on lovely sunday!

eva + dora + busuk

angelina~

royee with 3D spec. angel pula busy putting the spec on my face :p

royee n eva - watching astro children programme

front - angel. back - eva

angel

eva :D

royee boy~

my papa mama were sitting here n waiting for bbb playing at playground

nice hor.. bahagia la~ :*

shonejay angels

angel is pointing at me..

angel + eva
royee was so happy! flying like bird :p

saturday..

morning, i woke up at 7am+ kakak was cleaning the door grill. i sat down n talked to her. she told me she couldnt fall asleep for the1st night, the 2nd night was ok. i asked her to tell me if anything she felt not comfortable or tak ok. around 8am+ we went to gerai near my parents house to buy breakfast. kakak hold royee's hand. i pula felt relax. then kakak carried him also, i told her not too, coz royee was heavy, somemore, need to let him learn to be independant. spent much also at the gerai.. now money power is lower.

left banting at 9am+ went to my brother's house at klang with stroller n car seat. given the barang to my sis in law's bb ^_^ then 3 of us, brother n sis in law went to sjmc. so many ppl there. jams at the parking lot. waited for 1+ hour, then only our turn. the staff over there can recall my name :p the dr pun. my sis in law explained everything to the dr, then she went for ultrasound. wow.. i saw the bb moving, n playing with the fingers! sooooo cute!!!!! 1st time i looked at this (our bb always diam diam during check up one).. hmmm.. can we have another bb?? >.<

pizza hut at jj bukit raja as suggested by my brother

secret recipe at giant s13 with my sis on the way back to sgbuloh

picking up angels from sgbuloh. ya.. FINALLY!!! they were happy to see me n my sis. non stop angel waved TATA to grandpa n grandma.. kesian pula to see this. reached banting at 9pm+ kakak slept already. then i change sleeping suit for them, then mana tau royee woke up.. so 3 of them 'playing together' sekejap this crying, sekejap that crying.. hmmmm my mum said, now already pening, how to jaga them for everyday? hmm.. (kakak woke up twice, they were too bising)

11pm+ semua tidur.. peacefully..

kakak

ya, now the house is with kakak. i got to learn many things n have many thot today. reached the agency at nearly 3pm. when i opened the door, a indon gal came n greet me. 'welcome mem' with a good feeling smile. then the staff asked her to do some work. our agent saw me, then she said 'yeni, mem sudah datang, cepat bawa barang keluar' hmmm.. the gal who greet me just now, was our maid. i sat down n settle everything. paid for the agency, n paid for the 'game'.. as what my colleague said, 'now u dah join our club, later on u can share your maid punya cerita'

the agent gave me a plastic bag with some of the kakak stuff, some indon currency note, diary, small wallet, a picture of her youngest daughter, n a set of cloths. the agent asked me to keep these things, dont allow her to take it. wondering why... the agent explained to kakak also, we need to keep the plastic bag. hmmm.. then i said, i dont mind to let her keep the daughter's picture. the agent told her 'mem bagi kamu simpan gambar ini' kakak was so happy n thanks me few times. i know the feeling, when u r away from home, royee n i always look at your picture, n the video clips that u had recorded. quite cruel to keep away the picture from her. non stop the agent reminding kakak what to do n what no to do. 'mesti dengar mem punya kata''mesti rajin'.. before i left, the agent whispered to me, 'your maid quite ok, very polite, each of the customers came in, she greet ppl too' ya.. just hoping she is good... coz i already told my parents, we must treat her nicely n respect her, before we asking more from ppl.

on the way back to banting. i asked her background n family, then i shared mine. love this hear this 'malaysia indah' :) i told her, u were working at jakarta, then she asked, do u like jakarta? i said yes, of course! i love the food :p i told her we have anak kembar. she surprise with that, then said 'mesti lucu lucu' i think, it should be 'must be very cute then'.. learned some bahasa indonesia from the conversation with her..

reached home. she was happy to see royee. i think bcoz of her youngest daughter is same age with royee. hmmm feeling uneasy. i hire a maid just bcoz of want to stay with my children. but the maid must leave her family n lovely children just to fulfil my wish hmmm.. she carried royee, royee malu malu keke.. then she sat down. then my mum asked her to makan. after makan, she asked 'mem apa kerja saya?' then started la her work. she looked for kerja to do... from washing dishes to clean the kitchen..then kemas her room n kemas all the empty plastic bags.. from 4pm+ till now.. (9:26pm) n she is sidai baju now. just now i went out, asked her to rest after this. coz she gonna wake up early tomolo as per the rule that agency set.

