waiting for papa

these are the photos taken by the web cam on friday nite. when we were waiting for u to get online. as u can see, my lip was swelling.

we miss u very much :~

21.02.2008

on leave today, as your parents gone to taiping for your auntie's funeral. we woke up early, coz want to rush for sjmc dr foo morning session. angels' bodies a bit warm, so i let them play water in the pool to bring down the temperature. they were so enjoying the water and the balls in the pool. non stop kakakaka especially angel. now angel makes a lot of sounds. so cute~ i have taken video shot on this, next time show it to u lo.

eva is kakaka

cute cute angel n her hair :p

we reached sjmc at 11am, then we parked our car quite far. we didnt use the stroller, so we let both of angels walking by their own. non stop they all kakaka, very excited. in dr clinic, they didnt cry during injection time. as i told u, eva needs to further monitor on her left eye for another 1 year. hope everything will be fine n no eye treatment is needed for her.

angelina

after sjmc, we went to subang parade for our brunch. soooo hungry oo. angels were tired n sleeping when we makan. hehe so both of my sis n i can enjoy the meal. i spent on this meal, coz my sis took leave just to teman me in sg buloh. and really thank her help lo or else i also donno how to manage both of ange n eva. so agressive nowadays la both of them.

after makan, we went to hsl electrical necessity shop. we went to survey lcd tv for our new house. many choices la. then my sis also spotted sony digital camera, and planned to buy one soon. after jalan jalan in the shop, we went to parkson. on the way to parkson, we saw lion dance. 21.02.08 is chap goh meh. angel was exciting looking at the lion dance while eva was sleeping. i took some video clips on lion dance for royee. the lions were in red.

after subang parade, then we went back home. we sleep early that nite. happy with angels. they grow up liao. more interaction with them. and i found out that, they loves books. they were fighting for books in the car :p

hard knock!

the world largest pewter beer glass

welcome drink with pewter mug

given the flat pewter plate

print our name

from flat plate to final creation of bowl~

royee with apron. so cute. he cleaned his own bowl

our certificates

early dinner at kl sentral chicken rice shop. royee finished the rice!

in the train back home. he didnt want ppl to hold his royal selangor pewter goodie bag!

tired

am so tired rite now. woke up at 6am, rushed to leave banting at 6:30am. stucked in the traffic jams from kemuning to hicom to batu tiga. no legal parking lot at batu tiga station around 8am. parked the car at the shop lot, worried my car to get stolen :( waited for 8:19am train. no seat during the journey, standing with tired legs and sleepy eyes. reached kl sentral station at 8:57am. very long queue to tap myself out from the station. the touch n go machine got spoiled one. reached the office 9:10am. far from my planned time: 8am. very tired on travelling to work. wasting time.

happy chatting with u last nite. happy to see your face thru web cam. can chat freely as u were with me. i dont bring my laptop with me, so for tonite n tomorrow, am not going to online internet. since i am on leave tomorrow, plan to bring angels for immune injection if they are feeling well. dont want to waste my leave just like that. really want to thank my sis to take leave n teman me to jaga angels. so i dont need to get afraid of sleeping alone at nite in sg buloh.

lots of work to clear by today. pen off here. i miss u dearly. i love u.

^_^

Dear sorry not sending you any surprise but just arrange the dinner.
Later have a movie want or not.
Very sorry for that. I love You. Bonjji Thea..

as long as u love me n our children, no sorry is needed for not sending roses.. sweetie..

happy love love day~

thanks for last nite dinner at bukit bintang, n tonite surprise :) i love to stay with u, every single moment when we r together. u r leaving to jakarta soon, ya, 2 months, i keep reminding myself for not imaging what i gonna do and what' gonna happen in the coming 2 months when u r not around. i will try my best to take care children nicely, your parents, your family, my family, our household issues... i will try to upload as much chilren photos for u as possible, i will share all the stories happen around me thru phone calls, sms, blogs, emails.. i will miss u dearly.. i will feel lonely :~

for this valentine's day, I LOVE U!

31.01.2008

very fast, gone january 2008. tomolo is cuti, i will send royee to the kinder then drive to sgbuloh. maybe i will wait till royee finish his class, wanna see how's the class going on :) will bring angels to trim their hairs, need your mum's help to jaga them while i' driving. hope they will be good gals in the car :p

for friday to sunday, i will stay in sgbuloh, jaga angels and clean the house. try to clean everything and deco the house and wait for u to come back home :) so u dont need to busy to do household things, will have more time to spend with children n ME :)

wanna offline now. have to catch up 7pm train, or else will be very late reach btg. missing u much, cant wait to see u, hug u, and kiss u on monday. take good care ya. i love u!

