on mother's day~

wake up at 6:50am. royee was still sleeping. reading favorite blog updates n mother's day sms that i received, then i felt asleep again. can hear royee singing.. once i turned my body, he called me 'mummy~' with his innocent smile ^_^what a obedient boy, didnt cry out loud, coz he was in the buai. i looked at my handphone, 9:33am!! my plan was to reach my friend's house at around 10am. n reached sgbuloh at before 12pm. hmmm.. then i asked royee to faster pack his things n we prepare ourselve FAST! he kelam kabut said want to bring his coloring books la, pencil case la.. i said 'bu yong la' then he 'oooo'

when we wanted to leave the house, my dad asked me to bring mango to my auntie at klang. soooo many mango. then we left the house. then we came back to take royee's bag.. then left banting at 11am. royee was having good mood, we sing together in the car. listened to all my instructions too! what a happy day :) reached shah alam at nearly 12pm. i was so hungry, went to mcD drive-thru. ordered a happy meal set cheese burger. then the gal said, sempena hari ibu, u can have another mc value set for free! wow! free.. hmmm then i ordered spicy chiken burger. total for only rm8+ :p the guy asked us which toys we want, the blue color one or yellow color. u chose blue color for royee. when i wanted to eat my burger, i found out, we had both blue n yellow toys in the box! what a surprise! royee was so happy.. i was happy too.. have that feeling 'i am lucky today!' hehe..

reached shah alam denai alam at 12:30pm my colleague asmiza's house. love the house. simple, warm, bright. as's daughter was sleeping. as served keropok ikan n chicken nuggets. royee playing toys. out of many toys, he played the train n truck. suddenly ayra cried. once woke up she saw me n royee. royee non stop mumbling that, must be playing the toys making the sound, then ayra woke up. he felt fuilty. hehe what a cute boy. as played vcd on Barney's songs. 2 of them can sit down n watch the video. cute~ moving the body too! then as brought out the animals puzzle. royee can follow as speak all the animals ^_^ (he asked me to buy the puzzle for him too!)

ayra n royee

left as's house about 1:40pm. taking the longer way back to desa coalfields. reached dc at 2pm+ happy to see angels. hmmm gained weight ^_^ your mum said wanna attend her friend's house party or function. your dad was cleaning the store room. children n i went upstair the room n i buai royee sleep. royee sings many songs. he also sings 'wo ai wo de baba, wo ai wo de mama' (i love my dad, i love my mum) very loud n clear he sings. then angel n eva felt funny of it, follow royee sing as well! the kedekut royee, he didnt want angels to follow him. when he sings bao bei in the night, angel n eva were moving their bodies.. also mumbling the songs too! i felt happy to see this. at last royee was sleeping. so i have more time to stay with angel n eva.

cute eva. i love her smile. it is sweet :*

angel. i tight her hair :p

seldom to see angel smile in photo ^_^ she so manja, sitting on my lap only

u see, the little sweetie. both of angel n eva rebut for royee's shoes

plan to keep their hairs long. since they going to stay with me, i can jaga the hair for them :)

eva was sleeping around 5pm. i was free with angel. then i started to pack baby cloths for my sis in law's bb. angel was busy 'helping' me too. she was cute! finished packing, royee woke up at the right time. i asked him to help me carry the s-size diapers to the car. so the car was full of mango, diapers, bb cloths. hahaha.. your dad was doing something at the outside compound, so royee teman your dad there n asking many questions :p

eva cried. i brought angel up to the room. for a while, i heard royee 'mama! mummy!' then he cried. then i can hear he say 'mummy ler? wo de mummy ler?' then huhuhuhuhu.. finally he came up to look for me, 'mummy u r here! i look for my mummy oooo' with his innocent face n voice.. i explained to him, eva was crying just now, so mummy came up very fast ma. then he hmmm... 3 of them playing cars. no biting ^_^ whenever royee didnt want angels to disturb him or take his toys, he would say 'dont touch gogo's things har, gogo will get angry one har' now he is more on talking rather than hitting ppl. good sign.

about 7pm. your mum hadnt came back. so your dad suggested to bring angels out for a walk so royee n i can leave the house without angels crying sadly. royee wanted to follow. so your dad n myself brought 3 of them for a walk. then at the half way, i asked royee to follow me back home. we quickly took our stuff, then wanna left the house. royee suddenly cried 'wo de mei mei ler? wo de mei mei bu jian liao' (my sis have gone missing) hmmm.. i told him, angels went out with gong gong, we go back home 1st, next time we will come back n visit them. suddenly i felt my heart pain to leave angel n eva there :~

in the car, royee said 'mummy, zuo mo eva mei you hui jia de?' (why eva never go back home?) i told him. mummy will bring angel n eva go back banting, when the kakak is here. we all can stay together. so we can watch barney cd together, we can sing bao bei in the night together, mummy can tell stories to royee, angel, n eva. then we can play together. must wait till kakak come ok? now mummy everyday can stay with royee, but gal gal cannot always see mummy rite? he said 'hmmm! gal gal hen ke lian' (pity gal gal) what a sad moment in my heart. ya, why i should leave royee's sis at the other house? n we are driving back to different house?

called up doreen to meet at setia alam, so i can give her some mango. during the journey, i told royee today is mother's day. is a day for mama. i asked him to say 'happy mama day' he followed. then i said again 'happy mama day. i love u' then he said 'happy mama day. i love u~' then paused a while, he came near me n kissed me! what a touched! i felt soooo touched. yes, i felt the feeling a mother suppose to have on this special day! the kiss was wet. my heart was warm. doreen came. royee happily wave hi to her ^_^ can see him really grow up n understanding much. wave bye bye must followed with kiss..

i was hungry. stopped at klang gerai. asked for nasi goreng. many ppl at the gerai. all bringing mothers out :) i ordered satay for royee. he enjoyed eating satay. he loves satay. he even begged me to allow him eat the piece of satay that dropped on the floor. what a pity face.. feeling good at the moment. a mother's day dinner for 2 of us.

drived to my brother's house after the dinner. we sings many songs during the journey. brought everything down. asked my auntie to pick up the mango from my brother's house. royee kissed my sis in law's belly :) it was 9:45pm when we left my brother's house. royee was good in the mood. non stop we sing songs together. how i wish, i can stay with our lovely children day n nite.. just like this. connected hearts. how i wish, this wonderful night n feeling, never be ending...

royee kissed me good nite. a big smile n hug from him. sleep with me. i asked him to sleep 1st, mummy wanted to take shower. he said 'no! then wo yi ge ren lo' (i would be alone) then i asked 'ask wai po to come in 1st ok?' then he said 'hmmm' hmmm.. very fast i took the shower, bcoz, my lovely son was waiting for me..

i got a mother's card from royee. made it in his kinder class. i have great feeling that given by royee. i can feel the need of a mummy from angel n eva. the surpirse n happy faces when see me in the house. it is a great feeling to be a mother :) heard this conversation between 2 old women at gerai makan 'happy mother's day. so how your children celebrate with u?''my son given me rm100 and then my daughter brought me for seafood' can see the proud of a mother while sharing this to another mother. very simple n warm.

thanks for your 'mu qin jie kuai le' phone call :) mother's day, the power of love to come from children. for u, i would expect more on valentine's day n paktor anniversary day :p btw, i would like to say sorry for not picking up your phone calls for these few weekends.. i dont even notice, there were phone calls from u! busy with children... hope u understand :)

miss u much. great feeling wanted to share with u last nite, but u were not with me. hope we can stay together soon! miss u... love u...