the balloon

gun

everyone is with high expectation :p

eva

the little bee

become necklace ^_^

eva put the hat on angel

mummy helps..

kekeke..

royee is sad. he wanted a doggie...

mummy didnt know how to make it >.<

kakak bday celebration

belated bday celebration for kakak. while ppl celebrating deepavali, we celebrate the october babies bday :)

surprise!

the mango yogurt cake

"beautiful cakes for your loved one"

kakak n bbb

happy~

doa

touched!

very happy~

hehehe :p

bbb eating the cake

sunshine!

U r my sunshine, my only sunshine,
U made me happy, when skies r grey,
U never know dear, how much I love u,
So pls don’t take my sunshine away~

Sent: Wednesday, October 22, 2008 11:48 AM

Hey I will never. I love u also
Bonjji Thea
Sent: Wednesday, October 22, 2008 11:57 AM

hehe.. i 'haha' when i got your reply~ :p

22102008

Gong, thanks for your call. Am feeling tired n down. Last nite i slept with speedy heart beat, wondering if i had heart attack. Some arguments with my mum, made me very sad. I really need someone here with me. I dreamt about u the whole night. Non stop scenarios to tell myself how much i miss u n need for u. I cried in my dream. I cried when i wake up. Am crying when typing this. Am weak now, part of my heart is empty. This morning i hugged angels, 1 by 1 very tight. They slept on my body. I miss your craddle hug. Just hoping u keep your promise, come back after u complete the current project. Now i start feeling no much interest to this weekend housewarming, bcoz of my mum, bcoz of u r not around to share the fun n happiness. Am celebrating bbb bday just want to keep the photos of them cutting cakes. Shall i webcam u? I feel sad to see bbb webcam u. Hmm. Have a nice day there. Hoping our 6th anniversary we can celebrate it together. Laogong, happy anniversary. I love u.

Sent: Wednesday, October 22, 2008 9:27 AM

I will try my best to give u a better future.
Bonjji Thea
Sent: Wednesday, October 22, 2008 9:29 AM

talking to papa

video chat with papa

royee sayang gal gal

bbb kiss kiss papa :*

when papa is singing..

webcam: royee sayang angels

when u asked royee, 'do u sayang gal gal?' royee went n hugged n kissed angels. so sweet!

happy bday to twin angels~

ya! angel n eva are 2 years old! time flies~ they are now 2, and am still carrying the same weight for these past 2 years.. aiyo.. yesterday my colleague said 'u r 29, and u r having 3 kids!' then another colleague said if i could get slimmer, then when i bring bbb go out, for sure ppl would say am bringing my younder borther n sisters ^_^ ok ok.. let me work out for something la.. (talking this for n times :p)

this morning, i get royee to sit with me, then both of us singing happy birthday songs (english n chinese version) to angels. hehehe they were happy n clapping their hands together. was feeling nice n happy. to have my 3 bbb together, n they r lovely ^_^ last nite when they were talking to u in the phone, they were so cute! n they were excited to it. i really hope u can come back faster to refresh their mind.. 'oooo this is papa' hmmmm..

this evening, i will start my 1st aerobic class in the office. then will go back banting to pick up bbb, then go to bkt31. hope it wont be too late. tomolo i have friend's wedding dinner to attend, hope kakak can manage angels, then i bring royee go.

tata!

ww42

another 10+ weeks, then it ends year 2008. every fast! look at my y2008 goal, i have yet buy the edu plan for bbb n how to take family photo album without u ler? hmmm next week i would join my 1st company voluntary job for this year. hope there will be more to come, n i have time to join.

left house early today, dont want to be late for sirim audit in the office. royee n angel were sleeping on my bed when i left to work. eva was coughing seriously. me n kakak are sick too. hope everyone will get well soon. u too, take good care of yourself there. n i really hope u can confirm your travel plan. cepat balik la!

no photos to share for this week post, coz i have left my camera at bkt31. aiya! what we did at bkt31 last weekend? we bought the number plat for house, we hired ppl for grass cutting at the front compound of the house, i put the bookshelf up, paid the security fee for Q4 2008 n get the resident pass, we baked chocalate cake, we made crystal jelly, i cooked man yee mee (my mum n sis said nice taste!), i cooked dinner for them. bruce tried to install the water heater, but failed. bbb got cold coz always in the aircond room n bath with cold water. hope u can help us to fix the water heater soon.

yesterday we started asking quotation for caterer. at 1st we wanted to have smaller party for only relatives, n we cooked the food by our own with help from my mum. then feeling that it would be troublesome especially when my mum's knees are weak rite now. she cant stand for long time. n since it is our house warming party, why we want to trouble our beloved guest to cook? so hope there will be more quotation n menu coming in today, n we have more choices for the food. n see if we want to extend the invitation to our friends as well.

pls confirm if u r coming back ok!

bbb r sleeping zzz

u r now in casino. am experiencing high speed of HSDPA service. i bet it, u will love to get connected to net using maxis broadband at bkt31. the speed is much much better compared to dc31. bbb r sleeping, going to carry eva up to this room. my mum is watching tv. later she will come n sleep with me. my mum's new super single bed is yet to come. she feels suffered if sleep on the floor, she find hard to stand up n go to washroom in the midnite. her knees problem is still persist.

