Pulse

If my pulse is at the good beat towards my current office schedule? This week, am getting a bit lost. Day by day, time passes so fast, morning just rise so soon and night ended in an eye blink. Today is Friday, am hoping a good night sleep tonight, so this weekend I can spend my rest days with my bbb. I owe my bbb some quality bonding time for this week.



Catching back myself to be on track at positive and passionate state. Settling myself down to upbeat my productivity at work.


Gambatte! Let's go from OK to GREAT!


In Christ alone my hope is found,
He is my light, my strength, my song;
This Cornerstone, this solid Ground,
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My Comforter, my All in All,
Here in the love of Christ I stand.

In Christ alone! - who took on flesh,
Fullness of God in helpless babe.
This gift of love and righteousness,
Scorned by the ones He came to save:
Till on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied -
For every sin on Him was laid;
Here in the death of Christ I live.

There in the ground His body lay,
Light of the world by darkness slain:
Then bursting forth in glorious day
Up from the grave He rose again!
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me,
For I am His and He is mine -
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.

No guilt in life, no fear in death,
This is the power of Christ in me;
From life's first cry to final breath,
Jesus commands my destiny.
No power of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand:
Till He returns or calls me home,
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand.

Sibling love

My papa and mama just came back from aus trip :) many nice photos sharing, from the photos, you see siblings joy and love too!



My pama and my papa's sisters and bro in law ;) how nice and how precious when we can still get along with our brothers and sisters even at out old age. When parents are no longer staying with us, what we are having is the love from our siblings, the same childhood memories and common topics of our family.

See this from Facebook yesterday..


Even though having to again carry the heavy belly for 10 months


Experiencing the labour pain


Sleepless night


The role and responsibilities doubled up


But slowly, I see you learn to wait..



Know to share..


Understand your responsibilities..


Know to help out..


..with caring heart..


Realize mummy's love level never decrease towards you..



Even though sometime how I wish to hide at the corner to avoid your quarrel


Although you all always crying, shouting, broke up and be good again..


I am still willing to company you to slowly grow..


Until one day..I realize..


I thank God, because I have given you all the best present, which is..


Siblings who you can lean to, holding hands to grow together..

A nice sharing. I do understand not all of us have the ability to have more children or brothers and sisters as we wish, as this is all in God's hand. When we have it, we shall treasure the blessed loves and trying our level best to strengthen the siblings love of us. And helping our children to treasures theirs.


This morning I shared with my bbb. What else mummy can give to you, when mummy is old, when you all grown up, when you all having your own career and families.. Siblings are the treasure you need to putting effort to take good care, so you all can support each other in the absence of papa and mama.



Together we can do more..


Together.. We see God's love :)


Thanks to my children, to help me see my prayer answered in their effort to manage their own self and household well so mummy can smile and sleep early last night :) yesterday was not a good mood day for me. Mind needs to settle down before I can move forward more confidently. I thank God for making things possible for me to have caring sis and children, to company me in this confused moment.


Sis love in a mess :p homemade breakfast from sis. Really yummy. Tak jaga image and I sapu all in the car :p


Keeping faith, be patient, rainbow gonna brighten the sky after the rain ^^


“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. (Matthew 11:28 NIV)

Happy Wednesday!

Charity Bazaar

Aloha! Today 2608 am wearing pink dress and purple shoes ;p trying to act like a young gal ;D


I like this soft colour combination. The hair clips made for last week charity bazaar. Only 5 clips, grabbed by couple of sisters from a family. They wanted to buy this for the mother and gals in the house, as they can't decide which one to pick, they just grabbed all!



Ya last Saturday I went to my colleague's church for charity bazaar. 130 stalls with all sorts of service, foods, games, accessories and home stuff.


I sell handmade and they sell cup noodles and laundry detergent. The business is quite good, manage to collect rm761 for the donation. Feeling satisfied!


Surprised to see laogong and children come to visit me when the bazaar is about to close. They got food tasting fun too!

From 9am-3pm, we ended the bazaar. Laogong suggested for a outing at the malls.


Late lunch at one utama shopping mall. Children started ordering the own choices. Grown up lo.


We are in fact has no purpose hanging out in the mall. Just window shopping at leisure pace.


