cny day-2 bbb nite

these photos, comfort my heart. n clear my confuse in handling different roles ^_^

laogong n eva n royee

the 2 little faces :p

eva ^0^

angel was non stop being sooo cranky

the only family photo taken in 2009 cny

he bang the door :~

dare not to disturb angel, afraid she cried again :(

happy eva

mummy n angels~

eva loves to kiss mummy...

... this way.. deeply..

remember last time laogong did mention to royee. 'only u can kiss mummy lip har, n only mummy can kiss your lips har. no one else. papa cannot, kakak also cannot. u cannot simply let ppl kiss your lips, understand?' royee 'hmmm' :p sometime, parents make children confused, kiss is not only means love? why i cant kiss ppl when i love the person? ^_^

my room is messy.

got idea how to set up built in wardrobe n cabintes for my room. waiting for money only :$

cny day-2

woke up in the early morning to prepare ourselves to go to klang. bbb were excited. angel was still feeling sick. we went to kai-ma's house 1st, then only grandma's house.

royee

my sunny boy~

i love this. kakak n eva
sweet n cute :)

fatty mummy n skinny angel :p

in grand ma house. royee n red apple

royee n eva. they were so busy with the BIG apple n orange

which to choose har?

hehe tai-ma offer cookies n sweets

angel n mummy n mummy's new red bag

love this. angel's pose. mummy looks :S

tai-ma, grandma, grand children

mummy n yu-jet

grandma n 2 grandsons

gogo n dasao. bruce n sis.

bruce n pooh n yu-jet

kai-ma n yu-jet

jack - jet

bila mau kahwin har? ^_^

evening, kai-ma followed mama came back to bkt31. we were talking about full body massage n foot massage. then i told kai-ma, i wanna spent her massage at aeon bukit tinggi. then we went together with sis. 3 of us, went for 60min full body massage, then kai ma continued with 60min foot massage, sis n i doing other treatment. we spent 2 hours there.

nite time, sis n kai-ma met mama n bro at steamboat restaurant, i didnt follow. didnt feel to eat steamboat, not feeling well. n i also concerned about laogong taking care bbb alone at home for the full half day. then mama was unhappy as i was not joining them. so many feeling in me. angel was non stop crying once she saw me back.

suddenly, i felt so tired to handling all these relationship, as a daughter, as a wife, as a mother. i just wanted to be myself, to love myself more. the massage shifu said that my body was weak. weaker than my mum. sad to hear this, am going to be 30, n my body age is older than age 55 :(

cny day-1

since angels were sick, we changed our plan to stay at bkt31. cny day 1 in banting. mama told papa 'wahhh, 1st time our house is so happening with our children n grandchildren' ^_^ digo woke up early in the morning, then we all eating breakfast together. roti canai kosong. papa was so excited to have roti canai as breakfast, he even planned about it in the day before, n counted how many pieces :p

papa - wearing white, baru ONG :p
n royee n angel

2nd uncle n family visited our house

angel was moody, cried in the next pictures :~

hehe mama n baby

royee said 'zui du du'

1st day of cny, hmmm, nothing much for me. phobia to angels vomitting n diarrhea :~

gong xi fa cai 2009

Day 1 of cny. Raining day at banting. Kakak was waiting for nice fireworks, wat a disappointment. I have been waiting laogong to wish me happy new year, but he been busy with his laptops n mailbox. Hmm ya i got ang pow from laogong, it seems to be a BIG one as he mentioned. I havent opened it yet. I am more interested on his big warm hug in this cool rainy night.

Well, a peaceful n warm cny this year. Except i am kelam kabut about angels food poisoning. Hmm they lost weight.
Now they r still not ok :( sad..

Ok. Laogong is here. Want to ask for big hug before he falls asleep :p Blog next time. Gong xi fa cai ya!

cny reunion makan makan

supposed to have reunion luncheon at banting grandma's house then only dinner at sg buloh in law's house. early morning received a call from in law, to have makan makan at 11am. wear bbb new cloths, bought year back. angel n eva were so lembik :( they were so weak. they didnt smile. sad to see this. royee was so excited, especially when my mum helped him to gel his hair like daddy's hair style, he was running out from the room n to the hall, then turned back, 'wwooo.. so tired' everyone was 'hahahaha' this boy~ shy boy he is.

my royee boy was doing his business. so smelly!

angelina

evangeline

in law were happy to see the children, n they felt sad to see the 2 gals were so weak n only laying down at the room. taken some family photos, then we started our makan makan. hmmm dc31, my ex-home sweet home. some furniture arrangements have been changed. different feeling to step in the house after moving out. wondering if i would continue keeping this house till royee get married or not :p left sgbuloh at 1pm+ as angels were so cranky, non stop crying.

eva. on the way back to banting

angel. sleeping.

reached banting at 3pm+ we went to grandma's house. met uncles n grandma. non stop shonejay angels n yu jet were crying. i let kakak stayed there to help out my mum to pack things, i brought children back to parents' house.

my nephew. little yu-jet

me n sis

when bbb were sleeping, me n sis went to guardian pharmacy to buy some stuff. before that, we stopped at the massage saloon. sis spent me an hour foot massage. wow it was raining cats n dogs. the uncle told us not to get wet after massage, but then we didnt feel to stay in the shop n waiting for the rain to stop. so we running to the pharmacy, n we got wet :p

counting something..

royee and his blocks

follow grandma do cny prayer. n the prayer ends with royee's claps :p

at 12am+ it was raining, n since kakak said she wanted to see the fireworks, so we went out to see the fireworks. raining, n i need to carry royee. wow.. the fireworks were nice, but not many as compared to last year, maybe, it was raining. then all went in home n sleep lo~

pre-cny shopping

even angels are sick, we still carry out our pre-cny shopping plan, with the guilt in me :( sent royee to the kinder. then laogong n 1 went to damansara one-utama.

at one-u

'qiang qiang qiang' performance

waiting for laogong who gone to the toilet :p

lunch at seoul garden

cny deco in the restaurant

sis will love this restaurant ^_^

bbq n steamboat

yummy!

tried many cloths. some are very nice, but expansive. some are affordable, but not very ok with the design n material. hmmm anyway, we managed to grab few pieces of nice shirts n pants, n shopped till nearly 10pm! it was tiring. in the mall car park, get jammed. then once leave the mall, get jammed. everyone was busy on last minute shopping. overnight at bbt31, as we were so tired to drive back banting.

miss bbb :~

project 365

A Challenge A Commitment A Promise

i love this. a day a photo. my friend's blog. from day 1 in a brand 1 in a brand new year, a day a pic post. what can i do something similar like this? currently what i am doing is reading bible, follow the calendar. n another 2 books on thoughts about god.

hmmm may think of something special, n i am interested to start, say, in 2010. hehe. what came across my mind is 365 meals for a year, or recipe, or bbb, books i read, songs stories (this is my to-do list since last year, create a blog to share songs stories)

well.. think about the idea later la. suddenly think of what u told me last night 'i dont like ppl comment about my english, coz they also dont have good english. only u can comment about my english, coz your sentences are really nice n good' huh? my english? ok.. thank u. take it as compliment, although i know my english is poor :S n i got shocked when u told me the mail that u asked me to do some correction was from your boss. pls la, what i write is not always right, it might be only u get used to my words then u can understand my english more than other ppl english. or u should read my friend's 5stars-english blog :) anyway, hope one day i can study english to upper level like what i did last time in ELS. i love english language ^_^ (found this interest when i was age 18)