ^_^

lets start this blog with a warm :D

today, my breakfast is soya bean milk + a lemongrass sweets

today, am going to see my new boss. ya, wearing a new shirt, am in blue and skirt with flowers pattern ^_^ just to cheer up myself. i hope my new boss is a good boss. a guy, i can work better with male supervisor than lady boss. however, i dont know my job scope n actual supervisor :S

today, i tell myself, to be strong n be happy no matter what. need to be healthy for myself. yesterday read about this, do everything for u 1st, then only think of the rest. if the 1st one is not alright, the rest will just gone to be not right.

today, i cried in the journey to the office, laogong lend his broad shoulder to me ^_^

today, is 03/03/2009. remember i was in PJ section 14 in year 1998. together with my banting friends, woan ling n chui fern, si ci, celebrated si ci's friend bday. ya, tomolo is chui fern's bday.

today, i want to work hard. less curi tulang :p need to clear many pending job before handover takes place. new boss called me yesterday, asked me to continue working, business as usual, n at the same time, preparing to move my workstation to other location at 20/3/09

today, i read this from indra's facebook feed 'love is forever no one can loose it' i like this. ya.. love is forever. but, is this forever love to be coming from a same person? hmm i would much prefer to get love from my parents, siblings, n shonejay angels.. percentage for unconditional love is much higher than husband-wife, bf-gf relationship.

today, i want to be talkative. laogong said, when i am non stop talking, very zhi-zha, means that i am happy. he likes to see that. hmmm.. later talk to much, irritates ppl pula :p
today, i want to be happy ^_^

Monday, March 02, 2009

the sun

in the morning..

mummy: baby, u see angel's hair..
royee: hehehe gal gal's hair looks like the sun!
mummy: ya, the sun, the hope :D

Friday, February 27, 2009

grandpa 3 years prayer ceremony

this is 1 of the super big event in tiew's family. even we were wearing the same cloths for the ceremony, but compared to the funeral years back, this time, we are in happy n relax mood. ah gong is still in our heart ^_^ since mei asking about the ceremony photos, let me share with u the following photos, which taken by my handphone.

3 generations: white, blue, green


busybody royee, learning new thing..

while waiting for another prayer session

prayer session, spot the greenie royee~

all the daughters..

under the hot sun. right weather for the ceremony

house, car, money.. for ah gong

ready to burn

less than 3 minutes..

felt so sorry to the environment :(
makan makan after the ceremony at restaurant.. hmm 20 tables?

went to the ceremony at the evening after work. royee was at grandma's house. he saw me wearing blue cloths set. 'mummy, u r wearing blue color de, i am wearing green color de, teacher said, if they are not the same, then they are 'different'! (the whole sentence he speaking in mandarin, except colors and 'different') 1st time, he mentioned about 'difference' in english. i got suprised on this. ya, children learning everyday, n this mummy cant be able to catch it.
uncles n unties love to play around with royee. auntie asked 'royee, why only u alone wearing green color shirts, we all wearing blue n white' royee answered 'bu shi (no).. u all are big man, i am small man, small man wearing green color la' i love his logic :p while in the prayer, auntie called, 'royee, royee, why u...' with the sarcastic face, royee said 'i am shone jay thea royee la' our group laughed at this, ya, of course, the shifu in front n papa 'shhhhh!!!!!' :p wondering why, recently he likes to answer ppl any question with his own full name. my parents love to ask this 'royee, why your name is so long de? why shone jay thea royee?' 'my name is very long de la~ because i am shone jay thea royee ma.. cheng luo yi!' love this, sounds like he appreciate his name that given by his papa n mama :p

