warm tuesday ^^

start my day with this..



molasses drink tastes like cane sugar + warm water ^^








ask my papa and mama to drink it too in the morning ^^

ask bbb to stand and snap pic to papa.. all are lazy bones in the morning :p















royee waves bye bye to mummy ^^

last night I get royee to hold my legs so I can do sit up easily. the boy non stop laughing kakakaka make me cant focus too. I stop at 20, coz I afraid of his asthma come coz laughing too much. this boy, easily to get pale face and throw out when he laugh, jumping and running much @_@



don't have that romantic scene like korean drama 'secret garden' when I do sit up but with lots of laughters :p

miss the nice scenery and green in semenyih..















looking for another holiday for more outing with bbb ^^

oh Monday!

early morning, feel so reluctant to wake up. then pula don't know what happen to my new pair of contact lens or my eyes - I see four eyes! this is scary when after I put on the new contact lens and expect to have a crystal clear eyesight @_@ I got double vision with lens on! then I tried to put on and wash and change, even open another new pair of lens, still not ok! I ask my mama for eyes cleanser, then I clean my eyes then rest for a while, then don't know what happen, I got my old and new lens mixed up @_@ so kelam kabut and I SMS to my boss said I was not confirmed to work today... to end the story, I left the house with blur eyesight, but at least no more double vision. then slowly, the view got ok, just feeling the eyes are dry. just wonder, I am wearing new or old pair of lens @_@



reach the office late of course. with hungry stomach.. make a cup of milo and oats in the office - 4 tea spoons of milo and 3 scoops of organic plain oats.



big hot cup to start the messy morning ~@~



lunch time with my favourite nasi padpric with fried egg ^^

now is June. many projects need to achieve in this month. but then, when boss asked for any achievement in may, oh, I have no idea @_@ seem like busy in may, but, busy for nothing?!



ohhh... mind stuck and I am soooo sleepy. can't help myself to stay awake @_@ even after 3/4 cup of nescafé + tea :( so, after 1 + hours suffering time and consideration, I decided to go out buy biscuits to help me stay awake till evening.


I go to the mini mart opposite my office. on the way, I call up my sis. don't need to guess, this mummy-to-me non stop teasing me 'of course no achievement la, go out to buy biscuit during office hour' .. bla bla bla...



the mart is very small, but you have many things to choose..


and I got this.


sorry, my sis is definitely not a sincere caring person @_@



in fact, it was less than 5min thing. from go out to be back to my workstation. but the thing is, I feel better after this walk!! no more sleepy oooo..



so I keep the 'award-winning' biscuits in the container and continue working. and I do work very hard after that :D




just reached train station. body is aching, feel tired. exhausted last weekend. full 2 days of outing. but I learn a lot ^^ feeling happy with new experience and knowledge :)



legs swollen last night @_@


wanted to try this, see if my body can get in better condition ^^



miss laogong very much :( got surprise with his postcard too. today suppose to be our yearly love outing to Indonesia, but because of his project, we have cancelled the trip :( hope for better next year!

morning pic

early morning bb pic to laogong ^^


mummy I want to drink milk neh


hehe


he is wearing my socks >_<


gogo ask Eva to pose with this musical instrument



gogo and mei mei ^^


Eva muka baru bangun ^^

I asked angel to sit down together to snap pic, she just taken her bath 'I don't want to sit with dirty ppl, I wear skirt' :p



so for angel, I send this pic ^^

good morning Friday ^^ I have school holiday program for bbb, Saturday go outing, sunday go outdoor shooting :D plan to ask money sponsorship from laogong :p

last night I went to digo's house, I fried 4 hotdog with cheese. been thinking to eat hotdog recently. craving for that so tak tau malu one go and eat :p i chat with ersao too. chat a lot, from sewing project to Vietnam trip. she said she didn't go to many tourist places in Vietnam, so I told her 1 day we go together, she can speak then we can bring travel book as guide ^^ ersao told me yesterday a big snake almost come in digo's house too! she used water to splash the snake. I told her, next time got snake, close the door then faster run with baby la.. so dangerous >_<

many pic I snap on baby song song last night when digo and ersao and royee went to supermarket. I like the baby smell!












these few days feeling down.. mixture of feeling. blog gone private. don't feel comfortable to reopen now. 1st time after 7 years of blogging :)

tata!

