good morning black Monday! hope everyone keeping faith :)
elo~ i am sweetie michelle :) mummy to my lovely shonejay angels ^_^
Monday, May 06, 2013
Friday, May 03, 2013
I see sunshine
因此，我的心欢喜，我的灵快乐， 我的身体也安然无恙。~ 诗篇 16:9
today I feel blessed ^^ hopefully sunshine is always coming over me and my family :)
sharing with you the sports outing held by my cell group on labour day ^^
draw number for table tennis turn
love to see children at the field ^^
not easy ok!
manja habis :)
well, laogong gained weight. stressful kot..
big and small children happily playing :)
laogong's turn to ping ping pong pong
everyone patiently waited angel learned to kick the ball over the net.. finally, she did it!!
these 2 boys busy with the cars. guess they going to be buddy till older age :)
family event and sports fun ^^ I walked around in bare feet :)
1st try for angel ^^
Eva been wanting to ride with this, at last she got the chance :)
nice weather nice ppl nice outing ^^
my turn on woman single match :p
laogong got no.2 in men march. the champion is having very good skills!
happy running and chasing games :)
husband and wife couple match. me and laogong got no.4 :p
prize giving ceremony. we have watermelon, banana, papaya and isotonic drinks for the prizes :D I like the pic, coz laogong smile very happily :D
happy Friday!
today I feel blessed ^^ hopefully sunshine is always coming over me and my family :)
sharing with you the sports outing held by my cell group on labour day ^^
draw number for table tennis turn
love to see children at the field ^^
not easy ok!
manja habis :)
well, laogong gained weight. stressful kot..
big and small children happily playing :)
laogong's turn to ping ping pong pong
everyone patiently waited angel learned to kick the ball over the net.. finally, she did it!!
these 2 boys busy with the cars. guess they going to be buddy till older age :)
family event and sports fun ^^ I walked around in bare feet :)
1st try for angel ^^
Eva been wanting to ride with this, at last she got the chance :)
nice weather nice ppl nice outing ^^
my turn on woman single match :p
laogong got no.2 in men march. the champion is having very good skills!
happy running and chasing games :)
husband and wife couple match. me and laogong got no.4 :p
prize giving ceremony. we have watermelon, banana, papaya and isotonic drinks for the prizes :D I like the pic, coz laogong smile very happily :D
happy Friday!
Tuesday, April 30, 2013
end April 2012
good morning :)
hope I can have time for all these creative breakfast set designs. i believe nice and warm breakfast is always brighten up one's morning :)
'真的想寂寞的时候有个伴
日子再忙也有人一起吃早餐
虽然这种想法明明就是太简单
就想有人在一起不管明天在哪里'
always sing this song, always get sentimental with this lyrics. it tells about, really hoping there is a companion during loneliness, no matter how busy the days are, together taking breakfast. this is a simple thought, just hope for a companion no matter how tomorrow turns to be.
morning argument with laogong, on heart catching small daily stuff. was sad, crying in the car. what a weak start for this busy day :< 2-ways communications are the essential ingredient to strengthen ppl relationship. if we don't share or ask about how other ppl doing, then we have no right to jump into conclusion and judge the situation. still learning to balance up the expectation towards partner in daily life interaction, as needs of love for everyone is not at the same level. nearly 10 years marriage, long way to go! keeping faith for every better tomorrow.
today is the due date for month end closing and project claim. gonna be very busy. good. brain and heart can rest for a while, no time to be moody. will go to cyberjaya in the afternoon. then starts the labour day public holiday ^^
happy Tuesday!
hope I can have time for all these creative breakfast set designs. i believe nice and warm breakfast is always brighten up one's morning :)
'真的想寂寞的时候有个伴
日子再忙也有人一起吃早餐
虽然这种想法明明就是太简单
就想有人在一起不管明天在哪里'
always sing this song, always get sentimental with this lyrics. it tells about, really hoping there is a companion during loneliness, no matter how busy the days are, together taking breakfast. this is a simple thought, just hope for a companion no matter how tomorrow turns to be.
morning argument with laogong, on heart catching small daily stuff. was sad, crying in the car. what a weak start for this busy day :< 2-ways communications are the essential ingredient to strengthen ppl relationship. if we don't share or ask about how other ppl doing, then we have no right to jump into conclusion and judge the situation. still learning to balance up the expectation towards partner in daily life interaction, as needs of love for everyone is not at the same level. nearly 10 years marriage, long way to go! keeping faith for every better tomorrow.
today is the due date for month end closing and project claim. gonna be very busy. good. brain and heart can rest for a while, no time to be moody. will go to cyberjaya in the afternoon. then starts the labour day public holiday ^^
happy Tuesday!