27.01.2008 sunday

early morning we woke up and had our breakfast at the mamak restaurant opposite penjara sg buloh. before entering the restaurant, royee already got attracted with the bicycles at the next door shop. nice talk to him, in order to get him to go for breakfast before we bought him a toddler bicycle. he wanted boiled eggs. he finished off an egg slowly by himself :) me n my sis shared maggie mee goreng n roti pisang. as promised, we bought royee a bike at RM70. he loved it much. but then the salesman there is not professional, he didnt want to fix everything nicely for us. i had called my dad to bring the bike to the bicycle shop at banting to fix everything.

after the breakfast, we sent the bike back to DC home. then only went to your mum's house to pick up angels. angels were excited to see us :) i brought the souvenirs from macau and angels' milk powder to your parents. now econsave is always limited stock for the milk powder, i dont know why.

once reached DC home, royee couldnt waittil ride on his bike. i cleaned the bike for him. then i mandikan angels. after that, 3 of them were playing the toys at upstair. royee liked to hug n get close to angels, but angels didnt like royee to touch them. so 3 of them, non stop rebut the toys :( eva always cried at the end of fighting. angel always shout when royee bullied eva. fighting after fighting, eva couldnt stand on it, when royee took eva's book while she was reading, then eva bite royee. royee screamed! the wound so deep, n it was light bleeding!

crying face after being bite by eva

angel crawled towards me, to get my camera! cute kan?

angels hairs are long, not pretty, n so many marks on eva's face :(

shonejay angels playing 'peacefully'

this is cute. i was snapping eva's photos quietly. eva was busy with the wet tissue bottle. then suddenly angel felt down quick next to eva. evn got shocked, then staring at angels blurry. angel was funny and hehehe at that time. sooooo adorable! angel felt paiseh after that when i asked her why suddenly felt down har? hehehe.. she was sleepy actually..

let 3 of them sleeping and had a peaceful rest time was very hard. no chance to rest at all. my sis n myself non stop sweating when taking care of them. luckily my sis was having good temper that day :p your mum went out to buy cny stuff. she called me n told that she would try to get back home at 7pm. then we waited till 7pm. couldnt pack our things back to banting, coz 3 of them made us pening! so i decided to call your dad at 7:20pm, luckily your dad didnt go out with your mum for shopping. so we sent angels back to your parents house. it was heavy rain!

royee non stop waving bye bye and flying his kisses to your parents and angels when leaving the house. your parents were so happy and 'proud look' looking at this. they non stop hahahaha n smilling.. hehehee... in fact, i didnt know why royee was so passionate that day :p went back to DC home to pack everything, then left DC at 8pm.

sent my sis back to shah alam. hmmm.. my handphone was out of battery power. then i lost in shah alam. from section 2 to section 18 then to section 13, then back to section 18 again. i was tired at that time. during the journey, i non stop talking with royee, singing together with him, so he wont disturb my driving. he was cute and knew so many things :)

reached banting at 11:30pm. super tired.

this is the 1st time i jaga bbb alone without u. when children were sleeping, i washed all the bedsheets n cloths. then boiled water for their milk, prepared meals for myself. no matter how tired n sleepy at nite, i have to drive by my own :( luckily i have my sis to help me somewere somehow.

i miss u zhugong...

26.01.2008 saturday

Saturday morning, royee woke up early n came to my room, with his cute face :) snapping few photos after the call to u. prepared ourselves to leave the house and had brunch with my my sis in klang KEC dimsum buffet. royee got himself wet after i had changed his cloth :( then i changed another set baju for him. in the middle, royee got hit by my dad, coz royee disturbed the sound system for my dad's swallow songs CD TWICE! very naughty him.

snapshots on the bed

Can u imagine royee mop the floor? i have a video clip on this. he was so serious and concentrate on his action. after moping for a while, he went to the bath room to make the mop wet, then came back to the room and mop again. i felt so touched to see this, i didnt stop him, i just sitting there n keep snapping photos and taking video clips. of course, this libra boy, he wont forget to stand in front of the mirror while he was mopping the floor.. haha!

