Saturday, April 11, 2009
1st day in taman
bday voucher from GreenBox
thanks to sis, never give me any negative face expression when i reached batu tiga station. very kind of her, it was raining, she came with umbrella n fetched me into the car. so touched! really love her la! :* since we can get free bday voucher from GreenBox membership, so we didnt want to miss the chance to go for free pax lo. pay for 1 then 2 can makan n sing. called up mummy, asked if she can help to sleepkan bbb, then mummy said ok lo :D sis said hor, tonite mama is very happy n cannot sleep one, coz her new car just arrived today :p naughty daughters kekeke..
wondering it was coincidence or sis did it purposely, all the sad love songs were in the list. so sing n sing hor, then made me think of sadly part then tears dropping. then sis said, it's ok, tonite here is for u, u can cry as much as u can. then she continued singing, then i started sisi-sut sut with tissue paper. sekejap lagi, can hear sis also shaking voice. felt so sorry to disturb her feeling. then felt funny also, bcoz when we reached aeon bukit tinggi, sis said, luckily we r not the type of ppl, when 1 ppl feeling sad n crying, another one also non stop crying together. so at least, still got 1 person is awake to the fact. but then, when she saw me cry, she cried also :p i know she could feel what i was feeling. this is sisters are all about :) frankly, my tears stopped when i saw her crying hehe..
it was a great night. we sing n sing till 2am+ this is 1 of the benefits for 2 of us staying in the same house. we can go back home together in the same car. then, how nice to have cinema n karaoke staying nearby to our house. in 5 minutes, we can reach home n close the door already :)
share some pic here. tired look la.. coz after work ma.
Thursday, April 09, 2009
night exercise
Talking about exercise, after I got my sis exercise plan, I choose to do some of the exercise before I sleep. Started from Monday I been doing leg up n down 2 sides x 50 times. then sit up la, cross legs la, cycling la.. so last night, when I was doing those exercise on bed, royee looked at me ‘mummy, why your leg up n down up n down?’ ‘come la baby, we do it together, u follow mummy’ then royee followed, after few times, ‘mummy, I already stopped, u also stop la’ ‘ we need to count until number 50’ then he also counted for me ‘1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5.. 6.. 789587..’ his counting, made me kelam kabut :p
Then I start some abdomen exercise, then the boy started to buat hal. He put his baby barney on my belly, then cover by my shirt. ‘mummy, u gonna deliver baby~’ so when I started to count 123 he was jumping up n down next to me. when I counted 40+, then I need to make those sound like I was having contraction n baby gonna came out, then doctor royee came, ‘5 already?’ ‘...50!’ ‘wawawawawawawa:~~~~ see, got a baby barney!’ @_@ honestly, I was tired because of those exercise, this side 50 times, that part 50 times, n need to counted it loudly for this boy to learn numbers. Then final one, I did cross legs. ‘mummy, now u have 2 babies har’ royee put 1 doggie n 1 baby barney on my belly. Then he continued his jumping, I continue counting n exercising n then, delivered non identical twins! @_@ this time, I betul feel tired n sleepy already. ‘mummy, one more one more, I bring my barney papa come already’ ‘don’t want la, mummy is tired la, want to sleep already’ ‘then tomorrow we wawawawa again har’ thanks for this cute boy.
Last night, he slept with grandma ‘mummy, tonight I sleep with wai po, wai po is alone, midnight only I come here n sleep with u’ ya, he might be tired, he slept from night till the morning :p
gf vs girl friend
i found this is unfair when laogong said, u r too sensitive, narrow minded, dont trust laogong, small air, made him afraid of me. pls, if u always make me feel secured then i wont think yang bukan bukan then go n disturb your feeling. your response made me suspect the simple issue. only u think i am so childish got no brain to think.
aaaahhh.. dont want to talk much, when read sis's post on her laogong also complaining about sis has changed before n after married, i think somehow this is unfair too. coz sis is always the same, memang like that la, very fast get mad, n very fast cooling down. ki siao one. but sis is a loving person with kind heart. hmmm our laogongs seem to start complaining about us when they never tell us what they want or what they are thinking. always keep things in the heart, when burst up, then start complaining. helo, our 'suggestion box' are always available for u all, but u all never tell anything but direct go n public out your dissatisfaction. fair meh? right way to maintaining our relationship meh? i would much prefer u ask for improvement 1st before u go n look for altenative solution n replacement. if u never tell us anything, how would u expect us to know all these while our attitude have caused issue to u wor..
