sunny yellow day ^^

after a week of leave taken, yesterday in the office was a bit busy with those pending works and emails! now everything needs to be back to normal routine and wait for next follow up for eva's eyes.


today breakfast for my papa and myself - tomato + carrot + cashew nuts + oats + flaxseed + mix herbs

durian season. myself and papa eaten lots of durians. angel and Eva love durians too! bcoz of this, guess that papa's blood sugar level gone high. the wound on his foot is not ok for weeks. hmm...


my Digo married already! a very happy news for tiew family :D this is the drawing from Eva to my Digo and sis in law. can see the bride carries the flowers :D



night time drawing by royee. he loves to draw, but don't have great technique. I love his imagination and creative thinking. 'together we go to the church with your heart' can you see the heart man? :p



morning drawing. he is happy with the transformer pencil case set given by his music class teacher after his performance in graduation ceremony :)



time flies, 2 years junior course done. now he is at advanced class. asked him want to stop or not, he wants to continue. so continue paying money and sending him for his interest >.<



about our online store, we do it for interest. but then after few days no enquiry and business, our passion ada kena siram sikit @_@ we know everything also start from 1st step then slowly only we walk straight then only can run. so wait for our 1st customer to turn up. as my sister said, once we have the 1st business, then we can close shop already hahaha :D

ok. better work hard in the office, since online store no income at all :p

Thursday

最溫暖的事不是兩個人的擁抱；
最溫暖的事，是我在低谷時你能為我禱告！

1st working day of the week. thinking of last night and this morning I been having hard time to put the eyedrop and eye cream for eva, am tired and worried about her post-surgery condition. guess that her emotion status is not good, last night she just colored the piece of paper with only pencil. so we can only see grey-black on the paper. no drawing but color till both hands got black too. hmm. too small for the ops?

she is still having double vision. but the distance between 2 points are close. hope this is temporarily condition after surgery. the eyes are red, and her eyes looks tired.






pictures taken as requested by her, want to see how serious the eyes are then only want to put the eye cream. last night she sings 'thank you papa mama' :) hopefully she can feel our love and care for her.



eyes got swollen.


closed and eye and completed 5 homework. with 1 eye, she won't see the shadow.

hmmm.. will arrange the meet up with the specialist to train the brain to use the eyes muscles effectively. the surgery is not the end point.. more meet up and training to go.. lining up I have angel's weak fingers to treat..

huh~~

the change

12072011 is my gogo 37 years old birthday, and the day when Eva needs for a change ^^


6+am we are ready to go to the hospital.


at the registration counter at day care surgery, the cream is to numb the hand skin


take her weight. she is 18kg today


change the gown


take the blood pressure and pulse reading


waiting to go to the OT


small slippers for her at the monitoring room


while waiting..


she is in the cooperative good mood :)


this pic taken after few minutes away with mummy. in the OT pre/post waiting room.


after cucukan.. after this, away from mummy n gone for the surgery..

kisses for u Eva :*

9:54am waiting eva at sdmc

a day to remember

11072011 big decision I made for my gal


Sunday nite we overnight at bkt31


Monday morning I bring her to see eyes specialist. in the car, she discovers the front speaker made sounds


in the hospital. when focus far she has double vision, so she stands near to the tv n watches mr bean show


I gone for breast ultrasound at the same time. feeling not ok with my left breast. result is the bijih in my breast harmless.


confirm the schedule for her both eyes surgery 12072011


reached home at 4pm we slept till 8pm


hairwash for her as requested by doctor. few days after the surgery cannot wash hair.


simple action, but both of us know, we do it for a purpose. my heart is heavy.


conditioned the hair. after this, she goes dinner with papa - 7 sticks of satay n ketupat.


asking for durian too. have to fast from 12am. durian is the last meal or the day.


prepared her for the operation. the class teacher called too.


she is a very strong gal. she is ready. once she knows the surgery day is confirmed, she non stop comforting herself and praying quietly. having confidence with her :)

as what the teacher said, for this young age to go thru this, she gonna have different mental development in the future. ya, I hope she is strong n tuff in the future. and I hope, my decision for her is right. pray for the best ^^

f.r.I.d.a.y

e-ha! Dorae-baba is here! hehe doraemon + alibaba :p


konichiwa! o-genki desu ka?
genki desu! anatawa ekaga desuka?