Brought royee to klang bukit raja to meet my sister. as usual, he being kacau all the time. noticed that he knew how to fold papers in right way. looked at his hand, he folded 4 pieces of advertisement brouchers nicely! not a waste to send him to kinder at this age, he has learned a lot of living skills :)

he was excited to see the water fountain and elephants :p

we went to JJ for movie with royee. ya, 1st time for royee to watch movie in the cinema. we went there bcoz we wanted to let him sleep, but then, throughout the movie, he was climbing the theather seats :( luckily it was a comedy, or else sure we get halau by the other audiences. at the ending 30 minutes, he fell asleep, we enjoyed the nice movie with his snoring...

had our tea time at the steamboat shop. he purposely did the sad face expression when my sis wanna take the shot. naughty him :p after makan, then we went to bukit kiara for maxis family day :)

royee n mama

we got these from Maxis family day ^_^

28.01.2008

this morning, i woke up at 7:05am, it was raining at banting. prepared myself to get out home early, royee was still sleeping, he must be very tired. so i asked help from my dad to bring royee to school, i left home early. reached train station n got in to the train, ngam ngam before the train door closed, lucky me! reached kl sentral at 8:55am, had myself porridge at chicken rice shop. felt lonely at the shop, i miss u sooo much :(

today is my sis bday, will celebrate with her this evening at subang TGI Friday. after that, will take train back to kl sentral, then putrajaya, then drive back to banting. will be a tiring trip tonite. sisters ma, bo kira one :)

just now my mum called, she went to royee's school at 11am, she saw children were having activity there. my mum said royee was cute, doing what teacher instructed quietly. chilren were trying to make round n cylinder shape with plaster. these days, can feel royee understands, thinks, and talks more. last nite he sang many songs in the car, with the incomplete lyrics.. soooooo cute~!! i think, 2-3 years later, when shonejay angels grow up, it will be more fun to stay with them.

this morning, once reached the office, i checked my mailboxes, your blog.. hmmmm no news from u, no sms, no blog, no mail. u r very busy over there huh? hope can hear from u soon. miss u so much, always have the idea to fly to meet u on 1st feb :( have spent much this much, macau trip, phone bills, cny preparation... wait till u come back la.

wanna get back to work lo. when i free, i will upload photos on family day, and last weekend with shonejay angels.. tata~ love u...

Did You Know?

Every 5 seconds a computer gets infected with a virus.

I am the computer, you are the virus :(

something...

just finished reading your blog, mmmm i miss u so much! really hope i can fly over to u now. ya, need to save money, need to spend more time with chidren :~

"Dear my sweetie, hopefully you able to look after our kids perfectly sorry to throw the responsibility to you for this moment" -- doesnt matter, as long as u love us, i will always support your dream.

last nite, happy chatting online with u, hope we can install the webcam faster, so we you can communicate with children thru the camera. i have changed my laptop password, coz the laptop keyboard really spoiled already. i may buy another usb mouse, coz the mouse also having problem.

last nite i changed the bedsheet, quite dirty i think, coz i felt ithcy when i slept that day. royee was soooo excited to have the new bedsheet, coz it is with cows, muffins, and cherries. he helped me to change the bedsheet, hehe the cute little helper. he kept on saying the cow was hungry 'niu er er' with his cute funny act n face expression. then he non stop jumping up n down. of course, dont forget his naughty act, he stepped on the cow's face n said that 'niu de nian gai zhu liao~' his legs covered the cow's face.

i asked him to take photos with niu

last nite, when royee suddenly asked me 'papa ler?' hmmm i found myself speakless for that moment.. hmmm he remembered u. i told him 'already told u ma, papa took flight to indon to work ma, fei ji aaaa' then he looked at his shirt, coz that day i showed the airflight on his shirt, but yesterday he was wearing the train shirt. then i stood up n acted like a aeroplane, n told him, 'papa zuo fei ji qu yin nie zuo gong'.. hmmm..

well, am going to klcc kinokuniya bookstore to buy some chinese pregnancy books for my sis in law. am still feeling excited on this news hehehe.. will survey for webcam also. see if we can try to chat with camera tonite. i have downloaded skype installer :)

royee, wave bye bye to papa..
'papa, bye bye'

sweet family~!

my love~

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六年前我们选择了彼此互相扶持，相亲相爱。
六年后的今天,我们多了三个宝贝，我们多了更多的爱。。
谢谢你一直以来对我的好，与许多的宽容和体贴。
谢谢你帮忙家务，准备吃的，整理衣物，睡前的那瓶水。。
你对我的好，我都知道，虽然有时对你无理取闹:p
一切的一切，尽在不言中，只想让你知道，
我依然爱你，感觉依然像六年前的第一次‘我爱你！’

未来

我们有好多计划在进行着，在等着，在梦想着。。一起加油努力吧！有孩儿们与你的陪伴，我不觉得累。真的感到很幸福^_^

thanks..

i love u..

