Monday, July 08, 2013

08072013

Hmm.. Shouldn't be that way, shouldn't worsen the Monday blue.. But my today start was not so good.


Morning with scolding or rushing hours are get used to it. But today, a different side of someone I love has brought me down.


Life goes on. Will leave aside those negative feeling. Sometime, I feel I getting matured with wisdom (ahem..) now I handle negative feeling differently. To the extend of, worse situation, I stay more calm and peaceful. Good sign.



Today I tell my bbb, you don't need to think how to be good be nice be perfect.. You don't need any guide but to follow what God wants us to do. There is sufficient to bring all the fruits of spirit to you.



I hope, my every tomorrow will be a better and peaceful day. Am really tired but I gonna boost up my spirit to move higher :) I hope, my family members are all in love with peace in heart.



修补心情,继续冲刺!

Friday, July 05, 2013

Special 0507




:D this is the contact pic of my phone. When my mama calls me, I can see her face and my long hair :p



Last night I was exhausted. So tired and sleepy. Made myself awake till 00:00 to send my mama birthday wish in wechat ^^



Before this I quick walked for 50+ min. Why I chose to walk when I was suppose to rest? Coz I wanted to watch the program from goodtv. The deal made to myself was, can only watch video if you are doing the jogging as well. So, body and soul got exercised :)



Today we have pre-puasa makan makan in the office.


Many nice foods!!


I ate a lot of sweet grapes, home cooked meatball pasta only. Later on, a piece of sweeeet brownies!



Yesterday I went out lunch with lunch kaki, heavy lunch for few days.


Yesterday cappuccino made me awake too. Too tired lately. Feeling very sleepy now, but still, I choose not to get myself addicted to caffein.

Lunch time now, most of ppl here gone out to spend their longer Friday lunch break. I am in the office, will eat the small mug of the home cooked laksa I kept from this morning jamuan.



Considering this program. Talking about the benefits and application of picture books reading helping children to know values and mental development. If I go for this 3day camp, then I will miss raya holidays with my laogong and children. But as of now, we don't have any plan for raya holidays.



Tata. Maybe spend sometime browsing for my upcoming travel trip with my sis ^^

Thursday, July 04, 2013

0407 Thursday

Hip hip good morning! ^0^



Sis called in the morning 'you this morning scolded your children hor' ahhh.. The day when I don't need to rush and scold, if they are not schooling or when they are not staying with me @_@



I am seriously looking forward for upcoming travel trips. Need to recharge my body battery, refill my soft and tender characters :p it won't last long if I continue being a angry woman day in day out, very soon not that laogong fed up with me, I might not be accepting myself @_@



Last night I watch the story of sammi cheng. How she regain herself after serious depression she got. From this sharing, we would definitely being reminded - money and status can't make us rich. Only love and hope can fill up our empty heart and bring us joy and peace.


Spiritual satisfaction is very important to make us appreciate life. In sammi's sharing, one thing touched my heart was - sammi and friends went to china small village and be volunteered teachers for 1 week. How she helped the child to bath. As children over having chance to really clean themselves eg 1-2 times in 12 months.



I hope 1 day, when I am ready, I can go this far. To reach out the very inner hearts of someone at the other corner in the earth. By giving out to them, I gain from them :)



Plan to go for this concert Saturday night. Bring along bbb. This morning I listened to few of victorgee songs, nice ^^ I always have the thought, one day in the future, I can write and compose gospel song.. For children or for my bbb or at least, for myself ^^



So I can sing the song to my grandchildren? Hehehe..

Was very tired and sleepy last night, because of day time black coffee, I couldn't fall sleep. So I got up and do some treadmill walking and watching the inspiring story of sammi's :)



Again. After workout picture sent out to sis to 'motivate' her as requested. But it seems, she hasn't started any walking or jogging yet..



Have a good day!

Wednesday, July 03, 2013

After ptm

2/7/2013 the school was having parent-teacher meeting for children report cards collection.





Bbb doing well in academic result, 1 class upgraded if the result remains or better than now. However, they got very not so OK comments on their attitudes and characters @_@ macam macam la, you don't know to laugh at it or to cry for it.



Teacher said the boy always walking around the class like at home. Don't care much about teacher's instruction. Too playful, talkative, dirty.. Memang social punya budak! Kelakuan - C! This morning I told royee, for better rating of behaviour at school, it is very easy to get A as long as you listen to teacher 'hey! Very difficult la!' Ya, for a hyperactive baby, you want him to sit quietly, it is torturing.. :( can you imagine sport teacher comments royee is 'too active' at the field? A subject suppose to be active but he can be too active?



Royee got no.2 in 3rd class, overall he got position 67 which manage to move to 2nd class :)



For my angelina's report card, I laugh after reading the comment. To improve her learning attitude and change to be good. In Chinese word 改过自新, to me, it is used for ppl who does bad thing, so you renew yourself. Ya, my girl needs to be 'renewed' @_@ when teacher scolds her, she smiles to teacher, when teacher asked her to complete homework, she put all the colour pencils and pencils on the table and on the floor! 'I am looking for my pencil' hmmm wondering how big the pencil case is.. Kelakuan B.



