sunshine ~@~

told Junie, if I have another bb boy, I may name this little sunshine - Shane.

Shone n Shane. hahaha someone gonna kill me with this idea 'have another bb', laogong hor? :p

confidence

today in the Sunday school class, time for offering, both angel n Eva can't find their money. I give signal to angel 'it's ok' then angel sits down n continues singing the offering song. on the other side, Eva looks disappointed, starts looking sad n suddenly 'wahhh :~' crying. I check her pocket, then I found the money. but she still can't stop crying. I carry her to the offering bag n do the offering. then she looks sad in the class n tearing.

when all the children go back to their classes, I leave the class too. 1 of the teachers pass by me 'why your gal is like this har? lost her money then cried. u need to encourage her more, let her be confident'

ya! confidence. Eva is always crying when she feel disappointed, nervous or when she face the failure. always have the thought - Eva is manja n want to get attraction from parents. now after the sister reminding, ya, Eva is lacking of confidence, she wants parents to assure her achievement or accept her failure or mistake.

ya, as what sis told me, maybe I think I am good n caring to my children, but it may in fact, my children don't feel my love. I must use the right way n go through the correct channel, to let my children to feel what I am trying to give them. hmmm need more parenting books for me.

shone in Walton set

1 day, royee asked me 'mummy, why u didn't buy me tie?' har? buy tie for bb ar? to wear it to weekend classes? but look at him, he seem to really want a tie for himself. seen this Walton set at online store, n thinking royee can wear this to sis's wedding too, so I ordered it, n yesterday I got it delivered. look at this series of pic, u would know how much he likes this cloth set :D
































hehe I just standing there then he syiok sendiri n posing :p worth for the money kekekeke

angels are 4

my twin gals :) angel the elder n eva the younger. eva taller than angel. angel us slimmer than eva ^^





angelina



evangeline



sweet angel



serious eva :p



on their bday


love this :*





the bday gift from mama


eva n the party pack



angel pin her own hair :p

October babies ^^

love this series of pic :)























I love u baby~

sweet paradise^^

for years we been talking n longing for trying haagen daaz icre cream. everytime pass by the booth or shop, we would 'wahh next time we should try it' :p wonder why we have that 'this is so high class so expensive dessert' thought. maybe as what sis said, the value of money concept is different from thing to thing.

this year, 2010 we made up our mind. I told sis, if I got promoted n salary increased, I spent u haagen daaz ice cream dipping set. sis was 'wahhh sure or not'. so we waited n waited n waited. hmm no promotion, no increment. so each time we pass by the same shop, sis would say 'mie, when? promotion ler?' hmmm

on 17102010, my angels 4 years old bday, we pass by the shop again. again the same words from sis. suddenly I got the thought 'why shall I wait for the uncertainty to try on something that we were wishing for n we can do it NOW?' then I told sis 'come la, let's go inside n try it, not that expansive what' in my heart 'forget about promotion (or empty promise?)'



hehehe me n my big face n big pimple ^0^


tell u, we were taking quite a long time to make our choice n then the ice cream flavour :p


then waiting for the 'paradise' :p wonder why they still asking for any sweet drink, ice cream should be sweet enough right?


deng deng deng our order!


this is with chocolate topping :)


sorry, am busy :p the macadamia ice cream is great!


well, entertain the photographer with my big eye bags :p

I like the ice cream ^^ n I love our 1st time together-gather :D

20102010

morning I have nasi lemak with team members. boss spent us breakfast coz we are good staff hahaha :D

lunch with my organic lunch mates.





nice colour soup rite? pumpkin, corns, tomato n 10 grains :) keeping a cup for my tea time ^^




this bread is nice smell, having nice butter smell but I don't feel it oily. it is soft. eat the bread with tuna, lettuce, n baby tomato.
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this is black sesame swissroll. nice! boss bought from cake sense :) still thinking why I failed to bake my sesame cupcake :S big failure!!! will try it next time :)

spring cleaning

hmm when children growing up, when we have more time to be out from the house, when we ate too depend the maid to take care the household - your house is in hidden mess :S bkt31 is clean, tidy, but when u open the cabinets or looking for something hmmm then only u would find out all the cabinet n store room are not in good use.

been 2 weeks I make over children room n trying to clean up the living hall cabinet. last month I had cleaned the cabinet that I keep my baking stuff. more to go in the kitchen, living hall, study room.



get bbb to sleep n study in angels room. toys at royee's room.



the small study table at the corner near to the window. I like them to get near to the sunlight



now royee's bed attach with abgels' beds. frankly, I don't like my boy n gal sleep together in a room, I don't accept this 'it's ok, they are still small' but for me to allow royee to sleep with maid sister alone, no-no! so far only 2 nights in a weekend, n normally weekend I sleep very late, so from time to time, I go in the room n check :)



children now mix n match their own cloth n accessories. so they have their own cabinets labelled n keep their own stuff. this cabinet only keep angels dress n bbb pyjamas -full n pack! home wear cloths in royee's room. bought 2 open shelve cabinets to keep children work books n story books.



pink tray for plain paper n green for their drawing. let them manage this, so from time to time I collect their drawing n do the laminating n filing.



mirror! bbb asked for it. now this is the most frequent visited corner to them :p they dance n pose here :p
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when I was looking for this..



to deco angels bday cake, I couldn't find it in the kitchen, the I started looking for it in the store room. when I opened the store room door, wow, full of stuff n I can't even get in the room!!

i spent 1 hour cleaning this mess :( rubbish, old newspapers n magazine everywhere. n those things that supposed to be thrown, still in the room! thanks to kakak n laogong :(



this is the final one. at least we have a walkway here. don't know how long it gonna last hmm..