Beautiful Thursday ^^

Start working lo~~

Wettie Tuesday

Found this on the drinking water bottle. Hmm so many plans in mind, hmm don't count chicken 1st, step by step moving forward to my goals n achieve the plans.

For yesterday n today, bbb are behave, so easy to prepare them to school, happy laughter leave home ^_^ hope this continues so I can be a sweet n tender mummy hehe compare to those days, getting angry early in the morning n rushing to the train station n get lack to work.

Going to klcc today for office town hall. May drop by kinokuniya bookstore, hopefully not many new release that caught me interested, so I can save money from not buying more books :p

Day by day, bbb growing up, can help me n my mama in doing housework, can play by themselves without much supervision. Getting ideas to renovate children rooms at bkt31, they shall sleep in their own rooms by end 2011. Big project oooo n expenses too..

Am thinking for year 2012, when royee study at klang primary, we shall stay in Banting or klang? Coz angels still having final year in the kinder. Wiseable to transfer them to a new kinder at klang at final year? Hmmm but when think of separation again, I got myself confused. Hmmm another year to think of this..

Come to children issues, brain cells can really be tired oooo..

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Pictures on father's day outing



Bbb asked me to bring them to cinema, shall plan for a movie n let them experience it..



Gal gal with hairpins. Kids hair accessories are not cheap!

happy papa's day~

Surprise

Boss k: michelle, this is from low, thank you for your hardwork.

Free 2 movie tickets :D thanks for the token of appreciation, I designed n sent this thank you note to bosses.

I thank God for this ^_^

Happy duan wu

My 1st dumpling for this year. Boss gave it to me on Monday, from Melaka I guess, it was sooooo yummy! I finished it in the car before my journey back home hehe. Miss the taste.

After duan wu, very fast la mid autumn coming. Another 7 months then cny 2011. Everyday seems to be so fast passing by ooo. Children grow up day by day, me getting more wrinkles then :p

These few days, been thinking to go china the great wall with laogong n bbb. Want to visit eng at Adelaide. Want to visit arpu's new house at jb.

Take my time for all my dreams n wishes.. The best has yet to come ^_^

I give thanks for the small happiness of everyday.

Pic of the nite

From Banting to sgbuloh






Gal gal, mummy miss u all..

Life alarm

Last night sis n I went to ktv, enjoyed listening to nice songs. Songs we used to sing n get ourselves having fun in the room, now we are not having the same excitement. Time change, mood change, the level that a song can comfort or satisfy our soul need has changed. Ya, life issues pushing us day by day.

12.30-2am, I shared my pressure with laogong, my recent days pressure at home, to children, from the office n myself... Thanks laogong for listening. pray for better day each day. I told laogong, everyday, I am counting down the day when I can come to bkt31, I can
stop checking time, I can stay with bbb day n night, I can meet my sis. Ya, last night I have a good laugh after months, when I found out sis wearing the wrong shoe to food counter in the ktv - 1 foot with mine, 1 foot with her crocs :D simple silly act, can make me laugh my heart out :p

Opened my eyes nearly 7am, then I can't fall asleep anymore. A beautiful Sunday morning, children r sleeping, laogong is snoring, n I am sitting on my bed typing this post. What borthering? My yesterday pap smear test.

Went for my 2nd follow up test after the eaelier abnormal result. when the cell sample taken, gynae asked me any question to ask. This is not the gynae I used to consult, in fact, I just spot entering this clinic because of the insurance company needs my latest pap smear test result. I informed the new gynae about my previous case, then he said I need to do a more detailed test, another type of pap smear, forget the name. More sample taken, n this is not the normal thin smear, for this, the sampel cells taken gonna put in the water n let computer analyse for accurate result. Normal thin smear is only check by eyes.

Came out from the clinic, my feeling a bit calm, but my brain is busy. All sorts of thoughts, if this accurate result is abnormal, the insurance don't accept my policy I am ok, but 'how har?' again, I put myself again in hpv n cancer dilemma.. Hmm I told laogong, if I have need to go for any medical treatment, then I will stay in my current company till old, coz I need to insurance benefits :p then I can stop have the idea, stop working with the company n go to be a kinder teacher which I can save my transportation n expenses for working in kl. Seriously, I told my supervisor about this, he 'har? U want to be teacher???' ^_^

Well, life goes on no matter what's up in our daily life. Children music class gonna increase the monthly fees, more burden to our monthly expenses, but I don't want to stop the course, I want music education to be asset for bbb, I told laogong, this is the backup skill to bbb for future survive, they can teach music, be composer, audio engineer... The most important thing, they can offer themselves to the church by playing piano in services ^_^

Ok, time's up, need to prepare myself n children for Sunday worship, mau pergi the church lo ta-ta!