Surprisingly, she got no.5 in 3rd class! A girl in her own world can get top 5 in earth class :D overall 35 for standard 1, can get in 2nd class if this result maintained.



Compare to brother and sister, Eva got lesser 'bombastic' comments from the class teacher. But still, she is dirty. She got bad habit of chewing stationery eg pencil, colour pencil or coins or rulers in the class @_@ one day, teacher got shock when Eva's mouth was in blue colour! Coz she chewing the blue colour pencil :~



Eva's result are quite ok. All A, except for art class - C - didn't submit the art piece :~ no.8 in 2nd class, next year can be in 1st class if she continue with this performance.



So, we got to know all our children weird behaviours at the school. Then we seen this too, some messages from Eva's class teacher to parents. To cut nails, to bring handkerchief, to wear safety short for girls, to make sure sufficient stationery...



So after the celebration of the good mid year achievement, awe eat and we laugh together with teachers comments..



We went to the bookstore to buy stationery. The involvement of father in this ptm is very important, at least he knows the children from 3rd party comments, he should by now knowing why the wife non stop spending money for children stationery and activity books ^0^



Last night I was quite relaxing. Coz laogong knew what needed to be done for children with teachers comments :) last night I felt happy with laogong involvement in schooling stuff :)

Once reached home, got children to sleep, did cloth washing, then I started to be on my treadmill..



Fast walking is easy for me, coz I walk quite fast in daily life. But to maintain the timing >30 min, I need to be occupied. Last night I watched the Taiwanese Christian tv program on a lady overcome the bad relationship in her marriage to find herself and live happily with her new-self :) very inspiring, to listen to the story on how she coped with her husband who gamble quite serious.. So I got myself sweating and crying :p



Saja snapping this pic to let my sis see I do stretching. Stretching in action tak jadi snap pic, coz no hand to press the button hahahha :D



Send this pic to sis before I sleep. This morning she called 'you every night send me your after workout picture, when I see it I would get angry, then I have force to go exercise' hahhaha my sis is sometime too cutie funny siao! :p

Tata! Have a good day!




Tuesday, July 02, 2013

2nd of July ^^

Good morning!


Breakfast for you! :D guess sis will again complain me on her breakfast coz overcooked the wrap :p "you want me to die because I am too noisy? or you are too rushing in the morning and you just left the wrap on the pan har?" See la, no thank you note from her but complain much on the 'little bit' darker wrap ^0^



This pic shows how Nepal children go to the school. They take risk everyday for their education opportunity. Look at my children, they take all the gifted luxury convenience for granted. Every morning I seems to be a roaring lion and ROAR!!!

Yesterday when I reached the school, teacher on duty checked her watch, then became cheer lady and got angel to walk faster "faster faster, today you are not late!" Teacher must be 'proud' coz the problematic trio are not late - for today :p

Today, another 'blessed' moment. We are late actually. The gate is closing. When the guard auntie saw us, she stopped the closing gate, so children manage to get in without putting names on the record book. Somehow, after 6 months, the guard auntie 'knows as well' too >_< haiya, I am so malu la! Embarrassing myself every school day!




Today is parent teacher meeting day. I don't have additional leave to go to the school. Have an important meeting too in the morning. Then I got laogong to go to the school. Well, let him feel what I have been through is good too! I told laogong we try not to be - absent parents in children life. All the big and small event and occasion of their lives.



So.. Hope today laogong can share with me 'good' comments from teachers of bbb :p last year, when royee was at standard 1, the class teacher said "his result is good, he is good in study, but..." Very long story after the amazing 'but' :D I guess, same opening for today dialogue too hehe.



Love my children. When everyday I complain about my children this and that, after watching the video clip last night, talking about a lady lost her children "when my sister came and complained about her teenager was not behaved, I told her 'no matter how naughty your child is, he is still alive staying with you, you still have chance to educate and guide them to the righteous, for me, I have no chance to talk to my children anymore'" this touched my heart. Why we want to spending time complain and give up our children when we are having chance to change the situation?



I have lost contact with my handmade world @_@ as for now, my focus is on my children character building, learning new skill at work, and looking forward to my coming travel trip. I definitely need to rest at ME time.

Happy Tuesday!

Monday, July 01, 2013

1st of July

Just done this..





While watching this inspiring story sharing.. How this woman gone through difficulties in her life - lost a 3 year old child, then ex husband, then lately, a very good daughter of her.



Trying to snap my berpeluh peluh look.. Btw, my eyes brow made me look so fierce hor



This one acted sweet kakaka :D anyway, feel refresh after sweat myself out

Hehehe.. For your information, sis and I are staying under the same roof.. But we message and calling each other everyday :p









Good night!

23:16 tonight my laogong is at home! :p