my vday 2009

sis n i went to subang parade TGI Friday for our valentine's day celebration. a pre-celebration to make us happy before we expect something lovely dovey thingie from our hubbies :p hehe

cheesy yum yum at TGI Friday

salmon pasta.. love it!

grilled chicken breast

chocalate fudge cake

vday deco at subang parade ogawa booth

sis n i have ordered this.. for fun? :p

on the valentine's day.

berly's homemade chocalate to laogong

laogong chose the heart-shaped choc, and each of us taken half :*

my so called 'candle light vday meal' :p nice dim sum at klang bandar bukit tinggi

hubby was looking for angels slippers at the park.

the slippers left at the park hmmm a week before

this made me think of a man searching for his thing at the brighter room instead of the dark place where he lost the thing :S

no fear in love

主耶稣我感谢你 你的身体为我而舍

带我出黑暗进入光明国度 使我再次能看见

主耶稣我感谢你 你的宝血为我而流

宝贵十架上医治恩典涌流 使我完全得自由

宝贵十架的大能赐我生命 主耶稣我俯伏敬拜你

宝贵十架的救恩 是你所立的约 你的爱永远不会改变

am listening to this song. just reached the office a while ago. this morning me n laogong wearing the same brown color shirts ^_^ talking about the movie that we watched yesterday in the cinema 'the curious case of benjamin button' with the tagline 'Life isn't measured in minutes, but in moments'. i asked laogong what he got from the movie, he told me, few things, 1 of them was change the situation if u know it is not going to bring u happiness or not worth for trying. for me, i got this, existance of love for a man n a woman, timing are the crucial element to bring meaning and percentage of right feel towards the relationship.

smart laogong knew what i was thinking. yes, i think of the special him in my life. i shared some inner feeling to laogong this morning. no pressure no jealousy no hurt, thanks laogong. suddenly laogong mentioned 'if u know what u going to do will be a fault or failure, would u ever want to continue doing it?' let me guess, i think laogong is indirectly telling me, what he is always trying to do something special for me, or showing his love to me, most of the time, he flet disspointed. maybe of my attitude or he shows his love at wrong timing, or not at the way that i can accept n interpret. i didnt answer much to his question, i just said 'thomas edison never say he had failed 1000 times for creating the bulb, he told ppl he has found 1000 wrong ways of creating the bulb'

laogong smiled at me n left the train. just hoping he got what i was telling to convey to him. i hope he can understand more what i have been thinking n asking for. thanks for the movie, that brings good moment n inspirations to both of us. i just wanted to share this to laogong..

1 john 4:18: There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love

2002.2009

am i on track? reviewed some of the BIG goals that i had set in 2 Jan 2007, something like if i have extra money..

open saving accounts for bbb - done

buy another car - i didnt buy a small car, but another bigger house

buy ikea foldable bed for royee - done. n i bought the same beds for angels as well. together with basic room setting for bbb :)

buy a desktop pc - laogong bought me a laptop in y2008, n he used my previous laptop. will buy a desktop pc once reading room set up in bkt31

stop working in y2010 or latest y2012 - the BIGGEST goal as for now. this is not mainly on financial aspect consideration, but time spent in a house as housewife, more patience with bbb and all house chores, contact with external world, coworker, my outlook, my thinking, hubby's feeling.. y2010, would be next year, as of last nite, i have set up my mind and prepare n working towards this goal. this time, lets target in y2010 - bring bbb start new kinder school at klang. royee would be age 5, is better for him to accommodate himself in the new environment at early age 5, n not age 6. afraid this would affect his learning passion in the new kinder.

hubby is ready for this mentally. we gonna sort out income issue. of course, with more monthly income we can have easier life; on the other hand, we need to somehow sacrifice for bbb, to let them have love security and at least mummy's teaching. they are growing fast, n learning n absorbing new words n ideas everyday. sometime, i find it is too late for me to tell 'no, mummy feels sad when u speaking like this' coz my time is only in the office. i need time to spend with them n guide them to the road immediately, where, i hope they grow in a positive way.

yesterday, i have started looking for teaching aid for preschooler and kinder students. i need to prepare this before i stop working. at the same time, i have a thought, i can take care 1 or 2 kinder student for few hours a day for extra income :p or i can be driver, to pick up bbb's classmates who staying nearby. in fact, i have few more household income plans in my mind, i wont stop working n staying home just to take care children. i definitely will look for side income, what i need is flexible time table so i can stay with bbb. bbb are about the same age, if i can teach them their homework, no tuition class, then it would be great saving for me too.

now am searching info for some kinder in bukit tinggi klang. am not sure if i manage to stop working in this year end, anyway, just preparing for it. no harm. so, cannot simply spend money for fun lo. need to save more now :p maybe, simple birthday celebration for hubby is enough. ya, home cook for him :)

last nite i talked to royee.

mummy: royee, if mummy everyday stays with u and take care u at home, ok ma?

royee: when?

mummy: everyday la..

royee: mummy u r sick? sick for many many days? so u dont need to work?