Friday, April 26, 2013
2604 dialogue
哈哈哈一切放自然吧。我也有无数次的心情过山车经验，带女儿去动双眼手术时的无助，不知纱布拆开后能否重建光明。也有经历女儿双手一只长一只短不发育的事，带着女儿去见脊椎医生。鼻子塞进硬物啦，头撞到床角鲜血流满双手啦，孩子在超市和游乐园走失很久-整个世界就感觉停了下来！
好多好多担心的时刻。但一一走过后，看到他们健康成长就欣慰了。无法控制未来，就只有天天尽量陪伴他们，多些耐心和时间让他们感受妈妈的爱，就够了。加油咯！
「我真感觉不及您的一半坚强，您的许多经历对我来说我是无法承受的，换做是我的话我早就疯掉了，真心的感觉大哥选对了老婆他很有福气能够拥有你这样的爱人相伴一生。」
你太高举我了吧
很久以前我是多温室里的小花，受保护的程度是爸爸连老人院孤儿院都不让我去，深怕我的小心灵会受伤害。露营或私人朋友举办的小旅行，都不行，担心我药物敏感，担心我被欺负。☺
但岁月的增长，种种的挑战，好多那些其他女生一生都不愿意遇到的事，我都经历了一次又一次，痛抚平了再继续前进。慢慢的我领悟到，真的，只要可以活着，世界的美丽我都可以看到，只要不放弃，也不要为了其他人，放弃自己。快乐是自创的。
我也会哭，我也有软弱，我也很想当个小女人。但是一次次的试炼把我练强了。所经过的事无法去改变，但学习到的智慧，可以分享给小孩和身边的人。
加油咯，你今天的经历，他日可以和孩子孙子们炫耀咯:D
好多好多担心的时刻。但一一走过后，看到他们健康成长就欣慰了。无法控制未来，就只有天天尽量陪伴他们，多些耐心和时间让他们感受妈妈的爱，就够了。加油咯！
「我真感觉不及您的一半坚强，您的许多经历对我来说我是无法承受的，换做是我的话我早就疯掉了，真心的感觉大哥选对了老婆他很有福气能够拥有你这样的爱人相伴一生。」
你太高举我了吧
很久以前我是多温室里的小花，受保护的程度是爸爸连老人院孤儿院都不让我去，深怕我的小心灵会受伤害。露营或私人朋友举办的小旅行，都不行，担心我药物敏感，担心我被欺负。☺
但岁月的增长，种种的挑战，好多那些其他女生一生都不愿意遇到的事，我都经历了一次又一次，痛抚平了再继续前进。慢慢的我领悟到，真的，只要可以活着，世界的美丽我都可以看到，只要不放弃，也不要为了其他人，放弃自己。快乐是自创的。
我也会哭，我也有软弱，我也很想当个小女人。但是一次次的试炼把我练强了。所经过的事无法去改变，但学习到的智慧，可以分享给小孩和身边的人。
加油咯，你今天的经历，他日可以和孩子孙子们炫耀咯:D
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
23042013 Tuesday
good morning!!
colourful stones = my workload
the white flower = me!
ya how to stand still and beautiful even thought there are so many works that needed to complete by you alone? I take it easy.. slow and steady. don't want to make myself on stress. anyhow, company won't close down because of me, but my children are definitely need me most!
lately, put much time on the household and to have quality togetherness moment with children and laogong. hopefully children grow up happily and laogong would love me more :D
many things to share but most of my family activities photos are in the camera, guess what? I can't find the camera usb cable :( so nothing much can do but got lots of fun in Facebook!
see this in many places lately..
cute one is in Facebook daily. ya, these few days I always on Facebook to enjoy laughing on our general election stories. some are really funny! :p a way of releasing stress too when you LOL :D however, I better dont talk about who shall I vote or I support which party with laogong, later sure I will sleep with anger or frustration @_@
tata! share more stories with you next time! want to start working, 2 team members are on holidays, so work harder lo!