寄不出的礼物

HEART OF LOVE

Bonjji Laogong

Dearest zhugong, Happy Valentine's day!!!

Zhugong, I LOVE YOU until the end of time... Wo ai ni :*

Endless love from the sweetest cutie Sweetie + Royee + Roinn + Robei

午餐

一心想要煮奶油鱼片但煮不成，心耿耿于怀。你说‘没关系，你都没看书，没上网看怎样煮，改次你会了食谱才煮罗。酸辣鱼片也不错啊’。听了满感动的，你总在我低潮失落或难堪的时候鼓励与安慰我，虽然当我吃着酸辣鱼片和炸菇时，还是耿耿于怀为什么我的奶油鱼片煮不成。

生日快乐

愿我能常带给你小快乐，大幸福。

佳肴

‘我很喜欢你煮的菜，很好吃。。你真的很会煮。。我要每天吃你煮的。。你会每天煮给我吃吗？可以吗？’
- 只要还感觉到你的爱，我不介意花时间在厨房里-

一直

你把我抱得紧紧地在我耳边说‘我要一直爱你’，是在提醒自己爱我吗？

我要。。

我要你多多的爱。。亲亲

不再可爱

我知道你不喜欢近日的我，我感挫败，但我的身与心无能为力，我还会继续做一些令你发指的事。我不知你内心的真正感受，因为你从不让我认识真正的你。爱就爱吧，不爱让我走，我也不想你把自己弄得那么累，尤其是爱着一个快疯的人。

i love u..

你爱我吗？

没想到我的一个问题，会左右你的心情一整天。。

还真对不起

当你说，如果这样做你会比较开心，那你就做吧。。
~
我的反应真的让你怎么困扰吗？

情人节

情人节会给你带来什么感觉呢？我希望两人静静的共同渡过。。当然，谢绝那些没脑的人。

收工午餐

还有点失落。。感觉我的要求会让你感麻烦，从你的对话和语气听到出。。不是甘愿的，只是担心我生气。。
~
我在你心目中，感受应该只有：开心或生气
~
我其实有的感觉是：满足，自然，吃醋，失望，心痛，失落。。
~
从来不会因为你对我的态度而生气，当你爱得深的时候，心痛失落比生气来得彻底。。

占有

昨夜临睡前，你说不可以和别人讲心事哈，有心事只可以和猪公讲。。
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开心，因为感觉到那股酸味；纳闷，因为你不让他人占有你的玩具，但你也没有好好保护那个玩具。。
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只想告诉你，此时我很开心，心情平静与满足，没什么心事要向他人倾诉。。 只要你继续疼爱我。。

致电给你

双鱼座男友人告诉我说女人尤其当了老婆就爱管东管西的，我告诉他我不会啊，两个个体生活在一起，最重要是找一个平衡点让彼此没太大压力。他说一直打电话给对方也是爱管的一种。。因为你也是双鱼座男人，我担心你也会有这样的想法，所以今天我都不敢打电话给你。。
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但我真的很想念你，很想听听你的声音。。 很忙吗？会累吗？想我吗？

温暖的早晨

清早被你的亲吻叫醒了。。意外地被你吻了肚皮，温温的，痒痒的，心里甜滋滋的。。
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谢谢你准备的早餐，好丰富，干了些，油腻了些，但就是享受爱人带领我迎接新的一天的能量。。
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今早换我领路，不逊色吧。。 嘻嘻。。
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此时，想念你。。

230106

今早舍不得离开温暖的床，还为昨夜泺溢的可爱与懂事而回味着，多么希望我们的小可爱会走路了，每个清早来把我们叫醒。。此时我感觉很幸福。。

今早朦朦胧胧地为你我准备早餐，因为人家都说要照顾丈夫的胃才可抓着他的心，虽然我会煮的菜肴没几道，但我会努力学习的。。我准备早餐，你去晒衣；我冲凉，你帮我烫上班服；共吃早餐，你我交流；你洗碗，我抹桌；我把车退出了，你关门，把钥匙给我，跟着你的车，我们去上班。。。

我很享受每日清早两人有默契的互动，甜滋滋的心情，迈向新一天的挑战。。 愿这幸福的感觉，是长久的。。。

新婚第二夜。。

新婚三朝回门，那夜我委屈地在床上哭了，觉得自己很努力了，但还达不到你家人的要求，很丧气。。你说今天才第二天耶。。知道你致电给你妈，过后你跟我解释，要我躺在你怀里睡。。那夜，是我躺在你怀里最实在最不舍的一次。谢谢你。

此时。。

我害怕你不满意我。对我没热诚。敷衍我。不要我。