huh.. dont want to talk much la. this morning only i told laogong, i dont want to put much time on u already la. never appreciate n get nice score one. recent month i only focus on improving our love relationship n understanding laogong more, i have neglected bbb. let time tells the true love is, dont need to talk so much. now, i want to give my love to my lovely shonejay angels :) whatever gf ke, girl friend ke, laogong goes n thinks of himself worth of not to hurt n lose me this angel lo as i rest the case to God ^_^
just now we were in the train, laogong checking the weather with his mobile phone. then he said, u dont have this one in your phone. i told him, i dont need to check weather forecast to set my mood. i just need to be happy for myself, if i am happy n feeling good, raining brings nice rhythm to me.. if i am not feeling alright, the bright sunshine hurts my eyes.
anyway, today i am in sunny day! :)
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
naughty wife
in the train, laogong started membebel 'is this fun? i dont know when we gonna meet in car accident if we continue do this' i smiled at him :) 'all the cars n lorries also scared of me, driving like mad ppl' to ease the tegang conversation, i said 'my laogong is F1 driver ma' 'can u next time ple wake up early? i already said, only 5 minutes for u to take shower, or else i leave the house without u. did i do that? i didnt! but can u pls wake up early or at least dont spend much time in the bath room?' then i acted cute la, sayng him here n there.. but can really see laogong face black lo.. :(
well, everyday i try to be early, i also know it is not worth for me to spend my precious life on the road. but i am so tired n sleepy ma. angels non stop taking turn to cry in the midnight, i dont sleep well. then before i take shower or leave the house, i must calm them down for not crying or being cranky, or else my papa n mama have hard time to prepare them to the kinder. 'not very early, 6:30am ok? at least i dont need to drive so fast, how fast u want me to challenge? 200?' hmmm.. 'ok la, i will wake up early ok, dont be angry anymore la..' 'u r so nottie, no one as nottie as u' no one meh? laogong la, but i diam diam la :p 'so, today u have something to post on your blog already lor' i said, 'i wont! i dont want to put your photo, dont want to write u more in my blog anymore, dont u notice that?' but.. now i am posting this blog :p
hmm.. i tell laogong this morning, i want to study related topic on children nighmares n crying at night. coz recently eva cries n shouted at night 'bu yao! bu yao!' (dont want! dont want!) n some other stories. maybe her nightmare reflects her daily emotion state. need to read more on this. then another thing, that day i went to royee's class, i can see all the nice drawing n writing from his classmates, means that he supposes to be okay to write n draw at this age. but till now, royee simply dirty up the paper n got no patience on writing n drawing. i need technique to guide him on this. at least, i want him to put attention on what he is doing. but, i think royee is more to speech. he talks very well n can catch new word by listening once. can memorize lyrics well too. good in imagination. hmmm need to read more on this..
tell laogong, i want to get ideas from homeschooling pages that i read to teach bbb at home. i found it is wasting of time for them to fight with each other at home for dvd, tv shows, toys, n mummy's attention. now, i only sing n story telling at night. see, if i can do something this weekend or not. plan to buy a pool for them to play at home since they love water so much. well, need to start putting more effort in children education n mindset development.
Monday, April 06, 2009
am a childish wife
frankly speaking, i am bored here. office system freezed, i have pile of purchase doc need to be created, but, i have to wait till next week then only can clear all the job. so, i am free today. want to go back home early, but seem that laogong is busy at work now. hmm.. i know i am immatured, childish, n too senstive for everything. so many things, many love quarrels are started by me :( laogong said 'the more u jumping up, the more i want to disturb u' so everyday, i am riding on roller coaster hmmm.. i know, my childish n insecured attitude would scare laogong off as he always says 'dont make me afraid of u' :(
well, new beginning. i want to be a good wife n learn to be a lovely one. these few years, only concentrate on handling well 'mother' this role. i think, now i need to learn to be a good wife then :) so many things to learn ooo when we getting older n older.. hmm.. life journey.. luckily we have world wide web now, so sometime i can get 1 or 2 tips by browsing net with my blackberry phone while taking train or doing business in the toilet :D
would like to say sorry again to laogong n his friend, as yesterday i really did a very silly n stupid thing. i used 'friend finder' service to locate laogong when laogong went out with his friend. hor! the same place he was staying for hours, from morning till afternoon. 'what he was doing har?!' then i couldnt take it anymore, i called up laogong n asked 'where r u?!' 'kl lo' 'what kl? u r in klang, why u want to lie to me!' laogong also pening with me 'i am in kl, u find me la' then i find again lo, then i forwarded the result message to him 'it is klang!' then hubby also geram already 'if u believe that i have nothing to say, i can show u the restaurant bill' 'but why klang?' 'go n ask your maxis la!' then i was so angry for laogong cheating me.. so the geram! wanted to cry somemore! after few minutes, i tried it again, as i memang trust maxis service, at least for friend finder. OPPS!!! why this phone number? why it is not laogong's number? guess what, i been locating my laogong by using my phone number! STUPID me! then i tried it again with correct phone number, ya, it showed KL! i laughted out.. n felt soooooo sorry to laogong n his friend @_@
