Thursday colour~

guess what is in this vege soup?


mushroom + celery + tomato + onion soup ^^



this morning I saw my watch was in the tray plate on my workstation. oh! I forgot to wear my watch back home! n lucky thing is, the cleaner can place it nicely for me :D not like my poor sis, left the watch in the toilet, went back n checked, no more! a 2mth old bday gift watch ooo..

ok, eva at last getting better, after another cold icy water bath, then bum bum sub, she went to toilet twice... now she is sleeping tight... mummy doctor is quiet experienced :p



below pic taken last midnight, super high fever :(



can see her shaking shaking ooo sejukknya~~

I love the way Eva handle herself when she is sick. she is an obedient patient n obey instruction well. no crying or being cranky. sleep most of the time n drink plenty of plain waters :) but then, when no sick, she is the most stubborn baby in bbb >.<

LOVE

^^


before we dive in the romance of loving couples preparing their wedding ceremony and the deco of the new room n the yummy foods for their wedding dinners... me n sis is preparing ourselves for this weekend gateway :D 6 days of flying away, n it would be the nice one especially when we fly with our papa n mama ^^

well, there are 2 important commitments I am going to handover the responsibilities to my trusted party..



my work :) btw, I just got my new laptop swapping in the office. finally I can't escape this :S I prefer to work with desktop, even at home, I will buy a desktop pc if I fully stay in bkt31. after many times n years 'no no no' now, I am with it. hmm so no reason for not 'working' in the meeting :p (shhh... I am always meeting with my iPhone only.. so I can do some 'more interesting' stuff :p)



ya, gonna leave my bbb for 6 days. laogong, kai ma, my Digo, maid sister will be taking good care of them. guess that my phone bill for roaming service will be a bomb then :p

sisters talk

never escape these 2 topics - lose weight n money for leisure :p






no matter how, trying yummy never stop even we have limited money to spend ;p



watermelon icy snow



hot dessert from dragon-i


cold dessert from honeymoon ^^ super cooling ;)



I love sister ^^

on mother's day ^^

nothing much special for this special day. 4 siblings shared money to buy a red handphone for my mama. then we ate steamboat together. laogong brought bbb to in law house. I stayed home to create sis wedding pic n mother's day videos. very hot sun, so I do lots of laundry. I slept from 3-6pm in the living hall. only me n maid at home, no disturbance, but many bad dreams :(

night time sis n I went to jusco to buy some gardening stuff n have cooling icy watermelon snow. reached home n waiting for bbb them together we went back banting home.



wish all mama, happy mother's day ^^

do u see rainbow?

hehe picture taken from Cameron highlands trip ^^





not sure if angel pant is smaller or what, can see from the pic, her bum bum is bigger than Eva ^0^



keke angel is shorter n fatter now.. pandai makan ooo.. Eva getting taller n slimmer.



my 2 sweet angels :)



the 3 naughty bbb ^0^ loving them much much oooo

Thursday colour

am weak today, pale look but still come to work. at home lower abdomen pain, come to the office also pain, so no different. in the office still can settle pending work. hmmm.. thot of having the bum bum operation, my tummy pain would go away, but now it comes back. so I have not found out the root cause yet. might need to go for further investigation :(

serious diarrhoea till my bum painful :( hmmm 3 full days! if tonight still not getting ok, then I need to see doctor again. the combination of stomachache and period alike pain, killing me!

i always think of chicken rice from TCRS when I am feeling no well. weird huh? so today I got my lunch at chicken rice shop, a plate of rice, roasted chicken, n soup. I normally don't order the single set, coz I can't finish the bean sprout n the drink.



after lunch, think of the famous Amos cookies. years xmakan lo. using popular member card then I get extra 20% cookies. few pieces actually. see the bear bear? u get one if u buy 200g cookies. I bought 100g and jessie (my supervisor) bought 100g. she let me have the cutie bear ^^


my tea time. guess what the ingredients of this organic vege soup? celery+pumpkin+tomato ^^ light green + yellow + red then became this yummy soup

while busy working, my mind still thinking about this 'which kinder to send ya?' last weekend we went to klang methodist, decided to send them there. but last night, found out that pandamaran having methodist kinder too, which is much nearer to my house. hmm. ppl get headache n greedy when having choices...






very fast ooo.. royee going to be primary school student, n gal gal final year of kinder.





