01:56

still staying awake, wonder why I can't fall asleep now, 2 cups of black coffee in day time?



this morning, I got my morning coffee..


..alone..


at here :D nice pool side view right? I like the blue ^^

so what I do when I can't sleep? tonight I choose to continue cleaning up my messy room :p



I found my engage ring @


the treasure box of my wedding :D


got my wedding invitation card..


^^


then gift tag for my 1st child delivery


from my laogong's ex company. we got a baby swing chair delivered to home ^^


I found some love notes and 'letters' from my children..


key chains...



old photos! nikie is in the pic!


1st trip my 2 year old boy follow my parents to Thailand :)


guess what? I got this too! 8 weeks pregnancy in year 2005! see the tiny dot? royee boy is 8 years old now!


then I got few kinder printed photos in the envelop. non stop I laughing alone hahahah XD do some age 3 vs age 7 pic comparison :p


angel and eva :D


hehehehe cute! they are prettier now :p



then I found the newspaper cut of company charity drive on flood in Johor. can you spot me? :p


and this company community project. the team I took care was the school did the awareness program on autism children - I fly to Sabah (RM 1500 for a night stay), for the 1st time to join the event, I got best mentor award too! great memories :)

so.. down to the memory lane.. then I continued to do thing I don't do for many years..


I do some fashion show! :D


long time hmm many many years I don't wear long dress le! will wear this later for my 2nd day training :p


I got this brown dress at rm15! very nice Indian style design and fabric. for 3rd day training? ^0^



then I tried on the new dress I bought weeks back. this is with stripes design but you can't see it from this pic. sleeveless design. hehe..

enough syiok sendiri :p in fact I tried more, but of course I paiseh to snap many many pic la kakakaka..



I do this coz I just got my new wardrobe, you can see from the pic, bigger one is mine! last time can see my cloths all hang up, coz laogong cloths are many too. so now we have our own wardrobe, so I have more spaces for bags and cloths :p more organized lo..

besides, my bbb are not with me!


they are with my mama. last week the 2 gals went to sgbuloh. this week they are in banting :)



terkejut I when I see this pic from my mama's Facebook account. thought of angel was having a boy friend! hmmm I don't know how I response when I see or I got to know my girls are having boy friends @_@ hmmm must be well prepared for the very near future..

02:26 I shall force myself to sleep now. 8.30am training starts. found myself getting older, after a day of training, I got headache, super tired, feel to vomit too @_@ dasyat!

good night..

2905 music class

good morning Wednesday! am in the train, sleepy @_@ last night I brought back my laptop so work till late night. to be continued later in the office. not to say I am hardworking, this is sort of commitment on the project workload. can't stand with many pending work and let them unclear..

these few nights, I been busy with royee's music concert practise. there are 3 solo songs to play, but he - know 3/4, 1/3, 0 >< I don't know how to guide him, coz I don't know how to read those note :(


last last, I snapped photo and get help from royee's teacher. look at the time stamp, midnight still need to be disturbed by parent and student... pity the teacher >_<



when royee telling me all these while, the 1st note was MI, then we together look for the right MI - upper, lower, middle... shocking reply from the teacher was - it was a SO! then came out this jargon to me - treble clef and base clef @_@

when a dont-know-music mummy needs to guide a music-not-so-ok son to play well for the concert performance, the only effort is - YouTube and google! so I listen to many piano playing video clips on the same song, then I google the music note on the staff..


the bottom part should be base clef note.



wonder how those students can remember the note in different situation


pening @_@

however, practises make perfect! can see improvement from royee's playing. I just hope he can play well in complete songs on this Thursday concert night. no time to touch on his group performance too :~ as 3 solo songs, he can play only 2. thanks to the teacher willing to spare some time for us for practise tonight. so I will be on half day leave today to bring royee to the evening class :)

videos on royee songs playing can view in my Facebook. I like the way he focus in practices. feel guilty for not paying full attention to his music classes all these years ;(

today is Tuesday

good morning Tuesday!

got a nice thosai breakfast with sis, tummy is full! ya, I got scolded by sis this morning, coz when she was about leaving the house, I was still ironing my blouse :p 'if you want to tumpang then you get ready early ma!' kekeke last minute think of riding with her so I can chit chat with her ma :D

so what's on for Tuesday?


today sure many company staff going to Gloria jeans nearby for a cup of drink :)



coz Tuesday is ladies day! you will get 30% off for all the purchase of beverages in the house :) for ladies only la..



snapped this last week when I went to the coffee shop for a cup of refreshment :p while waiting for my colleague to help some office guys buying drinks - so guys pay cheaper ^0^ snapping all the boxes and share with you the ingredients of each nice aroma cup :)


sound sweet..


sound nice smell..


kopi kao kao?


may try this next time..


dark coffee?


can try this too


hmm not so fancy about vanilla


Swiss water taste?


indon mellow flavour


rich but mild?