u r now in casino with your partner. smoking area? if yes, pls dont go there frequently, i know u want to company your buddy, pls take good care of your health too. gong.. good nite! u too sleep early ya~ kiss u good nite :*

what we cooked last weekend

these were the yummy yum yum we cooked/baked in last weekend. opening ceremony for the kitchen :p no recipe, no instruction, we masak sesuka hati with the limited materials in the fridge. the judge - bruce ada gave comment yang not very good, but we just felt funny by our own. to be improved by cooking more n spending more :p

baked cheese rice

this is always the superb missing meal. this time, we have fish n chicken inside. and we can have 4 different set that suit to your taste - with mixed vege, less mixed vege, less cheese, more cheese.. i love this! all the time :)

fried meehun

1st time i fried 1/2 pack of meehun. hmm tiring ooo.. heavy! my sis helped to cut the carrot. 1st experience for her. thick thick carrot lookes cute! :p after cooking, the wall, the floor, the hob.. all are with my meehun sisa. ahahhaa.. (very quickly i cleaned them, before kakak saw it, buat malu saja).. comment from bruce, only taste of soy sauce n papper :~

cheesy toast

this is my sis 1st trial. on the bread, we have chilli sauce, fish fillet, carrots, cheese. at 1st we heat it up in microwave. the taste is nice, but then a bit wet for the toast. then i suggested to put them in oven. we read the user manual :p then when everything is ready, no power connected to the oven ^0^ we get bruce to help. after minutes, then we got it! hey, this snack is nicer n yummy yummy when u grill (i use grill function) it in oven. try it!

spaghetti bolognese
we have tomato paste, we have angel hair spaghetti. we dont have minced meat. eager to try it out. so we use fish n sotong ball. we cut them into cubes, jadi jugak :p we have wrongly bought the spaghetti, shouldnt be angel hair. when everything cooked. we put crab stick n cheese on the meal, then we baked it to have some 'baked smell' :p ok, the taste is ok, the spaghetti is too lembik. will try to improve this next time ^_^

this weekend, am still looking for recipe to try it out. feel to bake cake or muffin. but i dont have mixer. will try to look for one using credit card points redemption :p or pinjam my mum's one.. ehehhee.. laogong, faster come back la, i cook for u. i also want to have your comment for my cooking ma.. i'm more prefer to listen to your encouragement words compare to bruce negative comment without support :p ehhehe it might be a force for us to improve our cooking skill to prove to bruce, 'hey! we use our kitchen one la! we wont renovate the kitchen for nice look only' ^_^ i really enjoy the time in kitchen with my sis. 2 kaki makan, u'll see, we will spend more n gain more weight :p

1st saturday at bkt31

afternoon

royee is taking short nap in the afternoon

red bed sheet, red shirt, red pants

angel is taking afternoon nap too~

eva just wake up, waiting for milk

evening

playing barbie's puzzle

with his bob the builder puzzle

eva crying, coz she couldnt complete the puzzle by her own :~

look! there is bubble at her nose >0<

daddy's daughter didnt want to take pic with mummy :p

mummy took pic with little mouse :p

feeding time with her barbie's puzzle companied ^_^

grandpa n grandma arrival

your papa n mama came to visit bkt31 in the evening. together with your bro keit keit. i wear bbb with nicer cloths n get them showered. at 1st angels r shy to get near to grandpa n grandma, so angel sitting with me, n eva hiding under the dining table :( they smile, but then they get close to grandpa n grandma. i bring pa ma to see the house. then when they are leaving, i ask them to snap photos ^_^

angel non stop up n down on my body only :~

shy shy when mak mak carried

meeting after 3+ mth

mak mak n cucu

angel showed '7'

yeah!

leaving..

smiled at mak mak n gong gong

eva playing puzzle

this video we designed it. we repeated again the same action to trick eva. we terbalikkan her puzzle. eva thot the puzzle would be looking ok even we face it down. then she started crying.. what we didnt plan for it was, angel joined in. 2 of them crying coz each other thot 'u have taken my puzzle piece!' then my sis helped eva in completing the puzzle. look at her victory-smile at the end.. soooooo cute~

to laogong

i miss u so much. very much. how i wish u were here. am in bkt31 dining room, updating my blogs. promised to send u all the pic fast. i still have few posts yet to complete. might need to wait till tomorrow. it is going to be 2am. i want to let my body rest. yesterday my body got bloated. serious water retention. now as time am updating blog, my legs n hands are swelling n getting worse. i think, this is because i have not been resting well for these few weeks. n my kidney or whatever is now at weak stage. dont want to spoil my health. so i want to sleep now. royee n angel are sleeping in our room. eva is sleeping with kakak in royee's room. my sis n bruce are sleeping too.

hope can see u in oct as what u planned. am waiting u to come back to celebrate bbb bday n our 5th anniversary. i love u!

1st am at bkt31

was so tired n lazy to go to work in this friday morning. my mum prepared breakfast for us, then she packed for me my lunch box too! i felt so warm about this :) sitting n chatting with my mum, had my proper breakfast, then i left house to batu tiga komuter station. before i left the house, i saw the MPK rubbish dumper came, so happy oooo when the guy agreed to remove all the big boxes n rubbish bags from the house. settled our problem, at 1st, i was having an idea to curi curi buang those rubbish to other ppl house which they having the big container for house renovation rubbish :p

no traffic jams at kesas highway. reached the train station before 9am. the train didnt come at the scehduled time :( this is what i hate! waiting n waiting, the sms my boss. guess what, i was waiting there for an hour+, theni reached the office at nearly 11am :( so guilty.. then i didnt go out for longer hours lunch, n i stayed late in the office till 8pm :(

eva slept on royee's bed. royee slept on the floor

angel slept with me