then as 'so called' angel me, sent sms to laogong n said sorry to him, something like this 'angry huh? not happy huh? i am sorry ok, i am not meant to disturb u.. forgive me ok?' then laogong diam diam didnt reply, then i continued 'i know i am childish, i am immatured, u dont be angry somemore la, or, i punish myself by walking back banting? putting more weight?' n all the childish act la. then laogong reply 'wait till me come back only talk' hmm.. last nite, i didnt tell laogong about i had wrong typing the phone number. then ask for forgiveness again, then laogong started la, 'u know, i call up customer service n scolded the guy nicely, within few minutes i can drive from klang to kl? if your system is not ok then dont sell the service... bla bla bla' then suddenly i laugh 'why laugh? very funny is it? i was so mad ok!' then i told the story la, then laogong SPEECHLESS! ok. i feel guilty on this. i feel sorry to spoil laogong's mood. i feel so pity to the customer center guy :( tell u, the friend finder service is very reliable as of now am using, only stupid n childish user like me would coz the disaster @_@
this morning in the train, laogong looked at me with his sarcastic look 'ya, i have another wife staying in the same area, easy for me to look for both of u! silly' then i :p 'if i want to do something, i will switch off the phone ok, dont need to let u non stop bugging me.. ya next time i should go oversea, so u cannot find me, happy?' then i :p again kekeke.. 'no no no, next time i buy u a ticket, u go oversea, then i stay n travel here.. ben ben de' ok la, sorry la. period coming my emotion got changes ok :p hehehe feel warm this morning when laogong kissed my cheek, lefn n right, n lips when he went to take lrt train. kekeke.. i am safe :D
ps: hey, i am not a careless ppl la, but why har, this time being so stupid @_@ getting old huh?
dear are u pregnant?
just got this question posted by arpu, my eyes opened wide when reading this. how come she got this question shooting to me? am i really look like pregnant? chubby face or growing tummy? i look much bigger size than before? hor~~~ so many question marks popping up! immediately i called up sis, 'mie~~~ my friend asked hor..' 'r u pregnant ar?' har?! how come sis got the same thought? 'hahahaha :D' hey, this is no joke lo, am now trying to lose weight, n already frustrated with only 5kg lost, then i got this question been asked, so what i have done is failed lo :~~~~ wawawawawa :~~~ 'u follow my exercise plan la' wahh! then sis said, 'no ma, your PD pic not bad ma, look young (hey, i am young ok!).. maybe she seen your old pic in my blog ler' hmm before sis hang the phone, somemore added 'hey, dont drink so many cup of tea ooo, no good for pregnant woman' 'ya, walk slowly, or else later pok gai' :S
came back to work station, got to know arpu read my blog, she thought the secret i mentioned in it is i got pregnant, as she assumes that hubby didnt want another baby.. aaaa.. lega sikit ok. u know, a bit phobia now, i used to get offered seat in the train u know if i wear the loose cloths.. last time i just ignored, if i was tired, then i thanked for the seat n just rest. normally i would say 'it's ok', then continue standing. but now, after some workout n food cutting, still got the offered seat, then i will betul betul need to follow sis's exercise plan lo :( (or continue eating more to release tension)
btw, arpu, thanks for reading my blog word by word n take it into your heart :D i dont get mad of the question, but i would get mad if bcoz u see my recent pic then only posted this question :p dear, i am not pregnant la (how i wish i was, i would definitely let u know before i posting it up to public :p) now, i have put the plan aside, since bbb are demanding more now, then commitment also higher, economy downturn somemore, laogong memang said he needs time to adapt himself as a father of 3. so, now i only concentrate on what i am having :) if we have extra money, then will go travelling with laogong to see the world (now starting with local trip 1st :p) then can have more toys n educational aids for children ^_^ in life, we get some, we lose some. so never mind la, sometime i do think that, if i have another bb, then i would continue staying at home, no time for myself n travel around the world. then laogong would be boring with my short hair, n high tone 'mummy is angry!' or 'No! n all the loose n faded color baju :p somemore, frankly, my body is getting old already :( sini sakit sana sakit. last nite, in the midnite, i asked royee to stand on the bed, then only i can carry him to the buai, somemore very slowly my action, afraid my back terpatah :( (wondering why suddenly want to sleep in the buai after so long he sleeps on mattress, hmm macam macam)
'Be more healthier for my husband's sake.I want him to live long. I want to go London with him in our old age. Imagine holding hand and walk in the London roads with white hair and beautiful smile :)' i love this, touched. and i had imagined my day when me n laogong, holding hand, walking slowly n see the world together ^_^
conclusion, i am not pregnant ya :D
under the dining table
yu jet 7mth
Saturday, April 04, 2009
2929 loving day
Friday, April 03, 2009
my pregnancies tag
1st: yes. was trying for 4 mth
2nd: yes. we dont want to have big age gap between children, no protection after 1st pregnancy
1st: registered legally :p no chinese wed ceremony. didnt plan to have one in fact
2nd: after the chinese wed ceremony. hmm 3mth
3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS?