so far, she is ok. my parents satisfy with her kerja n attitude. my dad pula worry about her, asked her to take shower la, where is the milo la, kopi la.. want to eat durian or not la. what to buy for her breakfast.. i hope she continues working hard n behave. at least, let my parents feeling happy. n ease their home work burden. n i hope royee dont bully kakak. this naughty boy, went n disturb n hit kakak when kakak was busy cleaning the kitchen. my parents scolded royee. i told royee 'next time if u hit kakak, then mummy will hit u. kakak clean the house for us, then u go n bully her. u r not right. u must sayang kakak' hmmm.. i think royee will continue bully kakak, coz kakak always smile at him, then so soft treating him. hmmm..

ok.. royee was not feeling well. slept quite early. i'm gonna sleep soon. again, no sms n call from u at nite. call u tak get thru. hmmm i told kakak, if u want to call back indon, u let me know. then kakak said she dont have the phone number, coz the agency has taken the phone numbers. hmmm.. agency does a lot of things to protect us. they have their responsibility to us as customers. but then i just feeling this is somehow quite cruel. hmmm.. just now kakak acccidently washed her daughter's photo, can see her really sakit hati. i asked her to keep the photo, n let it dry. hmm will buy her a simple photo frame.. just now before she opened her luggage, she asked me to check. hmmm u know la, i dont like to do this type of kerja one, like not trusting ppl. but then i think this is the rule from the agency, so i pun standing there, tengok saja.. then my mum came in, pun tak check apa, kakak sendiri showed apa yang she has.. hmmm why both parties need to stay together but must set this type of barrier? maybe i am too soft n i am not suitable to be ppl boss. maybe i am too sensitive n i am too easy to trust ppl (but then, not easy to trust hubby >.<) hmmm..

well.. as what my colleague said.. hope this is a beginning of happy ending. ya.. i wish that too! good nite. i miss u dearly!

maid arrival!

taking half day today. picking up our maid. hohoho.. just hoping this is a good n happy beginning. cant wait to bring angels back n everyday stay with them ^_^ no more separation!! no more 1 at banting, 2 at sgbuloh. no more weekdays with royee, weekend with angels. soooooo happy n gan jiong rite now!!! cant concentrate working :p

spoilt brad :p

day before i saw very cute key chains from a shop next to erl station. that nite i asked royee, do u want barney key chain? 'yao!' 'rm5 for each? do u have enough money?''ya! my coin box has money''never mind la, this time mummy buy 3 key chains with mummy money la, 1 for royee, 1 for angel, 1 for eva. ok?' 'no~ 1 for royee, 1 for royee, 1 for royee''no! each of u will get one. cannot u alone take 3, ok?''ok.. 1 for angel, 1 for eva, 1 for royee' ^_^ i think, they will love the key chains, since they love the patung so much :)

dora for eva. piglet for angel. barney for royee

yesterday, curi balik early, coz bosses not in :p went to the shop to buy the key chains. my plan was to buy 3 key chains at rm15. so each of shonejay angels has one. but then.. hmmm i love the sesame street series too! coz of the key chain colors... so soft n nice! n they have 3 different colors! so, with all these supporting reasons, i bought another 3! :p since bbb have 2 bags also. so they can have 2 key chains ^_^

barney for royee. BJ for angel. baby bob for eva

cookie for royee. zoe for eva. elmo for angel

cute kan? rm30 for 6 >.<

ya.. your son.. ini pun mau kacau..

last nite, after taking my dinner. i showed royee the key chains. as usual, he closed his eyes n waited for surprise! hehehe.. then i told him la, this one for royee, this one for angel, this one for eva.... he was so happy to see the key chains, they he brought the plastic bag out n showed to my parents. the way he explained to my parents was like how i talked to him. 'barney for royee, BJ for angel, baby bob for eva...' so serious ^_^

i went to my friend eng's house last nite. with another friend anor. royee brought his barney key chain n the water bottle. in the car, i told him to behave in eng's house. then i asked him to greet aunties la. 'hello didi, what's your name?' he silent. 'r u barney?''no la, i am thea royee la' hahaa.. i like the way he mentioned thea royee.. cute~~~ 'oh, u r not baby bob?''wo shi shone jay thea royee' 'ok ok..'

