06012012 friday

today is Friday, a heart-beating checking day.



gals reading newspaper.. this habit started lately without me asking them. I like them sharing news together, when one wrongly interpret the story, another one corrected it - with their limited words reading and understanding capability.


Christmas has been over, am still listening to christmas song in the car. when I want some happy tunes, I shake my body with 'feliz navidad' and when I want some tune to blank my brain, I listen to 'oh holy night'. yesterday morning I listened to cny song, and I cried in the car.. guess that my mental and soul are tired and burdened :(



miss my royee boy much. this morning 7:15am I talked to him, he is sick, on the way to the enrichment centre.



last night sis snapped royee's pic and recorded what he wanted to tell me and the video sent over. I watching it non stop then sleep. I told my parents, i worried I can't stand with this kind of separation - when I am at klang, I think of angels; when I am at banting, I miss royee and keep wondering, how's him doing. hmmm.. a challenging year.



children grow up everyday, I need to move forward too. can't do much but work hard and show better performance this year, hope for upgrading myself by promotion and recognition. I have decided not to go study as of now, but I gonna study bible and learn sewing skill, bread making this year.



we always ask things from God, want God to listen to our prayer.. So we need to spend time to learn God's words in the bible. this is what came to my mind at last year end, would it be too late? but I am serious and working on it especially during weekend, when I have more quiet moment :)



very nice one by a Japanese sewing shifu. hope 1day I can make something like this. I have registered an online sewing class on patch work :p this sunday gonna be 1st project for beginner class. see how many project I can complete ya.. this weekend, I will see few bags for royee and gal gal, this one I learn from reference book.. I believe practice makes perfect!



am reading this now.. laogong asked me what else I wanted to learn? hmmm no idea, coz my children needs and demands always inspired me for more creations and ideas. I am learning to be a good player in motherhood ^^

2012 FAQ

yup, today is 3rd day of 2012, for the 1st 2 days, the frequent asked question to me was - are you sure you don't want to have another baby? 3 are enough? your babies are beautiful, why stop? you really can't afford to have another one?...'



when ppl around me are pregnant here and there, why I share and read more about other ppl pregnancy, when I recall about my pregnancies so I can answer some new parents questions.... I want to have another baby!!


in iPhone, you can have so many application to track your pregnancy day by day.. when you can snap your photo in more handy way.. when your children are asking you how the ovum and sperm meets.. share with you how baby turn his head down so mummy can deliver baby more easily... yup, never stop the feeling of, how nice to experience pregnancy again!

just now, read about someone's blog on the topic 'I want to have more babies but my husband doesnt' hehe.. they are some funny part about it, and there is heart aching part that describe my feeling.

http://kyfirewife.blogspot.com/2011/03/i-want-more-babies-my-husband-doesnt.html

advise received is - pray.


yup.. praying.



2011 has gone..


2012 is here. year by year, when laogong think there is a right time to have baby, I guess, my body age, my mental age, my bbb age doesn't allow to..

ahhh.. come on, don't be greedy.. forget about it.



let's sleep... today is 1st working day in 2012. better be back to reality. caiyo!

huh~~

22:06 am in the train. from morning till now, I have cleared a lot of works, and still, lots more pending to go hmm..

lunch time we have a farewell party for a senior manager.


see my cute little tongue? :p


Ada mutton, chicken, taufu, nice cream puff.



dinner is on vendor :)


1st time I go to pub without family members and in local :)


photo snapping here and there


after the dinner, back to the office and work.

today I feel to listen to song 'somewhere over the rainbow' downloaded few versions, not the feel that I am looking for.


love this pic. the wording tells 'sometime woman needs a man, just like the escaped person needs parachut. if in the moment he is not being here, then he is not needed to be here anymore'

hmm.. in the busy working hours, I always have time to think a lot and be sentimental. today, I think of my man. there is up and down in a relationship, there is time, we love to see our partner in every second, and there are times, we have this question popping up 'if I was not with him, how would I be? better? happier? or worse days?' hmm if I spent more time to observe and looking around, not tie a knot in so young time, would I choose a better one who can fulfil more of my needs and understand me more?...

well, where there is devil doll coming out to disturb your mind, then an angel comes up and say 'hey, you are in happiness, you should be thankful for what you are hang right now. good family and children, good work and friends around...' :p so, back to reality and continue the year end closing hehe.

anyway, I will ask my angels to take time to look for me right in the future. gals suppose to be loved dearly by good boys and make the choices in more selection options. this year (when I got to know angel got a boy friend in her 5 years old class) I have told angel and Eva about this, don't stick to one boy too early when you can enjoy outing with more boys :)

ok, want to drive back to bkt31. tomorrow is a big day to my boy :D hope he can be a good man to his future woman ^^

happy Wednesday!