:D this is what I teach my bbb in this raining morning. 'hello! how are you?' 'good! how about u?' in Japanese language. if I am not mistaken la har :p

sometime I would think that what I learnt in the past is very useful when I become a mummy. songs that I know, stories that I listened, news and silly jokes... all can be shared with bbb especially when I want them to sit still and behaved :p last night I shared with them why we eat rice dumplings in duanwu festival and day before, I told them the 3 dogs in my life ^^



















this morning I read for them the news about the mad man went in the kinder with parang. hmmm the world is full of crazy news. look at the crying parents, can't imagine how they feel in the 6 hours - children get hurt? hungry? scared? hmmm sad.

today am in blue shirt n jeans. thinking of my left breast not feeling comfortable made me headache. one comes with another. well, life challenges, take them and overcome them, then feel the blessing and grace of God's love :)

morning half day having department communication session, afternoon half day will sit in auditorium to get inspired by Malaysian great woman.

no roadblocks today, what a surprise. see ya!



office laptop current autoset wallpaper :)

quiet moment

hmmm now is lunch time, the office is so quiet. can hear the aircond sound clearly.


this is my all time favourite. now eating this n typing blog with my iPhone. for long time I don't update my blog using computer :) just uploaded few pic on my mama's bday, and u can see my new sister in law - a quiet, shy and lovely gal ^^ and my size can make 2.5 of her :p



my Digo's marriage registration day is on my mama 56th bday. so I asked my mama 'any other wishes for you seem like you have all wishes completed' my mama said 'health. I want all of us are in good health' :)

ya, from the pic you can see me have cut my hair short. now is at shoulder length. so now I can wash my hair as I suka, don't need to worry if I have enough time to dry my hair. but still, I need to adjust myself for using lesser shampoo and hair treatment oil. last time everything was double up for my hair :p



hehe see the hair length enough, don't see my chubby round face :p pic taken after the hair cut.

well, need to get back to work. may have changes on ppl and work rearrangement in the office, hopefully it gonna be a good one. have confirmed the appointment with eva's doctor, so hopefully no roadblocks for my journey to the hospital this Saturday, dislike the traffic jams.




a book I shared last nite with bbb. it tells in adult life, we have so many happy and sad moment, funny and quiet moment, playful and serious feeling.. and we need to go thru it and take it as part of our 'life jobs' - this is the hidden message I got it after reading the books ^^

hu!hu! thursday!

e-ha! this is the 1st day I work for this week, and today is Thursday dah~


today soup - carrot + cucumber + flaxseed + black sesame - smooth n refreshing :D hope papa likes it la. the siew pao and egg tart is backup food for today. heavy jams coz of police roadblock :(

yesterday n day before I gone for training.


ya, 6 thinking hats. It is a thinking tool that helps you think in more organised way. plan to teach my children on this, the more thinking tools we learned, the more we can use out brain system and thinking in better way.

Monday I was on leave, took Eva to go kl for lazy eyes checking. a new place to explore, so 2 of us walking quite a lot, even needs to use gps to be guided to our destination :p



total 3 trains x2 we were taking. n few times the gal fall down :( she fells quite a lot recently especially when she is tired. can't figure out the actual distance with the tired eyes.



checking eyes reading ability. 6/9.


if you can see, she is wearing the red and green spec n sitting in dark room. to check how serious is the double vision. the left and right image. from this, the doctor can estimate how close the eyes muscles need to be pulled to adjust the eye balls.


this is to see the focus point of her eyes. the current position and the suppose to be position. they were many more professional tests done to know the actual condition of her eyes. didn't snap pic, coz doctor wanted show me how serious it is.



done with the clinic, I dropped by my office to have lunch with colleague As. this is the pic taken at office ground floor.



go back home. she was excited. but I was a bit down. thinking of the next appointment to set her surgery schedule hmmm..



bought a wafer to sweeten her mood ^^