ps1: breakfast for bbb ^^
ps2: breakfast for my beloved sis!
hahhahaha :D
happy 'blackie' Tuesday!
colourful stones = my workload
the white flower = me!
ya how to stand still and beautiful even thought there are so many works that needed to complete by you alone? I take it easy.. slow and steady. don't want to make myself on stress. anyhow, company won't close down because of me, but my children are definitely need me most!
lately, put much time on the household and to have quality togetherness moment with children and laogong. hopefully children grow up happily and laogong would love me more :D
many things to share but most of my family activities photos are in the camera, guess what? I can't find the camera usb cable :( so nothing much can do but got lots of fun in Facebook!
see this in many places lately..
cute one is in Facebook daily. ya, these few days I always on Facebook to enjoy laughing on our general election stories. some are really funny! :p a way of releasing stress too when you LOL :D however, I better dont talk about who shall I vote or I support which party with laogong, later sure I will sleep with anger or frustration @_@
tata! share more stories with you next time! want to start working, 2 team members are on holidays, so work harder lo!
ps1: breakfast for bbb ^^
ps2: breakfast for my beloved sis!
hahhahaha :D
happy 'blackie' Tuesday!
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
17042013 Wednesday
good morning to you! ^^ had a bad dream last night - I found out royee being punished in the school, no recess time for him because his performance was too bad. so he told me he was hungry. I went to complained to the class teacher, she ignored me and teasing royee boy in the class. I went to see higher management and they teasing me and ignored me... so sad and angry.. then I heard 'you raise me up! so higher in a mountain..' ya, my alarm rang. wake up, a morning prayer in sadness :(
when I was ironing children uniforms, I told royee about my dream. because it was so real so I worried it happened in real life. he smiled 'mummy, all students have their recess time, only some are early some are late' do you eat? 'yes, I eat very fast and play with my friends' :)
guess, I am very stressed in taking care children, in building good characters of them, in fulfilling the expectation of my children' father and teachers. in very early morning, I have lost spirit..
laogong is at home and going outstation this morning. lately we argue frequently on his and my expectation towards children and family household stuff. I asked for a stop, don't like to have the disturbed feeling, especially when parents are not close enough, children might get the negative impact. one friend told me I got a very good 'gentle spirit', keep it up so I can handle my family well and one day, ppl especially my laogong can see my effort towards family. keeping faith :)
true. guess I have been knocked down, coz I am in super happiness stage with all I am having. God always find way to remind us, to be more better to have what He planned for us :)
today. as usual. prepare breakfast for bbb.
sandwich of hazelnut chocolate + cheddar cheese and vitamin C candy. royee commented the sandwich tasted like fedora rocher chocolate. you may give it a try :)
finally I have came out the time table for weekday. of course there are special request and condition allow to not fully the time table. but basically this is the main guide. they need to sleep by 9.15pm.
1st night, they asked for excuse, coz want to watch 'adult movie'. in my house, when bbb mention about adult's movie, you don't need to get panic - though of they are watching 'those' censored adultery movie :p the rule of me is, they can only watch those rated age <13 movie or best still, those children tv channels. permission is needed if you watch adult movie which talk about love, violence, spiritual and religion topics.. coz they need adult to explain to them if they have mistaken the message.
there is a quote mentioning, if parents don't control and monitor what program children are watching, then you don't complain your children misbehave or having belief system or mindset your children having. of course, I can't control them in every minute, so you can see girls like to see kissing and loving couples scene and boy likes the non-stop-bullets flying scene. when mummy comes, very fast they switch the channel to children Cartoon Network @_@
btw, if you noticed my living hall furniture arrangement, we have changed the tv cabinet and sofa from this position (look at the poster as guide)..