when reached eng's house. the door was closed. then royee shouted 'auntie!' inside the car. then i brought him down. eng's mother opened the door for us. royee was behave, he put aside his shoes, then sat on the sofa.. so obedient.. talked very soft 'auntie~' hahaha.. auntie gave royee sweets. then makan sate too! after 2 sate, i asked him to stop. coz he was still coughing. once a while, he would go n touch the sate. my friends complained la, why i didnt want to let royee take more sate. hmmm just dont want to let him eat too much, later throw out.. somemore, it was nearly 10pm already.

nice chat with my friends ^_^ i love the simple gathering with great chat. royee was quite obedient also. playing the big truck toy by himself. then we went back at 11:04pm. wow.. so late.. changed royee sleeping suit, then he slept terus...

juts hoping, angels can be obedient like royee, especially at outside the house, at least, we are easy to take care them n less problem or accident happend. hmmm no sms n call from u.. sms to u.. 'good nite laogong' then i also fall asleep..

my royee~

when i reached home. again royee asked, 'wo de mummy hui lai liao.. eh? wo de papa ler?' 'papa went to philippines already, will come back after 2 months' 'then mummy u bring me to visit papa la''i said, bring u to see papa ar? very expansive ooo the air tickets' 'never mind one.. we go la...' 'see how la.. see mama got money or not, u save more money lo..' 'ok, let me carry mummy's bag'

evening.. nice view at the back of the house.. 2 chicken were on the tree.. me n royee standing for minutes to see the chicken n the nice view. royee was standing on the chair. my mum asked him to get down when i was away to take my camera. he refused to come down 'wo de mama asked me to stand here one, cannot move!' :p

the season after the summer n before the winter.. it's the fall it's the fall it's the fall~

nite in the room. i asked royee to look up while he was busy with his puzzle.. then he konon la entertained me, 'smile~' after few shots, then he said 'ok la mummy, i want to play my puzzle already' then i pun malu la.. 'ok ok, u play, mummy dont want to disturb u, mummy use laptop, u play your puzzle la'

he completing the puzzle when i was online to HSDPA ^_^

done with 2 puzzle

after completing the puzzle, then he came n kacau me. said want to listen to barney song, then i looked for the song file, mana tau, he panjat the chair, n terjatuh. his face ter-hit the table end! it was soooo painful, he screamed! i carried him n comfort him.. then used ice pack to cool down the swelling part :( then he asked for milk, then he finished the milk, then he slept..

hmmm recently royee jatuh a lot. kena forehead, kena perut, kena face. yesterday nose bleeding sikit coz terkena his classmate head. hmmm last nite royee kena my parents scold seriously. coz recently royee likes to play with water. always basahkan the floor. then he slipped. then kena sini sana. both my papa n mama worried him later got internal injury then hard to grow up. but then for last nite case, it was my fault la. royee accidently jatuhkan the plastic cup, i mop the floor. not very dry. so when he ran, he terjatuh. then my parents started scolding him. bcoz kena his perut, then he cried badly. then he non stop mentioned 'wo mei you wan shui :~' (i didnt play water) .. hmm pity him.

brought him to the room. changed sleeping suit. i talked to him. next time dont play water ok? water is precious. some children at their countries dont have water to drink n take shower. if u continue playing water in the toilet, bathroom and with cup, if the water finished, then mama will ask wai po to let u drink the drain water. do u want that? 'no..' why u like to run in the house? u can run on the grass field, not on the road n the house. when u run on the field, when u fell down, it wont hurt 'fall down on the grass, tong tong de (painful)' i said, at least the grass field is softer than the road. when u run, when u fall down, u hurt your body, then here got scar there got scar like the wall (bring him to the wall n see the painting). u see, the wall, here got a line, here the painting dropped already, nice or not? 'no..' i said ya, when u terkena your head or face, then it left scars, liek this wall, permanently wont be nice anymore.. 'hmmm..' next time dont make wai gong n wai po unhappy, they love u, they sayang u. listen to them. 'hmmm..'