28122011 ^^











I work hard today :D

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oh.. 27! another few days then we can wrap up year of 2011! this is hmm scary :(


year end closing sometime makes ppl sick especially when you know there are still many more pending tasks in your plate :(



this year closing made me worried. coz too many things in my head, can't focus, work done not fast. tak efficient la..


Christmas is over, so am looking for this weekend, another long weekend :D plan to bring children outing this weekend.

last night supper with sis, drink a glass of teh-c ice, reached banting at nearly 12am. chit chatting with my mama till 1+am then watches an English movie friend's benefit? till 3+am then eyes opened wide at 4+am.. wake up at 7+am and now, I am so blur and sleepy!!

@_@ happy working 😢

merry Christmas!

sweetiemich and shonejay angels wish you - have a very merry Christmas :D





ok we are going to the church for silent night prayer ^^

23122011 Friday

22122011 dong zhi

with some personal issues, me on emergency leave. after settling everything, me and sis went to jusco jalan jalan.


can pose in the toilet, coz it is before 11am, the mall is still quietly waiting for shoppers.


oopss! this looks delicious!


and of course, with Christmas feel!


see the 3 curi tulang workers? from the time we go in till we are leaving, they still eating ooo..


a light soup for my sis, and a regular chowder for me!


macam macam ada punya adik >.<


the baked prawns are here! but they are over burned :p


very colourful baked snappers and vege. nice!


all for me!! hehe and my sis la..


after makan, we go for a movie. petaling street warriors? forget the movie name, but it is a very worth watching singaporean + Malaysian kung fu movie.


after movie, we leave jusco. buy some pisang goreng then go back home.

have a nice evening sleep before we dinner again at night. then I drive back banting.



cute little one I prepared as a Christmas gift for my supervisor :D thanks a lot for her help and guidance throughout the year - business and personal. she seems like a big sister to me in the office, we share stories, feeling, frustration, gossips :p hoping the guidance angel is always be with her :)

yup, it is dongzhi day too! I drink ginger soup but without tang yuan coz I am not really ok with the taste and lembik texture.

grabbed some very cute tang yuan pic to share.














happy happy day with your love family ya!

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a not very good start of my Wednesday. am having headache. I didn't have a good mood yesterday, can fight with laogong over the phone :( sad. sometime I just feeling wasting of time and spoiling the relationship when we argue on some little daily stuff or same matter over the years. lately, topic for arguments are always - children. hmmmm...


reached home tiredly. work made me tired. household issue made me tired. my mind is exhausted. body is tired but can't sleep well. too much thinking, and I get headache. very seldom in my life I get headache, unless it is really bothering me the issue Ai..

last night, I asked children to sit in front of me, I reading out my 10 rules to them. very heavy word I used 'if you all still don't want to obey to the rule, not a good boy and girl, then I will fly over to stay in foreign country, and don't want to get sad and anger about you all' as usual 'ok ok' hmmm

what are my 10 rule? or what I don't like my children to do? I even prepared the list in the office before I left the office. see how serious it is.. my children have hurt mummy's heart. sometime I just think 'how to have heart melted children instead of heart burning children?' guess this is the same question most of the parents ask when they children are at bbb age.



from royee


from angel


from Eva. 'wai po said i get no.1!'

my 10 golden dislike list/rules



1.
dont ask and take things as your own consider stealing
2.
spoil things, don't treasure things
3.
waste thing - money, water, food, time
4.
don't appreciate ppl love and kindness, don't listen to adult
5.
talk rude and no manner
6.
no table manner while eating



7.
don't study and learn hardworking. do useless stuff
8.
no independent and no responsible
9.
don't love each other and hurt siblings

royee: don't have no.10?

10.
listen to God's words. obey and respect to your parents.

hmmm pray for the best.