17042013 Wednesday

good morning to you! ^^ had a bad dream last night - I found out royee being punished in the school, no recess time for him because his performance was too bad. so he told me he was hungry. I went to complained to the class teacher, she ignored me and teasing royee boy in the class. I went to see higher management and they teasing me and ignored me... so sad and angry.. then I heard 'you raise me up! so higher in a mountain..' ya, my alarm rang. wake up, a morning prayer in sadness :(



when I was ironing children uniforms, I told royee about my dream. because it was so real so I worried it happened in real life. he smiled 'mummy, all students have their recess time, only some are early some are late' do you eat? 'yes, I eat very fast and play with my friends' :)

guess, I am very stressed in taking care children, in building good characters of them, in fulfilling the expectation of my children' father and teachers. in very early morning, I have lost spirit..


laogong is at home and going outstation this morning. lately we argue frequently on his and my expectation towards children and family household stuff. I asked for a stop, don't like to have the disturbed feeling, especially when parents are not close enough, children might get the negative impact. one friend told me I got a very good 'gentle spirit', keep it up so I can handle my family well and one day, ppl especially my laogong can see my effort towards family. keeping faith :)



true. guess I have been knocked down, coz I am in super happiness stage with all I am having. God always find way to remind us, to be more better to have what He planned for us :)



today. as usual. prepare breakfast for bbb.


sandwich of hazelnut chocolate + cheddar cheese and vitamin C candy. royee commented the sandwich tasted like fedora rocher chocolate. you may give it a try :)



finally I have came out the time table for weekday. of course there are special request and condition allow to not fully the time table. but basically this is the main guide. they need to sleep by 9.15pm.



1st night, they asked for excuse, coz want to watch 'adult movie'. in my house, when bbb mention about adult's movie, you don't need to get panic - though of they are watching 'those' censored adultery movie :p the rule of me is, they can only watch those rated age <13 movie or best still, those children tv channels. permission is needed if you watch adult movie which talk about love, violence, spiritual and religion topics.. coz they need adult to explain to them if they have mistaken the message.



there is a quote mentioning, if parents don't control and monitor what program children are watching, then you don't complain your children misbehave or having belief system or mindset your children having. of course, I can't control them in every minute, so you can see girls like to see kissing and loving couples scene and boy likes the non-stop-bullets flying scene. when mummy comes, very fast they switch the channel to children Cartoon Network @_@



btw, if you noticed my living hall furniture arrangement, we have changed the tv cabinet and sofa from this position (look at the poster as guide)..



.. to this. reason for being so in one fine good morning - I want to ease my daily sweeping and mopping effort. I don't need to get myself blocked by sofa and the wall corner when I doing housework. besides, the hall looks bigger now with the new arrangement ^^ more spaces to walk around. good for baby shyuan to learn walking and running later on :p

tata! wanna take a 5min break before I reach the station and starts my tight schedule in the office. millions ringgit claim submission due this month end, so everyday bosses push, we rush >_<



trying to make this lately. fail to do so as of know, my bum is too heavy I guess :p

happy Wednesday!

night..

走出心灵的阴霾，
活出生命的色彩。
别让青春再期待，
改造每一个现在。
不要、不要、不要再自怨自哀，
停止、停止、停止那消极无奈。
千万人中你独一无二，
坚强地活出生命的色彩。
走出心灵的阴霾，
活出生命的色彩，
展开向上的翅膀，
迎向希望的未来。



frankly I am quite down and directionless at the moment, thanks to this note from mother Teresa :) heart comforted. I should remind myself, what I am doing now is between me and God. so accept all the challenges and waiting for the bigger surprise that prepared by Him :)






today I tell my colleague I am happy everyday. every night sleep with no big regret. ya, I shall continue to be like this, don't need to get down because of life stone. pick up the challenge and let myself go through the obstacles, gain the experience and grow wisdom ^^

good night . 23:53.
Tuesday 16.04.2013

15042013 Monday

today I want to be happy! ^^




to set new time table for my family.

to set private time for myself.




to set new rules in the house.




to smile and laugh from the heart everyday.




to be a good mother.




give thanks everyday




happy Monday and happy new beginning !

12-13 April

counting down...


to the new state of..



34 years old happiness :P

thanks Mei Mei for the surprise birthday counting down ^0^ talking about wish list, hmm just let it be like this - I gonna accept all the good and not so good coming along ^^ what I really want is what money can't buy. so, continue to grow wisdom and patience to work for what I want to have in life :)

you and me ^^

Taking a trip down memory lane
Things have changed, one thing remains
That they will always have each other

And even though those days have gone
They know here is where they belong
There's some kinda magic in the air

Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1, 2, 3, 4, cheek to cheek

And they're learning how to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this to be true for you and me

Holding her close, he leading the way
Out at the park, enjoying the day
And you can tell they'll be okay

Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1, 2, 3, 4, cheek to cheek

And they're learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this to be true for you and me




"believe there is forever love in this world? believe.. more happier!"

hand written note from Mei in once upon a time :) that describe my thought now ^^

pyjamas office wear

big boss came to see my neighbour, after few minutes of office talk, then he talked to me..

"michelle, why you are wearing so casual today? wearing pyjamas to work! this looks like pyjamas right?'

so i have the feeling of working from home, then I can do work faster :D

'some more wearing short!'

I stood up 'hey! this is skirt ok!'