i think he listened to all that i trying to convey to him. just the matter of want to follow or not. hmmm..

home!

this morning when we were ready to leave the house to kinder, royee suddenly paused a while n asked 'jin tian ni you hui lai zhe li ma?' (would u come back here today?) 'ya! today mummy will be back here' hmmm i think i dont have sense of secure to our children. they donno when i gonna leave them, when i gonna come back. sometime i stay in sgbuloh, sometime i stay in banting :( in the car, i told royee 'kakak is arriving. when kakak comes, then we bring angel n eva to stay banting. then we all can stay together. so royee has mummy, angel n eva also have mummy lo' royee 'hmm' i continued, 'rite now, mummy is with royee, but then gal gal dont have mummy at sgbuloh. when mummy goes sgbuloh, then royee got no mummy at banting. so when kakak comes, next week mummy bring gal gal come back, then we can together sleep n sing lo.. can sing.. i love u, u love me, we r happy family.. ' sing the song with barney's voice.. then royee smiled ^_^

next friday nite will bring angels back to banting, then continue staying in banting :") plan to go n survey the shops at klang bukit tinggi for house renovation quotation. see if my sis free or not. must be fast lo, dont want to delay anymore. want to build our home sweet home soonest possible.

when there are our lovely children staying, there is our HOME!

love sick >.<

hmmm in the office, not feeling well. having flu.. coughing.. as what u mentioned, LOVE SICK. ya.. start missing u already. no call from u yet. hopefully u have arrived safely in manila. just checked the air ticket to manila, from kl to manila, less than rm649 for july end. got special promotional price from mas. good deal huh. still considering this, rm700 for a weekend with u :p

my love~

semua muka baru bangun tidur :p

gogo n mei mei

watching vcd together :")

15:51 just received sms from u. hmm condition is worse, not like indon? hmmm never mind la, experience is priceless. as long as u r safe over there :) when u free the email me la.. more details about the place n the office..

morning with u..

hmmm.. u r now in the aircraft.. i am in the office, the mailbox server down.. i feel down too.. how nice if everyday could stay with u n the children.. 2 days seem to be too short for us.. anyway, was happy to stay with u n the children.. aiya, no family picture taken :~

u r now flying to manila, philippine.. a place where both of us nver been there. hope everything has been arranged for u nicely. see la, if there is cheaper airticket, will fly over to have a weekend with u :) good care n i love u!

beautiful wednesday~

just read your mail. u pen off at 5:47am over there. i left banting at around 6:30am. together with my sis. for this week, i go to the office with my sis from banting, breakfast with her at subang hi-tech, then dabao lunch from the chinese restaurant. take 8:10am komuter from batu3 station. hmmm very happy la coz got my sis to teman me ^_^ this morning i told my sis, no matter how busy your life is, do have at least one meal everyday together with your love one. i dont know the reason behind i was telling this, but i just feeling good n ada sense of secure when i having meal together with u. i always sing this song to sleepkan royee 真的想寂寞的时候有个伴,日子再忙也有人一起吃早餐,虽然这种想法明明就是太简单,只想有人在一起不管明天在哪里... that's why, when i read the family target that u set, at least 1 hour each day with kids, and at least 1 hour each day with wife at age 30, i felt touched about it. i missed the time when we have breakfast together everyday at sgbuloh..

reached office at 8:45am. found out that i had left the water bottle at the pantry last evening. went to the pantry, i saw my water bottle has fully filled with warm water. thanks the kakak cleaner very much. i feel very happy ^_^ i thank her. a small action can make ppl so happy, so dont forget to be nice n helpful to ppl around. n she knows i prefer warm water, thot that count ^_^ aiya, dont know how to express my feeling when i hold my bottle wit the warm water, i just feel touched!! n this small story starts my beautiful wednesday. why beautiful? bcoz i have nice ppl around me to cheer my day up, n my laogong is coming back~~!!! i hope this time, no more false alarm.. hmmm..

the water bottle with warm water n love in it :p see the koala bear ma? from 1 of my end users, he went to gold course alone when airasia offered free tickets.. sooo nice! can go travelling alone.. the lotion from bodyshop. ALOE soothing body lotion for sensitive skin. use it when i dont apply the cocoa butter at home. a new one la, my colleague helped to buy during the BIG sale. i love the color of the lotion.. green.. very nice milky green..