.. to this. reason for being so in one fine good morning - I want to ease my daily sweeping and mopping effort. I don't need to get myself blocked by sofa and the wall corner when I doing housework. besides, the hall looks bigger now with the new arrangement ^^ more spaces to walk around. good for baby shyuan to learn walking and running later on :p
tata! wanna take a 5min break before I reach the station and starts my tight schedule in the office. millions ringgit claim submission due this month end, so everyday bosses push, we rush >_<
trying to make this lately. fail to do so as of know, my bum is too heavy I guess :p
happy Wednesday!
when I was ironing children uniforms, I told royee about my dream. because it was so real so I worried it happened in real life. he smiled 'mummy, all students have their recess time, only some are early some are late' do you eat? 'yes, I eat very fast and play with my friends' :)
guess, I am very stressed in taking care children, in building good characters of them, in fulfilling the expectation of my children' father and teachers. in very early morning, I have lost spirit..
laogong is at home and going outstation this morning. lately we argue frequently on his and my expectation towards children and family household stuff. I asked for a stop, don't like to have the disturbed feeling, especially when parents are not close enough, children might get the negative impact. one friend told me I got a very good 'gentle spirit', keep it up so I can handle my family well and one day, ppl especially my laogong can see my effort towards family. keeping faith :)
true. guess I have been knocked down, coz I am in super happiness stage with all I am having. God always find way to remind us, to be more better to have what He planned for us :)
today. as usual. prepare breakfast for bbb.
sandwich of hazelnut chocolate + cheddar cheese and vitamin C candy. royee commented the sandwich tasted like fedora rocher chocolate. you may give it a try :)
finally I have came out the time table for weekday. of course there are special request and condition allow to not fully the time table. but basically this is the main guide. they need to sleep by 9.15pm.
1st night, they asked for excuse, coz want to watch 'adult movie'. in my house, when bbb mention about adult's movie, you don't need to get panic - though of they are watching 'those' censored adultery movie :p the rule of me is, they can only watch those rated age <13 movie or best still, those children tv channels. permission is needed if you watch adult movie which talk about love, violence, spiritual and religion topics.. coz they need adult to explain to them if they have mistaken the message.
there is a quote mentioning, if parents don't control and monitor what program children are watching, then you don't complain your children misbehave or having belief system or mindset your children having. of course, I can't control them in every minute, so you can see girls like to see kissing and loving couples scene and boy likes the non-stop-bullets flying scene. when mummy comes, very fast they switch the channel to children Cartoon Network @_@
btw, if you noticed my living hall furniture arrangement, we have changed the tv cabinet and sofa from this position (look at the poster as guide)..
.. to this. reason for being so in one fine good morning - I want to ease my daily sweeping and mopping effort. I don't need to get myself blocked by sofa and the wall corner when I doing housework. besides, the hall looks bigger now with the new arrangement ^^ more spaces to walk around. good for baby shyuan to learn walking and running later on :p
tata! wanna take a 5min break before I reach the station and starts my tight schedule in the office. millions ringgit claim submission due this month end, so everyday bosses push, we rush >_<
trying to make this lately. fail to do so as of know, my bum is too heavy I guess :p
happy Wednesday!
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
night..
走出心灵的阴霾，
活出生命的色彩。
别让青春再期待，
改造每一个现在。
不要、不要、不要再自怨自哀，
停止、停止、停止那消极无奈。
千万人中你独一无二，
坚强地活出生命的色彩。
走出心灵的阴霾，
活出生命的色彩，
展开向上的翅膀，
迎向希望的未来。
frankly I am quite down and directionless at the moment, thanks to this note from mother Teresa :) heart comforted. I should remind myself, what I am doing now is between me and God. so accept all the challenges and waiting for the bigger surprise that prepared by Him :)
today I tell my colleague I am happy everyday. every night sleep with no big regret. ya, I shall continue to be like this, don't need to get down because of life stone. pick up the challenge and let myself go through the obstacles, gain the experience and grow wisdom ^^
good night . 23:53.
Tuesday 16.04.2013
活出生命的色彩。
别让青春再期待，
改造每一个现在。
不要、不要、不要再自怨自哀，
停止、停止、停止那消极无奈。
千万人中你独一无二，
坚强地活出生命的色彩。
走出心灵的阴霾，
活出生命的色彩，
展开向上的翅膀，
迎向希望的未来。
frankly I am quite down and directionless at the moment, thanks to this note from mother Teresa :) heart comforted. I should remind myself, what I am doing now is between me and God. so accept all the challenges and waiting for the bigger surprise that prepared by Him :)
today I tell my colleague I am happy everyday. every night sleep with no big regret. ya, I shall continue to be like this, don't need to get down because of life stone. pick up the challenge and let myself go through the obstacles, gain the experience and grow wisdom ^^
good night . 23:53.
Tuesday 16.04.2013
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