Thursday dah!

good morning :D




hehe cute little one ^^ the actual happening to this boy was, his papa put him sit and wanted to snap a pic, but the boy was about to fall :p i like his smile :)




morning breakfast now. the reason for me to leave the house earlier today ^^ my honey oat tuna breakfast with sweet onion sauce and many more olives! why everything is in sweet? hope today gonna be a sweetie day :)




am using the right one now. the iPhone cover from my favourite author - jimmy ^^ thinking to sew myself a handphone pouch. to my best friends too!



hope I can come out the porch soon :p

in subway now, the cafe playing the song 'you raise me up' ohhh.. suddenly so many feeling are up, and my eyes gone wet and I feel to cry :~

'you raise me up so I can stand on mountain..
you raise me up to overcome stormy sea..
I am strong when I am on your shoulder..
you raise me up, to more than I can be..'



you raise me up, to more than I can be..

have to stop, before I embarrass myself at public..

tired Wednesday

with half closed eyes am typing this post. my mind doesn't want to sleep but my body is tired :( tonight I need to sleep early, been few days I drink coffee in the office to force myself to stay awake @_@




something in my car. I bought for children but bbb doesn't like it. so I alone eating it for few weeks! put in smaller container so I can eat while driving. well, we cannot drink and drive, but eat is no problem right :p eating tid bits and listening to Christmas songs in the way back home.




weird ma? listening to Christmas song in the month of may ^^ different feeling.. when you listen to Christmas songs in December, you have the holiday mood, thankful heart, family bond need.. now, when I listen to

'happy holiday' / when I can have more holidays so I can have a nice walk at Singapore orchard road, and listening to the choir and move the body when they dig this song? :(

'white Christmas' / ohhh.. too sentimental and in fact, a bit down, feeling lonely..

'oh holy night' / "fall on your knee, hear the angels voices, oh night~ divine..oh night, when Christ was born.." hmmm I feel to fly to somewhere over the rainbow..

hmmm.. last night was dropping from morning happy jolly mood to down stream sadness.. today am not cheering up too. hope, a good rest can recover my feeling. didnt bring handmade bag this week, so, once bbb sleeping, I feel lonely in the room..

have the thought.. I want to close down my Facebook and blog site :) see how.. anyway, my blog is in private since last night.. sis is complaining.. but wonder, other than few close friends, anyone interested on my sharing? with what thinking and attitude to follow my blog? care? love? fill the pass time? or know more about me and family, so can attack us or hate me more? :)

well, let's stop here before I gone to the narrow mind stuck memory lane :)




22:13 someone says 'I love you here' ^^
good night zzZz

yo! yo! Tuesday

hey today is indeed a happy day! just feeling happy ^^ give thank to the greatest one ^^




see me happy smiling :D hehehe no la these pictures I need to be happy and smiley look, coz laogong going to store this in his phone and hopefully, look at me everyday :p



laogong is sailing.. crossing the border which network roaming is needed soon..


so I trying the send few children photos when the connection is still free :)


might not be able to call as I like, and laogong cannot access to internet frequent too :( going to miss him like crazy..



I am the type of mummy and wife, no matter where I am, roaming or not, I just make calls when I feel to talk to my love one @_@

anyway, I hope laogong is healthy and come back soon!




today lunch time with my lunch box. got call from the home developer, wanna take photo shoot again for angel. this time we go outing, go to see the beauty of nature. tell you, I was soooo happy and touched with this call, coz I was wondering where shall I bring my children or set any school holiday program for them.

I want to go to see the sea, the sky, the green.. but laogong is away, sis is with her big belly, alone how to go outing with 3 children? not to worried on the troublesome, but afraid if anything happen, out of my control, how am I protect my lovely bbb? so this 2days photo shooting has cheered me up! really, the happiness and touch in my heart, made me feel to share the happiness with the whole world! but I just chose to call up laogong and sister, didn't put in my fb ^^



so, we will go somewhere like this?


or like this? I just love it! in fact, I miss our taman negara national park trip. I will go there again!



suddenly got this from my supervisor. what a surprise! actually I have my own mission or say wish list in the office, I want to get at least 1 big or small award in every year. and this is the 1st for 2012 ^^ mission accomplished :p got motivated :)

reaching train station..


thinking what story to tell to my bbb :)


miss them much ooo..



see, I am blessed with happy things and previous moments ^^


tata!