yesterday was a busy day for me. in the office, so many urgent + important + confused jobs.. ai.. had our dinner at asia cafe.. yummy yummy food ooo.. so full! hmm inti college subang jaya has new building n i love the new painting n combination of colors. taylor college has new look too.. then on the way walking to take our car, i started thinking where shall i send bbb when uni or college time :p too early hor.. start saving money la, 1 bb rm100k at least. wahhh.. 300k hmm.. opppss..

the japanese octopus ball n ROMEOz pizza.. nice orange juice too!

reached home carried royee. he was like koala bear gantung on my body. he didnt want my sis to kiss him. hehehe so cute.. nite time sleeping, he said, wai po bu ke yi, wai gong bu ke yi, ah yi bu ke yi.. mummy ke yi, mummy ke yi yao.. he only wanted me to buai him sleep.. hmmm..

puzzle

this is the thick wood puzzle that i bought on 31/5/08 when i went to midvalley toys'r'us with my sis. to buy or not to buy for more than 30 min, coz it was rm89. the quality is nice, the colors n drawings are wonderful.. just the price. at last, i beli jugak :p to let royee get familiar with abc, angels can use it too.

royee loves this puzzle. before i opened it, i told him, this puzzle is very expansive, needs a lot of money to buy it. i told him, mummy dont like u always spoil n break your toys. u must sayang n keep your toys ma. then he said ok. yes, till now, the puzzle set is still in good condition. n he plays it everyday. getting faster n faster he completes it.

M vs W. R vs B. F vs H. D vs P. he confused these...

when bbb met each other..

click n enlarge it

royee was happy to see angels in banting.. i let angels unwrapped their gifts. the patung. royee singing. non stop hopping here n there. these were the 1st 2 movies taken. after this, wow, non stop running n singing.. can see angels smiling n their eyes follow royee :p happy to see them. hehehe proud of myself :p

royee kissed angel :*

disappointment

hmmm u tak jadi coming back today.. hmmm.. ai...
going for lunch. just hoping u r ok there n work hard :)

my family 2007

this is the video clip i made for royee since he likes this barney theme song much. 1st time using the new software. much room for improvement :p while looking at the pictures, he laught n asking, papa ler? when u r not in the photo. then mama ler? when i am not in the photo. tend to do more, with the songs he loves ^_^

from sha

Sometime people just don’t want to think further before they say....why have to...compare to marry and non marry....as theory of Nature....one you are married and pregnant...the geographical change has occurred regardless of man or women...and yes, you can do what ever you can to maintain...pi slimming center lah...apa lah...but the reality is has CHANGED....

Actually what more important is our Health.....no problem if it is change or not...but you still healthy....slim also doesn’t mean healthy ma....

Do not live with what people say, live what you belief to embrace in life....I sometime didn’t really bother what people think and say, I am fully responsible in my life...so, I don’t to hear people judgement......

reply to u..

"love u and me too can't wait to see u. But dear please promise to take more rest once the kakak come..you look so tired and unhealty during in Indonesia.......i am so sorry and pity your condition and i think both our parent also felt the same also...they are tired"

hmmm feel touched to read this.. ya, i am tired these months. my body is weaker.. hmmm for our better n brighter future, i would have the spirit to handle the families here to my level best. this is the only way to show my love to the family n to u. as what my friend said, kakak cant solve all the problems that we r facing now. yes i know, kakak might bring more issues to us. but then, i do wish that the kakak that we hired r ok to help out much.. just keeping the faith.

monday, falling sick in the office. getting worse in the evening. night time slept quite early. u were not feeling well too.. serious diarrhea.. so i didnt tell u that i was sick too. got shocked to know that i dont go to work today huh? ya.. since u r not feeling well there, dont want to disturb u more.. feeling better now, after i came back from KL in the afternoon. my dad wanted someone to company him to KL, to settle his land issue with the lawyer. taking train from putrajaya to kl sentral. then take LRT train. hmmm much walking, sweat a lot, then that gone my fever :p met my colleagues at kl sentral, luckily not my boss :p

just now u told me u havent confirmed your flight to fly back this thursday :( hmmm pls find a way to make it possible, i miss u dearly :~ cant wait to see u in person. if u r not coming back this week, then i think i cant attend mei's wedding dinner this saturday. no one taking care angels. hmmm see how la. dont want to think too much. u know my blood pressure gone up to 140 after the next day i came back from indon. so as advised by my friend, rest well n dont think too much.