Poor colourful cow. Kena main kau kau from bbb.


Waiting for their plain yogurt incr cream cones.


As usual, papa only bought for bbb. Mummy having none :~


Watching the sticky candy shop staff preparing the yummy candy. Then we got free candy sticks!


Enjoyed! Papa and mama got one each too!


From one utama shopping mall, we go to ikea. Walk till you 'flat' >< am so tired ooo.. But four of them were so excited with the newly renovated store and design. Hmm.



Plan to buy this bed set for children. Gonna survey more for their room with bigger workstation.

Before heading back home, we stopped by ss2 for late dinner. Way back home, royee companied mummy and gal gal companied papa :) reached home, total flat.

From 4.30am to 11+pm I give thank to God for all the smooth journeys and made me understand better with - giving is receiving. I hope with the small sum money contribution, and tiny effort of me, some underprivileged children feel the love of God.

Monday green

Instead of Monday blue, am wearing green shirt today, so today is a green Monday, a new beginning of the week.

Got a bad eczema on lap and backside. It just started with 1-2 pops, then it spreads :( on medication, which made me so sleepy throughout the day. Doesn't seem getting better then condition, maybe I should seek specialist soon.



Been talking wanted to try to bake some buns for children to try, finally, I walked into the kitchen I started the weight and kneading process.


This round I have Eva to help me from the beginning till the end of the process ^^


Angel snapped the pic.


Ta-da! My 1st ever 12 buns made. I tasted the smallest one. Children immediately grabbed 2. Hmm that's the reason why I don't want to bake buns and cakes often, coz once the end product came out from the oven, children tend to eat more. Anyhow, I don't encourage children to eat flour more.



Crab stick bun + cheese + brown sugar to make the bun sweeter.


The supporters ^^ the recipe is on the wall if you can spot it ;)

Yesterday we got a very nice youth Sunday service. The hymns chosen for the praise and worship session have touched my heart. The sermon shared has made me think the purpose of me in this living, and how can I used my blessed talents to give back to the church and community. Each of us are here for a reason. It is not by accidentally. It might a failure to a world, but in God's kingdom, we are all existed for an purpose. Treasure own self.


After Sunday school, got the department head talked to me. We got a good chatting session. I feel warm and inspired when talked to her. Advice pieces from her, made me feel confident to play each of the roles of me.


主你要往哪里走　
我就跟你走
领我走到世界尽头　
一生不再回头
让世界听到我们敬拜　
我们的祷告
让复兴从我们开始　
将主爱带到人群中

我并不完美　
也并不特别
而你却是为我舍弃生命的主
我时常软弱　
有时会迷惑
但你是道路真理和生命

纵然有许多的问题　
我也不放弃
你大能赐给我勇气　
我会勇敢走出去

Sudden visit

Been thinking to visit my papa especially after got to know the latest body checkup, the result seem not so good.


Flying soon, 1st time using the walking stick


Seeing this pic made me missing papa much.

Saturday morning after sending children to the art class..


Luckily I got laogong in the town ^^ I went back papa mama home with sis and baby Shyuan. Happy to see papa mama. Guess they were happy to see us too! Hehe. Ya as usual, complaining about we 2 sisters are fat, still non stop eating :p come on, what else we shall do when go back home town? Of course tasting all the nice and yummy foods!


Mama hand washed and hair spa sis hair and my hair. Nice kan? ^0^ after that we have yummy homecook tea break too!


Few hours staying in papa mama home, feel the love and care. Catch up with digo too. He shared his business plan.


Registered baby Song to the kinder. A caring husband and father. Of course, apart from serious talk, we talked lots of funny and pulling each other legs stories hehhehe


In fact, was showing my legs to digo on skin allergic eczema. But the story made up by my mum in the collage came out different funny stories. Hahaha



Kekeke.. Anyhow, I love to be at home. Home sweet home that recharged myself :)

Thanks papa and mama for all your love and care. Thanks laogong for taking care children when I need some alone space. Thanks for sis and bro for giving me lots of laughter with all the silliness act and chatting topic :)



Can't wait to go to today Sunday service. Miss my family in Christ too!

Happy sunday!