complex coffee


this was my choice of last Tuesday purchase! lately I alway drink black coffee without sugar, just plain dark coffee. however, for last Thursday, suddenly thought of drinking something sweet. so I got this. not bad. quite nice actually.



simply catch 1


simply catch 2 :p

hehe free advertisement for Gloria jeans. I have my Starbucks card, so I seldom go coffee bean and Gloria jeans. last time I didn't drink coffee. now, getting matured and wiser :p I drink black coffee.



a cup of black coffee is about 20 calories compare to mocha 300+ normally I buy black coffee or latte kosong for myself or colleague. 2 of us seldom drink sweet drink :) when you get use to drink without sugar, then you feel less guilty for your drink choice ^0^



you got shocked when you see this chart of pearl milk tea calorie >< so now I seldom drink milk tea. even there are few shops coming up eg chatime and share tea in my office area, I shake head if I see ppl drink ice preal milk tea in the morning as their breakfast. no good ba..




tata! have a good Tuesday!

27052013 Monday

aloha!


are you waiting for my blog post? see see and wait wait but no new update?

hehe.. I got a long post, save it in the online folder, so now can't complete it using my mobile phone.

this week is the final week, I shall handover my current post job scope, before I start my new job scope from 1st of June. still carrying a project over to new scope, so slowly I will get myself to accommodate the changes.

ya, got a job rotation to a post which I don't know what to do at all! the feeling is like a fresh graduate 1st attempt to new job. but I am not that young now :~ hopefully I can catch up new responsibilities fast, at least I can contribute to the new team soon.

sometime we are just greedy or I would say I don't appreciate good things happen to me sometime. last time, when I read on the presentation update for the new team, I would envy it and say 'wahh how nice if I can join this team and handle bigger project like them' higher achievement, broader learning scope. 'wahh how nice for those staff who can travel on business trip then can see other offices in nationwide, at the same time can eat nice local foods!'



now, boss assigned me to this team to replace a leaving staff. so I got the chance to do what I been 'dreaming' for, have chance to travel more frequent. then I start being coward @_@ I worry I can't do well. I worry I fail myself in the new team.

boss told me 2 things 'you don't fight with ppl ya. then you don't make me shame ya since I have strongly recommend your name. work hard!' hmmm.. the way boss talking like from a father or a shifu to the junior. let your fly up up but you must grab the chance and do to your level best. start feeling the pressure @_@



for a refresh trip last long weekend does help in releasing my pressure. take it easy for everything, slowly, I am getting out from my comfort zone, slowly, I will be in the battle of new learning and growing ^^



:)

23052013 ^^

good morning!



just taken breakfast with 2 officemates, great start for a working day before public holiday :D it is a blessing to have girl friends gossiping together in the lovely morning :p






laogong asked for my girls details to buy them insurance. last 2 years he bought for my boy. now for these 2 angels. last time, when I was 'young', I didn't feel much about insurance, why we need to pay monthly to get ourselves protected. but lately, after my mum's knees operation of rm45k, which insurance paid for the bill. on the other hand, my god ma was having the same need of knees operation, but because of money matters, she had to wait and stand the pain for years. thus, my thinking is, if we have insurance company to help out to lighten our burden, then in the critical stage, it is somehow a relief.

my colleague has been in the hospital for a head surgery. now the condition is getting better, however, the big sum of medical fee has caused the family another big headache. as of last week, the bill was rm62k and what our normal yearly company coverage is about rm20k. see the huge gap? few cases of this, I have started to rethink about the need of medical insurance. but, all this thing, I leave it to laogong to handle. I don't know policy an premiums related issue much :p




live life to the fullest. don't get yourself stay in negativity. pls jump out from the negative mind set once you feel yourself is down or depressed. life is too short to be wasted.



happy Thursday! be happy! ^^

2105 Tuesday

good morning :)

found this in office mail
'the foolish person seeks happiness in the distance; the wise person grows it under his feet'



this morning I told bbb. pls study hard from today! I am not asking for top class or top result for bbb, but I want them to have opportunities to learn more and grow wisdom. in the school, they have student placement according to the students ability, thus, for book fees or activities book orders, they have it by children knowledge level too. thus, I ask bbb not to drop to lower class, as I hope they can see and explore more.

yesterday, suddenly I thought of children education fund. in 10 years time, my bbb will enter university. ya, all in one goal! how much I can save for them in these 10 years? if I manage to save the tuition fee, how about daily expenses? thus, I asked children to play their parts too. study hard and get better result, so they have higher chance to get scholarship in the future. I don't want their dreams stop because of money matter. they seems to understand, hopefully they have actions on this :)

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colleague given me below postcards, guess, which is my choice?



success


hardwork


brave


hope


miracle



'one day, I hope I can fly with my wings' am under pressured lately, this share more in other posts. quite busy at home and in the office. good thing is, today measurement, I have lost some weight >_< I need 'miracle' for this transition period so I can move to higher ground soon :)

happy Tuesday!