i seriously consider of stop working in 2009. hope by the time, no any special benefits or super good increment to me :p or else tak jadi to become housewife by age 30! oh ya, u told wong i wanted to retire early huh? hmmm... he told this to other colleagues tooo.. ai.. nanti satu kampung tau.. i hope we can settle down soon. been busy these few years, married, pregnancies, houses.. hmmm.. my face condition also gettting worse.. need SKII then :p

ok. want to sleep now. royee sleep already. he has a new hair cut today. non stop singing I LOVE U, U LOVE ME.. after watching the videp clip that i edited for him (with our studio photos).. nowadays, he does speak english 'i'm angry!' (when my mum scold him :p) and play the pretend show of 3 little piggy.. hehehe...

good nite! love u~

dialogues - royee

mummy: baby, want to buy a bigger car or not? so we can bring gal gal n grandpa grandma together lo..
royee: mummy, buy the.. the... the lorry la.. lorry big big can bring many ppl ma...
~
while changing him sleeping suit..
royee: mummy, u havent switched on the aircond..
mummy: mummy is sick. cannot sleep with the aircond..
royee: then.. later i will feel hot wor...
mummy: then u sleep in grandpa's room la.. grandpa's room got aircond..
(packing his things.. said good nite.. left the room)
~
came in to my room in the morning...
royee: mummy! switch off the aircond!
mummy: why? u feeling cool?
royee: u r sick! cannot use aircond! (with his serious face expression)
~
laying on his small bed.. out of sudden..
royee: mummy, we ask kakak come la, can help grandma clean the house ma..
mummy: ohh.. ok.. mummy hire a kakak lo..
royee: hmmm.. grandma feeling tired ma..
~
i am having flu..
mummy: royee, can mummy clean the nose with your shirt?
royee: no! bu ke yi de.. (cannot one)
mummy: then with your pants ler?
royee: cannot la (start standing far from me..)
mummy: then your diapers ler??
royee: (figuring out something) hmm.. na ge.. na ge.. the towel ok.. towel ok..
mummy: no la.. mummy is lazy to take towel.. use your shirt la..
royee: (stand far from me, advised me seriously) use tissue. tissue can. tissue ke yi..
mummy: oh ya har, can use tissue hor.. :p
~
mummy: royee, mummy is sick..
royee: take medicine, take medicine then no sick lo...
~
royee: mummy, i want my blankey (busuk busuk)
mummy: go out n take it la..
royee: mummy u go la.. my legs pain pain oooo...
mummy: where got pain? lazy boy.. go out n take it by your own..
royee: hehehe... (ran out from the room)
~
in the clinic..
royee: mummy my stomach pain pain ooo.. got worm...
mummy: no la, u r alright..
royee: (fake coughing) mummy, i am sick ooo.. i need to see doctor..
mummy: u r very healthy la.. mummy sick only..
royee: hmmm.. mummy, my head is painful...
mummy: royee, u cant take medicine if u r not sick.. today u r ok. dont need to see doctor..
royee: only mummy see doctor.. royee no sick, royee dont need to see doctor..
mummy: come, we r done.
royee: (with disappointed face) mummy? where is my medicine?? i havent collected my medicine..
~
in the room.. with the light switched off..
royee: mummy, switch on the light.. wo pa pa..
mummy: mummy cant sleep with the light's on..
royee: it is dark, i feel scared..
mummy: when u sleep in grandpa's room also dark ma.
royee: .....
(after a while.. packing his stuff...)
mummy: where r u going?
royee: i want to sleep with grandpa n grandma.. bye bye..
~
royee: mummy's car is ok now. grandpa already asked the uncle repaired it.. now mummy can take me out with the car already lo.. :)
~
royee: mummy, why i dont go to tumble tots de?
mummy: ohh.. u like to go to tumble tots ar?
royee: tumble tots no study one.. tumble tots got climbing one.. exercise de.. singing de..
mummy: if u want to go tumble tots, then mummy also needs to bring gal gal go lo.. needs a lot of money oooo..
royee: use royee money ma.. royee's coin box got many money ma...
mummy: the coin box? so little of money, dont have enough la..
royee: hmm.. (disappointed)
~
the next day..
royee: mummy, go tumble tots royee 1 person enough. gal gal stay at home..
mummy: cannot la.. all go together de..
royee: royee go alone then dont need much money.. gal gal stay at home, ok de.
~
angel was sitting beside royee
royee: mummy, angelina ler? i go out n look for angelina.. (his voice is cute when called angel's name)
mummy: hey, angel is here la.. angelina is here la..
royee: (stopped at the door end, puzzled face) oooo...
mummy: go n call eva in...
~
royee: angelina~
mummy: angelina is angel's name. eva ler? eva's name is evangeline~
royee: evangeline. i want to bite him de wor..
mummy: why??? cannot! u must sayang angel n eva. they are your sisters.
royee: no.. i want to bite eva...
mummy: digu is mummy's gogo, digu sayang mummy. toa-gu is mummy's gogo, toa-gu also sayang mummy.. royee is gogo ma.. must sayang gal gal ma..
royee: hmmm i want to bite gal gal wor... :(
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these days