(hahaha.. pity boy, he can only have mummy to stay with him when mummy taking medical leave)

mummy: no la, how old r u right now?

(royee showed 4 fingers)

mummy: ya, now u are 4, so when u are 5 years old, mummy stop working, and everyday staying at home, dont need to go to work and take care you and gal gal lo..

royee: then papa ler?

mummy: papa go out n work lo.. only mummy stay at home..

royee: oooo mummy got a lot of money already is it?

mummy: (hahaha.. cute!) not really, but mummy want to stay with u all ma.. we change to a new school ok?

royee: no! i cannot change to different school! i still dont know english yet. bu ke yi de!

mummy: then how? mummy gonna stay in bukit tinggi ooo.. then how to see u? come la, we change to the new school, where the school will teach u english and mandarin, then mummy send u to the school, n pick u up.. then mummy teach u to do homework and watch tv with u..

royee: gal gal ler?

mummy: gal gal also come with us la, all change to the new school la.. ok ma?

royee: hmmm (think for a while) ok.

my royee is cute n yet serious :) love him. in fact, i feel the uncertainty of the future.. days when i stay at home only. i love children, but i love information and new learning n knowledge. just let it flow... just hoping laogong can earn more, give us stable living, love us more, care us more.. hehe am so greedy for everything. just hoping y2010 would be a better year :)

i havent sit down for y2009 goals. i have all the to-do list, for goal, maybe i want to have a rest, after y2007 and y2008 list of goals to be achieved, for year 2009, only 1 main one 'change myself' inner me, outer me.. my friend said 'yes, pls change yourself, dont get ppl bully anymore' hehehe.. am learning to say 'no' (but i say this word a lot to bbb :p) and stop letting ppl bully me? hmmm as what the pep trainer told me, maybe this is nature of me. the background of my family and education. and good friends said 'mich, u dont need to change, u r good n nice, just be yourself' :) well, i will change everything for myself, make myself happy 1st then only think of other ppl.. at least, i wont let bbb look me down. i will work hard to let them be proud of me :)

Quiet moment

3am+ eva asked for milk. Then till now, i been staying awake. Cant fall asleep hmm. Today need to reach the office earlier than normal day, coz i need to leave the office at 5pm so i can only manage to be at ah gong's house for prayer at 6 or 7pm.

Last nite i slept early, after buaikan bbb sleep. Was so tired. N i knew i was being moody to laogong. For nothing? Not really, just feeling down when he promised to sleepkan bb together with me, but he forgot? N reading papers in the hall. I was so tired n sleepy, both royee n angel were active still. Hmm i slept with black face to hubby. Didnt want his massage offer :( though i like his recent learnt body massage. Not when i am having down mood with him. Ai.

Will be on leave tomorrow. Hope the weather would be nice for the outdoor prayer n activity. Am still feeling not well, hope tomorrow weather wont make my flu n fever worse. Hate to being sick recently, coz i cant rest well at home, bbb can dance on my pillow while i sleep n rest, n afraid they kena from me then somemore tired to take care of them when they are sick.

Hubby told me 'u know why i dont like to read your blog? Coz they are negative, your posts made me down' hmm i dont think this is right, coz i do post many travel n bbb pictures n stories. Maybe it just an excuse for not visiting my blog. Hmm.. Whatever, i just want to keep record n memory here, n hope 1day, bbb can read my posts by their own :)

best valentine

love lies today

comes when u

wake up to find

that love still colours

your world thru family and frenz

who truly come and never fail to remember u

happy valentine's dear

'u r my best valentine. good nite sweet dreams' thanks, this sweethern my nite with full of uncertainty about my life, my love :)

if

If a picture paints a thousand words,

Then why can't I paint you?

The words will never show the you I've come to know.

If a face could launch a thousand ships,

Then where am I to go?

There's no one home but you,

You're all that's left me too.

And when my love for life is running dry,

You come and pour yourself on me.

If a man could be two places at one time,

I'd be with you.

Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way.

If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die,

I'd spend the end with you.

