lost

你是我的主 引我走窄路
高山或低谷 都是你在保护
万人之中唯独 你爱我认识我
永远不变的是 这一生都是祝福

一步又一步 这是恩典之路
你爱 你手 将我紧紧抓住
一步又一步 这是盼望之路
你爱 你手 牵引我走这人生路

listening to this song 恩典之路 last night and this morning. am feeling lost. I need companion. thinking, if being MYSELF is not right? if telling the truth n sharing my thought and concerns would ppl care or curse? hmmm big or small tasks we also need to put in effort, coz we are serving God not serving ppl. maybe, my thinking n attitude is not suitable in the political working environment. n then, I get hurt.

well, last nite I got myself checked, I am in the right track to make myself stay happy n comfortable. so, TGIF! am going to enjoy my weekend :D well I have tried to rush to take the earlier train, but the slow traffic cause me late by 1min :S so I will work longer time then only start my today half day leave! will bring my bbb n mummy n together with sis go watching movie lo - Great Day!

yo! yo! cny coming, office is in red. this weekend will get my bkt31 in red cny deco too :p want to look for n laogong cny cloth, done for angels. myself, hmm bought a dress online, it is big for me >.< ya, u heard me right, the size is large for me, need to get tailor to alter it.



pic snapped by eva. the dress is quite loose, so i look lagi larger size :p bought it online.


snapped this pic at petaling street shop. went there with jessie for office cny deco ^^

kick it!

明知人言可畏，但心依然会痛

last week I found the reason for me to handle my parents feeling n health concern with care. this week I realise the need for my time commitment n effort to guide my bbb in their grows. today, I found the rock in my career for me to concur! so, is time to kick start my 2011 ^^ wow this is not too late :)

this week, both royee n eva completed their semester assessment for music class. proud of them ^^


little gal who always having emotional attack in the class, can play the full song on stage :)


my little tortoise knew he was slow, but he didn't stop n rest like the proud rabbit. 3 mths additional classes and lots of home practises, royee played the song with both hands proudly on stage finally! thank to laogong for her effort and kiss royee for her no-fear-of-failure spirit :*



dont worry angel, mummy is here to be with u n let's together to encourage your little fingers to shine like stars a day soon :D



thank you Lord for being with me. amen.

Elo monday!

aloha!! long time no see :D today is diggers-on-the-road Monday, there were 6 diggers I overtake this morning when I rushing to the train station :p

early morning Eva taken my iPhone for games, so I missed the alarm rang, n I woke up at 7:50am. bbb not even taken their shower. 4 of us kelam kabut in the morning. still, we managed to sing 3 songs together in the car :D



eva's colouring in phone :)

reached home 11pm+ last night, hope after today, there is no more old-new data verification for the sap transformation. been working on non working days, I missed many things n can't settle my to-do list.



many cups of coffee n tea I been taking to make me stay awake during the not-enough-sleep days. can't even recall clearly what had been happened from 24/12/2010 to 9/1/2011. hmm



this morning pic! with monday uniform. with my full face of pimples :~ it won't help how many bird nest u take, how good the anti-ageing skin care u are using, if you don't have quality sleep hours. somemore water retention, look so ^O^

well, reaching office, a nice day ahead!! tata!



pic taken last nite at klcc I-center - when final data checking done.

2011 1st day schooling ^^

red red siblings :)


they wake up early, happily prepared themselves to the school. I was wearing red shirt too! royee said 'chinese new year oo' I said 'royee is in Samuel class, angel Paul class, eva Joseph class' they said 'mummy maxis class' :D

hmm mummy is now in the train, going to maxis class :( morning at kinder, see children, see cutie faces; later go to the office, see stressed faces n lots of reports clean up. hmmm mood switches fast..

hope bbb are happy in the kinder, learn to be good children, be a good one n enjoy their classes, especially for royee, this is the 4th year for him in this kinder. see him happily gathered with his classmates, i feel warm :) guess that, this year I gonna tearing a lot coz royee graduates :p

still in sick. hope I get well soon.

