playing fun

before I got in the room, I heard this 'faster hide, don't let mummy see us'


one...


two...


three! 3 little monsters came out!!

recently I found out bbb like to stay at bkt31. few times royee asked me, why we don't stay in bkt31 'sister can take care us ma' now they are at the stage which 3 siblings playing together like friends. running together, laughing together, fighting together, always hear this 'I don't want to friend with gogo already la' or 'u don't take my eva, eva is mine!'

at bkt31 they have place for toys, study, entertainment. so they won't feel bored. at banting, they have nothing much thing can do, so they do stunt :( climbing up here n there, jumping on the bed, then fall down or break the cabinet or wardrobe glass door. grandma gets angry, all kena rotan.

maybe be, next year school holidays I will let them stay with the maid at bkt31, by the time, the combodian sister can understand more our language, n children can behave better - hopefully.

Xmas collage

yesterday morning, snapping lots of photos on bbb for Christmas celebration. then printed all the photos, n picked up some for collage.


bought this frame when we just wanted to move in bkt31.


ta-da!!


this year theme color - RED



finally, it is on the wall. the sunflower poster temporary removed :p ok showing this pic which I was with no-bra but I don't have other pic to show, it us on the wall. this is a trial pic I asked laogong to snap to see if the frame hang too high



hehehe mummy shame shame ooo

midnight baking

preparing this for laogong office ^@^





cornflacks raisins cookies


sis companying me too!

using this simple recipe :)

3c plain flour
3c nestum/corn flacks
1/2tsp baking powder
250g butter
1 1/2 cup fine sugar
2 eggs
100g raisins
1tsp vanilla essence

00:20

'alone in the living hall with cooling fresh air. having this wild idea in my mind - can I again go for pregnancy n having a new bb so I can experience full breastfeed n the bonding, let bbb see the pregnancy n together we take maternity photos.. i miss the bb touching n movement in my belly..'

posted this in my fb diary. hmm as told me, in life, we have so many things to achieve, not only babies. ya true, I know. but somehow, to experience again the amazing secret moment with the little new born n see a child growing, is 1 of my biggest dreams. n this dream, is not I alone can achieve it.

I love my life now. with lovely husband n 3 children. but then I have what I want also ma. ok la stop thinking la. want to bake my cookies lo.

btw, today is my holiday :D

flying to the dreams ^^

plan for your success

these mail contents are from my hod sharing.





just do your best today. ya, we must live life to the fullest. so I have a to do list in my mind for today office hours.

this morning 6+ angel came to me, 'mummy, why sister wake up earlier than us?' coz sister needs to clean the house. hmmm her question did alarm me. sister get paid, she does her job to her level best, from early morning to late night, if children not sleeping or if I have not completing my meal let her wash my dish, them she won't go to sleep.

'your dreams start coming true when you just do the best today' no matter which position u r, what role u r playing, do to the max, do to your best, as 'the past does not count just do the best today' I am motivating myself with these nice inspiring words

need to start my Friday with free n easy mood

train is coming

mind feeling

nowadays, 2 things that annoying me. 1 - been dreaming to a same guy for years. although I have told him about this weird fact, but still he always appears in my dream 2 - those hurting or dad memories would be flashing in mind when they are being triggered then u will feel to pain, the lost, the fear, the all sort of negative feeling all over again. this is tiring.

aaa an emo Friday morning

pocoyo us

me love the hairstyle n I am recently hearted white cloths



sister red spec n green+white shirt is her trademark



ooooo sis is calling me

Thursday lo

sharing morning pic..


eva, the lips swollen, fall down from the bed


angel n 3 babies.


she made the story 'why this baby is so tall? ooohh coz she is 4 years old already ma'



got a free shirt today. gonna wear it in Tuesday. this is the shirt from our serving department. how nice if Monday till Friday we have uniform to wear

lunch time with supervisor. she asked me when taking leave? she said better take now, don't take it on year end. ooo in fact am thinking when to take leave, coz I need a rest, n I want to spend more time with bbb. then I got the idea, take leave on next Monday, coz tuesday is public holiday, so I have 4 rest days to stay at bkt31

since going to take leave next week, so tomorrow gonna be
busy to clear works lo. it's ok, am looking forward for my break

Saturday walk

when royee having his music class, we go jalan jalan at aeon bukit tinggi ^^



Xmas tree.. the pink butterflies are lovely


sisters. growing taller :)


big dino


squeeze in


wanted eva


wanted angel. my Digo carried them from the side


Digo likes this movie, so I get him to take pic


waiting for the dinner n royee to join us


angel in the ball


royee joins us


concentrate...


watching on stage performance