zhang jiang. laogong said this is rural place
hmm quite developed ma.. look at all the tall buildings
zhang jiang. laogong said this is rural place
hmm quite developed ma.. look at all the tall buildings
如果爱我会给你压力,
我不想增加你的负担
如果选择我是因为责任,
我不稀罕现有的地位名誉
如果我无法成为你的人生伴侣,
我不知道该以什么角色去面对你
如果你留下是因为我的爱,
那你可不可以让我感受你的甘心留下
如果我没有这些所谓的优势,
故事的开始与结局会不会改变
如果一切回到起点,
那时的你会选择今天的我吗?
而那时的我,会选择今天的你吗?
奈何,我的答案有点挣扎
If i was a magician, i would rather change or remove part of my memory from my mind, like what happened in harry potter movie... Though i know God gives me challenges to make me becoming better n not bitter.
Some ppl i would much prefer to know them as friends in my life, rather than a weird relationship as special strangers.
Past has been passed. But things wont be the same anymore, the scars r there, the hurts r there, experiences gained, wisdoms grow... n the pain remained.
I know there is something better n the best out there is waiting for me, God wants me to learn to be more patient n be beautiful woman who appreciates n understands life more...
Well, as what the special stranger told me, stop negative thinking, smile n face everydays ^_^ thank u!
Today i am weak, but i am so strong in my spirit!! Yo! Yo!