happy faces at banting methodist kinder ^^

3 things ^^

old time

last nite, talked n talked, mum asked me to stop working 'bring all your children back to your home' hmm '50+ years old still need to take care all these children, when can I rest, life where got fun?' complaining loudly.. my heart being bang! I replied softly, 'next year, next year I will move out, bring 3 of them out n stay in klang' I was feeling upset, all sort of feeling in me. Digo told mum 'aiya, u talk only, later when they are away not even 1 week u gonna miss them again..'

don't know how to explain my feeling. i feel so sorry to trouble my parents, feel sorry to my children for being punished sometime just due to adult frustration, i feel sorry to laogong, for parents may look down or complain on him, due to me want to have secured environment for bbb edu..feeling sad for myself, coz my parents dont understand my feeling to stay with them n can company them too...just hoping when I am old, I would consider my words to my children, n don't hurt them intentionally.

many things we talked last night, n many stories are about me, 1 day will betray my parents n siblings. how sad it is. how I wish to tell them 'if I really did that in future, I was not betraying u all, but my God' hmm sometime, I would have that feel, you all get all the name for all the properties, then u all handle everything. don't imagine negatively about my character because of money matter. ppl who are care about money more than love, the trustworthy is not there.


mentally exhausted night.. I get myself a conclusion - the moral of the story is, talk less involve less suggest less on ppl issue. be like Eva, smile all the time when ppl talking to her.. then less issue n argument.





hmmm wonder why, most of the time my good intention being interpreted wrongly but ppl? manipulation of my good words is to protect ppl weakness n challenge my trueness? devils come out when money matter involved, when self benefits involved. I am not saint, but I really don't want to involve love in money matters. pls trust me in this n stop hurting me by saying 'what if 1 day u betray me..'

aaaa.. finished my breakfast sub n coffee, go to the office, start the month end closing. recently, I drink coffee, hmmm more headache.

2012

get my bbb to sit down n I have important decision that needs their confirmation. my plan is - all move to klang by next year. means, royee standard 1 at klang, then angels need to transfer kinder.


picture taken before the sit down talk. coincidentally, angel n royee having the mirror pose :)

bbb are ok with the plan. as long as they are staying together, they are excited. just hoping the kinder that I going to enrol, will be ok, as caring as the current kinder they are in.

laogong asked me how much cost it gonna increased from the current expenses? this is a headache question, coz this is not only double, but at least triple jump on the children education expenses with transportation as well. so, papa n mama needs to work much harder lo~


this weekend, will survey kinder at klang area. hope everything goes well ^^

JM limited edition

at last I found n bought this :D


hehe..


album cover..


inner look..


inner look..


inner old folk look :p


Jason mraz pic n hand written lyrics..


the cds n DVD

so now, everyday am listening to the 2 cds in the car during the journey to n back working ^^
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have confirmed this weekend labour day holiday trip to Cameron highlands - my family n sis couple. still convincing papa n mama to join us. last night I shared with bbb about the trip, Cameron highlands, vegetables n fruits, the weather, the tea leaves, flowers n the cactus. found out one thing, Eva is good in guessing, she think for the answer in fast speed, royee answer quick if the answer is at his tongue. angel is the one shout for the answer after ppl telling the answer. follower. cute!

btw, last night papa told me teacher said angel can't pronounce 'seven' in Chinese. hmmmm.. instead of 'qi' she pronounces it as 'c' need to help her on this.

Good Friday

ya today is Friday. Good Friday. children methodist kinder offday. I will be on half day leave too. tonight we will go to Good Friday service at at church.

last night I showed royee n angel on the video related to Good Friday and Easter. n shared the bible stories with them. angel slept with me on the bed last night, non stop telling me there was a hand n bad guy in the aircond unit. made me so confused. even used her blanket to cover her head so the bad guy couldnt see her :S

last night, I shared with my mum n Digo bro a real story which my boss shared with us during department comm session. let's imagine this...

a tourist threw away an unfinished food at the roadside. then a monkey came by and ate the food. suddenly came out a dog fought with the monkey for the food. when dog was eating, then came out a man chased away the dog, and he ate the remaining food.

there was pictures taken on the monkey n the dog. but when the man came into the picture, my boss didn't snap the pic, to respect the man. besides that, my boss all @_@ with the scene.

the moral of the story is in your mind n heart. don't waste food and all earth elements. n for te guilty, me n sis shouldn't eat so much 'luxury' or 'buy great restaurant experience' so often. gained weight then lose weight for fun but ppl in poor country are not having sufficient foods. that day I read a report, for every 8sec? there is a child dies because of hunger. this is real sad.

hmm since last night I have been fasting, for Good Friday. hope I have the strength to complete an 1day. pray for all the children who are hunger for foods and love.