Angel's drawing

"Zhuzhu. Angel draw this very very serious one ler..sat there quiet and keep drawing by herself.. check the pic "

Thanks laogong for this sharing from sgbuloh :) can't wait to see my angels..

Another 2 days..

Bbb gonna be together again hohoho

Exchange pictures

From sg buloh



From Banting

Hmmm..

Hmmm suddenly got cirit birit.. Then flu pula.. ai..

Quiet Tuesday

如果超人会飞
那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界
会让我觉得好一些

拯救地球好累
虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没
因为超人不能有眼泪

Eating coconut bun, in the train, life goes on. 'wait wait wait wait.. gal gal ler?' 'i want mei mei, wo yao mei mei, wo yao mei mei!!' response from royee when he noticed angels are not around. Hmm killing me..

Miss my angels

... so much I been missing them, can't wait for Friday.. counting down days for angels to be back to me :( hoping laogong n in law can take good care of my angels..

Can I cry now? I am really exhausted physically.. mentally.. all sorts of pressure, I told sis, I gonna break down if things continue.. 持续下去，我会崩溃！

Rainbow

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

Bath bbb, made milk for them, then I left the house. Royee asked 'mummy, why u go to work? No school ma' today' angel said 'today is holiday' ya... How mummy wish today was holiday at work too :(

Sing 'somewhere over the rainbow' in the car once I left the house. Feeling down in fact, just feeling soooo tired to all those daily schedule. Saw bbb sleeping so sweet at bkt31 last night, 3 little angels, how I wish I could stay back n didn't disturb them. hmmm..

A brand new day, I should stop feeling not ok, need my spirit n stamina back. Ya! I saw rainbow at banting!! When I was singing the song, it made me feel 'recharged' ^_^ hope tonight I can have a sweet night with laogong :) we both seems like have lesser time to being together, both need to taking care the house n bbb, both need private moments n spaces too. Hmm 2 tired working couple n parents.

Jesus in the jungle

妈咪叫angel祷告后睡觉，＂我不要祷告后睡觉＂为什么？
＂耶稣不在，耶稣在森林里面，给老虎咬了，流很多血。去医院医生帮耶稣打针＂
耶稣死了吗？
＂死了。耶稣死了。又复活了，变成天使，飞飞飞，飞进我的心里了＂

mummy asked angel pray then sleep "I don't want pray then sleep" why?
"Jesus is not in, Jesus is in the jungle, tiger bites Jesus, Jesus bleeding. Go to the hospital, doctor jap Jesus" Jesus dies?
"dead already, Jesus dead already n alive becoming an angel, fly fly fly n fly into my heart"

Hmmmm macam macam.. Just now before angel fall asleep, "mummy, Jesus n Lord father being together" what are they doing? "they are sewing new shirts for us"

Oooo..

Tired..

I think I need to start realizing my dreams n wish list 1 by 1, I owe myself for all these things. Sit down n think what I wanna do for the next 20 years. Age 31, should have life schedule for myself, before I sink..

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Morning pic for laogong.

Not staying together..

Again, we separeted because of job location. Good thing for laogong is he can see his mum frequently. Me alone with my papa mama n bbb, still manageble. Children growing up, they can play together or watching tv without my companion. I try to slot in myself for bed time story or good night songs. Now waiting for the new maid to come, then I will have more time to do my things n company children.

My mama is ok now, she can walk without support. She went to saloon for her nice haircut. She asked me to snap a pic of her to post on net hehe. Forgot to take la.. Gonna have a big bday party for my mama in July at bkt31. Hope new maid can reach by the time, then we don't need to be so kelam kabut. My kaima has gone back home, she started walking with support. Best bday gift for this pair of sisters :D

Miss my laogong so much.. This weekend no music class, no Sunday school, laogong suggested to go melacca day trip. Bbb loves chicken rice so much, we can bring them to try the round chicken rice ball ^_^

Best wishes to arpu for her new house n new job. can only exchange SMS with her, since she has no access to Internet at the new housing area. Must be suffering hehe :p

Best health to everyone! Gambatte!!

Left at no.09

My mind still left at last weekend nature exploring trip @_@ miss eveything about the trip..

2nd day morning at the hotel, bbb gonna breaking down the small house :P

Nice apple green maxis car

Laogong dropped by to buy keropok, way back also we dropped by to buy :p

Completed taman negara canopy walk journey. Proud of them!!! Singing row row row a boat.. :p

3rd day. Eva playing alone while gogo n jie jie were sleeping