'oh, skirt aaa, so short, I thought you are so daring wearing short to the office'

doh! is my fashion taste downgraded or this uncle boss doesn't know fashion? ya, I know price doesn't mean - "I am fashionable" but at least my rm120 skirt and rm159 shirt are from trendy boutiques too @_@



reason wearing casual coz thought of bosses would all go for managers meeting, manatau, this boss not going @_@

by the way, today i find this shirt is a bit loose. am I shrunk down or the shirt became bigger after washing? hmmm.. sis asked me to go for body checkup, she said I seemed loosing weight but i didn't do any workout lately. 'maybe you got cancer' @_@




feeling warm and touched when someone special who I been thinking was thinking about me too ^^

yo! am going to have dinner with my sis who pushed me for medical checkup or in another words - to see you got cancer or not! ^0^

am counting blessing everyday because of Him ^^

10042013 Wednesday

hola!


taken your breakfast? :) my breakfast is in my bag. suppose to eat the breakfast in the car, today busybody chit chatting with sis while driving..



we were talking about this devil doll! she likes to make dinosaur roar @_@


she cried when you removed thing from her hand! dasyat! can cry and smile in a sec! and her crying voice is very loud >_<



this morning I made breakfast for myself and my beloved bbb. having improvement from yesterday, we reached the school on time! once they went in, then only the auto-gate closing @_@ well, am ready to get warning letters from the school coz we are late almost everyday!

yesterday I lectured bbb in the car. what normally parents do is, sharing those old stories la.. me too!

"I was 7 years old when I was standard one. same with you all. not that I was smarter than you, stronger than you, better than you.. the difference between you and mummy is - mummy be responsible for myself and my study and my future! grandpama never wake up early to prepare mummy go to the school. mummy set alarm and wake up, prepare everything, then leave the house and walk to the school. the journey is nearly 30 minutes but mummy can reach the school early and do some study before the class. night time mummy set up the table and do homework. mummy dont have a static workstation like you all. for words that mummy don't understand, mummy check dictionary. when there is art class or sport day mummy prepare necessary things night before. grandpama don't need to shout and rushing for everything like now mummy is doing. mummy dont ask 100% or all As from you, I just want you to be responsible for your ownself, if you get C for your writing, you are telling ppl you are not doing things with your heart and concentration."

bla bla bla...I am everyday building my children character. hopefully one day I can see some good achievement and one day, they are proud of themselves. 'please do things that make yourself proud and be Lord's witness'




lots of outing activities coming up, my house calendar is full of activities marked. yet, I can't fulfil all the request children asking for. lately royee boy always talking about Legoland. will plan for it.. looking for cheaper entrance tickets too. 1 family go out for a simple outing, the expenses is high too. at last I have set date for bringing children to ktv for karaoke singing. they been asking me to bring them to ktv whenever sis and I go there or we pass by the ktv. many things and schedule we need to set and do with children, before they can be independent by their own. this is part of parents responsibility I guess, coz my parents build great childhood experience and memory for me too!



capture all the childhood memory..



keeping children laughter..



in their hearts.. forever ever :)

long way to go.. but I know it is worth to putting in effort and enjoy the journey along the way ^^ best wishes to all the mothers out there, you are great! although sometime eg I get comments from laogong 'why you don't spend time with children?' hallo! to make sure them in one piece and not being naked and not in hunger of food and care, that is my TIME spent' hoh!!

well talking about laogong.. when I called him this morning, still in his slumberland ooo.. hmm I had done ironing, preparing children to school, homecook breakfast, lecturing them, F1 driving to school on time...' hmm this is the difference from a mother and a father and man vs woman - at least in bkt31 = sickening stories of my sis and myself :p bising is for sure, but everyday we are hoping for early back of our 'lovely' husbands lo ^0^



tata! happy Wednesday :D

08042013 Monday

good morning~


flowers blossom in my heart coz of your smiling ^0^

so how's life?


^0^ everyday I think of writing something, then hang out at Facebook, watching Korean drama on the go, or sleeping in the train :p start posting my korea trip photos in Facebook, still editing the rest :p some of my colleague said 'so few.. we want more!' wahh sounds popular demand kekekke :p



from Kuala Lumpur international airport..


to korea incheon airport..


1st stop experiencing kimchi making..


and posting in Korean costume..



1st time I have the feeling of opening a travel blog to capture my travel trip stories! too many to record for future reference. if you want more trip details you can refer to my sis's blog. all the places names, price, behind the scene stories.. to me, I would like to capture my feeling and thoughts of the moments :) as usual, wait la, don't know when I gonna start to set up the new blog ^0^

8:35 now. am sleepy. busy weekend.



in fact doing nothing much, but it is tiring. Saturday day time be the driver for children classes.



..shopping for sunday outing foods and drinks.

Saturday night time kena husband complained 'my hotel room is cleaner than our house' ya! coz your hotel room don't have bbb and a busy working mother ma! then being lectured on who to vote, how to vote, the politic stand in the coming election @_@ 'I don't want to talk to you anymore! you scold me because of politic!' pity me.. ahhh!! then I fall asleep when I covered myself with my doggie to avoid eyes contact with laogong.. forgot about my unfinished Korean drama series >_<



sunday morning wake up early to prepare foods for outing. we prepared chocolate chips wafer and otak otak popiah. got royee boy to help out in making the wafer :) I don't sandwich the wafer with fruit jams or butter kaya, don't want to let family members eating too much of sugar. so the wafer sweetness is from the chocolate chips and chocolate rice. have another milo version :D



we went to the zoo negara with in law family. I can't even recall when was the last time I been there - childhood? when Saturday noon laogong came to me 'want to go to the zoo with my brother?' see laogong was so happy and excited, then I said yes! simple outing that strengthen the relationships of family members. I like!


oopss.. a big family photo without the youngest brother and wife @_@ hope for more outing like this, can see brothers happy together, see grandparents' happiness in playing with grandchildren. myself can see the outside world, relaxing in the nature and have fun with my children :D



hehe mother in law said I lose weight ooo.. keke the wearing in black helps much! hahhaa :D



latest wallpaper in my phone ^^




tata! hope you enjoy your everyday with thankful heart :)