my sis asked, why no new blog de? ya.. have been busy recently. very tired and busy in the office. not really happy with the working life recently, pressure and never ending job. that's why, i emailed u to tell that, i wanna stop working by end of y2009. surprisingly, u were ok with it! u asked me to work hard n save more from now, so i can stop working. ya! i dont spend much actually, as i told u, i take my breakfast at home, oat milk or sanwiches. always finish off 3 pcs of bread in the journey to putrajaya train station. sometime i bring the food that dabao by my dad to the office at my lunch. not to save money, just being lazy to go out n dabao n eat in the office. the food price at kl is relatively high too. sambil makan, sambil fikir, worth or not? sometime, the food not really tasty even. hmm feeling happy with the early retiry plan :p at least, it boost up my motivation to work harder now.. hehe

miss u much lately. especially when i got to know that u r coming back soon n transit for few days in malaysia before flying to philillpine. hmmm.. another 6 days to go. cant wait to see u. felt funny, when i told u i missed your body smell, asked u dont go showering. your reaction was shocked! hehe 1st time i asked u dont take bath huh? who cares, u r over the sea, i am here.. if u r smelly, i wont be bothered :p bad u, asked me to keep a smelly baju of u, so when i miss u then i can smell it. u ingat i so gila u ar? i much more prefer to hug n kiss royee ooo... keke

started working on my ecomm. hmmm only created the website address n email account. now waiting stocks from u n from as. donno the online stores ok or not, never try never know rite? just wanted to let myself to have experience on this. mana tau one day when i stop working, i can get income from working at home. at the same time, can jaga our children. so must work out something. life is too short for being lazy hor.. LIFE IS FRAGILE, HANDLE IT WITH PRAYER ^_^

yesterday i went to suria klcc after meeting at menara maxis. it was 7pm. promised royee to buy him gift. many shops are having BIG sale. went to parkson n bought 3 stuffed patung to our lovely bbb. barney for royee, dora for eva, piglet for angel. didnt care about the price, just chose something that i think is suitable for them. rm 113 at total :") then i bought a pair of long blue jeans for myself. 1/6 friendship day with mei n eng. wanna take photo album. the 1st blue jeans after my 2 pregnancies. hmmm almost 3 years already. just went to parkson, n grab a ordinary blue jeans. quite happy last nite. all the posters on SALE made me have the spirit to walk n walk from stores to stores n the good thing was, i didnt set myself any limit of budget! hehe sometime we konon la, nak bergaya like orang kaya :p till 9pm+ i was still with the 3 dolls n my jeans. felt myself quite calculative on children baju, i want good quality with cheaper price. mana dapat. end up, i didnt get anything for children. rm30 for a pair of baju n seluar should be ok rite? rm20 for a good shirt worth rite? hmm didnt know what i was thinking.. maybe i need to buy children cloths at indon, when i dont bother much on the different currency n different designs + with holiday mood.. hmmm..