And when the world was through,

Then one by one the stars would all go out,

Then you and I would simply fly away

feel to listen to this song. this song been playing in my mind when i stepped in the office this morning.. hmm wonder why..

after school

mc at home. felt so tired n sleepy. n bbb were coming back from kinder. wow, non stop hearing they all 'po po.. po po' calling my mum. then my mum asked them to wash their hands. then 1 bowl of chicken rice for each of them. royee wanted only the green bowl. since when he had changed his favorite colors from red to green? thye were so enjoying eating the rice!! even i was so tired to walk, i went back to the room n took the camera, n took few snaps for the cutie pic :) love them~

eva n royee

they are so adorable~

midnite eva~

was sick. having fever n flu. in the midnight, eva crying, i let her slept with me on the bed. she might sleep early in the night before, she was awake. then suddenly, i saw eva with all her stuff n closing the room door. i followed her.

left her dora, chou chou, blanket on the sofa

she started playing the blocks n bricks alone

i was so sleepy..

n it was 3am+ @_@

i couldnt stand on it anymore, so i left her playing alone. switched on the fan for her, then i went back to the room. praying that no one would kidnap my lovely eva then i felt asleep. didnt know how long it was, suddenly eva came to me 'mummy..' then i carried her to sleep on my bed, then we slept together.. hmmm

quality time

lunch at sooka

sis was on mc. after her checkup at sjmc, she took komuter train to kl sentral n looked for me for lunch. what a happy lunch date :)

ya, sis is sick @_@

killiney kopitiam - mee siam

kaya butter toast.. i like this :)

today special - mushroom chicken

zen - apply crumbles..?

green tea cheese cake

my dearest sis

n me!

genting highlands - officemates outing 6-8 feb

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planned for the outing since last year. from oversea to port dickson, n finally we went to genting highlands. nana took flight from johor n fly to kl. then faizah took coach from kuantan n meet nana at kl. kak norida took coach from penang, direct to resort hotel. i worked half day in the friday morning, then took genting express bus n skyway to genting highlands n met up with kak norida.

cny deco

it was windy at outdoor

while waiting for nana n faizah, we went to karaoke to check out the price. it was rm65++ per head. wow. it was quite expansive to us, so we decided not to go for karaoke. we have 50 min left before we meet up nana n faizah, so we went for 40 min foot massage. 1st time experienced the hot foot steam..

went massage while waiting for nana n faizah taking bus from KL..

complimentary foot steam 10 min

oooo my tummy :(

foot massage rm68 for 40 min

finally, 4 of us met up. we checked-in resort hotel. the hotel was nice, the room was spacious to us. chit chatting about company gossip :p then we went for dinner n jalan jalan at first world.

hotel room, think of doing this for bkt31 master bedroom

midnite movie

we watched -- underworld 3



faizah, kakak, mich

mongolian bao

wanted to take 1 photo with its mongolian costume, rm25


felt this pic funny.. silly me :p


faizah said, isteri pertama n isteri kedua hehe ^_^

the 2nd day. after taking breakfast, we went for outdoor theme park. hehe hati budak sudah keluar :p it was nice, coz at least i didnt need to worry about my children gone missing here. cant really enjoy the games n rides. n luckily, our hearts still can stand on all the rides. even we did shout for few times. haha :D

berly's chocalate wonderland


faizah, mich, kak norida, nana


like the color~

1st game ride


hahaha the funniest pic!

ribena cups

cny gals~

in the beca

going in the ghost house.. not scary one :p

pirate ship :D

since kak norida never try on skyway, we used the free skyway rides coupon that we got from our

went down hill to eat free sotong n buy some makan makan

after that, we went back to the room. took instant cup mee as our lunch. chit chatting.. then we packed some cloths for our hot spring pool activity. 1st time experienced that. it was nice~ but after 30 min, i felt not comfortable, body skin feeling itchy, then heart feeling not ok.. so i sat up n taking breath.. then feeling better..

hot pool~ relaxing!

miss bbb much. look at this elephant think of them acting like ellie :~

dinner time! nice oooo.. especially after the hot sping.. i like the mashed potato sooooo much! it just tastes owesome! n the mushroom soup, i love it too!

buffet dinner.. superb!!! restaurant kampung n resort cafe

after dinner. we went for massage at 'healing touch' since i had tried the foot massage, so this time, i tried the full body aromatheraphy massage. rm168 for 1 hour, it was expansive to me. anyway, to try out something new for me, then it convinced me :p although i needed to be naked in the room :~

foot steam, before we went for the full body aromatheraphy massage rm168 - 60 min

after the massage session, we went to genting souvenir shop. then we started feeling tired @_@ we cancelled our bowling session plan, then went back the hotel room n ZZzzzzZ

left genting by taking 10:30am genting express back to kl sentral. it was a nice outing with these 3 kakak ^_^ as what mentioned during the days, we can plan more outing next time, n this time, oversea trip :D n this can be true la.