Thursday, February 26, 2009

wife vs gf

hb: can i have another wife?
me: can aa..
hb: why ler?
me: u want another one then go la..
hb: then u ler?
me: i want to be your gf.
hb: why gf? then u cannot make love with leng jai laogong lo..
me: so i wont expect much ma.. when i know u r not belong to me..
hb: do u love me?
me: hmm.
hb: but how? u r my wife, how to be gf?... ok ok, i know what u gonna tell me, divorce right?
me: ya.. i would much prefer to be your gf if u want to have another gal
hb: then children how?
me: children r mine. they follow me.
hb: then u how?
me: what how? i will look for another husband la..
hb: then me ler?
me: my bf la..
hb: then why u need another man?
me: i need a husband to take care me n children ma..
hb: then bf ler?
me: bf? hold hands, watch movie, makan makan, roses n gifts la..
hb: sex?
me: no sex.
hb: why cannot?
me: for u, cannot. coz u have another wife.
hb: for other bf?
me: if u r my husband, n i have a bf, sex can be happened if it is the time to happen..
hb: cannot! why i cannot have u n another wife?
me: i will get jealous..
hb: u dont be jealous la, u r no.1, i love u, i give u everything..
me: then why u need another wife?
hb: for fun :p i know u will let me have 2nd wife..
me: ya!...
hb: (staring at me) i know what u gonna to say.. (kissed me, to shut my mouth off)

hmm a bit childish n silly hor the conversation, especially it happened during sex. it didnt spoil my mood, but my tears dropped. hmmm afraid of losing him. might be. i always complained this, why u like to mention about 2nd wife at the moment when i am happy with u? hmmm.. anyway, it was a great night :* i thanked laogong after it, 'why?' 'coz i mentioned about making love these few days, then now u arranged it for me' 'no la, i love u..' ^_^ whatever la, as long as, he is now with me n am happy with him.. he treating me nice actually, except for the 2nd wife topic. told him that day, can u pls stop 2nd wife topic, i feel this irritates, if u have nomination, then bring her to me.. dont non stop mentioning. hmm..
that day laogong told me, 'if i had rm30k as my salary, i would give u rm20k monthly as your pocket money, it should be more than enough right?' 1st, this came to my mind 'wahhh 20k! can go japan with mehmeh lo~ hmm want to go few times a year or not?' then i diam.. 'dont have enough meh? i left only rm10k for my personal use n household things ooo' i :) at him.. hmm i am not a money-face person. i dont like money. but i like so many travel plans, so many dreams, so many things for bbb... for me, a good husband is not someone who can give me much money, i would prefer a husband who can give me his precious time n LOVE..
while walking to the office, thinking about rm20k, what i want to do with the money har? save some in the bank for bbb, then the rest, hmmm travel with mehmeh to japan n uk. then where else? what to do har? rm20k.. it seems a big amount for me currently.. anyway, when think of i got his 2/3 of income, felt happy also lo.. maybe he told me this when he didnt have this amount of salary, when he got it one day, i tak dapat apa apa pun.. ai..

still keeping laogong word 'i will do to my best, so u wont be willing to leave me in the future' he telling me this with his proud face. wondering what he was thinking, by giving me love or money? hmmm.. stop thinking all this 'if....' appreciate n treasure what am i having now then enough. to stop working in year 2010 still cant be confirmed, wasting time n brain cells to think of future promises :p

laogong, i love u..







twins formula ^_^

hehe.. funny crazzy..

transformation

hmmm just now went to the pantry, saw the tea lady kakak, felt emotional also.. wondering other level kakak will prepare warm drinking water for me or not. will smile at me or not. will be as nice as our kakak here or not....
ps: just after lunch. left my bottle in the pantry. when i went to collect it, a full bottle of warm water. looked at kakak who was mopping the floor, she smiled at me.. so touched.. so.. hmm :~

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息 最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音 不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已 只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你 你会在哪里 过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲 变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行 然后留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜 那麽美 那麽相信 那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去
突然好想你 你会在哪里 过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然 听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过没有你 却又突然听到你的消息
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sad sad

major reorg in the office. am going to leave my 2 good friends in the same department n floor level. i really wish there is not major change to our friendship.. hmm..