32

final 2 hours for my age of 32.



since I am sleepy, so I don't want to wrap up my age 32 tonight. let me have a good night sleep and welcome my age 33 then.



the life journey continues..


..and I won't forget to capture my life precious moment :)



no matter how challenging of the life downtime..



I gonna walk through the life stone hitting..



..and cherish my age 33 :D

12.04

early morning my papa and mama non stop knocking my room door to wake my 2 gals up. today 4 of them go to Thailand hatyai.


happy birds ^^

maid sister and royee are at bkt31. sis and laogong too. I alone staying at banting to wait for my ersao delivers baby... very soon!



yesterday 5pm, ersao got bleeding. then stopped. so we all kelam kabut rush to the hospital. this is the pic my digo snapped when my ersao taking her dinner, so she would have energy to push.. then baby out.



hehe this is the pic when my digo complaining and teasing my sis who taken the car key to my digo house when my digo was looking the car key at my mum's house :p



when doctor checking my ersao, my digo was blank! I pula became the translator to my ersao coz the doctor was a Indian.

but then, doctor said there was no opening yet. so we chose to go back home and wait for the very pain contraction or water bag burst. so now waiting la for the baby choose his 'the moment'. so, very high possibility, the baby will have the same bday with me :D



left the hospital, sis and I continued our dinner plan. since my sis spent me a 2d1n trip as bday treat, so I belanja her this dinner :p


eating dinner and both of us teasing my digo for his blueness in welcoming his baby :p he was just blank! kekekke my sis said, later on in labour room, don't know my digo can take it or not with the wife screaming and bleeding :p



my sis worried too when we were rushing to the hospital. she said what gonna happened when come to her delivery time. I guess, both of us gonna be nervous and panic too! as long as my sis doesn't get high temper, then everything gonna be alright :p
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angelina


evangeline

above 2 pic I sent to my digo's friend as per their request for housing advertisement banner modelling. see la, if they will be chosen. just to let them gain different experience in kinder time.

well, let's work hard in the office. who knows my digo going to make the emergency call to me today. I know I am not the doctor or nurse, but at least I can assist my blur digo when he was blank! :p my papa and mama are not in the town, so I can be the supporter for the new papa and mama :D

oh ya, today I drive my bday gift to work..



a 2nd hand car from my papa :D

mixed

I am now out from the house, aimless, hopeless, directionless :(



raining day, alone in the car. at a hypermarket parking lot. I am just blank. no cry. no smile. sad.

suppose to go for a talk - a children-picture-book reading talk. thought of learning better way to help children love reading in effective ways.




recall what royee complaining about I always go out not staying at home.. my heart is broken.


I didn't go out for fun. Friday night I went out to the bookstore to buy material for my sewing project, then go supermarket to buy some home grocery. saturday I only out to trim my hair and angel's hair, then afternoon I bring angel to her ballet class.



so I decided to stay at home tonight I let bbb see me at home. just be there for them, and sing to make them sleep. what children want is very simple. what we need to give is - time. thus, I asked laogong to go for the talk, since he likes to read too. since he is the father to my bbb, children education he needs to pay part too.

at 1st laogong was ok. then not ok, then we quarrel for nothing. then I being quiet he gets angry... my grandma and auntie staying overnight at my house suddenly, so many adults at home, I don't want to make movie in front of them. the more I stay silent, the more laogong talk louder.

I just out from the house. thought of forget about the stupid laogong :( and go for the talk. while driving, royee's words floating in my mind 'who are you going out with again?! always go out, not a single day you are at home!' frankly, my heart is broken I am so sad so regret so sorry, but I just don't know how should I do. 'mummy going out for a talk'. my mum helping royee wash the smelly head.. why I can't be with my son even on weekend? why my gals can say worried of forget about me coz I always come back home late?

is the talk so important? the initial intention to go to this talk is because of my children. besides, I am not having extra money to pay for the fee but not going for the talk. but driving in the middle of the road with the rain pouring down.. I just feel lost! I miss my children, I miss to share my feeling with my sis, I want to yell t my laogong loudly from my deep frustration, I just want to be home with my children!

19:01 the talk has been started I guess. am still in the car. the rain has stopped. but my feeling is still so mixed. am tired. tired of explaining how tired I am to laogong when he thought only he alone is the busyman for the family. I work, I take care gals, I take care my parents my siblings too. I really hope, children grow up faster, they have ability to take care of me, and with their love to me, then we all travel around te world together.

0504 Thursday lo!

good morning! :D


found this from Facebook. the steps look simple and easy to do right? will get my children to try on this ^^

ya, left house early today with Eva when angel was still sleeping. 8am received missed call from home. wonder if angel crying for not seeing mummy? but for today I can't wait for these 2 gals slow motion. I want to transfer my money from 1 bank to another bank. been dragging it for weeks..

been sick since saturday night, don't have appetite but I do feel hungry. having hot chicken porridge now. stomach bloated serious since last night. hmmm many discomfort symptoms nowadays.




last night jokingly I asked my digo when his baby gonna coming out? digo said he wish the baby coming out soon so he can save at least 1 time pregnancy check expenses :D most of us are having financial pressure nowadays, especially when come to family members issue. but maybe digo won't know, when baby come out, the matters to handle and expenses to spend, gonna e another big headache :p



hmmm 3 sewing homework are pending at me... I been busy on other sewing project for my digo's baby hmmm.. feel embarrassed when my children ask me 'mummy, have you submitted your homework? later your teacher scold you aaaa' ya.. my plan is, get at least 1 done by this weekend :p






2 blankets for my soon to come tiew nephew ^^

day 74

just posted something on my fb wall..


if royee was in a school where creativity freedom is allowed, then his talkative and friendly manner can bring him more benefits than current situation, punishment just to make you being quiet.



got this from angel's homework, I asked what is 'mc' she told me, mummy's office la.. ohhh!! maxis :p


laying on the bed, suddenly think of this 'hey! still no period yet!' today is day 74.. sometime I just wonder, was my last period = the final period in my life?



well.. bday coming soon. I asked royee to buy me chatime milk tea as my bday gift ^^ he is working hard to save rm5.90 in 2 weeks :D

earth hour 2012

this is the 2nd year, I spend the day with my bbb.


we made this together :)


set up our laptop and tv


we prepared food too!


3 sets for bbb, 1 for maid sister


last year we have it in the living room, now in the master room. btw, see me got the cupping - ba guan mark :p


ok, it is about 8.30pm


we get gogo to switch off the light at 8:30pm sharp^


do you see 2.0.1.2? we do a prayer to start off our 1 hour earth hour :)


last year with YouTube, this year too. 1st video is official 2012 earth hour video.


we definitely need to do more..


coz our children need hope for better tomorrow!

a day off 0204

I spent a day full-programme-planned annual leave to sleep at home! coz I got fever and flu in weekend :~

not going anywhere, children spent their special Ching-Ming holiday at home. sad.



Eva read gogo's std 1 book


can read very well and make song for the paragraph


Eva copies story book too..


and asked her to write in her own room with sunlight..




angel do this macam macam


see me snap photo of her faster hide :)


eat rice just like this when mama preparing dinner..


eat quite a lot. when actual dinner time she is full :(


the boy eat and eat only..


eating tgv pop corn..



hot day, they boy half naked at home


size is not big but berisi jugak :)