1st: surprised! coz been getting dissapointment for 3 mth. would be the last try if didnt get pregnant. happy but try to be secretive :p
2nd: had the feel to do the urine test even it was 4 days before period day. very light line.. keeping it to myself until the next morning, checked on 1st urine in the morning :p
no! i enjoy pregnancy, i love my babies!
5. HOW OLD WERE YOU?
1st: soon to be 26
2nd: soon to be 27
1st: montly urine test check
2nd: feeling too tired > urine test
7. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST?
1st: did the test together with sis. ya crazy sisters, so excited! then laogong, laogong hug n kiss me. then went out to look for dad who was having a walk with my dog nikie ^_^
2nd: laogong 'sure or not?' i showed him the urine test result hehe
of course. asked the gynae each time i do checkup. but i only got to know bbb sex, when gynae took them out from my belly :( 'is baby ok?' 'ya, u have beautiful baby' 'hmm gal or boy ar?' 'har? u dont know ar? it's a boy!' :p
1st: 1st november 2005
2nd: 1st december 2006
10. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?
1st: only in the evening at the beginning stage, not serious
2nd: feeling nausea.. morning sickness still ok..
11. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?
1st: nope. very good eating habits. mama home cook.
2nd: early stage, bread. after that, just as normal
12. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?
no one. nothing. i enjoyed my pregnancies. really, the most happy moment in my life :D
13. WHAT WAS YOUR CHILDREN SEX?
1st: boy
2nd: gal n gal
14. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX OF WHAT YOU WERE GETTING?
no. never think to have gal or boy. had 2 boys n 2 gals name in my diary since year 2004 :) but they were not the name am using for bbb
15. HOW MANY KGs DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?
1st: 15kg. once delivered, dropped 10kg. n am still keeping the remaining 5kg :(
2nd: 9kg. losing weight actually. once delivered, dropped nearly 10kg
16. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER?
1st: my wedding luncheon considered? :p bb was nearly 3mth at the time
17. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW?
on? it was a shock when i got to know it was twins at the mth of 4 to 5. coz we dont have family background on twins babies. so everytime when i went for check up, 'doctor, confirm got the hearts with heart beats ar? u sure har, it is baby not any other thing har' :p
18. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?
1st: smooth one. i drive 1.5 hours journey to the office n drive back home with traffic jam alone :) climb 3 floor staircases up n down many times a day in the office. work till i deliver ^_^but.. suddenly blood pressure gone high from 120 to 190 suddenly, so i need to be induced, tak jadi, emergency operation theather :(
2nd: nice one. coz blood pressure gone high coz of carrying twins since early stage. so have to home rest since mth 4. finished all my medical leave, hospitalisation leave, paid leave, unpaid leave hmmm.. admitted once at nearly mth 7 coz contraction. asked to discharge coz wanted to helping out in my brother's wedding :p then admitted nearly 1 week after the wed ceremony in the 1st stage preterm labour room, everyday controlling the serious contraction until my heart couldnt take it then went in OT
19. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?
subang jaya medical centre
20. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?
1st: induced 4am-11am in labour room. then less than an hour in OT
2nd: less than an hour
21. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?
1st: my dad. just wanted to go to get MC sheet to be lazy at home, coz not feeling comfortable with the contraction. but doctor asked me to stay a night to monitor the condition as i stayed far from the hospital. mana tau, midnite blood pressure buat hal :p
2nd: hubby sent me to the hospital n he went to work. thot to have normal checkup, but serious contraction i was having..
22. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?
1st: gynae, another doctor, n helpers
2nd: gynae, another doctor, pediatrician, some of the young n cute trainees :p
23. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?
1st: unplanned c-section
2nd: planned c-section on the unplanned date - my scheduled date was 8 november 2006
24. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?
c-section injection. after delivery, no painkiller for me, am allergic to painkiller :(
2nd: 2.1kg - they have same birth weight, height, head measurement n ya, sex :p
1st: 1st october 2005
2nd: 17 october 2006
1st: shone jay thea royee 程泺溢
2nd: angelina thea roinn 程泺颖 n evangeline thea robei 程泺蓓
1st: 3Y 6M 2D
2nd: 2Y 5M 2W 3D