2nd day of 2011

overslept :S woke up at 7:30am then kelam kabut prepared myself to the office. reach the office at 9:30am hmm no aircond >.< still we start the system migration preparations data checking.

breakfast from subway, lunch from mcD - now I look like burger :p finished the data checking for today, we have another 7 days to continue doing things like this. then I prepared the KPI report for my team, to wrap up our 2010 productivity.

nearly 5pm. decided to go klcc for cny cloths shopping, jessie followed. so 2 if us jalan jalan. to relax ourselves too, year end closing really stress us out.




like the blouse colour..



like this sweet blouse too..



the colour n design is nice!


but end up I only bought this design. price is much cheaper, quality is good, cny feel, grandma must be happy with this :p

called up laogong, how much is your budget for their cloth set? guess that, we can only get rm100/set. and 2 sets for each baby. wahhh I need rm600 for bbb cny cloths? hmmm let me go some other place to get something more valuable.

money eater monsters are coming out for cny lo...

happy 2011!

laying on the bed with laogong, watch the fireworks thru the window, sweet beginning of new year :)





then here come the silly joke I made in the 1st few minutes of 2011 :p





I sent 2 wishes SMS to family members n best friends :p 1st is to wish everyone happy 2010, then the 2nd one HAPPY 2011 ya!!! :p

kakakaka my mum, my laogong, my sis non stop laughing oooo :p silly sweetie wishes everyone




HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :D

2010 last working day?

am not sure if tomorrow I have to work. although PM has declared the special public holiday. year end closing hmmm..


in December, almost everyday I talk about back to school with bbb. want to get ready them to go back to school. children have the feeling 'the previous class is better' so royee wants to stay at age5 class n angels wants only age4 class teachers. everyday, I show them the fb pictures in their classes new deco, then make lots of stories n funny silly jokes. surprisingly, this week I don't hear this from angels 'i want to be in same class, don't want separated class' :)

asked laogong to bring bbb to trim their hairs tomorrow. tonight I need to let children try on their uniforms, gained lots of weight in this school holiday! especially - royee!

ok, train reaching station. I need to take another train to klcc, attend 10am meeting. so unwillingly to go :( want to fast fast clear my reports see if I can enjoy tomorrow holidays or not.

tata!

Tuesday oo

counting down days to new year and year end closing final day! still am trying to go back not too late every night. last night, both royee n eva were sleeping, n I have angel followed me till she fall asleep hmm..



looking at me checking my phone



'I don't want to sleep, I am not tired, my body is not tired!'



so energetic at night hmm

bbb wake up this morning, n I am still at home. so making fun with them, reminding them the school is opening soon. prepare angels for studying in separated classes (they don't want to). royee gained weight in this school holidays, non stop reminding him to diet!!



before I left the house? I given them the frosty candy. from hani's niece wedding. so I have a prize giving ceremony for bbb..

angel: congrates, u r no.1 good gal
eva: congrates, u r no.1 n no.1 good gal. double no.1 (have to say double, coz I see her face changed when I give the candy to angel 1st)
royee: ya, congrates, u r no.1 fatty boy!

everyone laughing hahaha :D then mama go to work lo :p

silent night

in the silent night, Santa clause silently coming to the town! :D


while angels n little sunshine ate sleeping..


when the Christmas socks are lining up for the gift..


Santa mummy is here!! with the cute bears n sweet candy sticks!


for the royee boy


the chicky angel :p


n the serious eva ^^


ta-da! 2am in the morning :p



ya, little surprise for my sista sis too!



the doggie n the candy sticks..



ahh!! where the doggie gone??! it dropped! n the candy is not in the stick shape anymore

ho! ho! ho! Merry Christmas to you!!!

O Holy Night

O Holy night, the stars are brightly shining
It is the night of our dear Savior's birth
Long lay the world in sin and error pining
Til He appeared and the soul felt it's worth
A thrill of hope the weary world rejoyces
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn
Fall on your knees

O hear the angel voices
O night divine!
O night when Christ was born
O night divine!
O night, O night divine!

And in His Name, all oppression shall cease
Sweet hymns of joy in grateful chorus raise we
Let all within us praise his holy name
Christ is the Lord!
Their name forever praise we

Noel, Noel
O night, O night Divine
Noel, Noel
O night, O night Divine
Noel, Noel
O night, O holy Divine

video sharing..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fhcZ6b2FSsk&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Fu qi

touching cny song from myastro :)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yTqPKvbt8Nw&feature=youtube_gdata_player

learning maths

hehe ^^

gift from royee

royee given this gift to me :) he got it from his art class. don't know he made it or the teacher made for them.







1st time got gift from my boy, little surprise n happy :D

sista

both gals are playing, their conversation are funny :P





enjoying themselves 'coffee, coffee, I am coming I am coming' don't know the actual story line..


ah! mummy snapping pictures!


post for mummy :)


they look alike recently.. Eva face getting sharper.



macam macam they play :)

they are sleeping now, after a story telling from mummy. a same story for many many months! n they still find the story interesting :) maybe, I always use different ways of telling the same story :P

good nite lo, another 1.5 working days, then I celebrate Christmas lo!