waiting for newborn

photos log of what happened last night... a special celebration of my 33 birthday ^^


my ersao with her very big belly..






































ersao overnight at the hospital ^^



got calls from both of them when 4 of us happily + nervous on the way sending my ersao to the hospital :) thanks for your birthday calls, sorry I have missed both of your voices, I want to redeem my 'birthday gift' from my digo ma :D my digo said this year bday gift is to present me a nephew ^0^


so today is 14.04.2012. I can't sleep well last night, me this busybody always get excited with my family issues :p



ok.. let me wake my sis up, go for breakfast then only go to the hospital. enough time for me to go for facial? hehehhe :p

13.04.2012

yo! today is my birthday :D






































laogong just called. he shared with me the story of royee asking about his saving in papa's bank. would it be enough to buy mummy a cup of pearl milk tea from chatime ^^ I feel touched. 2 weeks ago, I asked royee to buy me chatime pearl milk tea on my birthday. so sis asked royee to save money from his daily allowance. so today is the day! but then, I am in banting and he is at klang. hmmm.. my ersao baby is still happily staying in mummy's belly, hmm am thinking, if I can drop by klang tonight. if not, I am gonna be alone for my birthday then.. pity pula..




last night I was alone, so I asked digo to have dinner with me. digo cooked very nice bah kut teh fish and 3 of us eating together.




then I just sitting and chatting with digo and ersao till 10pm. go back home then sleep.
now only I know, every night I have not enough sleep because of I spend my time playing with my gals and chatting with my parents ^0^ today I wake up early coz I slept early last night.




too free can ask officemate doreen to have breakfast together :D




yo! be joyful and cherish our days!

32

final 2 hours for my age of 32.



since I am sleepy, so I don't want to wrap up my age 32 tonight. let me have a good night sleep and welcome my age 33 then.



the life journey continues..


..and I won't forget to capture my life precious moment :)



no matter how challenging of the life downtime..



I gonna walk through the life stone hitting..



..and cherish my age 33 :D

12.04

early morning my papa and mama non stop knocking my room door to wake my 2 gals up. today 4 of them go to Thailand hatyai.


happy birds ^^

maid sister and royee are at bkt31. sis and laogong too. I alone staying at banting to wait for my ersao delivers baby... very soon!



yesterday 5pm, ersao got bleeding. then stopped. so we all kelam kabut rush to the hospital. this is the pic my digo snapped when my ersao taking her dinner, so she would have energy to push.. then baby out.



hehe this is the pic when my digo complaining and teasing my sis who taken the car key to my digo house when my digo was looking the car key at my mum's house :p



when doctor checking my ersao, my digo was blank! I pula became the translator to my ersao coz the doctor was a Indian.

but then, doctor said there was no opening yet. so we chose to go back home and wait for the very pain contraction or water bag burst. so now waiting la for the baby choose his 'the moment'. so, very high possibility, the baby will have the same bday with me :D



left the hospital, sis and I continued our dinner plan. since my sis spent me a 2d1n trip as bday treat, so I belanja her this dinner :p


eating dinner and both of us teasing my digo for his blueness in welcoming his baby :p he was just blank! kekekke my sis said, later on in labour room, don't know my digo can take it or not with the wife screaming and bleeding :p



my sis worried too when we were rushing to the hospital. she said what gonna happened when come to her delivery time. I guess, both of us gonna be nervous and panic too! as long as my sis doesn't get high temper, then everything gonna be alright :p
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angelina


evangeline

above 2 pic I sent to my digo's friend as per their request for housing advertisement banner modelling. see la, if they will be chosen. just to let them gain different experience in kinder time.

well, let's work hard in the office. who knows my digo going to make the emergency call to me today. I know I am not the doctor or nurse, but at least I can assist my blur digo when he was blank! :p my papa and mama are not in the town, so I can be the supporter for the new papa and mama :D

oh ya, today I drive my bday gift to work..



a 2nd hand car from my papa :D

mixed

I am now out from the house, aimless, hopeless, directionless :(



raining day, alone in the car. at a hypermarket parking lot. I am just blank. no cry. no smile. sad.

suppose to go for a talk - a children-picture-book reading talk. thought of learning better way to help children love reading in effective ways.




recall what royee complaining about I always go out not staying at home.. my heart is broken.


I didn't go out for fun. Friday night I went out to the bookstore to buy material for my sewing project, then go supermarket to buy some home grocery. saturday I only out to trim my hair and angel's hair, then afternoon I bring angel to her ballet class.



so I decided to stay at home tonight I let bbb see me at home. just be there for them, and sing to make them sleep. what children want is very simple. what we need to give is - time. thus, I asked laogong to go for the talk, since he likes to read too. since he is the father to my bbb, children education he needs to pay part too.

at 1st laogong was ok. then not ok, then we quarrel for nothing. then I being quiet he gets angry... my grandma and auntie staying overnight at my house suddenly, so many adults at home, I don't want to make movie in front of them. the more I stay silent, the more laogong talk louder.

I just out from the house. thought of forget about the stupid laogong :( and go for the talk. while driving, royee's words floating in my mind 'who are you going out with again?! always go out, not a single day you are at home!' frankly, my heart is broken I am so sad so regret so sorry, but I just don't know how should I do. 'mummy going out for a talk'. my mum helping royee wash the smelly head.. why I can't be with my son even on weekend? why my gals can say worried of forget about me coz I always come back home late?

is the talk so important? the initial intention to go to this talk is because of my children. besides, I am not having extra money to pay for the fee but not going for the talk. but driving in the middle of the road with the rain pouring down.. I just feel lost! I miss my children, I miss to share my feeling with my sis, I want to yell t my laogong loudly from my deep frustration, I just want to be home with my children!

19:01 the talk has been started I guess. am still in the car. the rain has stopped. but my feeling is still so mixed. am tired. tired of explaining how tired I am to laogong when he thought only he alone is the busyman for the family. I work, I take care gals, I take care my parents my siblings too. I really hope, children grow up faster, they have ability to take care of me, and with their love to me, then we all travel around te world together.