today is saturday, last day of may 2008. will go jalan jalan with my sis at midvalley n klcc. go midvalley to go the garden. see some nice cloths n bags. cuci mata sikit. to go book fest at kl convention center. hehehe my budget for books, rm2k! income tax deduction ma. to pay 2k for tax, might as well i buy books for ourselves n children to broaden our knowledge n increase the stocks for our library :p dont think i will buy many books, 1st i dont have u to carry all the books; 2ndly, i want to have a relax shopping day today, dont want to stress myself too much... shopping, quite tiring sometime.. not going to bring royee today. as i also dont jaga angels. rest day for me. quite tired to take care 3 of them last weekend. i think i have speed up the wear n tear lifetime on my health. just wanna go out n have fun with my sis. jalan jalan to release stress. hmmm need to buy some neccessities for kakak too..

many stories to share with u, just dont have much time to post my blog here. see la, slowly i update them. want to prepare myself and go out lo. enjoy your weekend. dont forget to go shop for my stock har. tata.. I LOVE YOU!

ps: royee was so happy n surprise with the barney doll. the line is not ok here, upload the photo later... my intention to buy the stuffed dolls to royee and eva is, to let them stop carrying their kain busuk.. or else like royee, carried his blankey to the airport, to indon. then eva brought her blankey to my friend, normah's wedding.. hmmm.. at least a doll is more presentable. for angel, lucky thing is she doesnt want the blankey, so i bought a piglet for her, just to be fair to her, and she may use the piglet as companion.

ps2: want to keep angells hair long. see how it goes. i think it shouldnt be problem for eva, she is quite ok when i tight her hair. for angel, if she doesnt like it, then i cut her hair short lo. tidak semestinya for both of them to have same hairstyle rite? easy for ppl to recognize them. oh ya, my mum complained already. she wanted me to do something so she can cam who is who. she felt frustrated when she wrongly called angels. hehehe.. my dad is always 'hi gal gal, u r angel or eva?' hmmm so susah to cam them meh? not ok to buy them gold hor, so small, somemore the gold price is high! see la, maybe look for something like crystal.

yes!

received a call at my lunch time, from the maid agency. we had the approval from malaysia immigration, now is waiting for indon side to process the maid application. before july, we can have the maid arrived if no other issue arise. wow~ very fast i can bring angels back to banting n stay together with them :) hope the maid is ok, hope angels will adapt to the stay with me.. hmmm cant wait for the day!

i think we need to spend more time with our children, so can teach them n show them the right things to do. n knowledge of good living skills. have prepared myself to be tired when angels are staying together ^_^

very happy now! cant focus on my work :p

Jakarta Trip - Day 2

midnite sleeping. royee not feeling well. his body temperature was so high! i tried to give him the paracetamol sub n lap his body, he still being so weak. luckily we were in the city. took the taxi to the Rumah Sakit Pluit. the fast blood test result made me feeling ease, at least, i had confidence to this hopsital. needed time to suit myself to the foreign language, but could feel their caring service. admitted to the 1st class ward. hmmm the location of the room which was next to the NICU theather made me worry on royee's condition. 40+ degree celcius, should be very dangerous to a age 2.5 child i think.

sleeping.. dripping..

after bath

the pity little hand

watching cartoon

praying n blessing from local charity group..

even it was not advisable to go back home as explained by the doctor, i knew how u feel to have 3 of us staying in the hospital for this short jakarta trip. hmmm since u insisted to discharge royee from the hospital, i told myself to take a very good care of royee when we were back to the condo. as predicted, his body temperature up n down. quite tiring to take care of him. felt so worried on his condition. luckily royee was cooperative in taking medic n resting.

wathcing dvd - thomas n friends

rest at the living hall

too hot his body. forget about his asthma, we went to the swimming pool, thot to bring down his temperature. he enjoyed in swimming pool! taught him to move himself around by his hands n foots. happy to see his smile n the loud laughter :)

swimming~ cooling!

so happy we went out for dinner with the cutie royee :) so many funny faces he made. he asked for noodles, so we ordered noodle. love one thing about royee is, he is quite diciplined. he drinks only plain water when he found that he would throw out if he drink milk or other drinks. offered him the chinese dessert for him, he said no, 'hui ok ok de' (will vomit one) ^_^

can pose with mama already!

eat the noodle with chopsticks~!

funny posing with no high temperature exist

managed to buy few vcds for royee before he started feeling sick n stomach ache. hmmm repeating the same process at nite, showered him, feeding him with plain water, given medic, stomach ache, throw out, showered him again, cleaned the bed sheet, sing songs to make him sleep, lap his body.. hmmm..